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Oracle of the Old West #youvegotmail #package #unboxing #mica #sweetscent #scents #oils #treatyoself #jennyroques #beautifulmissouri #oracleofthewest (at St. Louis)

#unboxing #sweetscent #treatyoself #youvegotmail #oils #package #jennyroques #oracleofthewest #mica #scents #beautifulmissouri

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Another Night Another Evening with Sorry, Scout @sorryscout #stlmusic #cbgbstl #saintlouis #stl

#cbgbstl #saintlouis #stlmusic #stl

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I love this. I'm single again. So universe, come with kisses.

Serge de Sazo

L’île aux sirènes, 1953

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SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA STEREOTYPES

FRONT DESK 1st VIOLINS:

FRONT DESK 2nd VIOLINS:

OTHER VIOLINS:

VIOLAS:

CELLOS:

DOUBLE BASSES:

OBOES:

#tuning

FLUTES:

CLARINETS:

BASSOONS:

HORNS:

(another solo?! you shouldn’t have…)

TRUMPETS:

TROMBONES:

TUBA:

TIMPANI:

OTHER PERCUSSION:

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veronica sawyer moodboard

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Check out Drawing Home, US Premier at the TIVOLI Nov. 10! (at Delmar Loop)

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Henri Manuel 

Nu Femme - 1930

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HomeSweetHome

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Watch: Kristen Bell opens up about the mental health double standard and how she manages her own struggle.

Follow @this-is-life-actually

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Yup

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Oh my yesssss.

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‘Lingerie is for Everyone to Enjoy’: A Lingerie Bloggers Tea Party

Photos by Kristen Blush.

Designer and Blogger Credits:

Top - From left to right, Elisabeth in Harlow & Fox, Cora in Layla L’obatti for Between the Sheets, Sweets in Harlow & Fox and Between the Sheets, Rose in Evgenia Lingerie.

Bottom - From left to right, Cora in Evgenia Lingerie, Rose in Between the Sheets, Elisabeth in Harlow & Fox, Sweets in Evgenia Lingerie.

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text piece//

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Take care sweet pea!

Hard to have an appetite when your heart is breaking. I don’t even know what to say on the phone with my mom anymore other than I love you I love you I love you and I’m so sorry. She’s in so much pain and it’s only getting worse and it makes me so sick. Gonna buy a plane ticket when I get paid this weekend. I got angry when I was climbing with my friends today and walked away but it’s only because I’m hurting and anger is the first thing I hold onto. I apologized. I still haven’t told them yet. I almost broke down in yoga class. But I’m going to keep eating and I’m going to keep doing what I love and taking care of myself and I’m not going to keep drowning my pain in alcohol and I’m going to keep calling and I’m going to keep smiling because there is nothing else. This is all we’ve got.

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You know I used to have literal dating fasts. I would meet someone interesting but if I was being honest with myself I would admit to them that it would be x weeks until I would go on a date. I would see them with their friends or something in groups but no pressure for me to go.

Calling it that and owning that I needed that let me get to know people and their friends it was great. I felt really confident. (& you know I'm always confident but sometimes dating wasn't a positive.)

I always suggest it to my friends getting bogged down by talking to people & seeing them but not feeling great. I just would recognize the feeling tell myself I'm not dating for 4 weeks and hold off. I told anyone who wanted my # what I was up to & they either asked me to parties or weren't that interested in me.

I also always suggest when dating to date multiple people because then you realize all the ppl think you're fantastic but you can pick who is fantastic enough for you. (B4 getting too intimate anyway, once x line of intimacy was in play that discussion meant we were partners.)

Anyway, good on you. Have fun with your buddies!

Some girl I was texting briefly approached me when I was out the other night. We had never met before and I had broken plans to a couple times. She straight up called me out and called me a flake. That kinda stuck with me. Because I keep talking to girls that I have no intention of hanging out with. Whether it be because of my own insecurity or I’m just not that interested. So I’m going to stop doing that. It’s kind of mean and it stresses me out. I’m not at all interested in dating right now even though I’ve been pretty single for a long time. I like spending time with my friends and working on myself and I don’t have room in my life for any of that.

#dating #dating fast