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#'i didn't want to bother anyone' truly is gonna be my epitaph someday isn't it

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When someone's trying to comfort you but everything they say just makes you feel worse AND think they might be mad at you

#behold my truly horrific image editing skills #i did this on my phone it took 5 minutes it looks like shit i do not care. it gets the point across #also i can't be the first to say this

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TONIGHT'S AGENDA:

Go home ✅️

Get stoned ✅️

Turn the TV on ✅️

Well. Shit. Now what

#this is nothing #i just was amused by the little close-enough rhyme i made up

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who's with me

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The added pressure to sleep when you know you're planning for absolutely zero sleep on the following night :)))

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"you're good at art you should go to college you should start animation you should get a job in the industry you have so much potential" I SHOULD BE IN THE WOODS. EATING POISONOUS BERRIES

#'you are such a good writer you should be a journalist' #SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPP #i belong in the swamp eating frogs and mushrooms

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This just in: apparently, some women are born with a vagina

#ok well they don't have to brag

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she let me hit because of my incomprehensible thought processes and skittish prey animal demeanor

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I’d watch that

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idc anymore i think we should be a burden to each other

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Rot

Day

TWO

#today's vibe is 'being not in bed makes me feel nauseous but being in bed makes me feel bored and also kinda guilty'

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Don't you hate it when you can't just peacefully rot because unfortunately you possess a (semi) functional brain that simply. Refuses. To stop. Thinking. Thoughts.

So you get up and try playing a video game but that does help with the thoughts big also it's... just exhausting. You really just wanna go back to rotting. But if you DO go back to rotting, then the thoughts return with backup! So back to the exhausting distraction it is, as you slowly circle the drain until you simply shut down like a fan unplugged from the wall somewhere between midnight and 7am.

Ykwim?

#insomnia #depression #Anxiety #mental illness

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Rot day

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My dream is to have a wooden cane and to carve sigils into it, and to attach a meaningful crystal to it. I want my cane to be my spell casting staff, my protection and support.

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I think that it’s important, as consumers, to avoid letting the visual and mechanical shorthand language of video games color our reactions to real situations involving real people, as much of that shorthand can reflect and reinforce the destructive knee-jerk prejudice of the culture that produced it. As an example, let’s take Fallout. When you’re dungeoneering in Fallout and you come across a space where there are flayed, mutilated corpses strung up all over the place, that’s the developer using visual shorthand to frictionlessly inform you, without breaking the loop of play, that you have the moral high ground over whoever lives here, and thus moral license to kill them and take their things. But in real life, when you go over someone’s house and they’ve got flayed and mutilated corpses strung up all over the place? I mean, maybe that’s from the last tenant. Maybe they have a roommate. Maybe they were all just jerks. I mean you literally just got here, you don’t know, you gotta let this play out for a minute