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MY WHAT IFS

When I was a three months old baby, my mother left me in front of my grandmother’s gate house and when my grandmother saw me, she immediately picked me up and looked for my mother but she was gone. I am living with my father and his relative since my mother left me. After so many years, my father find out that my mother is living in Pampanga.

To be honest, I feel envy to those people who has a complete family. I feel envy because I also want to feel the feeling of being cared by a mother. I also want to feel of having a mother that you can run of or approach in the middle of trouble and get some advice. I want to feel to have a complete family.

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Sometimes, there’s some questions that comes to my mind, like

WHAT IF I HAVE A COMPLETE FAMILY?

Maybe my life will be easier because I have my mother who will help to raise me. My life will be happier if my family is complete because we will live together and face every problem together. We will be happily live together and make fun of each other’s jokes. I would feel more contented to my life because I will feel to have a complete family. If I had a complete family I would not be jealous of others who have a complete family. I will not feel envy to others because I can feel what it feels like to have a complete family. If I have a complete family, I would be more optimistic in life because I know that my family is there to help me and support me in every situation of my life, either good or bad.

Aside from the question “What if I have a complete family”, this is one of the questions that sometimes comes to my mind,

WHAT IF I AM RICH?

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I am asking myself this question because if I am rich many things would change my life. If I were rich, I could buy everything I needed and wanted. I will do the things that will make me happier. I will also buy what my family wants. I can do everything I want because I have the money to spend to do it. I will buy things that I don't have yet, such as laptops, new cellphones, many shoes and more. I will also attach a Wi-Fi to our house because we do not have it yet. Wi-Fi will help me for my study because I can easily search about the information that I need to know and Wi-Fi will help me to communicate easily with my relative and friends. If I were rich, my mind would be freer because I could not think of the money that I needed for my study and I would not worry anymore about my future.

Another question that comes to my mind is,

WHAT IF I AM SMARTER?

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If I were smarter, it would be easier for me to study. I know there is nothing goes unnoticed if you study about it but if I am smarter, information and lessons can easily come to my mind. My family would be more proud of me because if I were smarter I would always able to be with honor students. If I were smarter, I would be wiser in all my life’s decisions and I will make the decision that works better for me and for others because sometimes I do things that are not good for me or decision that go wrong with others.

However, those things are just my opinion on the questions that come to my mind.

I am now happy and contented with my life.

I am grateful with what my family has, what my life state is, and what my brain capacity is.

I know that everything happens for a reason and God planned it.

We should always be thankful to God for what we have in life and learn to be contented with the life He has given to us.

Related links : https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/articles/199711/fighting-lifes-what-ifs

#whatifs #life #stop overthinking

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