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I guess I don’t want to k*ll myself anymore. But I am having strong self h*rm urges. I miss the blood.

#personal #bpd #tw self h4rm #tw cutting #tw suicidemention

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Not feeling any better.

TW: SI

I’m suicidal for the first time in almost 2 years.

I don’t see many reasons left to hang on. I’m suffocating.

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[neurodivergentcutie]

TW: SI

I’m suicidal for the first time in almost 2 years.

I don’t see many reasons left to hang on. I’m suffocating.

#personal #bpd #twselfharm #twsuicide #tw suicidemention #autistic #cptsd #trauma #pure ocd

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suzume no tojimari

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my shop

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EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A DOORWAY TO SOMETHING ELSE YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT ENTERS IT

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I should get minimum wage for just being alive

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— Kim Visda, from “For Lack Of A Better Poem.”

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ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

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all i experience is loss and abandonment

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in the mood to stick my head in the oven

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being in yr 20s is like every day is a Try Not To Spend 40$ Challenge and i keep losing

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“they’re faking” I dont care. id rather give help and support and resources to people who dont need them than not give those things to those who do.

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friendship can be so fleeting no wonder humans are so scared to be vulnerable . what do you mean we put our hearts and souls into people only for something as simple as time to rob our bonds … what do you mean some friendships just aren't meant to last forever?? that sometimes we outgrow people we once knew better than the lines on our palms?? when the version of them we have in our heads becomes outdated, when it means nothing that we know exactly how they take their coffee and why they don't talk about their brother. that today I mean the world to somebody who might only think of me on my birthday in a years time. what an open fucking wound.

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I feel so alone all the time and it's so tiring

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