lhazaar

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if u pay attention there are themes and motifs on my blog

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a journey of pain, growth and persistence

#painting #fav

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had a cis coworker try to disdainfully explain otherkin to me. "they genuinely believe they're animals" he said to me. i said "buddy, some people genuinely believe in the free market." and he went "huh. yeah."

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on identity, healing the inner child, fursonas, and cringe culture

#furry #sequential

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I rly hate the Satanic Panic & the moral panic surrounding violence in video games in the 90s, coz it's now impossible to talk about the social implications of violent video games in a realistic sense.

No, violence in video games does not create serial killers in the way most people imagine it would.

However, it's very important to notice how after 9/11, a lot of violent video games pivoted their content from silly gratuitous cartoon gore to more realistic military shooters set in the Levant from a US American lens. It's also important to notice the connection of these games & their toxic online multi-player voice chats to Gamer Gate in 2014.

It's obviously not as black & white as it was presented in the 80s & 90s, I dont think everyone who played early Call of Duty games is a white supremacist who wants to join the military to kill people in the middle east, but I think it's dangerous to pretend like video games or any media can't have an impact on the way people think about violence.

I think what makes all the difference here is how that violence is portrayed, what the message behind it is, what the motives are behind the people who crafted that message, who the victims of that violence are, how they are portrayed & the greater cultural context that surrounds it.

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i'm proposing a new diagnostic critera for autism spectrum testing

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today for #StudyBuddies, getting my ass kicked by an environment from soma 👍

~2hrs

cw thalassophobia

#environments

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my goodbye portrait to dagger now that he’s left the game and is starting a lil village made of a brand new kalashtar lineage! he destroyed a hanbalani alta with pure righteous fury and it ruled

#my games #🪐 #i love himmmmmmmm

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yeah sorry I couldn't use the vanilla extract so I just used the next liquid I could find on the spice rack. yeah it was the hickory liquid smoke. are you mad at me.

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The Lovers

#fantasy art

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“Eyes” by Karl Sisson.

#painting

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I got my tetanus shot we can play polearms again

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outcast of the village

#furry #werewolves

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wilds

#werewolves #furry

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tipsy yoda drops his lightsaber and it goes straight down thru the planet never turning off and hits the core and blows the planet up and all he says is "fucked, we are"

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be me. want to play a dnd game with my friends. make a dnd game for them. establish an important npc with a huge secret early in planning that needs to be there from the jump to get the players to notice him, love him, pop him into the first session. player asks what he looks like. somehow never thought of this. floundering. watched the eddy burback margaritaville saga night prior. boom. we're in business. blurt out that he looks like eddy burback. joke never ends. character becomes plot-important, as planned. now i'm sitting at my desk fucking weeping over a character i cannot picture as anything other than eddy burback

#i love our close good pals. eddy burback and lady illmarrow

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daily affirmations

I am a vortex of Bullshit

I attract Toxicity

I attract Negative energy

Wealth and Success flee from me

Angelic guides Abandon me due to my Personality Disorder

My Higher Self is trapped inside of a Prism and being tortured by Demons

Powerful Forces are conspiring for my Downfall

My Crystal's are Busted

My Chakras are Spinning Backeards

My Pineal Gland is replaced.with a Deer Pellet

I suck Positive Vibes out of the Room and Replace them with Rancidity and Hatred

I attract Drama

My Children Hate me

Bugs Grow in my Whiote Girl Dreds

My Twin Flame left me for a Pleadiean Bitch with 6 Penise's

My OF is Failing

My SoundCloud is Shadowbanned

My Volkswagon Golf has a Catastrophic Oil Leak

I have Ozempic Face

I have Nothing

My life is Fucked

My life is Fucked

My life is Fucked

MY LIFE IS fucked.