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Motivation.

Dear whoever reads this;

If you ever feel like life is passing you by;

don't you ever worry.

Neither if you feel like somebody is better at something than you are;

great things take time; Rome wasn't built in one day; and everyone developes at their own speed.

So, take all the time you need and I'll take mine!

You've got this for sure; just trust me!

I know how hard it can be; how hopeless you might feel.

So, let me tell, it definitely will get better!

It just takes its time as well!

Never ever give up!

There are always reasons to do continue; even if it is just the next sunset, the next one and the next on; or the meal you always wanted to try, the next one and the next one or...

If you ever feel all alone; just trust me there are millions out there who feel the same; together we will be there for each other; just reach out!

There is someone out there to be your safety net!

Everything little thing is worth asking for help.

The fact that someone might be doing worst, is no reason to dismiss your problems; they are just as equally worth acknowledging as theirs!

Asking for help or showing feelings is neither weak nor cowardice; it actually is a sign of strength!

Strength that you are brave enough to admit your problems and to ask for help!

Yours the writer.

PS: You are amazing and definitely will make it in life, just believe in yourself; I do believe in you as well, and never give up; there are people there for you!

You are worth everything and it will definitely get better!

#silently logging in and scheduling it before leaving again #the initial idea came to me as i was one a walk with my family's dog #and having a bad day #with not so positive thoughts #this definitely saved it #so i decided to share my thoughts #maybe they can help someone else....

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I don't know if anyone noticed this, but in one of the first episodes (I can't recall which one exactly right now), we found out that Crosby's nickname back home is "Bing", inspired by the famous American singer and actor Bing Crosby.

So far nothing special or amusing.

But did you know; Bing Crosby's actually first name isn't Bing?

It also is just a nickname.

And guess what his actual first name is Harry....

Both have the same actual first name and last name; what are the odds🤣

#mota spoilers #masters of the air #harry crosby #what are the odds🤣 #it is probably not as funny as i think #but nevertheless... #secretly logging in to schedule it #before logging out again

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Song: "Can't Help Falling In Love" - Elvis Presley

Episodes: 1 - 7

#mota spoilers #masters of the air #motaedit #after hearing this song on sunday i desperately needed an edit #so i took my none existing editing skills and this is the outcome 😅 #i definitely didn't do this instead of sleeping #studying or doing my homework😅 #not me🤣 #okay maybe 🤣 #maybe also while i was having a migraine attack🤣 #i really hope it isn't too shitty🤣🤣 #i have no idea how i did this🤣 #quietly logging in and adding this to my queue before leaving again

[mylastresortiswriting]

Before finally logging out again I decided to give you an (slightly) improved version of last late night's shitty and quick drawing:

#mota spoilers #masters of the air #“fanart”

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First of all, if any of you sees this, thanks so much for all the notes on my last post🥹

You have no idea how surprised I was this morning to see it🤣

It actually made me reconsider coming back now from whatever you want to call what I am doing (see pinned post), but I already know the ending to that, so I won't.

But rest assured, before logging out again I will post an improved version of last night's drawing as I can't leave you with the very shitty one🤣

#the only issue now is #that i need one or two certain lines #which means that i have to rewatch parts of the episode #i am not ready😭

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(I honestly didn't want to post this quick drawing, as it absolutely looks shit, but as I logged into the account for a moment, I am logging out once again after posting, I decided to frick it and post this....

The last episode of MoTA really destroyed me😭)

#mota spoilers #masters of the air #“fanart”

[mylastresortiswriting]

@kafka-ohdear 🥹🥹🥹

Right back at you🥹

“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

#who other can i tag if not you #thank you for everything #for listen to me rambling about all sort of stuff #share stories with me #i’m so 🥹🥹🥹 #<<<all of that right back at you 🥹🥹

[mylastresortiswriting]

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌

this is for you, gene 😭! you are my favourite tumblr mutual, and friend too!

Apparently I forgot to answer it☠️

Anyways, you are the nicest person I know and I couldn't be more happier to have meet you and call you my friend🥹

[mylastresortiswriting]

🎄 send these trees to ten people you wish to have a good holiday and a happy new year!🎄💚

Aww, thank you so much🥹

I wish you that as well!

[mylastresortiswriting]

Hey,

So now that the Secret Santa event is over (I am surprised I made it so far), it is time for my final message on here (for now).

Not that anyone cares, but anyways...

At first I was really sure that I am going to delete or abandon this account forever, but I just can't do it, something for me is different in comparison with my other accounts, so I decided, that yes I will abandon it for now as well, but there is a slim chance that if I am doing better some day and feel with comfortable with everything and myself, I will return, if my mental health doesn't get the better of me until then😅

We will see...

But to be honest, it isn't looking good right now...

(Update as it was an older draft: It actually is looking better than I thought!)

Anyways, that is it for now and maybe until someday.

Bye!

[mylastresortiswriting]

A/N:

Hey,

Merry Christmas from me, your Secret Santa, @dustyjumpwjngs 🎄

It was super fun to create your gift!

I hope you like it and have an amazing day☺️

Here are a few additional headcanons I thought of:

1) Every time Gene is done with his rounds he always slips into Babe's foxhole, with the excuse of sharing body heat.

2) Touch is their comfort language; they are always touching the other somehow.

3) Babe loves to tell Gene lame jokes as he always laughs about them.

4)They don't admit it until later, but the other is the reason why they made it through Bastogne.

5)From then on they always stay together; never separated for more than necessary.

#hbowarsanta23 #band of brothers #fanart #babe heffron #eugene roe

[mylastresortiswriting]

Through A Layer of Armor

Speirton

Summary: People wanting to include you is so easy to forget when you have convinced yourself that maybe – just maybe – the rumors about yourself are true. Because why would they have been started to begin with, if people didn’t actively fear you? A/N: Ho ho ho! Merry Christmas from your Secret Santa @mylastresortiswriting! You wrote an awesome story for me back during the short story exchange, so I was super excited to return the favor by writing this for you 🤗 This was so much fun to write, and I really hope you enjoy it🎄 Warnings: None

For one of the few times in his life that he can remember, Speirs hesitates.

The action makes him stop right outside the door that leads to the event room. He hasn’t reached for the handle to pull it open yet – his hand merely twitches ever so slightly at his side. His mind is not made up. Having reached for the door’s handle would have been a much more committed action. But not having done quite that, he can still turn back if he wishes. To anyone watching, it will just look like a man briefly pausing outside a door before moving on.

And no one could blame him for that. Through the closed door, he can catch snatches of Christmas music between all the talking, all the laughter. You don’t have to see the scene to know that whoever is inside is having a great time. Still, the sounds of it all do something strange to his heart; there is a tugging sensation in his chest that must be what the poets mean when they refer to someone or something tugging on their heart strings.

It just doesn’t pull hard enough.

Speirs begins to turn away from the door. Whatever is going on in the event room will carry on best without him. He can see the scene so clearly in his mind: he would walk in, the music would stop, and instead of celebrating, they would all get antsy when Killer intruded on their Christmas party.

(Never mind the fact that the rest of Easy Company sent him an invitation to this reunion. People wanting to include you is so easy to forget when you have convinced yourself that maybe – just maybe – the rumors about yourself are true. Because why would they have been started to begin with, if people didn’t actively fear you?)

Before he can take a step away, though, a voice inquires softly behind him.

“Captain Speirs?” It asks.

Speirs automatically snaps to attention; he’s not out of the military yet, after all. His eyes dart toward the voice, and there he sees a familiar face – Lieutenant Lipton.

“Lieutenant?” He asks in reply, even though he knows exactly who he’s speaking to. It hasn’t been so long since the war ended that anyone has changed too much, appearance wise. It’s more the shock of it all that has him asking.

“Captain Speirs,” Lipton repeats, his face cracking into a smile. He takes a step forward, hand outstretched. Ron takes hold, ready to shake, only to find that it’s one of those handshakes that leads into a hug – an action afforded to friends. He tries not to seem too tense, too shocked, but before he can really register what’s just happened, it’s over. And Lipton is still smiling at him. “We didn’t know you were coming, sir. Guarnere and Babe said they didn’t get an RSVP from you.”

“I wasn’t sure if I could make it,” Speirs admits. It’s the truth, thankfully. Something about Lipton is so open that lying to him would make anyone instantly feel bad. “Thought I might just . . . swing by.” To scope out the situation before eventually deciding to leave, a judgmental voice in the back of his mind scolds.

Lipton glances at the door. “Have you been in yet?” When Speirs shakes his head, the lieutenant lets out a chuckle. “I figured. If you had, there’s no way you would have escaped. The men would be bombarding you with stories and introductions to their families.”

Not exactly what Speirs would expect. Maybe Lipton catches his disbelief, because he looks Speirs in the eye when he confidently proclaims, “You were one of the best leaders we ever had. They haven’t forgotten that.”

They probably haven’t forgotten the rumors about him, either. Mostly because a lot of them started within the company, and those that didn’t were still circulated just as quickly.

There is a pause where neither of them speaks. Behind the door, Christmas music can still be heard, floating gently above all the laughter of the men. It feels like a portal into another world. A world full of his past. How much of it will catch up to him, rumor or not?

“I’ve, uh – “ Speirs clears his throat. “I’ve never been to one of these reunions. How do they work?”

Something like shock, followed by amusement, flickers across Lipton’s face. “You just . . . walk in. Make the rounds, catch up with people. There’ll be laughing. Drinking. People will make fools of themselves dancing.”

“But no . . .” Speirs fumbles. “Stories?” He finally blurts, simultaneously hoping that Lipton understands what he means, but also that he misses his meaning.

His meaning must land, though, because Lipton nods. “Only the funny ones. Nothing too serious, usually.”

“Hmm.” Speirs allows himself to glance at the door again.

“If you don’t want to come,” Lipton speaks up. “I won’t tell anyone I saw you. But if you do want to join us, you can just stick with me. Nothing too crazy usually happens in my world.”

For just a moment, something passes between them. A sort of understanding – an act, a protective layer of armor, being seen through. A memory flickers in the back of Speirs’ mind. They’ve done this whole routine before, once, way back in that church after they took Foy.

But this time, the ending to the scene can be changed.

Instead of walking away to his solitude like he once did, Speirs steels himself and nods. “All right,” he agrees.

Lipton’s brow raises, like he wasn’t actually expecting this. Once again, his shock gives way to a smile. “Get ready, though. I don’t know how many people thought they would see the day when Sparky Speirs attended an Easy Company reunion.”

“Well, sorry to disappoint, but they still won’t,” Speirs says. “Because they’re getting Ron.”

“I don’t think they’ll be too disappointed by that.”

And with that, Lipton grabs hold of the door handle and pulls, opening a portal to a scene of joy and friendship between familiar faces that Ron never expected to see, to be a part of. He doesn’t even have to force himself to smile when he steps into the room, because the knowledge that he was invited in is enough to produce a real one.

#hbowarsanta23 #thank you so much! #the story is so fricking awesome 😍 #it is simply amazing! #thank you so much this honestly just made my afternoon! #don't know if you celebrate Christmas at all or simply tomorrow #nevertheless have an awesome day! #i will reread this story so often as it is simply awesome and so good! #thanks once again🥹

[mylastresortiswriting]

Thank you so much for the tag @kafka-ohdear, this honestly just made my evening!

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no cheating: You're starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. Who/What is it?

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I actually had no person saving in the camera roll of my phone as I just recently cleared up some space, that's why I had to take the last one from the camera roll of my tablet.

Character: Skinny Sisk (I downloaded that picture for something small I did.)

Song title: Take Yours, I'll take Mine by Matthew Mole (Once again I realize how strange and all over the place my music taste is🤣)

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Taglist: Anyone who sees this and wants to participate, consider yourself tagged!

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so, my dumb ass forgot about this ask in my drafts so i'm remaking (?) it because i can't edit the original post anymore.

i love every blog related to the fandom so get ready to hear me rambling shits in this post.

i'd list my favourite hbo war related blogs hehe, and here they go:

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@fkmylif3 - HELLO my favourite gif maker!!! literally the best gifs with best qualities + colouring <3 can't find anything i don't like about you for real 😭 i love the sisk gifs with my whole existence!!!

@mutantmanifesto - eugfjshksk another super talented and skilled artist! i love every painting that was posted on this blog.

@onefineginger - i love their art very very much, honestly i have saved a lot of them on my phone because every single one is so gorgeous.

@thewayisset - one of the first hbo war artists i know when i got into this fandom. unique and super gorgeous artstyle!

@fromcrossroadstoking - i love their m*a*s*h au very much! also the siskroe fanfics of them made me obssesed with their writings even more.

@ronald-speirs/@luckynumber4 - super supportive and amazing edits, writings + posts too! sorry i don't know which blog of yours to tag so yeah 😭 i'll go with these two.

@sweetxvanixlla and @footprintsinthesxnd - PRETTIEST MOODBOARDS OMG!! the theme and colour + pictures choices never failto amaze me.

@liptonwashere - beautiful edits omg!! the song choices, the quality and transitions are all amazing! lovely blog too.

@liptonsbabe - your memes make me rolling on the floor whenever i see them! keep them coming hehe i'm waiting for more memes from you!

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other contents creators/blogs that i absolutely adore but never got many chances to interact/see their works:

@mylastresortiswriting - i love the baberoe fanart of yours very very much!! never read any of your writings before but a hundred percent they are amazing as well! loveliest person on tumblr <33

@deputy-buck - just got to know you more recently but i love your moodboards and literally your whole blog too!!

@david-sharkthot-webster - i saw the posts before i even own a tumblr account 😭

@incorrectbandofbrothersquotes - same as above 😭 eughfjsk i love the incorrect quotes with my whole being.

@auroargraves - you might have seen me spamming bunch of notes on your webgott + baby sisk posts and headcanons before eugjhfhks i'm sorry for that but i really adore them!!

@malarkgirlypop - !!! your oc fics and bofb imagines are so amazing and ypu're awesome too 😭 i love them.

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sorry (again) if my dumb ass accidentally forgot anyone but that's all i could remember so far 😭. btw let me know if you don't feel comfortable being tagged 🥹 sorry in advance...

#thanks so much for tagging me🥹🥹 #this just made my evening/night! #i am once again crying internally in happiness and gratefulness😭🥹 #thank you so much🥺 #i am going to say it again #i am so happy i got to know you💕🫂 #you really are simply the best!☺️

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Ho ho ho, it's your secret santa again! 🎅🏽 Just popping in to ask what your favorite Christmas song is? And do you have any that your particularly associate with the ships you like? 👀 Have a great day, and I'm super excited to post your gift ❤️

Hey,

I am a indecisive person, so I actually don't have a favourite Christmas song nor associate any in particular with a ship, but if you do, just use that one!

It will turn out amazing for sure!

I can't wait to see it😊

[mylastresortiswriting]

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌

Thanks for that🥹🥹

And right back at you💕

You are my favourite mutual and friend as well!

I am so happy I got to know you🥹💕

ahhh omg i could never thank you enough for this and everything ToT

please remember that i'll always be there for you! you deserve the world <33

i'm so so glad i got the chance to know you too 🥹🥹💖

#no need to thank me #that's what friends are for💕 #i am always there for you too and you deserve the whole world #i am so happy i got to know you💕🫂 #this honestly made my day right now 🥹

[mylastresortiswriting]

moon, neptune, sun :)

aww eufhdjsk hello! thank you for the ask!

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moon: give yourself a genuine compliment. right now.

- dear myself, congrats on sleeping 8 hours last night.

neptune: how do you prepare your comfort food?

- i don't have a comfort food but my comfort drink is warm tea/coffee/chocolate milk. i usually whisk the coffee and then add milk to the cup + pour the whisked coffee on. for tea, i use tea bags and just pour hot water in, no sugar nor milk :D i get chocolate milk from the supermarket and microwave it for about a minute, let it cool down for a bit and it's all done!

sun: what’s something that’s an everyday part of your life that reminds you of how beautiful the world is?

- going on tumblr and seeing you guys posting! i love this fandom so much it makes me happy just seeing their posts. another thing is seeing @mylastresortiswriting 's messages 🥹 i love his messages very very much!

#thanks so much🥹🥹🥹 #i also love your messages! #now i am internally crying in gratefulness and happiness once again😭 #i am so happy I got to know you💕🫂