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food consumes my every waking minute im so tired it’s what worsens my depression and anxiety i really hate everything about my mind i want out

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seriously considering smoking to one suppress my appetite and two they say nicotine is the best antidepressants

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I can’t believe i call myself ugly all the time i mean LOOK AT MEEE

she’s cute

#ana moots #ed moots #ana recovery #looking for moots #lets be moots #i want moots #new moots

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I accept everybody on here every emotion u might experience but i draw the line when you’re horny like plz keep it to urself i’ll block u i don’t wanna know

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having an ed is so depressing on top of being already depressed

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yk what’s sad? I consider my biotin gummies a snack

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I’m miserable because im me

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im lying im not getting better i feel uglier than ever

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sure feeling down has a lot to do with the not eating disorder how the hell my body gonna produce serotonin without carbs? from air? gosh u idiot shut up

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I still feel ugly as hell tho 😹

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i stopped comparing myself to other girls yay me doing something good for myself for once

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my dad begging me to eat will always be my weakness ok fine just pls don’t be disappointed

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cucumbers are my best friend i eat one for breakfast and one for dinner and im gooddd

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pls god let me stop comparing myself and feeling ugly all the damn time im tired

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i need to cut my bangs shorter problem is whenever i cut them i don’t leave my room

not because they’re bad its just the timing of my depressive episode and good looking bangs aligns

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yk what recovery and therapy is so hard because before i wanted nothing from life but to d!e and now that im getting better i want to live which takes so much energy like i gotta work to be happy i crave feeling happy i want a better life for myself ik the relapse is part of the healing journey but im scared to go back to my worst because its the easiest thing rn

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the corset i used to use when ⭐️ving myself has gotten loose on me it doesn’t do the trick anymore (the trick is to press on my stomach and not feel hungry) i should be happy right? but nooo i still feel fat fuck u body dysmorphia

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