mynameisnotsoda

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oh, vixen i'm missin', take me back and tear me apart

♫ vixen - destroy boys

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the eddsworld gang but they're edgy teenagers from the 2000s

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some sketchbook doodles

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GUYS GUYS GUYS okay so i know i said id try to get back to doing asks AGES ago but everything has just been getting more chaotic ARGHHR and my sisters quince is literally this weekend 😭😭

But after i get my haircut today I'll do a few !!!! I also have just forgotten i have tumblr for the most part,,,,, AND IM WORKING ON THE CRITTERS COMIC TRUST 🙏🙏 i only have the first chapter scripted and im like 3 pages in so far :v

Im gonna make a whole separate blog to post the comic so look out for that !!!! Soon 🤞

#sodapoppy updates

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dont call him crusty,,he just needs a good skin care routine,,

ALSO SHARING WITH YOU MY DOG, DOLCE :33 she's a ball of energy

HELP I FORGOT ABOUT THIS

everyone say hi to Dolce she is very cute :33

#sodapoppys ramblings

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Oooo more art !!!!! I haven't been drawing that much recently haha

Circe belongs to @playgroundmissy !!!

We have been brainrotting our ocs a lot hehe there will be more of them >:3

#dsmp #dsmp oc #dsmp au #dsmp fanart #revivebur #dream smp #las nevadas #Spotify

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I keep forgetting i can still crosspost here so ermm art dump while im waiting for an order I'm delivering lmao

#grian #grian fanart #cschlatt #c!schlatt #dsmp #dream smp #c!tntduo #ctntduo #revivebur #quackity from las nevadas #c!quackity #cquackity #yhs #yhs grian #yandere high school #yhs fanart #hermitcraft grian

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some matt doodles i made the past few days!! ive started growing super attached to him i ❤️ m@ sm. underrated character imo

first image is a doodle dump of matt the beloved, second is the gang as teens (photo taken by me during a field trip hehe), and the third is matt looking super cool as a vampire !!

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I love you tommyinnit

tommy’s such a fascinating case of allyship and the fact that there might be more cishets like him in the future with queer people being more accepted is hilarious to me

like how the hell does a cishet man get legally married to a gay man, refuse to get a divorce, write fanfic about them being together, then get attacked by terfs who thought he was trans

whether you like tommy or not you have to admit that’s a hilarious way to be an ally, his mom really raised him right

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About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

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Whattt Soda has problems !?!!!??!

This is where the egg stuff starts happening. Bad is becoming distant, Sapnap is off causing chaos, Skeppy was busy building his mansion, Tommy was exiled with Wilbur and Tubbo was just as busy as Soda; If not more, once he started spying for Pogtopia. So, Soda really didnt have anyone left, except for Fundy.

However, now essentially being a single parent to their ex boss' kid wasn't exactly ideal. Fundy's pranks and mischievous nature was frustrating to say the least.

In addition to those problems, internal and external, Soda's old coping mechanisms weren't working anymore. Crying makes them more frustrated and empty, painting isnt fun anymore, and drowning themselves in work is taking its toll. They start to get angry and dont know how to properly express that anger in a healthy way. So they start to become destructive and snappy.

Schlatt eventually recognized how much Soda was becoming like him. At first Soda was very sweet and patient, but they grew a bit bitter and it showed. Maybe it wasn't directly because of him but he felt kind of responsible, he cut Soda's workload and started checking up on them and Fundy after hours. He even stopped drinking at the bar to do so.

This works both ways, Soda to Schlatt or Schlatt to Soda. In a way they needed each other, if it weren't for Soda's kindness and open mindedness Schlatt would've never grown softer; if it weren't for Schlatt's experiences he would've never recognized that Soda needed help.

Schlatt had unintentionally become like a father to Soda, he was there for them while their actual parents were....busy. Then Soda unintentionally helped Schlatt grow as a person, for the most part.

....self explanatory

also self explanatory

November 16th, the day of the festival. Preparations started early, the food, the games, the fireworks. By noon the streets were bustling and the event was running smoothly. Until the speech, Schlatt had somehow found out about Tubbo's betrayal of Manburg; So Tubbo was trapped only to be executed on stage by Techno.

Everything quickly turned into chaos when Wilbur and the rest of Pogtopia showed up as well.

Manburg was no more, Schlatt was gone and Soda couldn't do anything about it.

Soda's first experience with grief, they didn't like it very much.

Soda went back home, distraught and a bit disoriented, but the Badlands were completely infested. Previously, Soda was fairly resistant to the Egg's influence—although not immune—but now that they were vulnerable it didn't take long to become infected.

Soda spends the next year or so in and out of everyone's lives, mostly trying to get their friends to join the egg. Soda basically became Bad's partner in crime with the Egg cult.

Soda was very intentional with how they tried to get everyone to join, until they grew more frustrated and irritable. Almost driving everyone away. Almost.

LETS GOOOOO ive been coming back to this on and off for weeks 😭😭 but the next part is finally done !!!!! I think I have two more updates after this, just depending on how many more songs i can fit pFf

Explaining my entire dsmpsona playlist because I can

P.s. every mention of Soda in this post isn't me, i just dont feel like putting c! In front of it every single time LMAO

Also i dont think i ever posted the ref on tumblr!!?!??! Criminal but putting it here is better methinks

I also put this in my studentbur playlist, which feels fitting for both of them. However for Adam its more metaphorical whereas with Soda its more literal.

I have my own shapeshifter lore that's loitering in my brain that i need to write down eventually BUT the basics are essentially that shapeshifters are "born" from the planet. They CAN come from other shapeshifters but only once and most choose not to have a bio kid.

So basically, Soda literally popped out of the ground one day, was found by Sapnap and then adopted by Bad and Skeppy. Soda was maybe physically 9/10 years old and was so curious about the world and excited to experience life. If any creature could possibly be made of pure love, its them.

Growing up Soda got REALLY attached to Bad, they clung onto him a lot and it was to the point where it was probably unhealthy. Of course Bad noticed, which made him actually set some boundaries despite not really wanting to. Skeppy was able to convince him, though, as when it comes to the kids hes the voice of reason.

So, Bad would start off by telling Soda that he was going to be gone, leading up to him just disappearing for maybe a few hours at a time before eventually coming back. Eventually Soda was able to function without Bad, but that ended up backfiring as they just latched onto Sapnap instead.

With Soda's attachment to their brother, they tagged along with him when he went out fairly often but after being weened off of Bad it became more frequent. Soda and Sapnap were practically attached at the hip, regardless of Sapnap's protesting.

With a group of teenagers they were obviously doing some reckless, stupid shit and Soda was just along for the ride! At first Dream and George hated Soda—they were just Sapnap's annoying younger sibling—but eventually they got used to Soda being around. Especially since they may have persuaded Soda to use their shapeshifting for nefarious purposes.

At first everyone found Soda adorable, their cheery optimism, endless energy and amusing naivety was a part of their charm. But then it became...obnoxious.

Sapnap always had a short temper, he tried his best to handle it, but sometimes he'd just snap at Soda when they became too much of a handful. He was always quick to apologize but it affected Soda deeply.

Soda very much struggled with any sort of negative emotions, when they felt it—it hit them hard. One day, it was enough to send them spiraling, having a panic attack alone in their room. This was also the first time memories of their past lives resurfaced. At first it was rather intriguing, though a jumpscare, but then it just got worse.

It seemed like Soda's lives were always filled with turmoil and a constant feeling of dread. The stronger their emotions became the more fragments of memories would appear. Soda didn't tell anyone about this.

Skipping much further ahead, Soda obviously sided with the Dteam during the revolution. They were family, in Soda's eyes at least. Which made it incredibly easy for Dream to use that to his advantage. He used them in every way that he could to win the war, even going as far as to try and make Soda resent Tommy and Tubbo. Soda was a spy, mostly, turning into a cat to effortlessly infiltrate the enemy. They heard and saw everything, but part of them felt bad for it, so they never told Dream everything. He noticed.

The horrors of being a child soldier.

Dream's obsession with power and control was never obvious, not to his friends and certainly not to Soda. They truly believed he had good intentions despite going to war with Wilbur. Then again, Soda doesn't understand what war really is. But the pressure to keep up with Dream's demands and avaid his increasing irritably became exhausting and overwhelming. Yet Soda believed it was their fault.

Tubbo and Tommy weren't safe from the horrors either, they had that much in common with Soda. The three of them went through hell, basically.

Dream.

Aaaand tumblr wont let me add more songs so im cutting this into parts through reblogs. I'll probably continue this later (bc its almost 2am pFF) and might post the second part before i go to sleep like im doing now :P

I am cringe but I am free

#Spotify #dsmp oc #dsmpsona #dsmp #dream smp #dsmp!soda #dsmp au

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drew some different duos of the eddsworld gang because OUAGAHAGHH THEYRE SO SO FUN TO DRAW!! also wanted an excuse to post edd and tord art because ive been wanting to draw them as a duo 🥳🥳 so thankful i got the music feature for multiple slide posts now

simple post since i haven’t had much time for super complicated pieces!! ^^ erm. if you couldnt tell im quite actually deep into my eddsworld phase now. just saying. ☝️ guys i just THINK he’s into eddsworld again!

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I💜MATT

matew edsworl

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how about we enjoy the sunset together?

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i could be your hellgirl, baby

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redrew one of the scenes from the eddsworld 2007 halloween special!! had so much fun exaggerating all of their expressions and giving the original scene my own style n designs HWHAHA :D

had too much fun with this one!! hope you enjoy eddheads GRAAHAHHGHG 💥💥💥

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Haii im ngl ive been so busy doing chores and working and taking care of my siblings i havent had the energy to acknowledge tumblr mb guys

I think im gonna get back to asks a little later or tomorrow but no promises blehh and I'll update the playlist explination. At some point in time.

Ty for being patient and uhh im working on an analog horror series too so im busy with that LMAO more sodapoppy content soonish

#sodapoppy updates