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Dear Diary,

My name is Megan and I'm nine years old today. You were one of my gifts! I don't know why people talk to their diaries like they are a real person or can understand them. Wait, can you? If you can, you have to tell me. Anyway, my mom threw me a small party. It was only mom, me, Maddie and Alyssa.  Dad didn’t come. I wanted to invite my whole class but mom said that with my cough, that it was a bad idea. The sickness I have is contagious. But I was allowed to have my besties at least!  We couldn't stand next to each other and I had to wear a mask the whole time. We still had fun! We played a card game called Love Letter. It's a game where you try to win the heart of the princess by getting one of her servants or members of the royal court to give her your love letter. That's the lore of the game at least. Each round you're supposed to be that last player standing or have the highest card to win. The points are supposed to be love tokens, but they remind me of meat cubes.

For dinner, mom ordered us pizza and for dessert, she made cupcakes! Chocolate with strawberry frosting! They were so good! We ended the night watching Wonder Woman! Mom said I was old enough to watch it now. Sadly, Maddie and Alyssa couldn't sleep over since I was sick.  That's okay, I guess.

Before going to bed, mom and I talked for a little bit. Eventually, it was time to sleep.

I had a hard time falling asleep though. I kept thinking about dad.  It's been a whole year since I saw him on the fourth of July. It was like a week before my birthday. He couldn't make my birthday then either. The 4th of July is one of the holidays he gets to see me since mom doesn't really like it. We spent the whole day at the park and had a birthday cake after the fireworks. It was awesome! 

I miss him and stayed up wondering, when will I see him again?

Love,

Meg

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