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ARIELLE KEBBEL as LUCY DONATO in 9-1-1

#Lucy Donato

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After the reaction to this (really bad) gif, I decided to feed my girlies' Lou Ferrigno chin grab technique obsession juuuust a little bit more... 😈

#I #uh #genuinely is this a porn or #I assume not and yet #lou ferrigno jr

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Did you guys know the day after tomorrow is such a good movie

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you’ve got too much to wear on your sleeve

4136 words // rated g

“Uh, sorry.” He stares down at Eddie’s shoes. “I just think I’m- I’m kind of scared.” He eventually understood, intellectually, why Ali left him. It was a lot. She didn’t really get the scope of what she was signing up for. His leg had turned something fun and casual into something suddenly dead fucking serious. So, yeah, he understood, but he’s not sure until this moment that he really, actually understood. Tommy’s down that hall somewhere, and he got hurt at his job which is dangerous, and Buck is wondering how awful it would be to flee back through all the hallways and out of Pasadena to parts of the city he knows better, and go and find a nice safe girl with a nice safe job so his chest won’t ever feel like this. Or, only feel like this sometimes, with Eddie or Hen and Chimney and Bobby, or Maddie, people who he’s already seen bleed so he knows they can do it.

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Tommy’s helicopter goes down. Buck fixes the station AC unit.

#oh man #911 fic #bucktommy

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#😂😂😂 #911 spoilers

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9-1-1 7x06

#911 spoilers

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eddie diaz is so fucking pretty all the time but drunk, happy, free, joyous, uninhibited eddie is just. he's radiant. he's gorgeous. he's the most beautiful thing i've ever set eyes on 🥹

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no but they're both so affectionate and clingy and definitely not immune to that gravitational pull and they're having so much fun together and isn't that what they both always want to hang out together and have fun and be silly and let loose and here they are and maybe the alcohol works perfectly in that way but who cares when eddie is tucked under buck's arm in a karaoke bar or when they're pushed together by a dancing crowd in a hotel room who cares how they got here if they're here now and who cares if they won't remember any of it tomorrow when tonight feels so good

#buddie #911 spoilers

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must be some kind of twist, I could get used to this

buddie - rated e - 38794 words

He doesn’t remember much from last night, even less after the fourth or fifth tequila shot. So he certainly doesn’t remember bringing someone back to his room.

He steels himself for the lancing pain and cracks his eyes open.

Oh. Oh no.

This is either really bad or… Well, not really good, but just. Not really bad, and that’s probably all Buck can ask for it to be.

Because Eddie is in his bed, Eddie’s arm is wrapped around his waist, Eddie’s legs are tangled with his. And he has no idea why.

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Buck and Eddie wake up married in Vegas

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#should I bring this back around lmfao #since it’s my Buck and Eddie get drunkenly married at Chim’s bachelor party fic

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can it be thursday already?

#911 spoilers

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Chimney baby I am so sorry for whatever’s happening to you while those hooligans are doing That

#911 spoilers

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oh we are gonna be EATING

#911 spoilers #what the fuuuuuck guys I’m not gonna make it

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#Jesus Christ #911 spoilers

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Anon I am so sorry I just scrolled back over that post I did not mean to talk that long lmfao I cannot imagine you expected That

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Hi I would like to know more about your 911 Barbour thinking thoughts and ideas :3

Hi!!!!!!!!

So, I’m kind of turning all of this over with the idea of maaaaaybe writing a fic but let’s be real. I probably won’t. But, a cut for length

My vision is that at the end of this season we get Eddie breaking up with Marisol and some sort of confirmation to the audience that he has feelings for Buck, has probably known about them for a long time but pushed them down, but now he just can’t anymore. But, because of this recent episode uncapping the well on his Catholic guilt, he decides that he has to sort out a lot more stuff for himself before he could be a good partner for Buck. Maybe Marisol makes a dig about him being a bad boyfriend or something? I don’t know, I just know he’s going to be in a place mentally where he thinks if he tried to be with Buck now—if Buck would even want him back—that he would ruin it.

So we end the season with us the audience knowing where Eddie stands, but Buck does not. The season ends for him with him still together with Tommy and being happy to embark on a new relationship.

Now, season 8 starts, and they’re still together, still happy. We see Eddie working on himself, we see him in therapy, we see him tackling his religion and the way he feels about it and who he is. Ideally, we would finally get some kind of reckoning with Helena.

He’s also still friends with Tommy. And so I think we have this subtle story as well where he and Tommy have actually become very close friends. Maybe Tommy talks about what it was like to be closeted so long with him. I’m undecided if I think Eddie would open up about himself, just because I feel like he thinks if he did he would be so transparent about the person that has finally broken through all his walls to make him want to look at this part of himself and, well. That person is Tommy’s boyfriend. Who Tommy is in love with and who Eddie is beginning to fear loves Tommy back

Because they’ve spent this whole half a season developing a really good, happy relationship. Maybe around midseason finale time they start to talk about the possibility of moving in together. Maybe they’ve dropped the L word.

Midseason finale rolls around. Eddie’s spent the whole season getting right with himself, and comes out to Buck. But only about being queer, because he sees how happy Buck is, how happy Tommy is even! And who is he to tear that apart? But we the audience are left with the impression that Buck is unsettled by this in a way that will be clear to us is because he’s starting to question if what he’s always felt for Eddie is more than what he’d always thought

First or maybe second episode back we get some kind of small disaster that ends in Buck and Eddie being trapped and injured together somewhere they truly believe they have no hope of being rescued from. Think the well, but even more dire, somehow.

And Eddie, even though he’s sworn to himself that he was going to try to get over Buck, is now faced with both going to his grave never having told Buck how he feels, and letting Buck die never knowing that Eddie loves him so much.

And it won’t matter, right? They’re going to die here. You don’t have to be worried about the consequences of your actions when you won’t be alive for them, right?

So he tells Buck he’s in love with him. He tells him he’s been in love with him for years, that he’d lain in the street bleeding out reaching for Buck because he had always been reaching for him and will always be reaching for him.

And Buck’s sobbing, and angry. He’s so so angry. He wants to know why Eddie couldn’t have done this before they’re dying, done this before he has a boyfriend that he’s in love with. Because of fucking course he’s in love with Eddie. He thinks he’s loved him from the moment he set eyes on him and only loved him more every time since so why couldn’t he have done this when it wasn’t too fucking late

And then, before they can really reckon with this knowledge that they’re in love and it doesn’t matter because they’re going to die down here anyway. The impossible happens. They’re rescued. They’re going to survive

But it doesn’t change that Eddie’s too late. It doesn’t change that Buck genuinely loves Tommy, that they’re together, that they’ve been looking at houses

Except that, of course it does. Because Buck loves Tommy but he breathes Eddie

Breaking up with Tommy is probably the worst thing Buck’s ever done. It breaks his heart to do it, but it breaks Tommy’s worse. Tommy tells him he had a plan. Once they’d picked a place, on their first night there he was going to ask Buck to marry him.

Buck cries because there’s this beautiful wonderful man that wanted to give him everything he’s ever wanted, but he’s not Eddie. Buck tells Tommy through his tears that he wishes he’d met him first, before Eddie had grown up inside him like a vine, impossible to remove without tearing out everything else.

Tommy leaves. Buck tells Eddie he needs a little time. That he loves him but he can’t be with Eddie while he can still smell Tommy’s scent in every inch of his apartment. Eddie understands, and the next few episodes just have little moments where Buck takes some time, but then you can see them slowly circling closer until the season finale, when Buck kisses him

Then: 911 Harbour announcement. Lou Ferrigno Jr led spinoff. For me, I would like to see the show starting with Tommy being promoted to captain. We know Lucy moved to air support for more chances at advancement, maybe that’s a goal he wants too and he’s old enough for it. We know he’s jealous of the family that is the 118, so maybe there’s been some shakeups, and so some of his team are people he’s worked with for a while, but he also gets to bring in some new faces. Throughout the first season they form their own found family

I know Arielle has that surf rescue show coming this fall, but for my fun here, who cares? So she’s one of the leads as well, because I would love more Lucy, frankly, but I also think two familiar faces would be good.

I think Tommy’s story would start out with him just being both a pathetic wet rag of a man after having his heart broken by Buck, while simultaneously deciding that if he’s going to be single yet again he’s going to fucking enjoy it, so it’s obvious what he really wants is a forever kind of love, but he insists it’s not

As for that love, hm. I’m waffling on whether I want him to meet someone quickly that maybe he has a bit of a Meredith/Derek sleeping together before the first day at work and oops that’s my coworker kind of thing or maybe actually he falls in love with a dispatcher, and they do kind of what they were doing a bit with Buck and Abby but actually drawn out for a good chunk of time where they don’t meet for a while? Lots of places they could go with that!

Anyway I think they could do two or three crossovers a season where air support comes in to help the 118 with bigger emergencies, but then a few smaller ones per season as well. At some point, maybe during 911 season 9 or 10 and therefore Harbour’s 1st or 2nd, there’s some kind of situation that pulls him back into Buck and Eddie’s orbit, and they can make amends with him.

Anyway those are my ideas. If you read to the end of this, uh. Hi. Sorry I’m sure you weren’t expecting, well, all that

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🔥 eddie diaz

Hm tbh I have no idea where this lands on the unpopular opinion scale, but while I think people need to tread very carefully, I don’t entirely understand how anyone could ever come out of 3A or Fear-O-Phobia and think he doesn’t have a little bit of anger issues. And where I say people need to tread carefully of course is that we’ve all seen the terribly racists fics and posts equating the anger we have seen with the idea that he would ever be abusive to a partner, which is fucking stupid. But we’ve seen that when his feelings get big enough they can come out as anger (typically directed at himself!) and I think that can sometimes get ignored. Probably because the people that lack any ability for nuance and subtley + a heaping dose of racism has kind of ruined it unfortunately

Send me a “ 🔥 “ for an unpopular opinion.

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