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I started radiation on the 1st of june, the worst part is going everyday its really tiring but 9 treatments down 24 to go. Almost cancer free thank god its taking to long.

#canersuck #fuckcancer #radiation #tired #9down #24togo

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Me ringing the finished chemo bell and hurting my hand lol

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Today was my last chemo

#imkickingcancersbutt #lastdayofchemo #18treatmentsdown #33togo #radiationisgunnasuck #everday:( #icandithis #imafighter #notaquiter #iamtougherthenyouthink

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Today was my last chemo yayyy after 8 months and 18 treatments i have finally completed step one of getting my life back!, the nurses at flinders infusion center in adelaide are amazing they did everything they could to make be feel comfortable and make laugh i wouldnt want any other nurses though out this journey. My next step is radiation. So in 10 and a half weeks time (roughly) i will have finished 33 rounds of radiation as well, so hopfully be finshed everything by late july! So i can like the life of a normal 21 year old. I am so proud of my self for making it this far, i did have some bad days here and there where i wanted to quite and tell everyone to f**** off, but though out chemo i tryed really hard to stay positive and believe in my self. I do hope i can keep up the same aditude till the end.

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This is a great insperational song that really helps me to keep fight “this is your fight song,take back my life song, prove im alright song” "my powers tured up, starting right now ill be strong, ill play my fight song, coz i dont even care if nobody else belives, ive still got a lot of fight left in me"

#fightsong #rachel patten #amazing #insprational #ive still got a lot of fight left in me

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Cancer is just a Chapter in my life Not the Whole story

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#willbeatattooeventually #lovethisquote

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Second to last visit to the chemo room!

#countingdownthedays #thenursesareawesome #somanyselfies #gotnothingbettertodo #beingpumpedwithpoison #photobombed #beenietohidebaldness #theyprobablycantwaittillweleave #only1more

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I havent writen on here in a while so i thought i would add a update,1!! Thats right one more chemo left yayyyyy, finally the chemo journey is about to be over. I will miss the chemo nurses i have worked with at flinders infusion center they are truly amazing :). Then on to radiation after my 4 week break, that shall be fun NOT having to go in everyday monday to Friday for half a hour. I have had a tough few weeks, feeling sick and just worn down all the time it feels like ive been hit by a truck, but hopfully once chemo finishes that will go back to normal and i will start to feel more like my self, well untill they zap me at radiation in 5 weeks. Next wednesday is the final day of chemo for me, and i also get my picc line out which means i can go swimming and have a normal shower again yay, i will have to find sothing nice to give to the chemo nurses to say good bye and thank you, also need to make one of thoses corney last day of chemo signs that will give me sothing to do i guess

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Today i am struggling.... actually ive been struggling for a while but no one seems to see it. I feel like im going insain, when i go out its great but as soon as i walk back through that door, i feel like shit again, it feels like everything that i try not to think about when im out comes back and hits me like a tone of bricks. I hate being here, i hate feeling alone, im over being sick i just want to be normal and have a normal life again. But it feels like that life i will never have again, i hate it all i keep thinking is why me???

#over everything #lifesucks #ihatecancer

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I was having a great day today when on a outing to the museum and the botanical garden, but as soon as i got home i started to feel like crap again and my mood just plummeted. Really over feeling like crap so a early night for me i do believe nighty night 😴

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Its 3:30am right now and i cant sleep. So i decided to thank all the people that have been my rock since i was diagnosed, number 1 would be my mum she has done absolutely everything for me she could have, she has been there when i need her and held my hand for every needle ive had to have, she also knows whats best for me and kicks my ass into gear when i refuse to listern. Your aways there when i need a cuddle or just someone to lay on. I dont know what i would have done with out you I LOVE YOU MUM . Next would be my siblings you guys have been so much help though out this journey even if u dont want to be or im being a total bitch to you tracy is amazing always making me food and cleaning up around me and puts up with my mood swings, thank you. Next greg you have been there through all the tough times been there to carry me to bed when the leg pain got so bad i couldnt walk anymore, and drove me where i needed to go with hardly any complaints thanks little bro. Last of all amy, you have always been there when i needed to talk or when i didnt want to talk at all you always get me out of the house when ive had enough and thats one thing i need the most thank you so much all of you even if i could choose my family i would still pick you love you. Lastly would be my friends some have come and gone over this journey which i totally understand its tough for me what im going through so i understand its hard to see someone you know go though it, there is one person that seems to have stuck around the longest and thats jarrod i cant thank you enough for what you have done, when you know im having a bad day you just get me out of the house and we go for a drive and i love it thats all i really need. We go on adventures and find new places and you dont mind when i walk slow or have to stop for a breather thank you it means the world to me that you have put up with all my shit and stuck around. The people i have close to me are the best people i could have asked for, i know i can be a pain in the ass and cause trouble alot of the time but knowing you have stuck around through all that makes me love you all even more 😙😙

#familyisforever #iloveyou #cancersux #antibitchpills #friendsthatstickaround #needtosleep #3:30am

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I had my 6th round of taxol chemo today which means we are half way yayyyyy! Only 6 more weeks to go before i get this pick line taken out of my arm. I wasnt very well today and my nutrafill levels where only just high enough for me to even have chemo, but a good point is ive put on a kilo since last week which is good because i have lost way to much these past weeks. Just hoping i start to feel better soon. :)

#chemotherapy #theyarefillingmewithdrugs #flinders #medicalcenter

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Getting things of my chest

Hi my name is Nat, and on October 1st 2015 i was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer. This was extremely hard for me to get through my head , im young, how could this have happend, it doesnt even run in my family. But over the past few months i have had 2 operations one to remove the cancer and one to take the remaining surrounding tissue and ive also had chemo therapy A and C and currently on Taxol. Then once that is all finished i will be starting radiation therapy.

I have struggled ALOT with being home all the time and being sick and tired, i am hoping by having this blog it will help he get things off my chest and tell people what i am going through in my everday life living with cancer.

I am a photographer so i am also hoping to insert photos in along the way to show how my journey is going.

My main goal is to let people know that cancer doesnt have a age limit anyone can get it so if you feel a lump GET IT CHECKED STRAIGHT AWAY!, i did and i am thankful for that everyday.

#cancersucks #getcheckedout #myblog #nothingelsebettertodo #savesmefromboredem

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I went from a normal 21 year old to fighting for my life agents breast cancer in just a matter of months.

#cancersucks #iamafighter #iwillwin #21yearsold #stillhavealifetolive