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#woooooow #so gorgeous #bsd

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omgg noa why did you leave twi, I will miss you 😭

Mental health went down the drain 😭 I had to escape that place for a bit. But I'll come back eventually 💕

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I need many people to realize a strong contribution to the purity discourse in media we see among young people is due to radfems & gender criticals poisoning the water supply on sites like this one (tumblr) or other social media since 2014

Seeing teens and young 20-somethings using "porn addicted", "porn-brained", "degenerate", all unironically, those are words you find in alt-right & anti-LGBTQ+ message boards.

It wasn't JUST GCs alone, but many people have been around to see them influence a generation of kids with arguments you see today like

“X in fiction causes abuse"

“x is fetishization"

"Unless you've personally gone through trauma you shouldn't write about it"

“If you HAVE gone through trauma, you can't sexually explore it"

"If you like abuse in fiction you're an abuser in real life”

Hearing kids call random (usually queer!) shippers in fandom "groomers" and "pedophiles" for ships that have been established in fandom for decades, or because of a "power imbalance" between adult characters isn't a coincidence. Hmm, I wonder what other groups use those words?

It's not solely kids alone, it is a combination of:

Online radicalization and disinformation

No spaces for kids

No internet safety/literacy

Steeping censorship in activist language,

lack of education (If you don't know red flags you can't avoid them)

COVID did NOT help

This is why ignoring it will never help, because while thankfully some people grow out of it, it usually happens to people who had some support system or breakthrough in cognitive dissonance. There are plenty of people who are becoming adults and who keep infantilizing themselves

“My brain isn't done until I'm 25, you're all predators" and they're talking to a 30 y/o

That argument is literally being used by UK government officials to block access to gender-affirming healthcare. Infantilizing adults only serves the purpose of stripping agency and rights

They're not being safe. They're not gaining skills. They're participating in a fear-fueled climate of faulty medical misinformation, keeping themselves in a perpetual childish-victim state no matter how old they get and nothing about this is healthy

How do you think a person goes through this world when they've been wholly convinced that you can tell someone is safe because they like "safe" or “wholesome" things, & people who make them uncomfortable via hobbies or interests (not IRL actions) are probably actual criminals?

#one of best worded posts on this matter ive seen recently

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Nah.. they got me uploading my old fyolai from twitter goodbye world

#fyolai #bsd

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He was looking into my essence, Dos-kun was the one person in my life who understood.

(Click for better quality)

#fyolai #bsd

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I so grew out of touch with own body, I barely register hunger anyone :< ik that might sound cool but it's not, it's a hassle actually cuz not feeling hungry =/= not being hungry, even if you're feeling nauseous. So low energy -> harder time keeping undesired thoughts at bay

#idk if there's a name for that phenomenon #i don't have ed tho there's nothing on psychological level that's preventing me from eating just physical #cuz i fucked up my sleeping/eating schedule by sticking to 'sleep/eat only when sleepy/hungry' mindset

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#this is how politics look like at my place no exaggeration

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Next should be sigzai or fyosiglai, we'll see

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I cooked some fyosig smut for once

#bsd #fics #bsd sigma #bsd fyodor #fyosig

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Wrote some BDSM fyolai fic if anyone's interested

#bsd #fics #fyolai #bsd fyodor #bsd nikolai

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I hope Fyodor is in Nikolai's body now and that he's forced to experience Nikolai's love for him in such a way that he can't escape because he's joined them irrevocably. I hope it does something deranged to his psyche to parasitically gorge himself on someone who had, with utter, grief-stricken sincerity, mourned him.

I hope Fyodor drowns in the horrifying waves of intimacy as he subsumes the only person who didn't need a lobotomy to adore him.

#OUCH #okay im totally sane over this #bsd #fyolai

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Did you see how they killed my man 😌

(Previously)

#he's been whoring around since medieval times #they tried all medieval tortures on him and he just. moaned #bsd fyodor #bsd spoilers #bsd

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And not only that but is canonically a freaky masochist who's into being impaled why do I keep winning

I really wrote dude getting killed by a dick and then resurrecting day after catholic Easter, talk about religious symbolism, talk about how I'm never reaching heaven gates

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CLAMP EXHIBITION

2nd (and last) set of key visuals showcasing the 5 themes of the 2024 exhibition:

C for COLOR. CLAMP colors the world.

L for LOVE. CLAMP draws the forms of love.

A for ADVENTURE. CLAMP weaves the stories of adventure.

M for MAGIC. CLAMP casts its magic.

P for Phrase. CLAMP spins the phrases.

1st set: [x]

#clamp

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AND HE FUCKING RESURRECTED IN CANON TOO CALL ME A PROPHET THAT I AM 🎉🎉🎉

I really wrote dude getting killed by a dick and then resurrecting day after catholic Easter, talk about religious symbolism, talk about how I'm never reaching heaven gates

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Okay, next question! When did I start lying in what I just said? Did I fool you? You shouldn't lend your ear to a jester! You won't be able to sleep at night.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✰ Happy birthday, Nikolai! ✰ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

#kolya my beloved #bsd #bsd nikolai

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#lmaooooo #canon #xxxholic #douwata