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[lunacanis]

feel free to share where you live in the tags. I'm curious.

#Connecticut #it’s gray and it tastes horrible #it was at one point slightly radioactive and they didn’t tell us for a year #I’ll drink it filtered sometimes. needs something to covered the weird taste

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talking with my boyfriend about the local cult and i’m curious

something something reblog for sample size

#there’s a tv special #I think it was on discovery #the members built a lot of condos around here too #never figured out if mine was included #the leader was maybe murdered and since then it’s very minimal membership

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The San Francisco Examiner, California, February 25, 1935

#me slowly losing the ability to word all day

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Four things that are 100% true and you should think about if you haven't already:

You don't have to be a boy if you don't want to

You don't have to be a girl if you don't want to

You can be a boy if you want to

You can be a girl if you want to

This isn't a joke. This is reality. Have you considered these facts? If not, maybe take a moment to think about it. How's your gender doing? If you don't like it, it can be changed. Hell, even if you do like it, maybe you'd like something else more?

#strongly opt out of girl #mildly opt out of boy #agender and absolutely hate being mam-ed or called a girl #weirdly fine with she/her pronouns tho

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“The Daves I Know”

#my bff tried to tell me this morning that not that many people are named David #I was like there’s 5 just in my phone contacts

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bees?

#we had a massive beehive in the ceiling of my house #my mom thought it was a water leak #the management company guy said poke a hole in it #out came the very angry bees #had to stay somewhere else for a few days while they got them out #the bee guy said it was the biggest hive he’d ever seen

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#yes but they’re like eyelashes and eyebrow hairs #I’ve had them for a long time #you’d think you’d notice a 2in eyelash. not when it’s grey and thin you don’t

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#you’re not autistic you just used the word aneurysm correctly to insult someone at 3 #my mother…

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#I literally had a conversation with someone earlier about this #I’ve been either refused treatment or straight up told I shouldn’t look into things over and over #I’d be happy with like some degree of competency #like yes break into my house and figure out my allergies #I can’t get a dr to agree to test me as it is

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Migraine Expectations: literally just a bad headache

Migraine Reality: dizzy, extremely emotional, cold, shaky, nauseous, confused, tense, dehydrated, can’t see straight, tingly…

#I nearly fell at my rheumatologist appointment yesterday from migraine vertigo #I was very casually like oh ya left my meds at work #well I’ll make my way back there #he was like uhh maybe sooner is better #went and got a smoothie first lol

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I don’t really

Feel the need for a relationship

Long for anything

Have the need to have someone close

But damn

When I miss you

When I think about what

We could have had

If I wasn’t so stupid

If I had read the signs sooner

If the world

If your world

had been different

That

Is

When

I want someone

To hold close at night

To be there for every moment

Every weakness

Every celebration.

It’s not in my nature

To have replaced you

To have found someone new to latch onto

But every-time I have to stop myself

From reaching out for you

Like some long lost ghost

I wish it was

#poetry #demiromantic

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Have I written since you left?

I can’t even remember.

Some part of me longs

To know what happened

Where you went

Why you promised me

A tomorrow that never came.

It’s been years now

But I still see you in my dreams

Well

The you I want to see

And the you

That crushes my heart.

I know you’re still out there

Somewhere.

The part of me that is afraid to know

Is the same part of me

That has to know

If you’re alive

If you’re happy

If you ever admitted to yourself

To everyone

What this never was.

I long for something

I know I can’t have

That I’d give everything for

And yet regret just the thought of.

We are not two hearts meant to be

But damn if I can’t dream

If I can’t break my own heart

Over

And

Over

And

Over

Searching for an answer

That will never be enough

#poetry

[lunacanis]

Not to sound to Calvin-coded, but was anyone else vaguely disappointed as a child that your parents had food coloring stocked in their kitchen and yet continued to serve you home-cooked meals that were regularly colored?

Like, don't get me wrong mom, these mashed potatoes are perfectly tasty, but I bet they'd be just as tasty and significantly cooler if they were green.

#my mom is always like why are your pancakes purple #because I can. have some fun

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Just so we’re all clear, it is okay to miss people you no longer want in your life.

#I miss my best friend. the one I didn’t realize I was in love with #who could talk me down on a bad day and listen to my ramblings on a good one #it took me over a year to stop bawling at the thought of her #wherever she is now. I wish her the best. even if she broke my heart. #but I have no interest in finding out where. that would be worse than this

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mmhmm

https://iww.org/membership/

#working for an actual family run business #they only pull the we’re a family if it’s management helping each other. or one of us pesants saved someone’s ass #like oh our main system was hacked and we all had to put in extra work for months. that was family time

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If your regular everyday clothes* were put on a mannequin, and placed in a group of other mannequins that are dressed in regular street clothes of your region, could the people who know you spot the mannequin who is "you" from clothes alone?

*if you are of an unusual size or build, assume for the sake of this thought experiment that they've found clothing items that are otherwise identical to yours, but able to fit to a standard mannequin

#someone picked me out of a crowd at a grocery store not in the town I work in just from my winter coat

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One of my friends thought there might be a correlation here, so let's find out...

No see results, you must decide. Add nuance in tags/replies if you wish.

reblogging for larger sample size appreciated

you can submit polls to this blog via asks and submissions

#I’ve read too many werewolf romance novels to say no #some of them have really good plot #also hunger pangs was great