โ ๐๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐: ๐๐๐ฌ/๐๐จ
โ ๐๐ฒ๐ฉ๐: ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ
โ ๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฒ, ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฅ (๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ), ๐๐จ๐ง๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ, ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ (๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐)
โ ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ: ๐ค๐๐ก๐ / ๐ง๐จ, ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ค / ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค, ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ง๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ / ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ๐๐๐ก๐, ๐ค๐๐ฐ๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ง / ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ๐๐, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฌ / ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฌ, ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ง๐ / ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐, ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฑ๐๐ฐ๐ง๐ / ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ง
โ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ซ: ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ฎ๐ , ๐โ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ
โ โ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐
โ(Name).โ
Your eyes flutter, emotions dancing behind each closed eye lid. Your ears press flat against your head as you contemplate whether youโve heard him right. He speaks your name, a phrase that has spilled from his lips more times than you can recall, to the point where it reaches you even in your dreams.
And yet, this time feels distinctly different. There's an added emphasis and sharpness to it, as if it weighs heavily on his tongue just to say those words. It's almost forced, yet strangely lacks the hesitation one would typically expect in a conversation such as this.
In all your time around him, even during teasing or comforting moments, he has never spoken to you without that gentle tone. The absence of it leaves a void, something you regretfully yearn for now as you find yourself locked in a tense gaze with what seems like a monster in disguise.
He hides his intentions so effectively that you never imagined this confession would take this direction. He fineses the situation so well that you thought of him as a personified version of a blinding sun, simultaneously painful to gaze upon yet offering a small, delightful wave of burn that stings as it gently caresses every inch of your exposed skin.
Your partially chapped lips remain sealed; youโre too afraid that uttering anything would make a bad situation worst. Doubt creeps in. Have you been mistaken all along? Perhaps he doesn't feel the same way after all?
In all honesty, that thought never crossed your mind. Itโs not because youโre naturally confident; it's simply because he has a knack for making you feel self-assured enough to entertain the possibility of something more between you both, all based on his actions.
Those moments you didnโt imagine, no matter how much they feel like you didโthey were just for you. No other woman in the village has his attention, no other woman does he hold in his arms, bare his heart to, or whisper sweet nothings that are just that; nothing.
That's all it is and all it comes down to, proven to you by his now tense posture and the stone stare he sends you. And it only further destroys the pedestal that you held him so highly upon as he continues to talk while you remain stunned in place.
โI didnโt mean for itโusโto get hereโฆโ
What does that mean? You can't help the curt tilt of your head as your eyes swirl with confusion. Did he intend for things to reach this point? Did he knowingly lead to this outcome? Itโs a thought that nags at you, but itโs hard to reconcile with the Neteyam you once knew; it just doesnโt seem like something he would do.
The Neteyam you know wouldn't intentionally lead you on. He wouldn't deliberately create a sense of comfort, flood your thoughts with him, and ultimately make you fall in love with him. That idea seems entirely absurd in the context of who you believe him to be.
You blink, swallowing thickly as you part your lips to speak. Licking them, you question him, โIโm notโฆ what do you mean, โI didnโt mean for us to get here?โโ You need confirmation of your assumptions or even an explanation of why you could be wrong.
He takes a deep breath through his nose, the weight of the moment clearly taking a toll on him. He lowers his head to the ground, unable to meet your eyes. "This shouldn't be happening... It can't go beyond this," he says, the second statement not aimed at you but more of a self-directed declaration.
You don't know what overcame you to respond in the way you did. It's hard for you to even understand why you aren't more on the offense as you softly ask him, "Tell me why not?," when you should be offended and defensive more than anything.
And worst of all, you don't get why your heart is still holding on to hope when you know the answer, but you've played it up to this point like you don't.
He takes a moment to respond, his fists clenched at his sides, as though he's the one facing rejection at this very moment, rather than the other way around. "It'll feel like I'm betraying her," he finally admits, his voice heavy with conflicted emotions.
You may not have known her personally, but you were aware of her existence, and it all makes sense now. It's clear why no other woman is beside him, even though he's of age to mate. The woman he truly desires is miles away, back home where he should be.
You're not her. You just happened to be there when he was feeling low and had nothing better to do. In other words, the time you spent together wasn't enough; you weren't enough.
And the painful truth is that you wish you were enough. Because if you were never going to be enough for him, he should have let you go. It hurts more to be only partially loved when it would hurt less to not be loved at all.
"Betrayal?" You can't help but let out a bitter laugh. His use of the word feels like a double standard, painfully ironic in this context. "You know nothing of betrayal. If you had even a hint..." You pause, tears swelling in your eyes, your face burning with a mix of humiliation, embarrassment, and suppressed anger. "You wouldn't have caused my heart this much pain."
Your words draw his attention back to you, his eyes widening and his mouth slightly agape in apparent shock at your statement.
It only rubs saltwater into your fresh wounds. Did he truly give so little thought to your feelings? It becomes painfully clear that he strung you along, relishing the attention you gave him while holding you in such low regard.
How could you have been so blind?
A better question, how could he be so heartless? Or was it that he only had a heart when it came to her?
Neteyam snaps his mouth shut, his lips forming a thin, tight line. His forehead creases as his eyes flicker over your features, skillfully reading you like a puk. It took a while, months, but he now knew you.
He probably knew you better than you knew yourself because even though he might say it shouldn't have come to this, he had a feeling that's where you were heading.
He could have stopped it, could have saved you the painโthe yawnyewla of falling for someone like him knowing how he felt, but he didn't... a small part of him didn't want to.
A single tear falls down your cheek, but you quickly brush it away. Your chest rises and falls in a slow yet steady rhythm as you work to calm your racing pulse. โYou are kawnglan. I wish to never see you again.โ you hiss softly, then pivot on the balls of your feet and hurry away from him.
Night falls quickly as you remain within your mauri for the remainder of the day, choosing to nurse your wounds, however poorly you may be at it. You've never been heartbroken before, so a plan needs to be put into motion.
While you wish never to see him again, that doesn't seem practical. You also don't want to stay inside, pouting and crying your eyes out until your tear ducts dry either.
In the days that follow and those that come after, you do the opposite. You put on a facade when you're around others, while at night, you take off your mask.
It's challenging to maintain the act in public, especially when Neteyam is nearby or when you bump into him. However, you are determined to avoid him, even if it means a brief interaction before you can find relief.
Many nights, you lie awake, unable to sleep because your mind is filled with scenarios. You're constantly coming up with better ways to react to his rejection or what you'll say if you ever have another conversation with him.
Ewya, if you had just admired him from a distance, this wouldn't be your reality right now. But instead, you went out of your way to learn his name. Now, all you want is to forget it, to forget him.
You've never felt more unlike yourself. It's hard to recognize yourself when you look into the water during the sun-kissed mornings. Putting yourself willingly into the hands of another for the first time, only for it to backfire horribly, was a terrible mistake.
You should have made a better choice. You should have known betterโyou knew right from wrong, so how could you not see how wrong it was to love a man who yearns for another?
You spent months avoiding him, and as time went by, it became second nature, making it easier to see less of him without much effort. Were you taking this too far? You didn't think so.
He knowingly took a part of you, so it's only fair that he also knows how you can't stand to be around him... at least not nowโheโs lucky if you ever will again.
You learned two lessons from this: There's no better feeling than a first loveโit's unforgettable, just as there's nothing worse than a first heartbreakโit takes time to forgive and heal.
And although you were slowly healing, you were cautious as you dipped your toe back into the dating field. You'd be lying if you said you weren't afraid to get hurt again. A small part of you doesn't think you can handle another heartache, so you started slowly; taking baby steps, and this time, you didn't put all your eggs in one basket.
Al'wah, you met him one day while you were sitting thoughtfully on a rock. He came up and sat beside you, and although it was awkward at first, he was smooth at talking.
He even went as far as to say he'd been interested in you for a while but Neteyam was in the way. Unlike Neteyam, he was brave enough to admit his true feelings, and you were flattered. However, you weren't ready to commit while after getting to know him better, Al'wah was.
Next was Zen'kรญ, a very calm and talented fisherman, proving he was a natural provider. Your conversations with him were easier, as he was more down-to-pandora than anyone you've actually met, and he was truly caringโabout nature and all of Pandora's inhabitants.
The only reason it didn't work out was because of rumors among the women of the village. They said that O'laya had been interested in Zen'kรญ for much longer than you. After knowing how it feels to be in love with someone interested in another, you had to do the right thing and step back so she could finally step up.
There were a few others: Koar and Whรปnโk. Each one left an indelible impression, but it wasn't meant to last. Then, you reconnected with Seyknรผ, a Na'vi you had actually grown up close to. It genuinely surprised you to learn that he was interested in you.
When you were growing up, you had the biggest childish crush on him until Neteyam came around. Now, it seems he's seeing you differently. You can work with that.
As you reconnect with Seyknรผ, your opinion on commitment change, and it's happening at the right time. You're rediscovering how much he can make you laugh, how charming he is, and how attentive and protective he is toward others. It's good to see that he hasn't changed, but it's tough to realize that you have.
He accepts you wholeheartedly for who you are, and you're ready to reciprocate the same in time. However, it's Neteyam's current actions and whatever game he's playing that seem to be getting in the way.
Honestly, what is he up to?
As your relationship with Seyknรผ continues, Neteyam's presence becomes more pronounced during your time together. This is growing emotionally taxing and weighing heavily on your heart.
Whenever you and Seyknรผ seek moments of intimacy or simply enjoy each other's company, Neteyam seems to find a way to insert himself into the situation. Whether he's with Tuk or claiming to have duties from his father, he's always nearby.
When you and Seyknรผ are lost in your own world, sharing laughter and joy, you can sense Neteyam's gaze on you, like a piercing dagger.
Even when Seyknรผ reaches out to touch you, whether for a helping hand or more intimately, it's rare for Neteyam not to interrupt. He either "accidentally" bumps into you both or enlists the help of one of the children to divert your attention.
This pattern persists for a while, causing you to question everything that has led to this point. Is it too much to ask for happiness? Should you lower your expectations? But youโre wrong about that too, as you seem to be a lot these months. This realization dawns on you one day when you go searching for Seyknรผ.
You find Seyknรผ near some large boulders, and just as youโre about to call out to him, you freeze in your tracks. He isnโt alone. Standing in front of him is Neteyam, and the atmosphere is thick with tension.
Neteyamโs face is contorted with anger, his eyes cold as he looms menacingly within a couple of feet from Seyknรผ.
Seyknรผ doesnโt look any better. His tense posture, ears flattened against his skull, and the twitching of his upper lip, baring his canines. With a chest puffed out, he hisses at Neteyam through clenched teeth, โWhatโs your problem!?โ
Neteyamโs hands twitch at his sides, his ears flicking upwards at Seyknรผโs tone, but he makes no movement suggesting heโs about to approach Seyknรผ anytime soon. โYou are. Back off her,โ he insists.
Seyknรผ blinks in confusion before his eyes widen as he realizes who Neteyam is referring to. He scoffs, casting a disdainful look up and down Neteyamโs form. โIโll do no such thing. Save yourself the trouble and move on,โ he retorts, his disgust evident in his expression. โShe already has with me.โ he adds with a smirk.
Neteyamโs jaw tightens in response to Seyknรผโs statement. His tail goes stiff behind him as he closes the distance between himself and Seyknรผ, bringing their faces mere inches apart. Neteyam looms over Seyknรผ due to his greater height and attempts to explain, โSheโs confusedโโ
But Seyknรผ interrupts him, shaking his head with a look of disbelief. โNo, youโre the one whoโs confused,โ he retorts firmly. โYou canโt force your way back into her life after how youโve behaved.โ
โDonโt speak as if you know what went on between us.โ
"I know more than you think," Seyknรผ spits back, his attempt to push Neteyam away proving futile as Neteyam stands firm. With a confident smirk, Seyknรผ continues, "I'm the one she confides in now, the one she seeks when she's happy, and the one who takes care of her when she's excited..."
Tensions rise as their exchange becomes more heated but he appears entirely unbothered by the threatening look Neteyam gives him in response to this revelation. Seyknรผ's smirk widens as he taunts, "Oh, did I strike a nerve? You don't fit in here anymore. You're just a forest boy with no heart.. ha, sorry, a heart that remains anchored to a place far from here."
Neteyam can no longer tolerate Seyknรผ's words. He swiftly pins Seyknรผ against one of the boulders, pressing his hand firmly into the center of Seyknรผ's chest, rendering him immobilized, despite Seyknรผ's futile resistance.
A faint, mocking smirk tugs at the corner of Neteyam's lips as he observes how weak Seyknรผ seems, desperately gripping Neteyam's wrist with both hands.
Neteyam can't help but think... How can you be with someone like this? This island boy can't even free himself from Neteyam's grip. He's obviously too weak to protect you. If he can't protect you, Neteyam highly doubts he can provide for you, let alone please you as well as he could. In those aspects, there's no competition.
However, Neteyam acknowledges that everything else Seyknรผ claims is true. He pushed you into the arms of another man, making him feel like crap since and he often finds himself wondering if that's how he made you feel. He hates that feeling and regrets more than anything that he made you feel that way.
"Last time, Seyknรผ. Back offโ" Neteyam's sentence is abruptly cut short by a powerful punch to the face. The impact temporarily sends him off his feet, and he staggers backward, creating some distance between them. Seyknรผ seizes the opportunity, taking advantage of Neteyam's momentary confusion, and tackles him to the ground, landing another hit on Neteyam's face.
As Seyknรผ prepares to land a fourth punch, Neteyam skillfully dodges it by moving his head to the side. In a swift counterattack, Neteyam headbutts Seyknรผ in the mouth, causing Seyknรผ to yelp in pain and clutch his mouth with furrowed brows.
Distracted by the pain, Seyknรผ fails to notice Neteyam's hold on him, ready to flip him over. Towering over Seyknรผ, Neteyam strikes him in the eye, followed by a flurry of punches targeting his nose and mouth. The physical altercation escalates with each blow Neteyam delivers.
You have to intervene, coming clean that you were eavesdropping because the situation is growing increasingly violent. Neteyam is viciously attacking Seyknรผ, who, by this point, is simply lying there and taking the blows.
"Get off him!" you shout, rushing in and grabbing hold of Neteyam to pull him away from Seyknรผ. He moves more easily than you'd expect once he realizes it's you. He watches as you bend down to check on Seyknรผ's condition. That simple action annoys Neteyam more than it should.
He interprets your concern as an indication that itโs because he's the most injured, or at least that's what he wants to think, rather than realizing that you simply didn't want to interact with him yet. But it was Seyknรผ who initiated the violence with the first punch, leading to this chaotic situation.
"Seyknรผ, Seyknรผ!" you urgently call out to him, trying to get him to open his puffy eyes, while wiping the blood from his face as best as you can. You growl, looking up at Neteyam, "What is wrong with you!?" you hiss, "You hurt everything you touch!"
Neteyam's ears flatten against his skull, his lips forming a small pout as his eyes soften at your words. He bends slightly as steps forward, reaching out to you, and says, โPlease let me explain."
"There's nothing to explain. This is what you do," you say with a sharp inhale, looking away. You move to help Seyknรผ up, his soft groaning urging you to assist him. โJustโฆleave us alone.โ you add, walking past him with Seyknรผ to get him to the medic tent.
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After ensuring Seyknรผ will be well taken care of and crafting a few believable lies, you make the decision to leave the hut. However, as you step outside, you pause when you spot someone loitering nearby.
"What are you doing here?" you ask, your earlier annoyance resurfacing.
Hearing your voice, Neteyam turns to you, straightening up. He slowly steps closer to you, cautious as he should be because you were this close to heading back inside to avoid him. "Is he okay?" he asks softly, nodding toward the tent.
You scoff, rolling your eyes, and cross your arms. "You mean after you beat the crap out of him? He's holding on."
Neteyam rolls his eyes in response, shaking his head, his braids swaying with his movements. "He hit me first," he tries to defend himself, but you're having none of it.
"That doesn't give you the right to do what you did!" you exclaim, stepping closer to him, fists clenched at your side as your whole body burns with anger. "You could have killed him!"
He groans, his brow-bones furrowing deeply as he looks away, his teeth clenched in visible conflict. "Why him?..."
Your expression shifts from anger to confusion as you raise a eyebrow. "Why what?" you ask, crossing your arms and studying him closely, trying to discern what's going on in his head.
"Why him, out of all the men in the village?" he asks, his tone curious, and he fixes an expectant gaze on you.
You blink, momentarily taken aback. His question seems to revolve around Seyknรผโon why you chose him. What does this have to do with Neteyam? Given what he did, this is what he was more concerned about? This wasnโt the kind conversation you had in mind, and it's not a topic you're inclined to discuss with him.
You pivot on your heel, declaring your intentions, "I'm going home."
"No," Neteyam's voice booms behind you as his hand wraps around your wrist, pulling you away from prying eyes. He leads you to a clearing and stops, releasing your wrist, his expression now serious. "I'm trying to talk to you!"
"I don't want you to! What I do is none of your business!" you shout, your voice tinged with frustration, your arms gesturing wildly. Your patience is wearing thin, and you're overwhelmed by a mountain of emotions.
You're starting to feel like you're the one losing your mind here, not him. And that's an issue because the problem here is undoubtedly Neteyam. "Why are you so insistent on meddling in my life? What difference would knowing make?โ
โBecause I still might have a chanceโ he shouts back, his voice laced with desperation. His chest heaves as he locks eyes with you, and youโre left utterly stunned by his words.
โWhat?โฆโ Your voice wavers as you struggle to comprehend what heโs saying.
"I messed up, okay!? I was a skxawngโblind andโฆ afraid." He trails off, the last word falling off his lips with hesitation before he gathers himself and continues, โBut not anymore. I finally see what was in front of me all along." With each word, he takes a step closer, a sense of urgency in his eyes as he looks down at you, seeking your understanding.
With each step, you back away, shaking your head and raising a finger to mimic your disbelief. "No. You can't justโฆ You're not saying what I'm thinkingโฆ are you?"
He nods, following you, his voice filled with sincerity. "I'm not hooked on the wrong girl. The one I want is right here, right in front of me. I can't be afraid of letting her slip away too when I can do something about it right now."
A small gasp escapes your lips as your back meets a tree, leaving you trapped between it and him. Your wide eyes meet his, and your pulse races fast in sync with your thoughts. Since your confession, you never thought he would reciprocate your feelings.
The tables have turned. He's the one approaching you this time. In the past, you might have been thrilled by this new development, but now, knowing what you do, happiness isn't what you feel. Who did he really think he was?
"That's a shame," you say, swallowing subtly with a dry cough to clear your throat, averting your eyes as you attempt to seem uninterested. "You're a little too late. I'm over you." You lie through your teeth, hoping he believes it because you were struggling to believe them yourself. Deep down, you know that you won't ever truly get over him, but you need to try to move on.
He stops in his tracks, his face briefly contorting with hurt. His eyes flicker over your face, searching for any sign that you're lying. Then, as quickly as the hurt appeared, it vanishes, and he's inches away from you, his arms caging you in. "You're lying," he states firmly.
You firmly press your hands against his chest, your voice slightly quivering, "N-No, I'm not!" The tremble in your voice betrays the emotions coursing through you as you apply more pressure. It's been months since you've been this close, and the sudden proximity sends your senses into disarray, leaving you feeling utterly disoriented.
Yet, everything about him remains unchanged; from the musky scent you've grown so fond of, down to the comforting warmth that still emanates from him, a warmth you continue to crave even on these darkest of nights.
His breath gently fans across your face as he leans in closer, until your chests touch. "Then look at me when you say it," he murmurs huskily, his words carrying the weight of a shared secret between you both. His gaze lingers on you, and his features soften as he takes in the tension etched across your face. "Look at me."
It's not a trance. It really isn't. He no longer holds sway over your emotions or actions because your heart has found its place, firmly back in your chest and out of his hands. You've taken control of that all by yourself. Nevertheless, you can't help but respond to his command, your breath catching as your gaze locks onto his mustard-colored eyes, your heart quickening as you notice the unmistakable intensity in his dilated pupils.
Your lips are just centimeters apart, on the verge of touching, about to share a single breath. One part of your mind warns you that it might be a bad idea, while the other part insists that you miss him dearly, and a brief moment of connection wouldn't cause any harm; you can part ways afterward.
You bite down on your lip, fighting the urge, and murmur, โNoโฆโ Your eyes remain glued to his lips, torn between desire and caution. You canโt let this happen. Entangling yourself in his web of lies would be self-destructive. It took what felt like an eternity to heal from the figuratively scars he gave you.
"No?... You're not listening again," Neteyam grumbles, his accent growing heavier with each word. He lets go of the tree, cupping your face with his large, warm hands, urging you to lock eyes with him again. "Now, say it," he presses, a mix of frustration and longing in his gaze, searching for your response.
You part your lips, all set to utter the words as your focus returns, but an inexplicable lump forms in your throat, choking your voice.
He waits for just a moment, his mind already determined on what comes next, but he does so with a bated breath, hoping you wonโt utter the words he dreads. Itโs clear that youโre stronger than him, evident in how youโve rebuilt yourself after your last encounter.
He'd go to any lengths to prevent that from happening. Getting over his previous love became more manageable after he sorts out his feelings, partly thanks to the distance and you. Yet, if he has to remain here, watching you move on right before his eyes, getting over you will be an agonizing process. He's prepared to do whatever it takes, even if it means begging, to avoid that.
Your silence stretches on, becoming almost unbearable, and Neteyam's patience finally gives way. He leans in, capturing your lips in a kiss that's not as gentle as he'd like it to be. His kiss is passionate, a raw expression of all the intense emotions coursing through him, a desperate attempt to convey just how much he wants you, and only you.
You fight it at first, not wanting to give in but your lips mold so well into his and they feel so soft against your own that you cave. Instinctively you turn your head to deepen the kiss and he takes your submission as an okay to slide a hand down your back and tangle the other in your hair so youโre flush against him.
Ewya you missed him. Every part of him. Down to his braids that always wack you in the face to the mischievous glint in his eyes when heโs caving into Loโak antics. Is it even possible to miss someone this much when theyโve been so close to you this whole time?
You grunt when your back hits the tree again, with more force than before. It was enough to knock you back to your senses and your mumbling against Neteyamโs lips before pulling away and placing a steady hand on his chest to stop him from chasing yours.
โKeheโฆโ you huff firmly, trying to catch your breath. What was he doing? Trying to literally take your breath away? He was on the right track if he was. โI canโt be with you.โ
He only hugs you tighter, cradling your head in the hand still in your hair, โWhy not? I know you still want me. Donโt do this. I want you tooโฆ I need you.โ he pleads, leaning in to kiss your cheek, then several times again, hoping to distract you from continuing this conversation when he can be showing you something better.
โI canโt stand you.โ you blurt out, naming one reason why this canโt move on. Itโs only a half lie. You can spend all your days staring at him, his beautiful patterned smooth skin and luminescence freckles that littered his body. He was art in its purest form. A rare shell you can only find at the bottom of the ocean in a dozen eclipse.
But you couldnโt stand him all the same. He played you, like a wind flute and he had no remorse when he tore you down. He canโt just show up when he had time to mule over his mistakes and comes to terms with his heart. As a warriorโno, a manโhe should have had enough courage to tell you how he truly felt before you let yourself get in too deep.
He hums, showing he acknowledges your statement before mumbling, โI knowโฆโ as he trails from your cheek to your neck, licking a strip up your pulse, which he found easily due to your heart rate. He plants a kiss before attacking it, sucking hard enough to leave a bright, purple bruise.
Your body tense automatically at the strange sensation, your eyes squeezed shut as you bite your lip to stop the moan from leaving your lips. Your body may be tense, yet it arches off command to get closer to him.
If he knows, then why is he kissing you and handling you like youโre already his? It was embarrassing, leaving you feeling shame when itโs him who should after what he did and whatโs he doing now.
โI hate you.โ you continue, opening your eyes to peer up at the night sky, the stars shining brightlyโitโll be wonderful to relax under it but instead you were being ambushed by a persistent ex-someone.
He breathes out a chuckle, finding your words amusing as he continues to assault your neck with more marks of claim, โYou donโt.โ he replies matter of factly, shaking his head and causing his braids to tickle your shoulder. He jerks your head back enough for him to move on to the other side to apply the same treatment.
The tug causes you to whimper slightly, it is both pleasure and pain, but the pain wasnโt physicalโat least not in that way. โYes, I do.โ you insist, thankful heโs holding you so securely as he does or youโll surely collapse to the floor, wishing in that second that itโll swallow you whole.
He pulls away just enough to look you in your eyes, his own a shade darker than normally, โYou wouldnโt still be here if you did.โ
His words cause you to freeze, eyes wide again at the realization that he was in fact correct. All you had to do was tell him no, tell him you really didnโt want this and walk away because even though he was a manipulator as recently discovered, he still held some honor. He had sisters, he wouldnโt take it that far if you didnโt want to.
Which brings you back to this moment, why canโt you seem to do just that?
"I understand," he whispers, placing a tender kiss on your forehead. "I know I need to work to earn your trust back." He presses his lips softly against your nose. "Consider this a promising start." He concludes with a gentle kiss on your lips, expressing his sincerity in a less intimidating manner.
He leaves you breathless once more, and you allow it, letting your emotional barriers crumble to expose the heart that still longs for him underneath. Your heart races in your chest, and you wonder if he can feel it against his ownโif they beat in unison, if you affect him as profoundly as he affects you. Just this once, you wish for him to share your nervousness.
After a few minutes, he breaks away, his lips parting, both of you slightly out of breath. Though it might not have matched the intensity of your first kiss, you're secretly flattered by the thought that you have an effect on him, even if it's more subtle.
Before long, he returns his attention to your body, his lips finding the front of your neck, coaxing you to tilt your head back again. He showers you with kisses and gentle nibbles as he travels down to your collarbone. When he playfully nips at it, you can't help but emit a mixture of a whimper and a hiss, to which he responds with a low chuckle.
His hand, previously entangled in your hair, loosens its grip, and the one resting on your lower back joins it on your hips, softly caressing your skin as he continues his downward journey. Although the angle is slightly awkward, he doesn't seem to mind. His lips trail along the edge of your top. You observe his every move, a sense of anticipation growing within you as you wonder what heโs going to do next.
As if he's attuned to your thoughts, he lifts his gaze to meet your eyes just as his bottom lip brushes over your nipple from beneath the revealing top. The sensation makes you jump slightly, and your nipple responds by stiffening. You resist the urge to hide your face, feeling a tinge of embarrassment. It felt really good. It shouldnโt feel that good with him of all people.
His ears perk up, his interest piqued by your body's reaction. He repeats the action, gradually applying more pressure with each brush, making you squirm and proclaim that it's not enough. "Stop," you frown, "Quit teasing me. You have no right."
He apologizes with a kiss to the center of your chest. "I couldn't help it," he says, "Your reactions are adorable, they drive me crazyโฆ." He trails off, running his hands up your back, fingers toying with your straps before loosening them and letting the top fall to the ground.
He pulls back slightly, gazing at you in a way you never thought he would. "You're so beautiful, yawne. How could I have been so blind? Forgive me, however long that takes."
You're completely lost for words. Despite all the different sides of Neteyam you remember from before you both went your separate ways, you can't recall a time when he was this gentleโeven when you thought he was already at his gentlest with you.
It makes your stomach flutter with shimmyflies. If this is his way of trying to earn your forgiveness, you won't be able to remain headstrong for long. It won't be long before you're putty in his hands once again.
"I refuse to listen," you stammer out, closing your eyes to avoid looking at him. Your body may have yielded to him, but you won't entertain his lies. You don't have to pretend there's something more. Right now, you only need one thing from him, and it doesn't involve much talking.
"That's fair," he mutters, "I deserve that." Leaning forward, he playfully sticks his tongue out to gently lick your right nipple. "I won't talk anymore, Iโll show youโฆ" he concludes before wrapping his mouth around it and giving a fervent suck. His action elicits a shuddering exhale from you as you arch your chest forward and weave your fingers through his braids, pulling him closer.
A deep groan reverberates from his chest as you secure his hair firmly, keeping him in place. He proceeds to suck, lick, and nibble, to the point where drool starts forming at the corner of his mouth. His breathing becomes ragged, his hold on you tighter and you can only imagine the tightness in his tewng.
It doesnโt take much for you to imagine the wetness forming in yours. You can feel it, moistening the fabric right at the center. With each passing second, it grows even wetter as he continues to suck, teasing your nipples until they border on a pleasurable ache. Soon enough, he switches to the other side, repeating the tantalizing treatment; one of his hands slithers up your body to keep your other company.
With a gentle pop, he pulls away, lightly pecking your puffy nipple before gazing up at you from beneath his thick lashes. Neteyam seems like he wants to say something, as evident in the way his jaw slackens, but he quickly closes it, perhaps recalling his earlier words. Instead, he averts his eyes, focusing once more on your breast before trailing down your body, mirroring his descent as he settles on his knees to align with your navel.
His hands find your hips, but they donโt stay there long when one confirmation curt nod from you has him untying your tewng, joining your top on the ground. You shiver slightly, attempting to squeeze your legs shut as the cold air hits your glistened lips.. Neteyam doesnโt allow you to succeed, choosing to grab your inner knees and keep them open.
Thereโs this primal, cloudy look in his gold optics as he stares at you for a moment too long before he leans in to give a long, drawn out lick from your hole to your clit. Your breath hitch when the pressure on your clit was oddly aggressive and moan as that one lap turns into many messier laps.
As he presses firmly against your lips, any concern about his ability to breathe fades when his tongue delves into your trembling heat. The rhythmic brush of his nose against your clit dispels any lingering worries. His groans intensify with each movement of your hips against his face, his gaze alternating between your expressions and the mesmerizing sway of your breasts.
He could spend hours savoring the taste of you, never growing tired. Your intoxicating scent sends him into a frenzy, heโs humping the air as thoughts of you consume his mind. He was suffocating, yes, but in the best way.
Neteyamโs hand skillfully guides your leg over his shoulder,, the new angle making it easier to fuck his face as his tongue reaches deeper. Your hips move almost instinctively, driven by the mounting tension in your stomach; you're close and Neteyam knows it or he wouldnโt be guiding your movements to go faster, mouth open as he eagerly awaits to taste every drop you offer, his tail thrashing behind him in anticipation.
Moments later, sensing your need for an extra push towards the edge, he plunges two thick fingers into you down to the knuckle with a curl that has you throwing your head back and creaming all over them.
It required every ounce of restraint to prevent his name from slipping out amidst the sinful moans escaping your lips. Despite experiencing the most amazing head youโve had, you cling to the last shreds of your sanity, refusing to reveal his name.
Your breath catches, your fingers tightening in his hair as the overwhelming sensation of him slurping your juices clean threatens to overstimulate you. Despite your attempt to pull away, Neteyam remains steadfast, only relenting once heโs finished. As he withdraws, he licks his lips and rests his head on your thigh, a satisfied smile playing on his lips.
"I hope that was as enjoyable for you as it was for me," he murmurs, his lips brushing against your skin as he steals a glance at you, his ears perked. "It was hard to stop; you taste like something forbidden."
"You're speaking again..." you grumble, your stomach twisting uncomfortably at his words. "What did I say?"
Neteyam chuckles, rising to his full height and pressing his chest against yours. Your leg, previously draped over his shoulder, now finds a resting place at his hip. โI was thinking about that while I wasโฆโ He pauses, lip curling as he observes the flushed pout on your face. โAnd I realized that whether you listen or not, talking is better than silence. Although there wasnโt much silence from you just moments ago.โ
You hiss, anger and embarrassment mingling as you bare your teeth, your ears pressing flat against your head, โIs this a joke to you?!โ Were you, even now after what youโve done together, a joke to him?, you want to ask, but the potential answer makes you hesitate.
โHave you truly not been listening?โ he responds with a question of his own, his tone earnest. โIโm here with you, finallyโฆ showing you how I feel, expressing all this because I need you.โ He tilts his head, his eyebrows furrowing as he locks eyes with you. โOnly you,โ he adds with unwavering conviction.
Damn it.
Damn it. Damn it. Damn it!
Donโt you crave, (Name). Donโt you fucking dare. Remember the pain, the hurt, the tears, and the loneliness he put you through. How you werenโt even his first choice, how some good head wasnโt equivalent to love.
You swallow thickly, your voice catching in your throat. "What does that mean, Neteyam..?"
Youโre stronger than this.
Without hesitation, he responds, "I see you... hey..." gently guiding you to meet his gaze when you attempt to turn away. "I see you, always have, always will. What do humans say? 'Till death do us part'?"
Damn it.
You burst into laughter, a deep, genuine sound that reverberates through the air, and playfully smack his shoulder at his amusing choice of words. "Enough," you protest with a breathy whine, feeling the heat rising from your neck to your cheeks. "Humans have such strange ways with words."
Neteyam nods, acknowledging your point. โYouโre right. Death wouldnโt stop me. My love for you will endure even beyond death,โ he affirms, sealing his words with gentle kisses to your lips. โPlease, tell me you feel the same,โ he requests softly, pulling back to search your eyes. โI need to hear it from you.โ
Gazing at his lips, you contemplate whether to voice your feelings or notโthough, in truth, you already have. But saying it again, what if this was just a dream and it would end like your first confession? After a moment, you meet his gaze squarely, "I still feel the same. My feelings never left," you affirm softly.
His shoulders relax as he exhales deeply, his eyes softening and smile becoming more relaxed as he firmly grasps your other leg, prompting you to wrap your legs around his hips. He presses you back against the tree, his pelvis pressing against your bare pussy, you can feel just how hard he is during this whole confession, "You have no idea how happy that makes me," he confesses, pulling you even closer.
"Hm..." You playfully arch an eyebrow. "Judging by your tweng , I'd say very happy... perhaps we can make each other even happier."
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What if naโvi do have hair but itโs like a Sphynx cat? Peach fuzz ahh
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Requested by @strongheartneteyam
Rating // +18
Warnings // Body insecurities / Smut teaser at the end/ Jealousy / Body image issues / Might be triggering for some readers
Word count // 1,950
Youโd never been ashamed of your body before. Youโd never had a reason to hate your body before. Sure, you were shorter than most Naโvi girls your age, and you werenโt as thin as they were. Your body held more flesh and you had a bit of a belly that went along with your thick thighs and curvy frame.
With Neteyam, though, everything about you was perfect.
Courtship was something every Naโvi girl dreamed of when growing up, fantasizing about how her future mate would ask her, as well as their future afterwards.
You were no different.
What you werenโt expecting was for Neteyam to be the one to ask.
Youโd had a crush on him since childhood and, due to the close bond you both shared, it was no surprise when he started gifting you small intricately-designed bracelets and elegant necklaces, asking you into a courtship with him.
Youโd have to admit, you tended to match a person with a stereotype and, even though you were thrilled out of your mind at the prospect of a happy family with the boy of your dreams, youโd thought he was into a different type of woman. A thinner type.
He was quick to snuff out that stereotype, showering you with praise and adoration, and constant kisses all over your body at night when you were expected to be sleeping instead. He knew your body like the back of his hand, having explored almost every inch of you. His favorite thing to do with you was to kiss your thighs, trailing his lips upwards to your belly, before resting his cheek against your stomach.
You would lay there, fingers gently running through the beaded thin braids of his hair, as his head rose and fell with your relaxed breathing.
Trouble didnโt arise until Neteyam started branching out with friends of the opposite gender. Girls would flirt with him in a desperate attempt to take him from your side. He was usually very quick to shut it down and, should you have happened to hear about it later, he made sure you heard about the situations from his own mouth first.
One day, though, you were headed to see him, a handful of picked flowers in your hands to give him as a gift. You had to do a double take, seeing him sitting on the ground while talking with a girl. A skinny girl with thin limbs and the same amount of fingers as him. A skinny girl with a tall frame and pretty black hair.
A skinny pretty girl.
You couldnโt remember him mentioning a new female friend, but it wasnโt like you were against it. You didnโt mind, as long as he made sure to keep her in the friend space and nothing more. You trusted him.
Shaking off your stupor, you approached and gave him the flowers, and the smile on his face was brilliant and dazzling, bright as the stars at night. Your heart fluttered at the smile and you couldnโt help but return it with a sheepish one.
The next day, he was with that girl again. Talking and laughing, as if the bestest of friends. Standing on the edge of the field, arrows drawn back tight, they looked at their targets for a moment before releasing the strings, watching the arrows sink into the bullseye of the trees theyโd been aiming for. They looked at each other, smiling in pure pride and happiness, and you canโt help but falter.
Especially when you heard the whispers.
Whispers of people all around you, talking about how perfect of a couple theyโd make together. That was the first time youโd begun to feel insecure. That was the first time youโd begun to compare yourself to someone else in the village.
Sure, you were a halfling, just like Neteyam and the other children. You were born from the union of a Naโvi mother and an avatar father. Like Loโak, you had five fingers on each hand, and you had the slightest dusting of eyebrows upon your face.
You werenโt the best at archery, nor were you very good at hunting in general. Sure, youโd passed your iknimaya well enough, but you still werenโt one of the best. Instead, you preferred helping with cooking the meals for your people or crafting jewelry and clothing for your fellow people.
This girlโฆ she had more in common with Neteyam than you ever would.
Clutching the bracelet youโd made for him tight to your chest, that was the first time youโd ever fled from him.
It felt like your chest was on fire, like your heart was physically ripping in shreds. Because in that moment, you realized that the whispers were right; he deserved her. She would be perfect for him. You would have to let him go so that he could truly be happy.
When he came to find you, you were sitting in your hut, hunched over a loom, weaving a new top for your mother to wear. Heโd asked you to go flying with him, something you both enjoyed doing with each other.
Youโd kept your face down to hide the tears and the trembling of your lips as you shook your head, claiming to be busy at the time. After constant pushing for him to go and fly with his new friend, he left, but you could feel the disappointment that radiated off of him in waves. Each wave smashed against your tender heart like a hammer, cracking it more and more the longer you thought about it.
Thus began a new cycle.
You were pushing him away, trying to get him to realize that heโd found his match and she wasnโt you. Distance was what he needed. Distance and time. And then heโd see her and heโd fall in love and heโd be truly happy.
At least, thatโs what you thought.
To Neteyam, you were simply being stubborn and cold. He had no idea why you were doing this or why you were behaving the way you were. The nights of snuggling, the days of talking and just being together, they were all over.
He missed you.
A lot.
In an attempt to figure out a solution to your sudden coldness, he turned to the wiser adults. First, heโd spoken to Moโat. Then his parents. And finally, heโd sat down with your parents to find out what the root of this problem was.
No one had any idea what could possibly have caused this chaos between you and him. They were as stumped as he was.
One thing that did stick to him, though, was something his father had told him.
โNeteyam, girls are fragile, but theyโre also strong willed and smart. They trust men with their lives, until they donโt. So if youโve started doing things you know Y/n wouldnโt like, you need to figure out what it is and stop it.โ
Was he doing something wrong?
He didnโt know. If he tried to ask, youโd brush him off and walk away, acting like everything was just fine, even if it wasnโt.
So, he turned to his new friend. Sitting down under the shade of a tree, he spilled out his heart to her, confessing his love towards you, as well as his confusion over your sudden coldness. She listened patiently, nodding as if she knew exactly what was wrong.
When heโd gotten to the end of his rant, she smiled.
โWhat is it? Do you know why she is acting this way?โ heโd asked softly and she nodded again.
โI believe that she might be jealous of our friendship. Some rumors have started of late. Adults talking about how you and I would go well together. Even though we are only friends, Iโm sure she has heard them and believes them.โ
He was falling into a whole new level of confusion. It wasnโt like you to listen to gossip and rumors. Youโd always thought that sort of thing was petty and cruel. So why would you listen to it now?
That was when he decided heโd had enough of it all. No more cat and mouse games. No more playing around. He was going to get down to the bottom of this with you one way or another.
He approached you in your little crook of the world, determination making it hard for you to push him away.
โY/n, Iโm not leaving until you answer me,โ he stated, hands firmly planted on your shoulders as you stared up at him with wide eyes.
โWhy are you behaving like this? Did none of this even matter to you? Everything we have built together, all of it. Does it no longer matter to you anymore?โ
You were frozen, finally forced to face the conflict of your actions, and you didnโt know how to respond other than to break into tears in his arms.
โShe would be so much better for you,โ you sob softly as he cradled your body close to him. โShe is skinny and tall and beautiful. She is good at all the things youโre good at and she has so much in common with you. She would make you so much happier than I ever could.โ
You spill out every thought, every feeling that had been stowed away for weeks in your head.
He listened patiently, letting you ramble until you had no words left to speak.
And then, he pulled you over to your mat, pushing you flat on your back, hands planted on each side of your head.
โI love you. You make my life interesting, Y/n. No one could ever come close to replacing you. I love you and your beautiful body. Your funny jokes and your frustration. I love that cute little groan you make when you miss your target. I love helping you aim your arrows because I can feel your skin against mine and it fills me with warmth. I love cuddling with you at night and kissing every inch of your body. I love talking to you and listening to your exciting stories. Your mischievous adventures always thrill me the most. Iโd rather listen to you talking about what youโve done all day than talk to anyone else.โ
He moved down to dust his lips lightly against your own, cupping your jaw gently with his hand.
โI think itโs time to remind you of how much I love you.โ
His voice was soft, as quiet as a whisper, and it sent shivers up your spine. You were crying, but it was from relief. He wasnโt going to leave you because he lovedย you.
It was something he wasnโt going to ever give up on.
His fingers brushed down your body, light as a feather, touching every inch of your skin. And once heโd touched every part of you, he began to trail kisses down your skin, pulling your thighs up over his shoulders so that he could kiss the flesh of your legs. His teeth lightly graze the inner parts of your thighs and you just relish in his gentle kisses and light touches.
He returns his lips back to yours, drawing you into a deeper, more heated kiss. Fingers gently pull your tewng off, discarding it nearby, before he wiggled out of his own. His hands gently press against yours, fingers slotted between your own to grip your hands tightly as he rubbed his girth in between your thighs.
โI love every inch of you,โ he whispered as he parted from your kiss. โEvery inch of you belongs to me, just like every inch of me belongs to you. I will never throw you away for anyone else.โ
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Anyone still interested in the faulty star series? Found inspiration to finish it.
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Itโs me againโฆ yikes.
This is a official and ONLY psa announcement that this account is on hiatus. Not because my life is a mess, itโs actually better. More like I canโt write when thereโs a lack of peacefulness/quietness for me to just sit & think (I have family staying). With that said, I do hope people will still request for when I do come back Iโll have something to write about!
Thatโs all. Thank you for all the recent followers/likes!
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RAAAAH I LOVED THE SNIPER MASK HCS
EATING THEM
Ate it up ikkk was gonna be longer but had to relax tbhh never wouldโve dropped it if I kept going
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Reblog to give the person you reblogged this from motivation to work on their WIPs.
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โ ๐๐ฒ๐ฉ๐: ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ง
โ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 619
โ ๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฒ๐๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ (๐ง๐ฎ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ๐จ ๐๐ซ๐๐ณ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ)
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โฎ No surprise, Sniper Mask would rather combust where he stands if he ever does something so uncool in front of his darling.
โฎ That goes for if his darling ever, at any point, thinks he was uncool. His heart couldnโt take his darling thinking so lamely of him.
โฎ His darling was his before he even got the chance to introduce himself. Like the first time he saw his darling, the very first thing that went through his head was an assertion of scenes on their future together.
โฎ Like all Yanderes, Sniper Mask is protective of his darling. It doesnโt matter if theyโre a player or a masked person like him. Neither of those are good odds. Heโs stuck to their hip like glue.
โฎ Heโs a starer but his darling canโt tell from looking at him because of his mask. They could probably feel it though, but most of the time, they shake it off as the world has eyes on them.
โฎ He knows his darlingโs injured before they do; he remembers everything about their body and that new bruise wasn't there before. How they didnโt feel it, heโs not sure but heโll tend to his darlingโs needs.
โฎ He knows when his darling is hungry based on how sluggish they are. A tired and dazed darling gives him more to worry about instead of using his time to admire them.
โฎ Nothing about his darling goes unnoticed by him. Nothing. Heโs his darling's second pair of eyes. And hands if needed.
โฎ Speaking of hands, wherever he goes, he is always hand in hand with his darling. It just reassures him theyโre there and safe for now. It also helps him know if they separate.
โฎ When heโs not helping his darling in a crisis, and where the moment feels just right to pass up given their situation; heโs more talkative and soft spoken because usually itโs about what happens once his darling gets out of thereโand his darling is sweet enough to include him in their future plans. Thatโs the type shit that makes it difficult for him to not want to scope them up in his arms and kiss them breathless.
โฎ I wanna say he doesnโt get jealous, but thatโs not true. One, heโs Yandere. Jealousy is canon. Two, for someone so worried about looking cool or uncool in front of someone, that doesnโt sound like a very secure man.
โฎ Hates when another man saves his darling. Heโs grateful, really, but they're stealing his shine. Heโs his darling hero, not whoever the fuck.
โฎ And if his darling praises whoever saves them, omg, there is no reason to be so upset as he is. The silent treatment is double, and the person is on his kill listโheโll remember this to the day they actually die; whether it be collateral damage or purposely planned.
โฎ Heโs the Yandere that knows the way he thinks is unhealthy but heโs too far gone to do anything about it. Right around the same time, he starts to care less about how wrong his obsession gets because it only ever benefits his darling.
โฎ He doesnโt need to kidnap or stalk because itโs the middle of a survival game, where could he stash his darling? And why stalk his darling if he can observe them from a few feet away?
โฎ Kuon compliments donโt have the same effect on Sniper Mask as if his darling gave them.
โฎ Like heโs still semi speechless because like okay???? You're weird girl.
โฎ When his darling compliments him, heโs speechlessโ-his face is on fire under that mask & his heart is literally beating in his ears. He just knows if he opens his mouth, heโs gonna fumble and humiliate himself. Donโt stop though, he likes that!
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hi! i just joined tumblr for all the avatar content<3 can you please recommend me your favourite active avatar blogs to follow with some juicy smut (particularly jake)?!?! TYYY
Hey love, welcome to the land of the hoes, home of the sluts!! Yes Sarah, I'm quoting you! ๐คญ I also write for Jake so feel free to stick around, I have two already out and one is actually dropping later on!!
These are all wonderful avatar writers, you will love their content. Some are new and just starting out, go give them a follow and support. Ones in bold writes for Jake | If you do write for Jake and not bolded, lmk srry I made sure to check before posting this and only a small few, I wasn't sure if they write for him. | If I forgot to tag you, I'm sorry I'm thinking off of the top of my head. | Also stay tuned, I might reblog cause I know I always forget someone and will add them!!
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AftercareโWhat does he do?
Something he has gotten better about.
Once he learns about his partner enough, heโll know how far he needs to go.
Heโs not very big on aftercare in general, though.
He really wonโt say much after either so not much pillow talk other than the fact that you might now be having his kids.
He teases a little bit, but heโs really just ready to do some other activity like gardening since heโs sure youโll just fall asleep.
He has so much energy.
โGuess I wore you out huh?โ Heโd smirk, causing you to look away and not give an answer as you laid down on the bed, he hovered over.
โWhatโs the matter, cat caught your tongue?โ
โS-shut up. Ahh!โ Youโd scream due to his hand yanking you by the ankle towards him.
Or even convos like:
โHey, Lil Pig.โ Heโd say, laying beside you in the bed.
โYeah?โ
โSo how many little pigs do you think that makes?โ Heโd smirk causing you to turn red.
โYuma!โ Youโd scold, throwing a pillow at him.
Mostly heโs lying down beside you for a little and then decides to shower with you.ย
Although if you canโt walk or prefer a bath heโll get one going, but heโs going to join.
Heโll help wash your hair though and heโs really good at soothing your scalp.
And he usually helps you wash, but heโs rather rough. And with Yuma, you can best bet it gets sexual.
Possibly gets to another round.
โI could go for another.โ Heโd smirk, nibbling your ear while gripping your hips.
AnalโIs he into it?
Yes. But he would only carry this out if his partner consented and if everything went exactly as he thought.
Also since this isnโt carried out as much as it is fantasized he probably wonโt do it.
But the thinks about it.
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Boobs or ButtโWhat does he prefer?
Ass, all the way.
Like boobs could be there heโll take โem but itโs the butt that matters.
Bc he wants something he can grab.
Like all it takes is for you to bend down and heโs already getting horny af.
No, honestly, you donโt need to bend down just walk by him.
He tries not to think about it, but not even two seconds later heโs hovering over you.
He clutches your ass often and slaps it a lot.
I mean, you have butt bruises if not his own handprint on your ass.
Though when he gives your ass a firm and tight squeeze, it means heโs really in the mood.
Something he loves to see is seeing different underwear on your butt too.
He likes the ones with all the straps.
Like, as long as itโs sexy heโs all for it.
He will make an excuse just to clutch your ass.
He loves any form-fitting clothes too so he can see and admire those curves you got.
You can expect that when you sleep beside him his hand will be on your ass.
Even if youโre just in the kitchen his way of greeting is grabbing your ass with his hands.
His hands are really big, so he grabs your ass without a problem.
If you are insecure or think youโre butt is big, heโll tell you it's not even that big.
Heโll tell you he wants it bigger.
โWhat you got here ainโt enough.โ
Body partโFavorite body part?
If itโs not your ass, then thighs bc they go hand in hand, but really itโs your ass.
He loves grabbing it and never gets enough.
It always gets him.
He loves your thighs too bc he can grab them.
Oh yes, he would bite your hips too.
BonerโWhat got him to this?
Your butt, just by it being perky in pants or highlighted in an outfit.
Or by bending down or having it near him in some way.
Especially if it touches him, like if you rub against him he gets really turned on.
You getting angry works for some reason. Like a lot.
Oh, if you sit in his lap and move a lot he is going to get hard.
If you donโt want him to rail you itโs best to not be around him lol.
Even by just you being around him he can get horny.
Sometiems heโs literally ripped your clothes off because he wants to fuck and because of that he gets turned on especially when you try to cover yourself.
If you whimper, oh god he is really fucking horny and literally will throw you all around the room.
Like a simple whine or complain from you is enough to get him hard.
Especially if he is trying to give you a back massage and you start to moan accidentally and tense up.
Heโll find it very suggestive, โthereโs another way to massage your whole body, babe.โ
if you just back hug him, that can get him hard, especially if your chest presses into his back since he can feel it.
And I think if youโre just shy or embarrassed about something heโll find it hella amusing which leads him to get aroused.
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CumโThings relating cum
He has a lot to offer and more than enough to give you babies.
He tries to get you to come first but even if he cums first doesnโt mean he will stop.
He wonโt stop until you want to stop.
Yuma makes sure he really gets his time out of this.ย
He does appreciate it if you cum a lot during sex with him.ย
Preferably at least 3 times.
If you do like 5 or more he really likes that. He feels like heโs done his job or something.
Plus he loves to tease you about it.
โYou worn out, Lil Pig?โ Heโd chuckled, seeing you catch your breath.
ContraceptivesโAny protection?โ
It's mainly up to you.
He would most likely just use a condom but is okay with you using the pill as well if you want.
To have sex with you, heโs really into you, so I think he wouldnโt mind a baby since he also has a breeding kink anyway (even though that kink doesnโt necessarily mean that).
โIโm always ready to make mini pigs with my lil pig.โ Heโd smirk, causing you to hit his arm playfully in response to his teasing.
โYuma.โ Youโd whine, wanting him to stop.
โWhat? You donโt want my seed to make little pumpkins?โ Heโd tease.
โStop saying it like that!โ Youโd laugh and hit his arm playfully.
โWhatโs wrong with it?โ
โItโs gross!โ
โNo, it ainโt, itโs the truth.โ
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DurationโHow long is one session itself? Are there rounds?
Long, like 9 or 13 minutes. And yes, there are rounds, he has too much energy.
It just wears you out.
He has like four rounds at least, if they last longer, he has fewer rounds if they are shorter, he will have more rounds.
Although sometimes he just goes many rounds and each for a long time so you spend maybe over 30 mins in the bedroom with him.
Especially if you two are looking to have kids.
He will just continue to bug you.
Probably like, even a couple times out of the day.
Denial/dirty secretโSomething they wonโt admit or a sexual fantasy they wonโt share?
It might be the anal idea I mentioned it sorta depends on what his girl is like.
If she is more shy in nature, he may not mention it to her, so that way she wonโt shy away.
If she is shy and maybe submissive, he doesnโt like to admit that he actually finds it cute and isnโt annoyed by it.
He usually will just smirk because it turns him on to be in charge.
Another secret: If you say youโre done/tired, he respects it and wonโt bother her for another round even though heโs still pretty horny, he just wouldn't tell her because he knows she has like no energy left. This is in the beginning but the more heโs with you, he realizes he can voice his thoughts and that youโll listen.
Yuma doesnโt normally keep secrets in the bedroom at all; he is quite open even if you're not.
Heโs so open you tell him TMI sometimes, mainly because he can get graphic and embarrass you.
โBut babe, I want you to know everything.โ
โYeah, but itโs embarrassing.โ Youโd say, averting your eyes.
โIt ainโt embarrassing. You look good as hell naked, and I happen to know what you look like really well.โ
โYeah, but you donโt need to describe what it looks like!โ
โI thought you like all them poets. Iโm just looking at art.โ Heโd smirk, spreading your legs apart further.
โYuma, please, itโs embarrassing.โ Youโd complain, covering your blushing face with your hands as you tried to close your legs together as well.
He probably has thought about role play but wouldnโt pursue but does think about it.
He has no shame tbh so not really any secrets.
Degradation/Dirty talkโInto either one or both? How is this done?
Maybe I feel like he doesnโt understand it that much.
Like he knows what it is but I donโt think he would degrade a woman he loves.
However, if he doesn't consider her anything, then he may use it.
Dirty talk, yes, but to some degree. I donโt think it would be cringing. Heโs kinda creative about it.
Like itโs not the basic โyou like that?โ
Itโs more like heโs teasing you about something. It always makes you blush or have your eyes go wide, which he loves.
โYou look nice on me.โ
Or โYou fit perfectly.โ
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ExperienceโHave they done it before?
No, he hasn't canonically, which makes no sense to me.ย
Rejet is lying to us.
But honestly, he doesn't mind that he is, and heโd tell you about it without feeling weird.
You'd probably be way too shocked to hear this because he doesn't come off as a virgin to you.
"Well, babe, I'm virgin.โ Heโd grin looking at you which caused you to smile and shake your head.
You'd laugh, thinking he was joking, "Stop lying."
โBabe, I'm serious.โ
"Yuma, you can't be a virgin. It doesn't make sense."
Although after a thorough explanation, it turns out he wasn't joking. You were shocked since he didnโt seem to act like it at all.
โIโve been saving it for a while now, but now I won't be.โ He smirked, causing you to blush.
โYuma!โ
Heโd also want you to know what your first was like if youโve done it too.
โIโm not sharing who I had my first time with thatโs embarrassing!โ Youโd argue, looking at Yuma as you werenโt on agreement with this conversation.
โBut babe, it donโt matter. I wonโt judge.โ
โIt was with one of my exโs.โ Youโd say ignoring the subject.
โDamn, girl you donโt want to give no details. Alright, thatโs fine. My performance will be better, though.โ Heโd smirk, giving you a wink as he pulled you in.
โStop!!โ Youโd complain but with a smile as you couldnโt put up with his jokes.
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FingeringโWill they do it? How often? How many fingers?
Oh yes, heโs all for it.
It's very often if not all the time.
Sometimes he just likes to finger if he canโt do everything at that given moment since you two are in a time crunch.
His hands are really large, so it would not surprise me if you thought he stuck in two fingers instead of one.
Yuma will probably only use two fingers when he feels like testing you but normally it's one since it's usually what you can put up with.
He has tried to do three but you always push his hand away to stop him. He does it mainly to see your reflexes kick in.
โDon't even think about it, Yuma. We've been over this."
Apart from this he loves surprising you with this and always gets a reaction out of you.
Mostly cause he never tells you anything, he just slips his finger in without a thought.
So he's able to hear you gasp which really gets him going.
Plus the view of your body as well as your facial expressions really get him.
โYou squirming so much, hold still!โ
โI canโt!โ Youโd exclaim.
After seeing that you move a lot, he holds you in place. Obviously it canโt be hard for him to do. And then ever since then there usually isnโt a problem. Except for when you canโt take much more of it.
FangsโDoes he bite you? How often does he use it? Where else does he use his teeth?
Yes, he will bite you for sure during any session. And I do not mean the playful bite.
Sure, he definitely adds that in as he likes to playfully bite your ear and stuff.
But he also bites you for blood because he wants more energy.
โYuma, you just had some.โ Youโd complain.
โIt ainโt enough. Besides, I need the energy if we gonna make lil ones.โ Heโd smirk, biting into your neck without thought.
He bites you a lot for energy but to be playful he loves biting your ear, neck, lip, hips, and thighs.
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GenerosityโAre they a giver or a receiver? Or both? Why?
Heโs a big-time giver and does not enjoy receiving as he does with giving.
Yuma once told you he likes giving because he feels heโs receiving by tasting you.
To which your face grew hot as you pushed his face away with your hand, โShut up!โ
He is the one in charge, and heโs all over it, so heโs a big giver.
โIโm generous to my girl.โ Heโd smirk, making you laugh.
โDonโt say that!โ
Of course, he never listens and only continues to embarrass you to the core. "Iโm so generous, I spoil you.โ
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HairโHow well groomed? Is he okay with body hair?
He probably is decent but probably not much maintenance but itโs also because he doesnโt mind it if you don't shave either.
Even leg hair, heโs fine with it.
โI like my women natural.โ
So yes, heโd fuck you with your leg hair. He doesnโt give a damn.
HickiesโWhere does he leave marks? Is he okay with being marked?
Neck, back, stomach, HIPS, thighs.
He loves putting them all over
And his hickeys are pretty good-size
He doesnโt mind having them either, mostly because he can tease you about it.
โMan, you just couldnโt help yourself, but thatโs alright.โ
โYuma!โ
"What? This shows you into me. And thatโs good; it means Iโm doing my job right.โ
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IntimateโIs it rough, dirty or sweet?
Rough and dirty.
Do you know how messy the sheets get?
He just doesn't care, and the whole room is a mess; your clothes are all over the room, and so are his.
And the bed sheets are coming off.
The headboard has nail imprints and scratches.
And the bed has really been broken into.
The bed frame has been repaired too sometimes, and Yuma fixes it in the garage. So Ruki has seen him fix it countless times, he doesnโt ask because he already knows what's going on.
It gets so rough youโve even fallen off the bed.
By now Yuma catches you before that happens.
But donโt think he wonโt laugh if you fall off and get hurt.
He did the first time and couldn't help but tease you.
โWhat happened? Canโt keep up, lil pig?โ
IgnorantโAre they able to tell if their partner is giving signals?
Yes, all the time.
In fact, he does more than what you hoped/asked for.
He also will misread and think you're in the mood.
"Oh, I see how it is, you've been waiting for me.โ He'd smirk, pulling you in by your waist.
"No, thatโs not what Iโm asking" You'd sigh.
"There ain't no need to be shy, girl. Iโm all for it.โ He'd chuckle picking you up and throwing you onto the bed playfully.
"Ah-Yuma!" You'd yelp as you didn't expect it.
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Jerk offโAre they the type?
No, he tells you you're the key.
Doesnโt really enjoy nor find much use to it.
โI donโt enjoy it like I enjoy you, babe.โ
He may try it if he's desperate but even then, heโll just wait.
He has done it, but he stops halfway through because it's just boring to him.
When this happens, he will bug you to have sex with him.
"Yuma, I'm a little busy."
โFive minutes, little pig."
โYou never take five minutes.โ Youโd say with your arms crossed.
โAlright, Iโll be honest, I at least need ten.โ Heโd admit with a grin making you roll your eyes at him.
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KinksโWhat are some main kinks they have?
No warning--Pushing himself in without a second thought. (Of course, he has your consent, but he does catch you off guard because he doesnโt ease his way in after doing this so many times with you.)
Size kink--This is a big one. He loves it so much that you are shorter and just smaller than him.
Even though he doesnโt talk about it much, he really likes it.
But he does get off to you being tiny compared to him, and he is just manhandling you.
Hair pulling -- When you do it to him and vice versa.
Spanking -- He just likes to leave a mark but its not excessive.
Biting -- Bite his lip that will keep him.
And he will literally embarrass you about it afterward because he loves it that much.
Dominating him/riding him -- He also really likes it when you push him down if you top him. Seeing his girl in charge turns him on.
Mysterious -- He's also into the fact if you try to hide your emotions a bit and keep things a mystery with him.
Ropes & Bondage -- You are tied up, not him. Probably just your wrists with some rope, and if you are croquette girly heโd even use some of the ribbons you have.ย
Blood Play -- Actually likes getting a drink from his partner because he says it gives him energy. So you might feel his fangs a couple of times.
Vocal โ especially loves it when you whine and how you moan or gasp at something unexpected.
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LightingโLights or no lights?
Whatever you want.
But maybe none because he likes to find you in the dark.
Sometimes he wants to see you completely so the lights are on.
Cause I mean, he does have sex during the day with you because with Yuma, there is no time.
He'll especially want to try it during sunrise or sunset.
LocationโHave a post right here
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MotivationโTurn-ons
Form-fitting clothes. If your ass is in a tight skirt, he is instantly turned on.
If you say something that could be mistaken for something that's dirty then he'll immediately tease you for it and get horny about it.
You being mad at him gets him turned on.
Sitting on his lap, especially if you shift on him a lot.
You bend down in front of him.
If your bodies are really close together that gets him.
If you bite his lip, no joking, you have invited this man to have sex with you. Donโt do this unless you mean it!
Facial expressions, if he does something to you and you give a reaction he is going to get worked up.
If you are prone to tripping and accidentally touch him, he really loves that.
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NudesโAre they the type to send them/ask for them?
No. Doesnโt send them.
Wouldn't really ask for them; he only teases about it.
โHey girl, you gotta keep me posted.โ
But heโd love them as a gift or something.
Heโd definitely be horny by it.
So as soon as you're home, you better realize what youโre in for.
NoโTurn offs
Choking or hitting you.
The only thing he has ever slapped is your ass but nothing else.
Heโs not into toys. May accept a vibrator for you from time to time.
Soft stuff that's just like super vanilla; it just bores him.
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OrgasmsโHow often do they do it? Is it before or after their partner?
It's often and tends to be after you, given he's a vampire, but in general, he has a lot of stamina and strength.
Sometimes it's at the same time.
"Huh, guess we're in sync."
You do this more than he does, it's mostly cause he doesn't stop stimulating you.
He says his goal is to get you to do it 9 times in the same night.
Orgasm Denial/OverstimulationโInto it? If so, how often? Is it done to them or done to their s/o?
Yeah, he likes it but doesn't use it all the time. He uses it spontaneously, so you don't know when he'll use it because he doesn't have a pattern for sex. Something is always different.ย
It's often, but not too often.
And it's done to you, of course, that's where he finds the joy.
Doesn't like being edged because he says you deprive him enough by not having sex with him all the time.
Plus, he enjoys toying with you the most.
OralโGiving or Receiving? How often?
He gives a lot, and he loves giving.
Doesn't mind the receiving, but he doesnโt get the same joy he does when he's eating you out, so he probably doesn't do it.
Eating you out was something he added later into the mix.
Ever since he tried it, he couldn't stop.
It was something so random that he thought of doing. It started with fingering you unexpectedly and went further.
You didnโt think itโd ever go to that but it did, he just gave you a look before going under your skirt. So you couldโve stopped if you didnโt like it.
He grips your thighs tightly cause he doesnโt want you giving out on him so soon.
At first he pushed apart your knees but
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PaceโAre they fast and rough or slow and sensual?
Heโs fast and rough
And he will never change
This is what he wants and thatโs it
If you are riding him he will tease you about being slow, but heโs kidding of course.
PositionโWhatโs their favorite and most used?
Used missionary like most for its effectiveness.
But Yuma does enjoy his girl having a good time by riding him.
โYou look nice on me.โ
He loves having you top even if heโs dominant.
In fact heโs still dominant when you ride because he guides you to help out, especially if your tired or if heโs found a specific spot and knows how he can hit it, then heโs controlling it.
And even when heโs not guiding you he sets the pace so heโs in charge.
He mostly a location guy. He is not against doing it standing up heโs totally ok with it.
PolygamyโWould they have threesome+?
No
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QuirksโSomething they do that you have to deal with?
Has a habit of putting himself in without giving you a heads up.
Stopping during fingering if you close your eyes.
He talks dirty to you very openly and without shame.
Putting your legs over his shoulders which can be painful or just in general when spreads your legs apart, he puts them really far apart.
He will randomly bite you as well which he loves to do because he will hear you gasp
QuickieโAre they okay with them, or do they only want a full session?
Wants the full thing, but if it's all he can get, sure.
He has these from time to time and is not good at hiding it.
They start to become more often the more he does it because Yuma is mostly focused on โreleaseโ more than just pleasure.
So this means you screw with your clothes on or half on a handful of time.
But if he has the choice and time he likes that you are fully naked with him.
If itโs a quickie that means he won't have time to do that.
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RiskโWilling to try something new or open to getting caught?
He doesnโt mind, but if it's on your mind, you have to ask him.
If you don't tell him he's not gonna be able to tell.
Usually, he brings something new.
And doesn't care if he's caught very much.
Unless Kou walks in, then heโs annoyed.
Heโs fine if someone sees him, but he just doesnโt want people to see your body.
Thatโs why he's usually on top and keeps your body pressed to his and heโs basically hiding you with his much bigger build.
Itโs not on purpose. Itโs just size difference.
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S/DโSub or dom?
Dom all the way
Nothing about him is sub, even if youโre on top.
You are the sub, no matter what.
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TalkativeโDo they talk or have casual conversations with you?
No, heโs pretty quiet. He doesnโt say much unless he really has to tell you something.
Like he might say your name.
And very rarely, he will tell you that itโs good by saying โdamn.โ
ToysโDo they like/use them? On you or on themselves?
Nope, not his thing.
At the most, heโd use a vibrator on you but this would be extremely rare.
He finds that his fingers do a better job than the vibrator.
So he doesnโt find much use in it.
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UnfairโHow do they tease? How often is it?
He teases all the time and its honestly about anything.
Sometimes heโll say something either times its physical.
Physically speaking he slows down, especially during fingering because he knows how vulnerable you are.
If you got the hiccups heโd be such an asshole to you about it and tell you that heโll stop because of it.
He doesnโt like it if youโre trying to be quiet. So he will go harder and move your hand away from your mouth.
Sometimes he will make it seem like heโs going to have sex and then heโll just stop to get a reaction out of you.
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Vocal/volumeโHow loud? Moans, groans, or whimpers?ย
He is so loud, like even if you are loud, he is REALLY loud.
Like you have had to cover his mouth, well tried to.
Hell, youโve even nudged him during sex to be quieter because his brothers can hear him very clearly.
But heโll just ignore you and move your hand away.
If you try to cover your mouth so your not very loud he only tries to make you scream more.
โThereโs no point in covering your mouth, lil pig. Youโre going to scream anyways.โ
Sometimes heโll tease you thinking its a game, โOh I get it, youโre challenging me.โ Heโd chuckle.
He only groans, hardly ever moans.
You may be the sheer contrast by being all soft whimpers and moans. Which heโd be all for it.
His partner is fairly quiet compared to him. Like he is loud in general forget when heโs having sex.
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WildcardโSome special things they do specifically?
Gives oral underwater, I have headcanoned this with @mikalara-dracula
Rips clothes off, not a good thing but something he does specifically
Is really nice to you afterwards and would do anything for you. So like you are allowed to wear his clothes
Although it will look like a dress on you.
Licks you--this is rare, like very rare if his biting gets pretty serious or if hes really in the mood.
He picks you up a lot and throws you onto the bed.
This is also rare sometimes he puts a hand over your eyes to surprise you.
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X-rayโHow big are they?
Uhhhhh, do I really have to explain myself for my thinking here.
Most definitely bigger than average given his height and build.
7 inches
6.8 inches????? Or 6.9 which can estimate to 7
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YearningโSex drive level
So damn high ๐
He wants to do it like all the time.
And even if heโs not thinking about it if you suggest it heโs in the mood for it.
He does not want to wait too long for it.
Will tell you if he feels like you're depriving him.
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Zzz โDo they sleep after? What do they do?
No heโs up and probably might garden afterwards.
Especially if you fall asleep because you need the rest he leaves you to relax and keeps himself busy with the garden.
He may not seem nice but heโs nice enough to put a blanket over you if youโre sleeping.
And leave a kiss on your forehead before he goes outside to focus on the plants.
If you are a awake he asks you what you want to do.
Would braid your hair and is actually good at it.ย
Probably pigtails.
Heโd even put a ribbon in it.
โItโs pretty.โ Youโd smile.
โYeah, yeah, now donโt think Iโm doing this all the time.โ Heโd say, his hands leaving your hair.
He may ask if you want to eat to which kinda ruins the mood.
โYuma, youโre killing the mood!โ
โWhat! I gotta make sure my little pig is eating.โ
โYeah but not now!โ Youโd laugh, shaking your head at his response.
Sometimes he will be quiet when heโs with you until he gets your attention and youโre looking at him.
โAnother round?โ
Youโd look down about to laugh and cover your mouth, โIโm tired, but maybe later.โย
Heโd smirk, seeing you didnโt refuse. โHmm, okay.โ
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Wrongful Imprisonment
Male Alpha Yandere Prisoner x Omega Male Reader
CW: Noncon, imprisonment, prison setting, knotting, mating cycles, a/b/o, rut/heat, knotting, size difference, ass eaten like it's groceries, general yandere behavior
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(Sorry this took so long.)
You never thought you would find yourself in prison. But there you were. Locked away in a minimum security facility.
You were innocent. When your home was raided you had no idea there were drugs there. Your boyfriend at the time had put all the blame on you to escape punishment.
What's worse was that you were an omega sentenced to a mixed facility full of alphas. Since male omegas were so rare no one bothered to make separate facilities for them.
They forcefully drugged away your heats to the best of their ability but the meds had side effects on your mood and gave you dizzy spells. And they weren't perfect. Even without a heat a faint scent of omega peaked through. During heats it was a bit more pronounced.
To some of the alphas who had been there for years it was enough to get their interest. And they were not men whose interest you wanted.
It was terrifying. The cells had no doors so you were in constant fear that you'd wake up with a rapist over you.
The guards were no help. You did your best to avoid all of the alphas of ill intent for as long as you could manage it, but one time you were cornered.
They had followed you in from the yard and crept up behind you. You flailed, scratched, and bit but they didn't take your struggles well and beat you until you stopped fighting.
You could hear them snickering as one slammed his knee into your gut before giving you two brutal punches to the face. You doubled over in pain, your nose bloody and tears cascading down your swollen face.
"Just be a good cock sleeve and stay still"
You felt your pants being yanked down to your knees.
"Look at how tight it's pussy is!"
You prepared for the worst, unable to eek out any pleas over your ragged sobs of hurt and fear.
But the worst never happened. Instead you heard growling followed by hisses and cries of pain.
Your pants were pulled up and you were helped onto your shaky feet.
In front of you stood a sweaty mountain of a man. He was about your age. Tan skin and red hair. All muscle. Probably spent every free moment lifting weights.
Which wasn't really true. Lately he also spent a lot of time watching you from a distance. Trying to get to know the one who's scent called to him so strongly despite the suppressants.
"Th-tha-th-" You tried to mutter a thanks, but your assault and near rate had sent you into a full panic attack.
"Shhh, don't try to talk. It's okay."
His green eyes stared into yours as he inspected your facial injuries. Nothing was broken.
He gently led you back to his doorless cell. The cells had a lot of traffic. You were a bit nervous but you were more scared to be alone and if he had wanted to hurt you he could have.
At least, that's what you had thought. Though you were completely unaware of how badly he wanted to bend you over and fill your body full of his seed. Unlike the brutes from before though he at least wanted you to moan and cling to him while he did it.
He introduced himself and you managed to return the courtesy once your sobs had lessened.
His name was Lance.
And over the months you spent in prison the two of you had become very close.
He kept you within his sight at all times and made sure you were safe. The two of you even managed to have it arranged where you could share the same cell so he could protect you at night and prevent you from getting a bad roommate.
Lance also rubbed all your clothes every morning on him so they had his scent to keep you safe.
The alpha even had the idea to give you a claiming bite just to make sure no one would try anything.
You allowed him to do so, you didn't think it meant anything. In fact, he had reassured you that it hadn't. It was just another measure to protect you.
Of course that wasn't how the alpha saw it at all. Even though he hadn't bed you he considered you his mate. And really, if anything, the fact you were so naรฏve about it only proved that he was taking the correct course of action.
You were too trusting and soft. That's how you had ended up there in the first place. That's why those vermin tried to get their unworthy hands on you.
You were his mate. Even if you didn't know it yet. You needed him.
And he needed you too. Your scent and personality drove him to keep you safe. So kind. A perfect mate for him. You were the only light in his otherwise miserable existence. To say that you were as essential as oxygen to him would be an understatement.
And after he saved you from those lesser alphas his instincts screamed that he owned you. He had won you in a physical contest.
The alpha just had to calm himself down and be patient. He would get you gradually. He was confident he was almost there.
Until you got the news that you were being released early because new evidence had come to light.
Lance feigned joy at the news.
"I am glad... a place like this really isn't for a person like you..."
"Yeah! And now I won't have to be such a burden to you anymore either! Thanks for helping me so much Lance, you're a great friend. I'll miss you."
Inwardly Lance wanted to go on a rampage. His mate was being taken away from him! He wouldn't be able to protect you. Someone might try to hurt you and touch you with hands unworthy of your skin.
The mere thought filled him with unbridled anger.
Lance knew what he had to do.
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It had been just a couple months since your release and you were adjusting about as well as could be expected for someone in your situation.
You had been money from a settlement for being falsely imprisoned so finances weren't an issue. But you had no friends on the outside anymore. You had nothing to do.
And the ptsd from over a year of living like an animal was immense.
The hardest thing to adjust to, at least physically, was no longer being on industrial strength suppressants. And the very strong heats that accompanied that change.
It was during one such extreme heat that Lance broke out of prison and was making his way up the hill right towards your secluded home. He could smell you from far off.
He was in rut. He had not seen his omega in months. And he could smell your heat.
The alpha was coming for you... and very soon... he would be cumming in you.
When he came upon your home he noticed the window was open. You were so careless! Just letting your damn heat scent drift out and attract any piece of shit alpha right to your open window!! You were really fucking lucky you had such a dedicated mate like him though. So loyal that he broke through prison to take care of you.
He watched you for a minute through your open window. Poor little omega. Writhing in your empty nest. No alpha scent to soothe you. Your nude form hot and sweaty, jerking your cock and bucking your hips fervently, a puddle of slick staining your blankets. And the smell was insane, practically screaming for someone to slide in you.
But fate had provided you with a strong lover that was going to fuck all your frustrations right away.
As he stepped through your window your eyes snapped to him immediately, his musky smell grabbing your attention.
โL-lance? B-butโฆโ
โI got out for you. Now I can help you and we can be together.โ His voice was low and raspy. Almost animalistic.
You recoiled in fear of him and fell out of your bed.
Lance was hurt that his precious lover was scared of him, but he understood. Past lovrs had hurt you and other alphas had tried to rape you very violently. But thatโs not what he would do. He was going to keep you safe. Take care of your needs.
โYou n-need to leave Lance.โ
It was so hard to think clearly. Your body was on fire and his smell was so comforting even though you didnโt want his knot in you. He was still an attractive alpha who you had been close to and your body wanted to be closer. And he could smell it.
โNo. I need to breed my husband.โ
โLance, y-youโre not my-โ
He stood over you and picked you up easily, putting you back into your nest. He knelt beside it so that his head was right by your ass that was hanging off. He positioned your legs on his shoulders and inhaled deeply.
The scent you were giving off was too captivating, especially there, he could no longer even process your words. He tenderly nuzzled his nose beneath your balls, drinking in the scent and kissing each of your nuts gently before focusing his attention on your needy, slick-leaking hole.
He stared at it in awe for a moment, like a dragon appraising his most precious treasure.
Lance slid his tongue right in and began wriggling it to get at every inch he could reach, reveling in the needy sounds you made between your flustered protests. He kissed it and removed his lips, a small string of drool and slick briefly connecting your hole with his lips.
The alpha then flipped you on to your belly and climbed into the nest with you after discarding his pants and underwear, he took off his sweaty shirt and laid it under your head so you could enjoy his scent while he bred you. He put your head down and kept your ass up. You would have protested, but you couldnโt stay in your right mind any longer.
Not after the tongue fucking he had given you, not with his scent so concentrated with your face pressed into it.
You gripped his shirt and pressed it closer to you, trying to inhale the musk as much as you possibly could. His heart leapt at the sight of it all. His little omega was presenting so nicely for him all while drowning so willingly in his smell.
He gripped your hips firmly, but still careful not to hurt you as he sank his cock into you deeply.
Lance gasped as the wet heat engulfed his entire length. You fit over him so well. There was not a fraction of a doubt in his mind, you were made just for him.
You moaned and drooled into the shirt your loving mate had provided as his flesh smacked against yours. Faster and faster he slammed into you with your slutty noises driving him on until his knot swelled and his cum was pumped into you.
The alpha renewed that claiming bite he had given you as the two of you became tied together and while licking your fresh wound he lightly humped into you until you came hard as well. He caged your body with his and held you tightly to him as you both panted and waited for the knot to go down.
As your mind temporarily cleared you were aware that this was not something you wanted.
But it wasnโt something that you could fight either.
After everything you had been through you were still just a prisoner.
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Hii may i request a sp michael x fem reader hcs? where the reader is a coquette girl if thats ok!
๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐
๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ญ๐๐๐ ๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฌ๐งโ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐โ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐
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โ ๐๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐: ๐๐๐ฌ/๐๐จ
โ ๐๐ฒ๐ฉ๐: ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ
โ ๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฏ, ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ค (๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐๐ซ๐), ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ญ๐, ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ง๐๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ญ/๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ
โ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ซ: ๐โ๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ญ๐จ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ
โ โ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐
๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ค๐๐๐ฉ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐: ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐+
How does he manage to be so stunningly beautiful even in this moment? While youโre lying there, probably appearing a bit disheveled, he looks absolutely divine, his hair cascades around his face like elegant drapes.
If ever compared, he could rival an angel, especially with the shimmering light from the fireplace casting an illusion of a halo slightly askew above his head.
Or perhaps itโs the struggle to keep your eyes open, only managing to squint and steal glimpses of him that you hallucinate. The dizzying urge to roll your eyes to the back of your head arises as he handles you with an extraordinary delicacy, treating you like a rare creature heโs encountered.
He drags his hips lazily, only purpose was to feels every pulse and twitch of your walls around his cock. It hits all the spots in you so easily that you canโt be frustrated by the pace. You can only lie there and take it; no matter how torturous it may be.
His hands roam your body, pausing where he holds a firm grip, like your hips or breasts, before eventually settling on grasping a handful of your soft inner thighs, gently urging them to open a bit wider, allowing him to delve a bit deeper.
The change in angle takes your breath away, each occasional movement of his hips causing his tip to gently brush against your cervix. While not a new experience, the knowledge that he could reach such depth was heightening your arousalโyour bodyโs response was immediate: a slow arch of your back off the bed, a quicker rise and fall of your chest, and your toes curling involuntarily. The tension building in your lower stomach becomes more pronounced.
Moistening your lips, you briefly close your eyes and tilt your head back, embracing the pleasure. Each connection of his hips with yours grazes against your puffy clit, sending waves of delight through your body, causing you to instinctively clench your pussy down on him.
You notice his reactionโan almost imperceptible hiss and a firmer grip on your thighsโthough his pace remains unchanged.
โI love you,โ you say, breathless, your jaw slightly slack, enough for you to tell him the only thought in your head right now. Your chest and stomach tighten uncomfortably as you continue, โYouโre so damn beautiful, I love you.โ
If your eyes were open, you might notice the way his already fair face grew warmer, his eyes widening briefly with a mix of surprise, desire, and adoration before he buried his face into the crook of your neck.
He adjusts the position slightly, pushing your body further beyond its limits. With his face still against your neck, he braces himself by placing his forearms on either side of your head. He leans forward briefly before pulling back and setting a quick pace.
You let out a yelp as the pace sudden change. The force of his thrusts makes your breasts bounce, even under his weight. "Nnhgโ ahh, Adrianโ f-fuck," you moan, wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders for leverage.
He moves urgently, not out of impatience, but driven by the pursuit of his own release. Your words trigger something within him. He leans in, supporting his weight on one forearm while he fucks you gradually harder each plunge into you. His other hand skillfully rubs your clit in circular motions.
The pressure on your clit constricts your breath, yet you resist pulling away, enduring the slight discomfort of overstimulation. Instead, you meet his thrusts with equal fervor, yearning to reach your climax. If you'd known his response to your words in bed would be this intense, you would've spoken them earlier.
โJust like thatโhahhโIโm so close, donโt stop, please,โ you plead as the tension simmers, on the edge but not quite snapping. Alucard groans, leaning his weight onto you, resuming his exploration of your body, peppering your neck with open-mouthed kisses and gentle sucking.
You observe the muscles flexing on his back as best you can through fluttering eyes, sliding your hand up the back of his neck to entangle in his hair and gently scratch his scalp when he gives a sudden hard thrust.
He repeats the action multiple times, causing your legs to quiver. The intensity of his rutting feels overwhelming, as he vigorously enters you, hitting your G-spot with each motion, an almost relentless sensation.
โYes-yes-yes, I love you. Right there!โ
Again, he pace quickens, the shallow thrusts now accompanied by the telltale twitch of his cock. He's nearing the edge, his breath hitching in your ear as he keeps you tightly pressed against his body.
Suffocating. Thatโs how youโve felt. Likely, it mirrored how he felt when your soaked pussy clenched around him for the final time, messily creaming on his cock.
He continues to thrust erratically through your orgasm before finally, he buries himself deep inside you, releasing with a grunt and a twitching of his body as he cums.
He slumps against you, applying all his weight, his hair falling into your face before feeling a smile against your shoulder, โYou both embarrass and flatter me, darling. Thank you.โ
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๐ข ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ง ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ซ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐๐ญ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ซ๐ง ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐
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