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“Don’t wait until the last minute to do your assignments!”

listen. I don’t. But I am always trapped in a vicious cycle.

And the only thing that breaks this cycle is the dread of an imminent deadline

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Me when I gain

Me when I maintain

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Fainted twice today once in public😃 friendly reminder to be careful guys

#ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #st⭐️rving #tw ana diary #@na vent

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if you're reading this, i love you.

i know you're trying

i know you're putting in work

you're efforts aren't going unnoticed

with a little bit of patience, you will get results

you're beautiful

and you're valid

i love you

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Apologized to someone I hurt and who went no contact with me because of it. I'm just glad she accepted my apology because they are very important to me.

I know BPD and other cluster b's aren't inherently abusive or bad people but sometimes we do hurt people. And it's not okay. I feel like Tumblr is so romanticized and anti cluster b abuse that we forget that we do hurt people sometimes.

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it’s all in ur head, ure not hungry

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i don't even remember the last time I ate :)

#ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #@na vent #weight loss #st⭐️rving #might also be bc of the drugs

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This is objectively fabulous in every single way

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imagine the woman you want to become. think of what her daily life looks like. her habits. her routines + her actions. start showing up to these commitments. start building upon them. step by step. day by day. you don't become her overnight. you start somewhere. anywhere. you become so invested and consistent in everything you do to build her.

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i could only dream…

#thinspo for the black girls #ed not sheeren #bc we exist #st⭐️rving #thinspo

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Does anyone else guesstimate literally everyone’s weight? Cause I do it with literally everyone I see.

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at the point where idk if i want to get sober, i kinda wanna just get worse

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where are the jobs for useless people who can't handle anything at all

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would you rather have calories or compliments?

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I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

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