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Oh, look, another poll. What activity should I take with me to treatment?

#mars speaks #tumblr polls

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Reblogging this for the last stretch of it :)

Okay, gang. I’m starting to slowly pack for eating disorder treatment as I’m likely going sometime next week (yay and also yikes) but I’m trying to decide which two books to take to read so pls help me pick!!!!!

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i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand

#don’t have a technical nightstand but one of those tv trays or whatever anyways #a water bottle my tv remote my earbuds whatever book I’m reading and my meds

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Okay, gang. I’m starting to slowly pack for eating disorder treatment as I’m likely going sometime next week (yay and also yikes) but I’m trying to decide which two books to take to read so pls help me pick!!!!!

#mars speaks #tumblr polls #books and reading

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ghoul reflections round 3 for the mountain lovers

cirrus | rain

cr: Mike Savoia

#mountain ghoul my beloved ❤️❤️❤️ #nameless ghouls #ghost band #ghost bc #the band ghost #mountain ghoul #mountain ghost

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Some papa IV doodles + baseball papa

#papa emeritus iv #papa emeritus fanart #copia #ghost

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c: @izrawwwl

#mountain ghoul my beloved ❤️❤️❤️ #the band ghost #ghost band #tw flashing #mountain ghoul

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Gonna be in that theater acting UNWISE I swear I haven’t been normal since. If a like 30 second trailer has me acting like this then WHAT THE FUCK IS THE ACTUAL GHOVIE GONNA DO TO ME?!

Apologizing in advance for the person I’ll become once the ghovie comes out. I will *not* be normal at all.

#can’t decide if I wanna dress as a sister of sin or as Cardinal copia #it’s gonna be my treat to myself after eating disorder treatment #gonna have to be restrained when I see cumulus ghoulette on the big screen I love her sm

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Pulling up to the ghovie wearing this to see Copia’s ass on the big screen

#I’m so sorry to my regular followers for this #but I am going NUTS right now #the band ghost #ghost bc

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Apologizing in advance for the person I’ll become once the ghovie comes out. I will *not* be normal at all.

#the band ghost

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Are you readyyyyy!!! 🗣️🗣️

#holy shit holy fuck #the band ghost #RAAAHHH #this is the best news ever

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reblog this w your weirdest fear!!! mine’s balloons

#sneezing!!!! #one time in elementary school when my mom was checking me out of the after school program I went to- #-I sneezed and it broke a damn and my nose started bleeding. we tried to wait it out as the school- #-but after 15 minutes my mom decided to take me home we lived like just down the street so it wasn’t far- #-then after like 40 minutes at home my nose was still bleeding heavily so I had to go to the er and have it cauterized- #-I’ve been scared of sneezing ever since and I was like 8 years old lmao

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Alcibiades dying in a glue trap

#he would #he’d also break his finger in a mouse trap

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Putting this very personal post here as well cause I’m terrified lmaooooo but this also needs to be done lol

So…this is definitely a very personal post. But…in the next week or so I might be heading to eating disorder treatment….and as ready as I am to kick this things ass once and for all, as I’ve been dealing with this off and on for ten years now. I’m also very scared. Naturally. So I really could use some prayers for healing and courage and all that. It will be very much appreciated. Thank you! ❤️❤️

#tw: eating problems #tw: eating disorder #mars speaks

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Guess who, in the past two days, has pulled and found gray hairs in their own head? THIS BITCH

#going gray early using entirely uncommon in my family but still

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Copia would love the Charlie Brown holiday specials. Like I know this in my heart of hearts. He also told me so himself.

#not my usual content #ghost band #cardinal copia #papa emeritus iv

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© Tord Litleskare

#secondo #papa ii #papa emeritus ii #the band ghost #infestissumam era #I have so many inappropriate things to say about secondo tbh #ghost posting