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I think I was just born with something dark and ugly inside of me. Always waiting to be found out.

planetarium - adrienne rich/@twoheadedfawnn/ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca/a burning hill - mitski/a hora da estrela- clarice lispector/ @100493503004422/sharp objects - gillian flynn

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i’m starting to learn that i don't have to react to everything that bothers me, sometimes i just need to breathe, let it go, and keep my peace.

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°₊· 2024♡∗ˈ‧

hope this is the year you change your life in all the ways you have always secretly wanted to. The year you discover that those quiet dreams that have lingered for so long are actually echoes of parallel lives, sister stories, asking you to tell them, to leap toward them, to move them out of your mind and into a touchable, physical reality.

I hope this is the year you stop dancing around the perimeter of who you intended to be, of what you came here to do. I hope this is the year you learn to defy what's reasonable and build sense into a world of your own design. I hope this is the year you discover that the floor does not only hold up if you remain where you are standing. With each step you take, and wherever you may go, it will rise to meet you - as it always has, and always will.

I hope this is the year you find the bravest, boldest kind of courage. I hope this is the year you walk into the life that was always meant to be yours.

Within you lives a great vision for your life, quieted over time by the world.

It is once again time to listen.

It is once again time to live.

- briannawiest

#hopecore #the pivot year #2024 #thoughts #hope #hope phrases #2024 mindset

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whatever was left, that was ours for a while.

sunrise - louise glück

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january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

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Toxic people will not be changed by the alchemy of your kindness. Yes, be kind, but move on swiftly and let life be their educator.

Brendon Burchard

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my parents were never really bad nor toxic for that matter, they loved me and i know

it's just that my mom never really told me she loved, she never hugged me tight, she never really cared how i was feeling, she sometimes says things that hurt me, things i'll never forget (i still don't understand why she says them, i don't think i ever will), still, she does everything she can to be the best mom she can be, despite everything, she struggles to keep it all together for us and i know that

my dad is a good father too, he's just not a good husband, he never really loved mom, nor did she, their relationship was never really good at all, he never really did much to make it better, it was all on mom's back, he had problems of his own too, but he was selfish and stubborn, he always thinks he's right, he hurts her and she stays silent until she lets it out on us.

my parents are trying their best, it's just that their best was never enough..

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mother is obnoxiously selfish and father is physically incapable to apologize and take responsibility over the shit he does (daily). they're the worst match in the planet, it's like gasoline and fire, and the fact they knew this was explosive from the start just makes it worse. they had children out of obligation, they kept a house for reputation and now they keep doing this hell of a dance because it's been almost 40 years and they can't just stop dancing now, right? they put us –me and my bother– in this cursed ball room and we can't just stop dancing right? we have to keep going, oblivious of the song, of the step, of the goddamn room too. everything for entertainment, right? everything for entertainment.

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It’s sad that how those teenagers who sit in their rooms at night and cry themselves to sleep were once children with light in their eyes and hope in their heart.

-cress

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pov: your toxic traits are isolation and avoidance but your love languages are quality time and physical touch

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do you actually not like reciving gifts or did you just grow up being told how expensive it was to raise you?

and now, anytime anyone spends any money on you,you fell guilty

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Matilda by Harry Styles is for children who don’t have a good relationship with their mother(or father) and constantly feel like they need to be doing more. They can never express themsleves in front of their parents because they will be rebuked for it. They're constantly getting yelled at for no reason, always stressed, choke back their sobs and feel that they are a disappointment at all times.

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good days on my mind ☁️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CMDxrxujfy0/?igshid=f7u1lrk1rduu

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“Te vejo e sinto o brilho desse olhar que me acalma e me traz força pra encarar tudo.”

— Tiago Iorc (Dia Especial)