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Should I just stop every thing. Stop caring, trying, being happy? Because at this point I don't think it matters anymore. The only time anyone cares about me or wants to hang out with me when is when they have something to gain or want something from me.
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I'm honestly so sick of being so worthless, unlovable and unwanted..
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i’m tired
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you know what fuck everyone
I try and try to make things work, I try to help the people around me and they just ducking through it back in my face!! I'm tired of being the only one in this goddamned family trying to keep everyone together. I'm not the fucking parent, I'm a 23 year old trying to care of a 45 AMD 59 year old!!! ITA BULLSHI!!!!!
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the scariest thing about having an unreliable memory is like?? was it really as bad as i remember it being ?? what if i deserved it??? what if it was my fault the whole time?? i don’t know!! i can’t remember!!!!!
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The one person I want to be in a relationship with so bad won't be in one with me because they don't find me sexually attractive, which is fine because I don't need that part of a relationship, but they meet all my other needs which are as follows: 1. They make me feel safe/secure 2.they feel like home, like I don't have to out up any guards and 3. They're someone who I can trust completely with everything.
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i’m just so so so so so tired from feeling the things I do. The only two friends I have nearby are always so fucking busy which i can’t blame them for because they gotta make a living. I just wish there was someone who could tell me that it was all okay and that i wouldn't have to feel this way again. I’m so fucking tired of being stuck where I am. And i’ve been applying to job after job but nobody wants me. And i can’t even get a relationship with anyone because i look like a fucking troll/goblin thing. I just want this pain to go away. I’m tired of feeling the way i do. I’m so so so so fucking done. This world is shit. government is shit and everything just need to go away and stop.
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“are you okay” no, next question
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7month after substancefree n and I fucking messed uo Please end my please I'm just S major disappointment
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Plus sevenonths on recovery form Sundance abuse and I'm back at square one. Someone please end me, I'm tired of feeling the way o do and I'm tired. Of hurting the people around me I don't want to hurt them but I want the pain to go away
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Life is so fucking overrated and why should we car about anything when all that's going to happen is up dying alone with no comfort or peace. I hope there isn't fucking ride people there cause I'd kill them a second time. I hate feeling the way I do that I'm on a ledge and my ownlye way is to die
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life is f***. just been s*** and nothing I can do to fix it I just am down bro so done
#me
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