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HELP FEED UR LOCAL LOSER

remaking this post because i’m at two weeks left until payday for my new job and i’m slowly losing my mind over money. i’ve currently got just under £5 left in my account and have no idea how i’m going to get to work and afford food for the next two weeks. if anyone could reblog this around, it’d be a huge help and any amount someone could spare would go a long way to easing the incredible fear in my mind right now. MY PAYPAL CAN BE FOUND HERE. i also am able to do basic commission work like icons/banners etc if that helps, but honestly, any little helps even a reblog could help feed me for a few days. <3

UPDATE! things have gotten a little more worrying and i’d appreciate any reblogs people could do to spread this around and even tiny things go a long way. i’m about to run out of medication. full disclosure: i have bipolar disorder & c-ptsd and my meds help keep me stable enough to survive. i’m desperate for just £10 to fill the prescription and survive until i finally get paid on the 7th of march. please please share <3

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#if i dont come back and think about doing the reincarnation server once every few months is it really me???? #i WISH snk could work in a server set up but it just tends not to and i cry abt it coz i wannnaaaaa #tbd #𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑦 & 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝘩𝑖𝑐𝘩 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩.┆ooc.

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Ross Lynch in Heaven Angel

#𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑡. / 𝘩𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩.┆aa vis. #cocomin ily xoxo

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AUBREY PLAZA as RILEY Happiest Season (2020) dir. Clea DuVall

#nvm it's hanji zoe brainrot hours bc i dared to go into my likes and-- #they can sTEP ON ME PLS #𝑧𝑜𝑒. / 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟.┆hz vis.

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no thots, just armin brainrot 2k22

#halp

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Legs open jaw daddy

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#IM WHEEZING FFS #NEVER FORGET

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it’s dangerous that i found the login for this blog.... 👀👀

#tbd

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FULL  NAME: armin arlert. MEANING: old German name taken from the latin arminus, meaning "hero" or a form of Herman, meaning "army man" other meanings include: "Universal, Whole" NICKNAME(S):  armie, hot flash. GENDER:   genderfluid trans male ETHNICITY:  eldian HEIGHT:  5'3 AGE:  22 ZODIAC:  scorpio

SPOKEN  LANGUAGES:  eldian, knows how to read the marleyan written variant. PHYSICAL CHARACTERISTICS: vibrant blonde hair, vibrant hazel eyes, some pretty expressive eyebrows tbh HAIR  COLOUR:  blonde/honeyed in the summer months EYE  COLOUR:  hazel SKIN  TONE:  general warm tones that remain no matter the season. doesn't really tan in the sun, mostly just burns before returning back. BODY  TYPE: at first, rather scrawny but after more time with the scouts armin develops toned muscle. nothing over the top, but there is definitely a very obvious visible difference. VOICE:  steady, usually a very calming voice. armin speaks fast when he gets heated/passionate/invested in a subject and his voice grows louder in such instances too. can switch to a pretty harsh and commanding, cold tone when needed. DOMINANT  HAND:  right POSTURE:  very good posture, not only from his time with the scouts but even before that. his grandfather always got on him about it and given armin's height, he's always kept it up as an attempt to appear taller where possible. SCARS:  armin's body was made up of a lot of scars from training in early life but even before that, he had a fair amount from the times he'd get picked on as kid. in particular was a scar by his left eyebrow-- this faded after inheriting his titan. armin also has top surgery scars though they are now significantly faded and by the end of series aren't visible at all. TATTOOS:  n/a until post-series when he gets an ocean wave tattoo much like this one as a nod to his and eren's friendship. the tattoo is located on his inner right arm. MOST  NOTICEABLE  FEATURE(S): tragically, his height, he knows this. but also his hair is a very distinct feature even after multiple different haircuts/styles.

CHILDHOOD PLACE  OF  BIRTH: shiganshina district within wall maria HOMETOWN:  shiganshina district MANNER  OF  BIRTH:  natural birth, one month before due date FIRST  WORDS:  papa SIBLINGS: n/a PARENTS:  nadina & cariel arlert. deceased. PARENT  INVOLVEMENT:  armin's parents were very loving and happy to have a child, but their love and wonder, their curiosity for the outside world meant their priorities were never entirely fixed with raising their child. even while his parents were still around, armin's grandfather put more time into raising him than they ever did. he loved his parents and grew up with the same wide eyed wonder about the outside world, but he also held a bitterness toward them, especially learning the truth of their deaths and that they left him behind without a second thought. armin's grandfather was always heavily involved with his upbringing and armin credits him for raising him with respect for others but a passion to get what he wants. his grandfather was always the one to help armin pick his name and was incredibly supportive of him living his truth.

ADULT LIFE OCCUPATION: 15th commander of the survey corps & then peace talks diplomat CURRENT RESIDENCE: post series there is a lot of moving about, never truly settling in those three years CLOSE  FRIENDS: eren jaeger & mikasa ackerman were always armin's closest and longest friends. RELATIONSHIP  STATUS: single FINANCIAL  STATUS:  grew up often dipping between rough stability and poor and struggling DRIVER’S  LICENSE:   yes, got it post series CRIMINAL  RECORD:  wiped clean, ish. however he commit obviously, a lot of war-related crimes, murder etc.

VICES: armin uses drugs like cannabis fairly often, sometimes smokes, drinks a bit but it's all mostly done in privacy. SEX / ROMANCE:  armin craves intimacy with others through both romantic actions and through sexual. he's obviously grown up surrounded by war and it's never exactly been a high priority thing, but it is something he craves intensely. he's a kind romancer, putting thought into any acts to ensure things are always deeply personal and meaningful. SEXUAL  ORIENTATION:  bisexual ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION: biromantic // as an addition to these, armin is also polyam PREFERRED  EMOTIONAL  ROLE:  tends to lean to more 'dominant' in a way, particularly in later life, taking on a more care giving, listening kind of role. he likes to be emotionally supportive to his partner(s) and be their strength, even if he has a habit of ignoring his own needs in the process. PREFERRED  SEXUAL  ROLE:  and here it's much the same, armin tends to lean more heavily towards a dominant role. for much of his life, he felt out of control. even when in positions of power, there was a distinct feeling that the world around him was always one step away from crumbling. this has always been a very clear and easy way to feel in control. armin is very confident in it too, but he is never overly harsh, not unless it is an agreed upon thing with partner(s). he struggles to actually let go of this, the same as with the emotional role, but with the right person he'd be open to attempting letting those walls etc down. but generally, he likes and feels most comfortable here, like this. LOVE  LANGUAGE:  acts of service & physical touch are armin's key love languages. armin is an affectionate and considerate person. he pays attention to people, remembers a lot of small details about a person and uses those to express his feelings. physical touch is a heavy one though for him and it's deployed a lot. the acts of service tend to tie in with his dominant tendencies and will often have an overlap with that. LIBIDO: fairly high, but he's spent a lot of time pushing it down through life due to the whole a lot of other shit going on. but generally, he likes to have sex regularly especially since he has such intense attachments to the feelings related to it: the control, the connection with another person etc. RELATIONSHIP  TENDENCIES:  when armin is in a relationship, he is deeply committed. he will pour his soul into it, give everything to ensure it works and all parties are happy and cherished. he doesn't do anything by halves. while he can sometimes be distant just simply due to the fact he overworks himself, armin will still always try to be attentive and he's very good at communicating and likes to make sure everyone involved feels heard and seen.

MISC THEME  SONG:  the world is ugly by my chemical romance HOBBIES  TO  PASS  TIME:  reading is armin's main outlet, but he also enjoys painting MENTAL  ILLNESSES: armin has depression, ptsd & generalised anxiety disorder. PHYSICAL  ILLNESSES.  n/a, but does often experience chronic phantom pain. LEFT  OR  RIGHT  BRAINED:   more left brained PHOBIAS:  n/a, but can often be uncomfortable in prolonged silences so always tends to need some kind of background noise. SELF  CONFIDENCE  LEVEL:  armin struggled deeply with his confidence growing up and it had a direct impact on his performance in certain areas. years of bullying and of comparing himself to others meant that armin didn't always believe in his own potential. however, with more time and after having people actually listen to him and allow him the chance to speak and be heard, it began to grow. it was like a fire growing till eventually, it was unstoppable. armin knows his areas of strength and he has full confidence in it, rightfully so.

TAGGED BY:  @decimater TAGGING: 

#𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑡. / 𝘩𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩.┆aa hc. #y aaasss #i love my boy sm ughh

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#cANT BREATHE #𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠.┆save tag.

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Legs open jaw daddy

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#i STAND BY IT JUST YA KNOW UH #WITH SOME FUCKING TWEAKS #JESUS FUCKING FUCK #𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠.┆save tag.

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#support multimuses 2k5va #dont be a dickhead #✌️✌️✌️✌️ #tbd

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Let me tell you something. Sex is not fun. Sex is wrong. Immoral. Terrible. So stop having sex with your husbands. I will shoulder the burden of sin. I will fuck your husbands on your behalf.

#𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑡. / 𝘩𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩.┆aa mus. #he knows who tf he is

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armin dramatically singing she’s like the wind thank u that is all

#look #try and tell me dirty dancing isn't his Go To movie im??? im just RIGHT i will not be hearing argument #tell me u cant see him fucken GOING for it #also demanding SOMEONE from the gang helps him recreate The Dance g a w d #tbd

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I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived. ( eren to armin )

                                  𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔.  // status: still accepting.

          often time armin catches himself in thought when it comes to eren, wondering if they are not two sides of the same coin. while there is a harshness in eren so obvious for all too see-- a certain level of brutality that nobody could deny, he knows there is also cunning and thought behind it. for ever impulse, there is an underlying cause and motivation. he is not always reckless, blind child breaking things because he can. there is pattern to the madness, if you were to truly look and pay attention. 

( or maybe he is just looking for excuse and reason. but he prefers to think he just see’s eren, has known him long enough to understand and see the best in him. ) 

         and so, even now, he can’t help but pause to consider the words. unwrap them and ponder for a moment before he nods. it’s a tentative kind of agreement. one with exceptions that come with armin’s own adjusted way of looking at things. 

          “ it can be a motivator for some, i guess. let the bitterness guide you, move your hand into action. ”   he thinks upon all the times they’ve so freely cast aside their own humanity. all for the sake of the betterment of their people. for the fight toward change. as armin looks to eren now, he still clings onto the hope that the story has no changed. that they still fight the same war and share the same end goal. thinks of how none of this would feel as worthwhile if he were to lose eren to the bitter ugliness of this fight and see his alignments shift and alter to something far darker. 

          smile is forced up. a brightness he projects all too often. “ you’ve always been a bitter little shit though. ”

@libartes // 

#libartes #𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑡. / 𝘩𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩.┆aa ans. #𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑡. / 𝘩𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩.┆canon verse. #:cryingcool: #dont mind me

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them: i love you

me: that’s nice however that is Impossible™ considering i am, to the very core, fundamentally unloveable

#𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑡. / 𝘩𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩.┆aa mus. #𝑗𝑎𝑒𝑔𝑒𝑟. / 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑎𝑐𝑘.┆ej mus. #wELP

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#don't think abt the 104th as youtubers dont do it u will die bc it slaps #don't think abt the sheer amount of tiktok dances they'd nail oh man #okay fuck stop scrolling tiktok alex and finish the reply u were doing-- #𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑏𝑠.┆crack tag. #tbd

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#we need to discuss armin & reiner reaching peak 90s boy band hair levels in the time skip tho #like #kings peaked #they reached true potential and now all i wanna do is #tELL ME WHYYYYY #icb the backstreet boys are the lads reincarnate #just facts #𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑏𝑠.┆crack tag. #....i cant stop singing the fucken song now i pLAYED MYSELF #but srsly tHOSE MIDDLE PARTS #icon shit #jean and his long luscious locks are like. lead singer bout to go solo vibes thank u