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rewatching the beginning of s6 where buck is constantly talking abt not feeling at ease and not being sure what's missing in his life and not knowing the secret to his own happiness and so desperately Searching for something in himself all the time hits SO different after seeing the full-body relief that's come over him in the last two eps since realising his sexuality and i for one want to write essays abt it. but i cant bc im too busy laying in a ditch crying

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Why is caesar so short lmao

#broke: caesar is shorter than zihang #woke: zihang is wearing heels

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funniest character dynamic in the world to me is when you have one guy knows hes gay but doesnt realise hes in love with his best friend and another guy who knows hes in love with his best friend but does not know hes gay

#no bc this is so buddie rn

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I think if the people in Eddie's life stopped trying to force the idea of a traditional family onto him, he would actually have a healthy and happy relationship

Because first of all, his parents pressured him into marrying Shannon (I do believe, if not for Chris then they would gone back to being friends, instead of being in a relationship), and like it's obvious he loved her and being married to her, they were also apart for the majority of their marriage. Running away into the army (and enlisting for a second time), then Shannon leaving and I don't think they actually lived together for more than a 2 years. So I do think a part of this love comes from nostalgic lenses

Then the whole Ana thing and the things leading to that were such bullshit. Chris doesn't need a new maternal (or any kind of parental) figure, he has enough of a support system and found family. Also I get it, that they wanted to bring back a kinda existing character, but after the skateboard accident and Eddie's reaction to it (which justified, but like a little bit over the top), they should have just introduced a new character. Ana is like the perfect addition to his family, Chris already likes her and she's nice enough that Eddie might actually love her in time, but like we know it doesn't work out and he gets panick attack at the thought of being a family

His whole relationship with Marisol feels like a way to prove he's not lonely and it's only a response of Pepa setting him up on blind date and Buck gushing about Natalia. I think he got kinda scared, that he will actually be lonely, because Buck (who is his best friend, and they mimic each other with being in relationship) was seemingly moving on in his love life, and Chris is growing up, he doesn't need Eddie as much as he did when he was little.

But you know who he is not afraid to involve and invite into his family? Buck

He was leaving Chris with Buck for a day after a year into their relationship, was ready to trust Buck with Chris again right after the tsunami, written Buck into his will as Chris' legal guardian after 1.5 years of knowing him, Chris ran to Buck after learning Eddie is dating again and told Buck what bothers him about it, Buck was ready to help him and Chris after his breakdown

But, the most important thing is that Eddie asked Buck to talk to Chris about him dating multiple girls. All the instances where Buck acted like an actual parental figure to Chris came as a spur of a moment thing, but that was the first time Eddie asked him (with his words, giving him permission) to take up a role like that

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I can't even be honest with myself, how could you believe I'd do that for someone else?

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They were so busy shoving Ryan and Lou back into containment that they left Oliver unattended for too long and now he’s confirming Buddie in literally every interview he can get his hands on

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SOMEONE ASK OLIVER ABOUT THE KITCHEN SCENE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IF THAT MAN IS OFF THE RAILS SOMEONE ASK ABOUT WHAT HE WAS THINKING DURING THAT DAMN SCENE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD THE WAY HE SAYS OH I KNOW KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT WHAT EVEN WAS THAAAAAAAAT I WANT THOUGHTS ON THE FUCKING YOU WANNA GO FOR THE TITLE

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psa: pls be mindful when you say stuff along the lines of 911 finally becoming the “gay firefighter show” bc that completely erases the BLACK LESBIAN couple that’s been there since day one. yes the people IN the fandom know what you mean but it’s a weird way to phrase it knowing that we have amazing representation of a healthy sapphic relationship with two woc which is ultra ultra rare

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so we’ve gone from this

to oliver postulating about buddie’s wedding in s10 and talking about how buck was into eddie from the get go…we’ve never been SO back we’re so canon its not funny

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Just imagine: Rookie and 911 crossover in the documentory style the rookie does

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i can't believe last year they said nothing will change with the move from fox to abc, and then everything fucking changed (and for the best too)

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#we get MORE madney and henren together?????????? abc i love love love you #literally everything i could ever ask for

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It's not worth the risk. Unless it is.

The Rookie

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#every fucking day #please never stop

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Dragon Raja: Cassell's Gate (First promo video).

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#Buddie Wedding Season 10 Everyone's Invited

#he looks so happy here

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thinking about how i've always believed eddie was lying in 6x12 when he told buck he couldn't remember the shooting because if he really admitted what he remembered out loud it would reveal far too much. and how now that's almost feasible as an excuse if it ever gets brought up again because, like everyone's been saying, how could eddie have talked about it in a way that wouldn't make it sound like more???? how could he talk about the fact that buck was the last thing he saw before he lost consciousness and how he suddenly understood what carla meant when she told him to follow his heart????? during the cemetery talk in 6x15 he tells buck experiences like that change you with the most inscrutable expression on his face and i am once again asking, eddie diaz what changed in you??!?!?!??