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[legaldeborah]

"I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again, Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is, Fighting with myself, so I can't help that I'm competitive, This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited"

-MGK

[legaldeborah]

Coming out of my cave!

It has been a freaking while! i hate to say it but i was so busy and i was watching my blog from a distance, planning what i would insert later, and i was finally declared free back at the beginning of September, the last weekend was one of the FIRST weekends in MONTHS to feel free and have low stress levels. hopefully with God's help i will be done soon.

couple of things happened during such times, i guess I'm going live on twitch lately (horray? i guess so..) but i don't have plans to be a partner or a full time streamer, as I'm a minimalist with my setup and the time isn't on my side when it comes to streaming for hours and hours, i have more important things to do (adult life is mundane but HELL YOU HAVE COOP WITH IT).

anyways i will update my blog to rant, vent, share and talk about anything and everything.

May we all have a blessed morning!

Deborah

#legaldeborah twitch rant longtimenosee blog vent

[legaldeborah]

I miss blogging

it has been ages since i have been here, i want to keep it simple , i was busy and hear me out i was LAZY , real time lazy, i have been episodes of anxiety and as usual i’m a loner from the start and boy how proud i’m i to be a lone wolf, i swear it has saved me so much complimenting and i lost my way of connecting successfully to people, sounds bad but trust i’m screaming Hallelujah out here. 

since im free-ish these days , i will rant and blog more before i drown in tasks again and get lost in the tsunami of everything-is-screwed-up-emotionally.

g’day.

#deborah #long time #gamer #busy life #blogging

[legaldeborah]

There is a plenty time to sleep when we die

Adam Lambert 

[legaldeborah]

Nostalgic..

I used to be living “mentally” in the past - and probably still do- but now it is much better than what i used to believe in as it was something HUGE of my life, past is gone yes but it took your precious and happy moments, and it took some people as well AKA you have someone who passed away whom you still willing they’d be alive right now, well i believe that they are living in the past, repeating what they did at those passed moments forever like a boomerang , i want to go back sometimes because perfume smells and songs are not enough in letting me experience a moment from the past which im eager to relive again... i live in the past, i picture myself completing the story before what happened and let me lose this particular person,time is a mysterious thing...sometimes i wish to travel through it , but wondering if that ever existed ... how much would it cost me ? or what exactly do i have to pay to relive happy moments which are seconds from the past ? would it cost me years of my age ? or something else?..

im wearing my heart on my sleeves in here, but still not fragile, im just someone who clings to the past alittle too much.

until next time “digital diary”.

#past time timetravel diary digitaldiary thoughts

[legaldeborah]

“We are all killers, we all killed a part of ourselves to survive, we all have blood on our hands “

– Unknown

[legaldeborah]

“My Happy little Pill, Take Me Away”

—Troye Sivan

[legaldeborah]

A birth of a new me...

Hello World! Its my new blog which i hope to keep writing on for some long times coming.. since i dont like talking too much nor share everything with people alot (especially verbally) i’ll share some stuff in my blog where i can ease some obstacles and try to be social? I guess im not sure.... anyways to who’s dropping by.. HI! You are reading a blog of someone who likes to spend so much time alone 😇

Ya’ll get to know me very soon...