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'cause fuck it, i was in love

now i'm down bad crying at the gym

everything comes out teenage petulance

fuck it if i can't have him

i might just die, it would make no difference

down bad, waking up in blood

staring at the sky, come back and pick me up

#roni's records! #can u tell i like this jaemin pic too much? #roni rambles! #the tortured poets department #coffee at midnight!

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THERES 15 MORE SONGS !? 😭

#taylor i cant do this right now ...... #im too brain dead for this taylor 😭🫵🏼 #roni's records! #roni rambles! #the tortured poets department #Spotify

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and if i say this is the best song in the album?

#roni rambles! #WHAT A CRASH #WHAT A RUSH #FUCK ME UP FLORIDA !!!!!!! #roni's records! #Spotify

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happy ttpd day to those who celebrate! 🤍

#roni's records! #Spotify

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hes so boyfriend coded im gonna cry 🫵🏼😭

#roni rambles! #this is how i imagine gmyf!jaemin actually #so ... timeskip episode!jaemin #coffee at midnight!

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i kinda want to start writing smaus for genshin

(i say as if i have the time to write more smaus...)

#roni rambles! #im having a scaramouche brainrot #i wanna write a celeb au with him so bad .... #if i do write for genshin #should i do it on a diff acc or just ... #do it here as well HDHHSHSHS

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i hate accidents (except when we went from friends to this)

PAIRING. chenle x fem!reader

CATEGORY. one shot social media au, fluff, crack/humor, fake dating, best friends to lovers

WARNINGS. language, chenle and y/n are very unserious, 30 panels!

SYNOPSIS. conversations with your best friend turned fake boyfriend, zhong chenle.

NOTES. ok rlly quick before u read i forgot to change ningning’s username 😭 that account was from a diff au i was writing before where she was supposed to be chenle’s sister but yeah (also sorry it’s really long but i didnt want to make mulitple parts 😭🙏🏼) anw … i have no idea where this idea came from but enjoy! :p

NOTE. hi this is my first time writing for chenle lmk what u think!!! 🥹🫶🏼

TAGLIST. @radiorenjun @bluejaem @pink-but-rosie @renjun-pretty @holdinbacksecrets @rynshyuckies @jelllyjae @jenyongcas @whyisquill @beemarkie @morkxlee @hibuki-chan @moonwalkun @lyyhyuck @baekhyunstruly @lilacdreams-00 @ridinhyuck @archivedmkl @najaeminluvbot @rensiu @morkleetrash @neo444 @hrjchive @keemburley @soobin-chois @yiz-yo @juune04 @nctasdfghj @studywoo @jun5ui @smolpeyy @kkotjia @yoonhanzjaem @en-boys @stopeatread @goldryush @hibernatinghamster @shwizhies @zgzgzh @bbymatz @eyantice @w0nderr @dinonuguaegi @neozon3nha @mnlylonely

#chenle x reader #hiraya-m #bluesia #nct x reader #chenle social media au #chenle smau #chenle imagines #chenle scenarios #chenle fluff #chenle crack #zhong chenle #nct #nct dream #nct smau #social media au #smau

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if the moon went dark tonight,

and if it all ended tomorrow,

would i be the one on your mind?

#i havent listened to anything else since this album came out 😭 #this whole album is kinda ... #it's giving markrin tbh ... #roni's records! #meet me in the afterglow! #roni rambles! #Spotify

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need someone to make a smau based on the 2010 dcom starstruck bc that is THE y/n story like ... the famous hearthrob pop star and a girl who doesnt know who he is then spending one whole day together and falling in love ... like that couldve been a 1D or 5sos fanfic in 2013 tbh WHSHSHHSHS

AND THE SONGS ... dare i say ... the best dcom? 🤭🤭🤭

#if u know any nct/svt/hq/jjk/genshin smaus like this ..... #pls send them to me i am ON MY KNEES 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ #roni rambles!

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hii!! i love your works and i was wondering (i promise this isn’t at all to make you feel pressured like pls take all thr time in the world i know life is busy its just out of curiosity) if you have plans to continue midnight rain? im so invested in the story (all of your stories tho) also its fine if you dont!! i was just wondering!

also do you have any fic recs?

i hope youre doing okay and life is being kind to you <3

hi anon!!! thank u for asking this 🥹 i do have plans to continue midnight rain, i even have the ending planned out for it already bc i really was excited when i started writing it butttttt i just couldnt bring myself to write more parts for now. this is the same for my other on going smaus (style & hcl) bc i do want to write something but i just come up with nothing whenever i try ... but once i get the inspiration to write and finish them again, i'll prolly just drop a chapter on a random day at an ungodly time and dip again 😭

as for the fic recs, u can check some in my fic rec blog @mkfiles !! i dont have a lot of recs there though bc honestly ... i dont read nct fics anymore, sorry :(( i usually read anime & genshin fics now 😭🤞🏼 so yeah ... 🥹🥹🥹

anw thank u anon! im glad u enjoy my works 🥹 i hope ur doing okay as well mwa 🤍🥰

#anon #asks #smau: midnight rain

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WELCOME TO THE CLUB AS A XIAO OWNER MYSELF ! i had one wish and no guarantee for xianyun but i got her :) !

omg thank u for the warm welcome i've been dying to get here 🥹🫶🏼 HAHAHAHAHAHA congrats on getting xianyun omg we really had one wish no guarantee and a dream huh 😭

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yall i had 165 primos 79 pity no guarantee and a dream ... welcome home xiao 🫲🏼😭🫱🏼

#roni rambles!

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I hope you get arrested for not updating style smau 😤

Jk but maybe not 😭😭

im sorry ???? 😭😭😭😭 i swear i want to finish it i just cant being myself to ,,,, but i will !!! it has like one or two parts left 😭

#also pls dont ??? say that to other ppl anon pls 😭 #smau: style #asks #anon

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may i ask what device you use for posting? cause how tf did you upload more than 10 images omfg

i use an iphone! the app only allows 10 images but it allows 30 images on browser :D

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winmaia making me feel so lonely bruh 😭

right ???? i felt how perpetually single i was when i was writing them 💔

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peach eyes is so goooood😭 it made me feel things like I was part of their relationship😔

omg im glad u liked it! 🥹 it was so fun and easy writing them too i wish i was part of their relationship 😭

#anon #asks

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i need more winmaia….omg 😣

honestly i need more of them too they were fun to write 😭 HAHSHSHA

#anon #asks