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do it for her (your thirteen year old self)

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I've been in the process of changing bank for about 16 months now (yes...), and NOW, over a WEEKEND they decided hmm let's move the money from the account you've had up until now WITHOUT putting it in the new one!! So I currently have the single 100 sek bill I accidentally had in my wallet as my only source of money until Monday. Perfect!! A heads up would've been nice!!

#like they told me they had sent the request to my old bank #but I didn't know it would go though in this way?? #like jesus chirist maybe reflect for a second if maybe you should've explained to me how it works #or at the very least done it first thing on Monday instead of last thing Friday 😭😭😭 #I was in the store trying to buy a wine for my aunt but I guess she's not getting it #'guess' I say as if the store didn't already close and I'm seeing her tomorrow #snicksnack

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We did not get it :(

Potential landlords get back to us when you say you will challenge

#the guy beforehand was so oooh you seem really nice I’d prioritise you and ooh I’d like to rent to a couple etc etc #so it’s like extra much of a bummer because he made it seem like we had it in the bag #but I guess not #it was this huge 2 floor apartment on the Essinge islands which are in the middle of the city but still has this small island vibe #yeah no :// #I mean the fact that he didn’t message us yesterday kinda told us this but the hope was still there #I’m bummed :/ #snicksnack

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Potential landlords get back to us when you say you will challenge

#the one from a few weeks ago never got back to us #another one said today so I guess there’s still time but I thought he meant in the morning #snicksnack

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My boyfriend in the other room talking to his friends I hear the word casamento I think casamento eu e você? 🥺😳🧐 or casamento someone else?

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I love being in a multilingual relationship, he called me älsklingzinha 🥺

#snicksnack #älskling = Swedish for my dear #-zinho = Portuguese diminutive #and I am obsessed with -zinho it’s so good

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We’re most probably finding out about the apartment tomorrow or the day after and they’ll message my boyfriend on his account (which I believe he doesn’t have notifications for, but I know he’s excited about this too so I hope he’ll check semi-frequently). But this means 😭😭 me, an anxious girl who updates her inbox 4000000 times an hour when she’s waiting for an important communication, will not be able to engage in such activities.

#🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 #snicksnack

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Eclipse of the Sun in Venice in July 8, 1842 by Ippolito Caffi.

#art

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2024 goals - March progress

I can't claim I focussed on my goals at all this month... Idk I don't really see them as goals either they're just kinda.. things I keep some track of. I know I said this last month but I think April will be more productive because this month for sure spring will feel like it's here (we're still waiting for the trees to turn green, it snowed A Lot last week, just to give you an idea of the situation).

Anyway love and light below are some reflections on my specific goals :)

Get back into a reading routine

I've kept on reading Orlando by Virginia Woolf and I only have 35 pages left. I'm still not consistent at all with it, I read a bit about once a week. I find it so hard to reach for the book instead of my phone, it's annoying because I really do enjoy the book.

Meet friends at least once a month

I've had some good hangouts this month, mostly others that have been reaching out. I'm happy because one of my friends came to my boyfriend's show and was so excited about it and I'm happy they are bonding! In April I have plans to go visit a friend who lives in another city (one of my closest friends who will also meet my boyfriend for the first time) and I'm also planning to reach out to another friend!

Do the damn exercises for my back :(

I did them like.... 2,5 times :( not good at all. And my salsa classes stopped in the middle of the month and I've decided to not continue so it's not looking perfect. Hopefully with the extra light we get now I can have more energy to do them in the evening.

Get better at Portuguese

I signed up for the Portuguese course at uni <3333 Hopefully I'll get in and I'll be able to do that in the fall. I studied in some way 11 days of the month which isn't nothing!! Started doing Clozemaster and I really like it, especially on the writing mode (let's be honest, all my knowledge in Romance languages makes the "choose from these four options" a walk in the park for me). It's super annoying that the free plan only allows you 30 words a day. What I really should do is produce more, write little texts and stuff.

Get my license

We're still waiting for the permit to be able to practice driving with my boyfriend but it's taking a while... I've had 2 lessons though (was supposed to have 3 but one got cancelled). I don't know that I feel that I'm getting any better but I do really have to start studying the theory. It would be nice to talk to my instructor also and ask him what he thinks a reasonable time frame would be for me. In my head I'm seeing myself getting the license during the summer but who knows.

Get back into the habit of going on walks

I have been on some walks this month but more in the sense of I am somewhere and walk a bit instead of taking the closest subway. But I mean now with the change of the hour and the warmer weather I for sure am seeing myself going on more walks!

Go to the theatre more (youth discount my beloved) and also to some museums!

I went to the Maurizio Cattelan exposition at the Modern art museum because my friend had a free entrance with her job. I actually really liked it! Unfortunately I was in a bit of a hurry so I didn't have time to meander or look at the other expositions but I would love to go back! They do the free entry on Friday evenings so I think I might go!

Improve my sleeping schedule

I actually compiled my statistics for this this month (yay!). Slept an average of 7h15 but if we just look at work nights it's 6h20. Not great... It's not something I've paid particular attention to this month but I think I should. I think a goal could be maybe sleep before 1 more often (this month it was 3 times hihihi ma come siamo messi raga).

#snicksnack #2024 goals

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We went to see an apartment that we both really like, I had a menty b about the whole thing, we saw another apartment and then we rode home in his convertible listening to Madonna

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turned on the light in my pitch black bathroom and all 3 of my cats were on their hind legs, in a circle, beating the shit out of each like some secret feline fight club

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Went to an apartment visit today with my boyfriend because we’re looking for a place together and when the woman asked where we’re living now I for some reason lied and implied we’re both living where he lives. Why I did this? I don’t know

#we even talked about it for another apartment and I was like no we shouldn’t lie I think it’s better to be honest #then yeah idk #but we didn’t love the place so I was like what does it hurt? #we have another two visits tomorrow let’s hope we survive #snicksnack

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looked at a picture of my boy today and I literally giggled and kicked my feet. like those are the two things I did. deus meus no matter what my anxious brain is trying to tell me I am down so bad for this man and I have been since day one

#snicksnack #it's almost embarrassing

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@tessnewallstudio

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Stanca morta, stanca triste, stanca irritata

#:) #e buon mercoledì #snicksnack

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I think if we got a cat I would pick him up and show my boyfriend to him and say isn’t he a beautiful boy? The most handsome man? Our big love? And it would be perfect

#I am saying this to the cat about my boyfriend btw #snicksnack #we’re seeing an apartment this weekend #😳🥹

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March 2024

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