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yknow how like.....screwed...i was? before offline school is back?? YEAAAH lol i'm kind of going back

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gue ngomong b.indo : woi ajg shjdgd heh tai bgt orang gila anjir lu

gue ngomong eng : omg that's sweet have a great day baby <3

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https://uquiz.com/Result/static/lite/eRGHhE/1663422/personality/1915842?&s=369ac881-8722-4e88-8e1e-b889863abed8

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destiel doop

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tfw you read one of the most mind blowing cheek hurting heart racing fic and now you dont know how to read any others from the ship bc it sets the standards too high.....

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Ini foto akar masalah gue malem ini aaargh

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nangis/tearing up pas baca fic fluff tuh emg paling anjay

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https://uquiz.com/quiz/u5oCI2/whats-your-red-flag

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normalize saying "cantiknya akuuu" to a man

#this is a love letter to yoon jeonghan specifically

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sometimes, he looks like he belongs in new hope club

#he has a very....nhc-ish face yk what i mean???? #you know that phase in 2018 when youre either into nhc wdw or staying in 1d? #yeah. i feel like i knew him in that era i'd fall in love #and he's very nhc looking

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Kalau gue boleh jujur. Gue sedih ngeliat lo kayak gini. Gue mungkin berubah, tapi lo tetep seseorang yang menarik buat gue. Sama kayak dulu tapi kini gue tau gimana rasanya sakitnya suka sama lo.

Gue khawatir sama lo, despite everything. Gue gak suka liat lo dibiarin left out. Dan gue gak suka gimana temen-temen lo seakan lupain lo ada. Seakan-akan yang peduli sama lo cuman kakak lo, atau emang begitu kah dari dulu? Waktu lo sakit nggak ada yg stay buat sama lo, dan lo baru naik ketika ada dia. Sekarang dia kemana?

Gini je, gue sedih liat lo sendirian, ngurung diri kek gitu. Lo yang dulu bikin gue iri karena lo ceria dan banyak bacot sekarang kemana? Lo cuman senyum ketika lo butuh ngomong ke seseorang. It hurts lowkey, to see your smile when you borrowed a pen with a smile and your face fell just like after. As if you're trying to look okay.

I still care about you, jem. I still do. Not the way i used to but i still do. The last time i saw you like this, i wrote a whole page about wondering what's the weather in your head, which was covered by the same grey friends hoodie. and for once, for the first time in a few months, for the first time since i stopped looking at the class' corner any chance i could, i wonder

how's the weather in your head?

#i hope you have a nicer dream tonight #i hope my wish gets to you #i know it's storming out there

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Kalau gue boleh jujur. Gue sedih ngeliat lo kayak gini. Gue mungkin berubah, tapi lo tetep seseorang yang menarik buat gue. Sama kayak dulu tapi kini gue tau gimana rasanya sakitnya suka sama lo.

Gue khawatir sama lo, despite everything. Gue gak suka liat lo dibiarin left out. Dan gue gak suka gimana temen-temen lo seakan lupain lo ada. Seakan-akan yang peduli sama lo cuman kakak lo, atau emang begitu kah dari dulu? Waktu lo sakit nggak ada yg stay buat sama lo, dan lo baru naik ketika ada dia. Sekarang dia kemana?

Gini je, gue sedih liat lo sendirian, ngurung diri kek gitu. Lo yang dulu bikin gue iri karena lo ceria dan banyak bacot sekarang kemana? Lo cuman senyum ketika lo butuh ngomong ke seseorang. It hurts lowkey, to see your smile when you borrowed a pen with a smile and your face fell just like after. As if you're trying to look okay.

I still care about you, jem. I still do. Not the way i used to but i still do. The last time i saw you like this, i wrote a whole page about wondering what's the weather in your head, which was covered by the same grey friends hoodie. and for once, for the first time in a few months, for the first time since i stopped looking at the class' corner any chance i could, i wonder

how's the weather in your head?

#i hope you have a nicer dream tonight #i hope my wish gets to you #i know it's storming out there

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Dahal dulu gue yg kek "awas lu nyakitin tu cewe" ((krn saya sakit hati)) yah malah disakitin

Bgst tu org kandas pas gue udh stop ngecrush anjir WRONG TIMING BGT BORRR

#kasian :( #sini sini sini #sama gue di bulan september yang selalu perhatiin setiap gerak lo dan nanyain isi kepala lo #gue dari november yang mau nangis setelah arco karena liat lo sama dia di puncaknya dan sadar ini closure gue #gue dari bulan agustus yang masih punya ruang gerak disekitar lo #gue yang dulu yang selalu penasaran sama isi kepala lo. gue yang memorize tajemnya punggung lo. #gue yang bisa kasih semua untuk lo #bukan gue yang sadar setiap kali lo pake hoodie friends abu itu lo pasti lagi loyo

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Bgst tu org kandas pas gue udh stop ngecrush anjir WRONG TIMING BGT BORRR

#elah mana dia sadboy bgt jir #kalo dulu gue udh ikut galau dah #skrg gue malah kek wkwk ni org NGAPA SI #ayo spill tehnya ke gue

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cant believe this picture gave me a fucking nightmare(ish)

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i went from being a yamazaki kento fan, a death note fan, and now i'm a lee know stan my life is on a PATH

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i envy you, too.