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luvmyoui · 7 months

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gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: cursing, smut, degrading??

word count: 1,981

a/n: i js read the most heart wrenching minayeon fic and now im debating weather or not i should turn mina into the biggest green flag known to man

It was as if the world had stopped spinning, the moment you looked to your left you saw that familiar face. that face that you saw in your daughter everyday, yet the face that caught you so off guard. you weren't ready for this, not yet. you had done so much, healed the cuts she had left into scars but in this very moment you felt them all reopen. you wanted to jump on her and hug her, tell her how much you missed her, how much you were sorry and wanted to be a family again. but your resentment towards her over shadowed your longing.

the rest of mina’s group had sat down at the table they were assigned to but mina remained with her feet planted on the floor staring into your eyes. as if caught in a trance, only to be broken away when momo tugged on mina’s dress and camila quite literally smacked you. mina looked away first, sitting down in the seat next to momo as you rubbed over your thigh camila had smacked.

“what the fuck?!” camila whisper yelled, catching your whole group's attention.

“what? what?” dinah and lauren said at the same time as they all leaned in.

“y/n’s fucking baby daddy’s here!” camila exclaimed in a whisper.

“what the fuck, where?!” all four of your members exclaimed at the same time.

“look to your fucking left, her whole group is here!” camila responded with.

all four of the girls turned to look at the table next to theirs only to see a couple of the girls at that table looking back at them. mina however, had her eyes fixed on the stage ahead, not sparing a glance at the five girls who were burning holes into the side of her head.

“okay but like she looks so innocent and pure, hard to think that she put you through all that.” normani commented to which she earned a pinch on the arm from dinah,

“shut the fuck up?” dinah said glaring at normani now, while ally simply sighed.

“it’s fine, sometimes it’s hard for me to believe it too. y’all should've seen her when we first started dating, completely different people.”

you poured the sparkling apple cider into the champagne glass that was at the table. you couldn't help but feel frustrated at the fact that actual alcohol wasn't being served at your table due to your members and you being underage. It was only a few more months ‘till you could legally drink, but your group was never served alcohol due to some of the members not being of age to drink. all you could do was drink the apple cider, the sweet taste bringing your mood up a bit.

a harsh tug on your arm caused you to instinctively let out a yelp, but it was muffled when a hand pressed itself over your mouth. the unfamiliarly soft hands stayed on you and you struggled against them as you were dragged into what you recognized as the restroom. you were full on panicking by now, your mind flooded with thoughts of being kidnapped. you were kicking at the person behind you, struggling to break free of their grip. you were released upon arrival at the restroom, the hand letting go of your arm to lock the bathroom door.

“what the f-” your words died down, upon seeing the face of your captor. “what the fuck.” you softly whispered out this time, your eyes wide and unblinking.

you weren't given an explanation, a reason as to why you were dragged to this bathroom. instead, you were slammed into the bathroom wall, mina’s lips following closely after. the breath was knocked from your lungs, not responding to the kiss, due to the shock you were still in. mina’s hands trailed up your body and instinctively went to grope your breasts over your form fitting silver dress. a small moan left your mouth at the action, mina taking the chance to shove her tongue into your mouth.

she kissed you harshly while squeezing your breasts from over your dress. you knew you shouldn't be doing this, not here, and especially not with myoui mina of all people. you hadn't, couldn't forget any of what she had done to you. she left you heart broken and a mother, she left you to have fun and live her life while you were stuck looking after her child. you refused to forget any of what she did, she didn't deserve this, she didn't deserve you.

you had told yourself repeatedly that you were over her, that you wouldn't ever forgive her unless she groveld and begged for your forgiveness. here she was, not groveling nor begging, yet you were still giving yourself up to her. you felt pathetic honestly. the way you found yourself getting lost in her kisses, it was pathetic how you didn't even try to deny her. you found yourself begging, instead of her, maybe it was all those years of pent up sexual frustration. having a 4 year old daughter didn't exactly allow you to have sexual relations, seeing as all your free time was spent with her. that was what you told yourself, it was because of how long it had been. definitely not the fact that mina alone made you feel these feelings.

“p-please” you let out in a breathy moan, mina's hands never going directly to the place you needed, simply lingering around.

“what do you want, baby?” mina breathed out into your ear, her hand giving a slight squeeze to your inner thigh. it was the first time you heard her speak in the 3 years she had been gone. you could feel a gush of wetness at her raspy, breathy voice. Instead of a response you heard yourself let out a moan and your face flushed incredibly dark in embarrassment.

mina let out a chuckle, knowing of the effect she had on you. “words, darling.” she said in probably the hottest voice you’d ever heard. you squeezed your eyes shut, you couldn't handle all this, it was too much.

“p-please fuck me, please mina i-i need you.” you whimpered out, eyes shut tight in embarrassment at the fact that you were giving in so easily. maybe if you were in the right mind you’d walk out, but arousal clouded your thinking and overtook you.

not giving a verbal response, but instead she pushed your panties to the side and shoved two fingers into your tight cunt. “fuck baby, y’ feel so good around my fingers, i know you’d feel even better ‘round my cock.”

you let out a scream at the intrusion, the foreign and sudden intrusion bringing you pain. “w-wait, please.” you said breathlessly, wanting to get used to the feeling before she started fucking you. what surprised you was that she actually waited for you to adjust around her, you said it sure, but you didn't expect her to actually comply. the old mina did everything for her own pleasure, not caring if it hurt at first because eventually it’d feel good.

what surprised you even more was the gentle stroking you felt at the back of your neck, was she comforting you?? even the thought that she’d do this was crazy to you, this was not the mina you knew. the only time she’d ever been this kind during sex was when she took your virginity, other than that never. the new and better changes in her brought warmth to your heart, maybe she really had changed.

“y-you can move now.” you said a little shakily. the immediate rough pace wasn't something that was surprising for you, she always liked it rough. the moans that left your mouth were proof if anything that you also enjoyed it this way.

you reached a hand down when you felt mina humping your leg, instead, pulling her dress up and pulling her cock out of the compression shorts. mina stopped for a second to let out a sigh of relief, as much as she liked dresses, she hated the compression shorts she had to wear along with them. you started to slowly stroke her length as she fucked you with her fingers.

“s-stop.” mina said, pulling her fingers out of you and taking your hand off of her. she then took her hard cock into her own hands and lined it up with your dripping hole. she started off pushing it in slow, but she just couldn't take it anymore and rammed herself in.

you didn't tell her to slow down or wait this time, letting her have her fun with it, and fun she had. her head went to your neck, sucking and licking, while her hips rammed into you. “d-don't leave m-marks!” you ended it in a yelp when you felt her bite your neck. not caring for what you had said, mina continued sucking with the intent to leave a mark. “why? scared your girlfriend will see?” mina said condescendingly as her hand wrapped itself around your throat.

“i-it’s not l-like that..” you stuttered out, her hand squeezing your neck making it hard to speak.

“oh yeah? what’s it like then? because to me it just sounds like you're slutting yourself out again.” mina said, her thrusts getting rougher and her hand around your throat tightening.

“I bet she cant fuck you like i do, that her fingers are nothing compared to my dick. actually i know i fuck you better, that’s why youre clenching your tight fucking pussy around my dick and moaning my name instead of hers. i’ll always be better, no one can fuck you as good as i do.”

you could only moan at her mean words, you couldn't even deny it. no one would ever fuck you as good as her. “f-fuck mina i think im g-gonna-” you cut yourself off with a moan, not caring to finish your sentence as you knew she’d understand it either way.

“cum, show me how good I make you feel.”

you clenched harder around her and before you could say anything further you let out an ear piercing scream and came around her. she kept up her same rough pace even after your orgasm had faded, pleasure slowly turning into pain. you tried to push at her chest, telling her to give you a minute, but mina didn't care. the only thing she cared for was her own release and she was going to make sure she got it.

mina’s hand went down to your clit when she felt herself near, “c’mon baby, i know you can give me another one.” the tight circles she drew around your clit, increasing the pleasure you were feeling, until you remembered. “f-fuck mina p-pull out, im not on the pill. p-please pull out.” you stuttered out in between moans.

you were too late though, mina was lost in pleasure and with one final thrust she came, flooding your insides with sticky white fluid. the warm feeling of her cum inside you sending you over the edge right after her.

you two stood there for a couple minutes, tangled in eachothers arms while gathering your bearings. you shot away the minute you realized what had just transpired, and the fact that mina came inside. “fuck.” you breathed out under your breath, still against the wall, but now with your hands covering your face.

you removed your hands when you felt a slight burn and a rip, mina had ripped your fucking panties off. she pulled out of you and tucked her now soft cock back into her compression shorts. “I want to meet my daughter, my number’s still the same.” mina said sweetly, leaving a soft kiss on your lips and then exiting the bathroom, your panties tucked into her jacket pocket.

what the fuck just happend.

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luvmyoui · 7 months

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next ch for ill know is gna be basically pure smut, AND IVE BEEN PRACTICING SO HOPEFULLY ITLL BE READABLE THSI TIME :D

will most likely drop next chapter today or tmrw if i get lazy

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Please i wunna be in taglist the mina series is so good 😭

TYSMMM🫶🫶🫶, I ADDED YOU

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luvmyoui · 8 months

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warnings: cursing

word count: 1,533

a/n: i've run out of titles :(

fake, it was all fake. it was fake like almost everything the public knows, no one actually knows what goes on behind the cameras. everything you said was scripted, nothing you said was unplanned or the truth. maybe on the rare occasion you would tell some of the truth, but never it in full.

but honestly, what was the point in even concealing things, the paparazzi would eventually uncover it. that’s how you felt when they found out about your daughter, and how you now felt when the picture of you and chaewon was leaked. it was nothing more than the angle, you were leaning in for a hug but the angle made it seem like a kiss. you had met chaewon initially through a mutual friend, huh yunjin.

she was your neighbor as a kid, and was one of the few people who knew everything that went down with mina. yunjin was one of your closest friends, and one you could say knew everything about you. when yunjin left america to join produce 48 you were so proud of her for it and encouraged her throughout the whole thing.

you weren't actually korean, but you would consider yourself pretty fluent in the language, same went for yunjin with japanese. when you two were little you both would teach eachother your languages, you japanese and her korean. later on, knowing these languages came of much use to the both of you. yunjin’s understanding of japanese allowing her to easily communicate with the japanese people on produce 48.

when the lineup for her debut was confirmed, the first thing she did was introduce you to her members. you immediately clicked with chaewon and sakura. you could easily communicate with all the members, having known fluent japanese and pretty fluent korean. you don’t know how it happened but you three just clicked, immediately forming a trio.

yunjin often joked about chaewon and sakura stealing her best friend, and now in a way chaewon had. chaewon alone had a schedule in new york, you currently resided in california due to your job but when you heard that she’d be there, you flew in on the same day as her. she had come all the way to the states and you weren’t gonna let her go without a hello.

you two booked the same hotel so from there you two walked to a café. you should’ve predicted that the paparazzi would find out. when you met up with chaewon that day, it made headlines in both america and korea. your popularity in korea shot up along with chaewon’s in america. almost every pop news outlet was talking about chaewon and praising both izone and le sserafims music.

seeing how popular chaewon had gotten in america and you in korea, both your companys decided that you two would enter a fake relationship. both sixth harmony and le sserafim were informed that you two would enter a fake relationship. the purpose of this relationship was to promote both yours and chaewons new albums.

when the idea was first proposed, it brought excitement to the both of you. because of chaewon being a kpop idol you barely got to see her, but with a fake relationship you’d see eachother so much more. you both immediately said yes to the idea and were eager to sign the contract. the thought that mina might be angry did cross your mind, but was ultimately dismissed when you remembered that she probably didn't care about you anymore.

everything happened so quickly, just two days ago you had been caught with chaewon and now today the statement of your relationship with her was going to be released. the plan was, that in the same statement that included your relationship you’d talk about how chaewon helped you raise isla and how she was basically the second parent of your child. this statement was to be released tonight, at 9 pm. you were half nervous and half excited. you were nervous because just the next day you’d have to attend the billboard women in music award ceremony. you hadn't bothered checking who’d be there, obviously assuming it’d just be other american artists. either way, you didn’t have the freetime to be checking who’d be at the event and who wouldn't.

maybe you should’ve, considering only your members knew about what went down with mina

the excitement of spending more time with chaewon and le sserafim, naturally overtook your nervousness of facing the public. you couldn’t help but find humor in the fact that u were going to tell everyone chaewon was like a second parent to your child when she hadn’t even known about isla’s existence until it was leaked.

having known mina for so many years, and even having a daughter with her. you knew she’d be mad when the news was released tonight. even if you knew she had basically done nothing in raising isla, knowing her she would definitely refuse to believe that. the fact that someone else was claiming isla as their own would without a doubt infuriate her.

she always wanted what others had.

words could not explain the frustration and anger coursing through mina’s veins right now. that was her kid, that was the gift she bestowed upon you. how dare you tell everyone kim chaewon of all people was co parenting with you. why in the world would isla, her daughter need a substitute parent when she was still breathing. In that moment mina wanted nothing more than to take isla from you and keep the child with her forever. It was in that moment that mina genuinely realized her mistake.

she had caused everything, giving herself the excuse that she was working hard to provide for you two, but had she really fulfilled her role as a parent? hell, mina didn't even know how her own daughter looked until she saw her on the news. mina never admits her mistakes, but just this once, she couldn't find an excuse for all that she had done. mina had many breaks over the course of her career, she could've gone to visit you two. she should’ve gone to visit, at the end of the day that was her own flesh and blood, she made that child and yet she wasn't even there to watch it grow.

it was on the way to the airport that mina had found out the news, but the anger she felt once before, was now replaced with regret. she had the whole 11 hours of the plane ride to ponder; where did she go so incredibly wrong? maybe it was the regret sizzling in her stomach, but mina couldn't tear her eyes from the blurry picture of her daughter in front of the car mina had gifted her. mina wanted so desperately to claim this child as her own, to shout it out for the whole world to hear.

but if k-idols having relationships were looked down upon, then God knows how bad it would be to have a child in this industry. that left mina with her second question though, how on earth did chaewon’s company agree to let her go public with your guyses relationship? not only was chaewon going public with being in a relationship, but also being gay? south korea was not a country like the U.S where being gay was widely recognized and accepted. It was quite the opposite honestly, homophobia was very real, and very present in south korea. chaewon going public with her relationship was definitely a gamble.

half the flight mina spent thinking about you and isla, and the other half was spent sleeping. due to their new comeback she hadn't been getting much sleep with promotions. not wanting to be sleep deprived when she met you or anyone, mina basically forced herself to sleep. when the flight landed and she was awoken, she thanked her past self for deciding to sleep.

this was it, this was going to be her first meeting with you in four years. maybe if she was anyone else, she would’ve been nervous, meeting you after such a bad ending. but she was myoui mina for a reason, the feeling of nervousness was one foreign to her. confidence was all she knew, and confident was all she was.

once her makeup was done, mina was helped by staff into her elegant black dress along with a fur coat. If mina were to talk about changes in her life, this would definitely be at the top of the list. before becoming an idol, mina never wore dresses or skirts, often wearing boyish clothing. at first it irritated mina, having to wear such girly clothes and such tight compression shorts. but now she was used to it, and honestly she now enjoyed wearing dresses, she found that they fit her well.

after finishing with hair and makeup, mina along with her members were led to the venue, and to the table they were assigned to. the cheers along with the people who were on stage were all that could be heard. that was until mina sat at her table and looked to her right.

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luvmyoui · 8 months

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seven - news

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warnings: cursing

word count: 939

a/n: AHHHH IM SORRY FOR NOT POSTING IVE BEEN SO BUSY, THE NEXT CHAPTER SHOULD BE OUT TMRW TO MAKE UP FOR THIS ONE BEINS SUPER SHORT TOO!!

Y/N L/N CONFIRMED THAT SHE INDEED HAS A DAUGHTER WITH AN UNDISCLOSED MAN WHO LEFT HER AFTER HAVING THE CHILD

in this new interview with sixth harmony’s y/n l/n, it was revealed that she does in fact have a daughter and the father is not in the picture. she sadly explained that it was an unplanned pregnancy with her toxic ex boyfriend. she went on to answer the questions about his personality and well, if his identity is ever revealed he’s definitely in for it. he apparently cheated on her and forced her to do everything, he was described as what i can only say a bum. someone who we all know didn't ever deserve our y/n

when asked for the identity of this heartless man, she said that she wouldn’t reveal who it was but they knew who they were. she then later hinted that this ex lover of hers was also in the entertainment industry.

the information that someone who left his girlfriend and child was in the industry brought shock to many. seeing how successful y/n has become we can only praise her for being so strong and handling all this on her own. though many speculate that the father of the child is a kpop artist there have been no confirmations.

everything you had said in the interview had been scripted and thoroughly planned out. by revealing all this (true) information, your label was trying to garner more attention. having you play this role and talk about how hard it was being a single mother was a well thought out strategy meant to gain sympathy and have more people become your fans.

the part about your ex being in the industry was not scripted though, you were supposed to just say that for privacy reasons you wouldn’t disclose any names. playing the ever so innocent yet still insanely caring and nice character. you couldn’t help it though, you desperately wanted to shout out myoui mina. you wanted everyone to know, you wanted her to get hate for it. you wanted her to suffer like you did.

when the name was on the tip of your tongue though, you couldn’t get it out. you couldn’t bring yourself to spit the name out. the swirling in your stomach leading your decisions. you for some reason couldn’t bring yourself to hate her. you still cared for her, no matter how much you hated it.

no one knew who the father of your child was other than your members. not even your manager knew, and you planned to keep it that way. talking about mina was too painful. your feelings on hee were so mixed, sometimes you hated her and wished to ruin her career but other times you wished for her to come back and be with you and isla.

you were too torn apart. you honestly just wanted the best for your daughter, and myoui mina was what was best for your daughter.

mina was fuming. the word anger didn't even come close to the emotions she was feeling currently. on her phone she had the youtube app open and your recent interview was playing. she understood that you had made it out to seem like she was a man, but to spread all these lies about her was too much. she was so incredibly angry, you were nothing more than a lying bitch in her eyes. she did stay with you after you gave birth, in fact she was still paying all your bills, yet you still had the audacity to spread these lies about her.

obviously she knew that her identity was not out, but her pride was hurt. just when she was thinking about asking for your forgiveness and re entering your life you had to do this. nayeon burst into mina’s room before she could curse you anymore in her mind.

“I take it you’ve seen the interview?”

“can you believe what she said?! I can pull up so many paparazzi pictures in which she's wearing MY gifts to her. she’s such a fucking attention seeker, i pay her bills, shower her in money and gifts yet she still has the audacity to call me a ‘deadbeat father’?!” mina yelled out in obvious anger at your words towards her.

nayeon placed a hand on mina’s shoulder in comfort, trying to calm her down. “so what are you gonna do now?” nayeon asked, squeezing mina’s shoulder.

“i take back everything we talked about, she can fucking rot for all i care. I don't even have to acknowledge her, she said i didn't do anything for my child so why not keep it that way.” mina sneered, at the thought of your words.

“and what if you do the opposite?” mina’s head snapped towards nayeon, looking at her as if her idea was ridiculous.

“i mean, why don't you prove her wrong. she said all that shit about you, but then you come back and prove her words wrong. if not for your daughter, then for yourself. It hurt your pride hearing that you were a deadbeat father right? — become the opposite of that then, be the best mom to your daughter, don't give her the satisfaction of being right.” nayeon knew what to say to get mina to listen to her words.

“we’re meeting her in 4 days, prove her wrong.”

nayeon always knew what to say and when to say it.

Y/N L/N FLEW OUT TO NEW YORK TO MEET WITH NEWLY REDEBUTED KIM CHAEWON, BOTH SEEM TO BE GETTING CLOSER THEN NORMAL FRIENDS

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luvmyoui · 8 months

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jealous

myoui mina x fem!reader

genre: angst, fluff

warnings: gaslighting, self sabotage, cursing

word count: 2k

synopsis: "you could have anyone you want, why would you wanna be with me

a/n: apology for not posting i'll know😞😞😞 also i wrote the summary for this w one song in mind, wrote this while listening to another, then quoted a completely other song😭😭😭

“Just leave me around already!” you shouted out, stomping over to your shared room with Mina slamming the door.

Mina stood there, dumbstruck. Never had you ever used a tone like that with her, but these past few weeks you seemed to only be picking fights. Mina obviously was intensely worried, she couldn't help but wonder what she had done to get you so upset.

Your relationship with Mina was nearing perfect, well that was until your mind decided to start fucking with you. You knew it was wrong, Mina hadn't done anything to warrant such a reaction from you. You had just come home from work, and Mina, who had also just arrived at home, asked about your day. She could only assume that your boss had been extremely bitchy with you with how you reacted to the question.

When the door to your room slammed and you twisted the lock, you slid down to the floor, cradling your head in your hands. “fuck, fuck, FUCK!” you mumbled out, talking to yourself. You deeply regretted what you had said to her, you knew she was tired, she had also just come back from a full day of work. You hated that you potentially hurt her. But that's what she’d eventually do to you right? Someone like her could never truly like someone like you. How could such a perfect person love someone so imperfect?

You loved her, you did, with all that you were. But the lingering thought that she could leave you the moment she found another woman attractive never left. She could have anyone in the world, why would she want to stay with you? You were only lessening the blow for when it finally came, detaching yourself from her so when she left it wouldn't hurt. If this was really meant to lessen your hurt, then why was it that every time you saw her face fall at your mean words that your heart shattered a bit more in your chest. Treating Mina like this hurt you more than you thought imaginable.

These insecurities had never been present before, you were never one to be insecure nor jealous. Seeing Mina with Sana though, it reminded you of everything you were not. The way Sana’s hand slid up Mina’s arm, the way Mina would laugh it off, not removing the hand on her. You could feel it coursing through your veins, envy. You would never be able to compare to Sana, not her long straight beautiful hair, nor her cute smile. Hell, you thought that you’d choose her too had you been mina. Sana was everything you were not, everything you were not and more. She was everything you were and weren't.

Seeing mina return the flirtations had you overcome with sadness, why would she indulge in that with a girlfriend. You didn't know Sana, not at all. Maybe if you did, you would’ve known that Sana was like a sister to Mina, that she had grown up with Sana. That Sana was nothing more than a best friend that liked intimacy. But of course, you didn't know, you didn't know and so you did the only thing you knew to do. You withdrew, you started to distance yourself from Mina, often being rude and dismissive.

You could tell it hurt her, but she never said anything back. Not wanting to let her anger get the best of her and accidentally say something that might hurt you. How considerate she was, even while getting told to shut up. She loved you, and hurt was the last thing she’d want to see on your pretty face. She knew where the line was drawn and no matter how much you crossed it, she refused to.

letting out a sigh, Mina let herself fall back onto the couch behind her. she would talk to you later when you weren't as mad. she thought back to these last few weeks. how drastically your behavior had changed. Where you used to constantly be all over her, always touching her in some way. she now found that you’d barely ever lay a finger on her, often flinching when she initiated physical contact. this hurt her greatly, she just couldn’t seem to understand what brought on this change.

The longer she waited, the more overcome with exhaustion she became. Her schedule today had been packed, with interviews and more things of the sort. She hadn’t even eaten dinner, nor changed, having come home just a minute before you. sooner than later, she succumbed to the exhaustion, falling asleep on the couch.

You awoke the next morning, curled up on the bed you shared with Mina, puffy eyed. you checked the time on your phone, seeing that it was five am. One more hour ‘til your work starts. you looked around, noticing that the big bed was empty. A sigh fell from your mouth, sadness and self hatred overwhelming you once again. The reasonable side of your mind yelled at you to wake up and stop doing this. Sadly, the other part of your head was screaming louder at you. whispering that promises would be broken, she’d just leave you in the end.

You got out of bed and went to go take a shower and get ready. Upon leaving your room after getting ready, you found Mina curled up on the sofa very clearly shivering. You could hear the cracking of your heart from within. in that moment you didn’t care a bit for the voices screaming at you. You only cared for the girl who might catch a cold in her own house.

You picked her up bridal style and carried her over to the bed. You refused to be stopped by the fact that you weren’t strong enough to carry her and pushed through. With your will, came power, the strength to carry her smoothly suddenly entered your body. You carried her to your shared room with her and tucked her in bed. You turned on the small heater next to the bed and faced it towards her.

You left a soft kiss on her forehead and then left for work. Breakfast was overrated anyways.

Unlike every other day, today you came home to the beautiful face of Mina painted with anger. you didn’t acknowledge the obvious anger on her face and just brushed past her to the kitchen. Before you could take a step in that direction you found yourself being aggressively pulled back. a yelp escaped your lips at how unexpected it was.

“Sit down.” Mina said, her voice tone serious and commanding. If you were anyone else you definitely would’ve. but you were you in the end.

“I’m hungry-“

“Don’t make me repeat myself.” Her voice held no room for arguments, and even you knew better than to argue.

Following her command, you sat. She sat down next to you on the couch and took your hand in hers staring deeply into your cold eyes. She couldn’t figure out what you were thinking, your eyes now cold, a stark contrast from how they used to be.

“Baby please, talk to me. I know something’s bothering you, please, just talk to me.” Mina softly begged, her thumb drawing circles on the back of your hand.

“i- uh-“ As soon as you felt your resolve dropping by the slightest, it all came back in a flash. Her flirting with Sana, everything. You pulled your hand away from Mina, so fast one might’ve thought it was a burn.

“I don't know what you’re talking about. You’re probably just imagining things.” You said standing up and attempting to walk away.

“y/n please, i know something’s up.” Mina once again pleaded, grabbing your hand, stopping you from leaving

“Nothings fucking up. You’re literally making shit up, and fucking let go of me. You’re so fucking annoying.” You said once again ripping your hand away from Mina's grip.

This time Mina didn’t allow it, gripping your hand tighter in response to you trying to pull your hand away. She pulled you back onto the couch and this time she stood up.

“Just tell me what's wrong, and stop giving me so much attitude! You’re not my teenage fucking daughter that im just gonna put up with this!” Mina yelled, angry at the words you were spitting at her.

“I- i think we should break up.” you stuttered out, in hesitance averting your gaze from Mina’s.

“No.” she said flatly

“W-what?” you questioned, the possibility of this response never crossed your mind. Your gaze shifted back to Mina, trying to gauge her feelings, you couldn't though. You couldn't figure out what was going on behind those dark eyes of hers. You felt the the tables had just been flipped, you were now in her shoes. On the receiving end of her anger.

“There won't be a breakup until you explain why.” Mina said in the most monotone voice you’d ever heard from her.

“I just- i dont l-love you anymore.”

“Stop lying, you aren't fooling anyone with that.” Mina said, a laugh accompanying her words, you could practically feel the condescension dripping off her words.

You could feel the suffocating feeling in your throat creeping in, why couldn't she just understand and leave you alone. “I dont- i dont love you anymore. Just let me fucking leave!” you yelled out the end, frustration overtaking you.

You could feel the tears forming, the familiar feeling of butterflies in your stomach. Not the good kind of butterflies though, the ones that came along with a feeling of dread, the ones that you hated.

“Stop fucking lying and just spit it out! What is going on with you?!” Mina shouted at you. You felt incredibly small at her shouts, sure you had done the same, but you had always been overly sensitive. You could feel the water leaking out of your eyes before you knew it.

Mina was being so mean to you, she had never raised her voice at you before. You had taken her kindness for granted and now you were faced with the opposite of it. “J-just l-leave me alone.” you hiccuped out, covering your face in embarrassment.

Why did you have to cry now of all times? You cursed your body for giving this kind of reaction to her shouting.

“Baby, please. Just talk to me.” Mina said, much softer this time, wrapping her arms around you.

You found yourself instinctively cuddling into her embrace, shaking in her arms. “Why should I even stay with you if you're just gonna leave me in the end?” you mumbled into her chest.

Mina’s eyes widened at this, she held your shoulders and pulled you away to look you in your eyes. “Why would you even think that?” Mina questioned, clearly taken aback by your assumption. Had she done anything to make you feel that way?

“You're just gonna leave me for a prettier girl like Sana when you get tired of me.” You mumbled, pushing yourself back into her chest, embarrassed for talking about your emotions.

“Babe, Sana’s like my little sister. And why would I leave someone as pretty as you. I don't think anyone could even come close to you in terms of beauty.” Mina said, holding you tight and kissing your head.

“I don't know, I just saw you with Sana and just I don't know, it made me realize that you're way out of my league and you could just- leave me anytime.”

“But I don't wanna leave you for anyone. I love you not anyone else.” Mina softly whispered into your ear.

“I'm sorry,” you whimpered out, pulling your head out of her chest to look in her eyes as you pouted. “I’ve been such a bitch to you. I don't know how you put up with me.”

“I’d rather fight with you all night than spend a peaceful night with someone else.” Mina whispered out before softly connecting your lips with hers.

You could only be left in awe at the fact that it was always you she chose.

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