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that 1 fucking cars meme

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I am the REGRET of a GOD, YOU-

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TikTokers are such pussies when it comes to ships. “B-but they’re not canon 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😖😖” honey back in my day we shipped characters from entirely different medias uphill both ways in the snow

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Xie lian can be such a little shit and im am SO here for it!

Behold my rendition of this scene

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Just random rambling on Shen Jiu:

Shen Jiu is so great. Like he despises men but also finds the company of women embarrassing. He hates when someone has authority on him but also knowingly, intentionally makes bad, horrible, villainous decisions. His introduction was him about to smash a kid's brain out because the kid was "taking the best begging spot". He has so much ego, so much superiority complex but also dying with deep inferiority complex. What is...WTF is wrong with him?? Like, babygirl, sit down? Have a tanghulu? Drink some relaxing tea?? Stop abusing the child, and maybe get some therapy?? Stop projecting on your female disciple, you fucking weirdo?? Stop abusing your soulmate??? But no. HE KNOWS ALL OF THE WRONG HE IS DOING. He knows he is a bitch ass loser. And he will still pretend to be the master of the universe. He is like "I can tell myself I am doing wrong but YOU CAN'T DO THAT." Shen Jiu is a clown. A clown. Who won't leave my mind. He is just there, you know. Just there at the corner of my mind, glaring at me with his arrogant stare. A clown, an idiot, an insufferable gremlin. He is a ghoul with a pretty face but his prettiness is lost in the ugly scowl.

I saw this post on twt talking about SJ is NOT a misogynist. And I agree. He is not a misogynist, by definition. He doesn't hate women. He just doesn't think women are a threat to him, which gives him some sense of safety. But he also thinks women are weak. So, in that way, you could say he is one. But I don't think so, personally. He is a misandrist tho. He hates all men. He even hates himself LMAO

This is why his loyalty towards Yue Qingyuan is so confusing. Him saving Liu Qingge is confusing. He spared the women in the house when killing them all, yes, including qiu haitang, when he would have saved himself a lot of trouble, if he was able to do that. Like, what happened, babes? Did your long dead conscience wake up for a second? His long dead conscience also seems to wake up at the cost of his IQ because the dude will not even clear up any misunderstandings. I remember a great line in ATLA series said by Iroh. I am paraphrasing: pride is not an absence of shame/inferiority but source of it. This applies SO WELL to this infuriating man. This fucking joker sitting at the corner of my mind. He has so much ego. So much of "ooff they hate me anyways, why bother even clearing up" and "they are beneath me, why should I clear up". He really manifested his own fall from grace. He even realised he is manifesting all that but he won't clear it up. Why didn't he even clear up that Qiu House was abusing him when QHT blamed him? Was he too ashamed to tell others that he was so "weak", he was beaten by those men? I really find him annoying...

And he genuinely didn't think that yqy won't just give up his life for him...huh... Umm? He protected you when he genuinely thought you murdered your martial brother. How did that not click?? You thought he did that coz you thought that he thought this will stain his "honor" if this thing comes out in the open, but it was ALREADY OUT IN THE OPEN!!!

Actually, ykw I am stopping rn coz this clown is pissing me off. See, this is why, I don't like thinking too much about him coz he just sucks me in. Just SUCKS ME IN LIKE A BLACKHOLE. He is a blackhole. He is terrifying, fascinating, he cannot be defined in simple terms but also simply calling him a scum makes sense. If Shen Jiu could become a heavenly demon, he would manifest as the god of rot and vengeance. He rots everything he touches and vengeance defines his rise in and fall from power.

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Have you ever drawn Quan Yizhen or Yin Yu? Theyre such good boys 🥺 🥺 🥺

I haven't- until now!!

They ARE very good,,

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POSTING TO GET RID OF POST ANXIETY

I have horrible anxiety with posting art or anything at all but like barely anyone is gonna see this or care so I might as well start posting whatever bullshit I want lol.

Also, this is my persona SleepyCloud, or msCloud for short, she is a cloud girl with the heart of a lazy panda.

#my ocs #oc art #original character #digital art #post anxiety #persona #doodle #doodle art #sketches

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If you're a fan of Moshang or Qijiu or the mess that is Luo Binghe (PIDW Binghe especially) or Tianlang-Jun, then I recommend listening at least once to Tom Lehrer's humorous song "The Masochism Tango". It gets stuck in my head all the time and it always makes me think of SVSSS these days.

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800 years of pining bros

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How do you feel about liu qingge/shang qinghua? I unfortunately have the problem of falling for very rare pairings XD. I feel like they would work well together though!

I am always open to be persuaded on rarepairs. If anybody feels like sharing I'd like to know what it is about Shang Qinghua and Liu Qingge that does it for you.

Thank you for the ask!

Here's the Tossawary post I mentioned at the beginning.

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Hello Tumblr!!

#new to tumblr #new to the community