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#serial experiments lain #personal #Poem? #transparent #more useless words #Dump

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I think it's an unrecognized practice to allow yourself to outgrow and shed versions of yourself that were more socially successful than who you want or need to be now. Not every new chapter is bigger and bolder and hotter, I think that's a very modern social media "glow up" mindset and doesn't actually have any room for what real transformation looks like. Sometimes we change exactly as we need to and it's not what anyone else was hoping for and that's part of it being important and true.

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Annular eclipse of 1836. A fourteen weeks course in descriptive astronomy. 1870.

Internet Archive

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Things feel dark 🌑

I hope it gets better

Spitting in the alley

Coughing up insides

Swallowing semen

Wiping sweat

Repeating, revolting

Crying, missing

Smoking till my lungs burn

Sleeping

Take my meds

Remember to eat

Talk to strangers

Feeling weird, thought I might be dying

Spitting in the alley

I know someday it gets better

#serial experiments lain #personal #more useless words

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abandoned  Western Electric KS-15676 microwave antenna

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A sea star amid dark strands of kelp at low tide in British Columbia, August 1981. Photograph by Sam Abell, National Geographic

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#mood #meme #serial experiments lain

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“Biquette the goat, sold to an abattoir after she stopped producing milk but was rescued by punks and then spent 10 years watching grindcore bands. Se could come and go as she pleased and, in the words of her rescuers, “escaped death, lived punk”. Absolute legend.”

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“Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.”

— George R.R. Martin

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Friends are giving me readings from other countries via Instagram I hope this means all good

#serial experiments lain #personal #more useless words #love #surrealism

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This year will not end as it began.

Every hot tear will finally be gone.

No. I am not ashamed of what your friends or my friends think or say or any silences.

To me the scar you left is deeper than skin so why should it matter that words you sew lay on its outside. They are precious to me as the friendship you hold.

When I am free of this love I won't hold onto regret and when I am old I'll look at the words on my death bed and know that this was the love that changed me forever.

#serial experiments lain #more useless words #bjork #love #new years resolution

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MÉRET OPPENHEIM | PAIR OF GLOVES (1985)

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fig 1

By Isabel Meigs

20x25”, 8 epi

Wool on cotton warp

2022

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✨A woven yarn tapestry of the Shire✨