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han [한] ; [02:08]

i could have sworn i saw him right there in front of me. yet when i leaned in to touch him, he turned into grey dust.

everyone told him he was being selfish for leaving me just because he was "bored" of me and he knew very well they were right. he knew that i had grown too used to him to let him go, but he had no other choice in his perspective.

i was about to go insane. i had barely gotten out of bed for the past 4 days, staring blankly at the ceiling, the walls, the windows... i kept having faded visions of him all over my room. it looked, sounded and felt all so real.

one second he was sitting next to me, whispering how much he loves me, hand in mine, hot breath lingering down my neck and sending shivers down my spine. but when i turned my head, he was not there. my hand still had a warmness to it, but it was not the same; it was not the warmness i craved.

i did not want this. i wanted ji-sung to be real and alive and breathing before my eyes. i wanted to feel him, i wanted to hear him, i wanted him to hold me again and tell me that he is never going to leave me, i wanted all those momentary hallucinations to be real. i wanted to touch him when i lifted my hand, not for the ashy remains of him to fall all over me.

i wanted him to love me, but it was impossible. he was now gone forever. i was never going to hear him say "i love you," ever again. i was never going to feel the satisfaction it brought to me whenever i heard him say it, despite knowing he did not mean it.

he never sincerely loved me, but he was good at pretending.

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le-fou-muet · 2 years

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Which kind of request do you take ?? What do you want to write about ?? :3

heya! i just posted my rules and information for the blog, you can check it out! 💌

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le-fou-muet · 2 years

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♡; rules of and information about le-fou-muet

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