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laaailuh · 28 days
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please when you talk about ryan, stop trying to set him apart from his autism. he was a black autistic child who was only 15, he wanted to drive so he could help his mother out. he wanted to be normal, he wanted to be normal.. he wanted to be so many things and the police cut his life short, i think about him everyday because what if that happens to me? would i like it if no one cares that the police KILLED me and only focused on one part of my identity. he was black, he was autistic, he was a joy to be around, he had a smile on his face and no one will ever see him smile again. how does that you feel? y’all don’t even talk about him despite y’all being the mentally ill queer disabled site.
WHERE IS THE OUTRAGE FOR HIM? WHERE IS IT
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please talk about him, please talk about him
your silence speaks so loud
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laaailuh · 2 months
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AHHH I LOVE YOUR ACCOUNT SO MUCH POOKIE ITS SO AMAZING 😍😜
THANKYOUTHANKUOUTHANKYOU❤️😊😊❤️
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laaailuh · 3 months
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this is just another warning for u bitches out there. my last time saying it too. if you do not like what i or other black writers write, DO NOT READ OUR WORK. i been letting yall slide w yall slick comments for too long now. i’m not on here to be liked, im here to write and have fun. if u dont like what i dont put out, don’t read it, simple! whether it be any plug!character work or something where the reader calls her man daddy. idgaf how u feel about it. u feel some typa way? get off my page. block me! that fucking simple! go cry about it and actually write whatbu swear people would like instead of complaining in my comments for a change.
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laaailuh · 7 months
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racism and 'hiimayee'/'mayearies'
hi! so, I know Im not posting as frequently as I should be n I kinda fell off, BUT! theres a reason for that that I will be discussing today.
so, around maybe a month or so ago I was added to an insta gc with a handful of writers. Some being ash, maye, Dalia, a mutual friend named Ash, who we refer to as Lash, and a few others. Keep in mind, just so there is no misconception, the dominant population of this groupchat was both black and queer. I am not going to define who as its not relevant, and I would like to respect everyones privacy.
So, one day in the groupchat, we were all joking around when maye decided to call Dalia, aka @primaviva, a b--der h**per.
Now, for some who are confused lets go over the term 'b--der h**per' and its history.
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This is a racial slur that aims to offend the Latino community, specifically Mexican immigrants. it is a callback to the border laws that prevent non-U.S. citizens from entering the United States without legal documentation, otherwise known as a passport or a 'green card' that will recognize you as a U.S. citizen. Throughout history, the government has made it harder and harder to apply for U.S. citizenship. Especially if the person attempting to migrate doesn't have the appropriate funds to finance this kind of migration. This is a form of systemic oppression to further segregate POC from White America, and this system has been critized in the past due to its nature and America even being stolen land.
As stated above, this slur is aimed at Mexican Immigrants. However, anyone of any culture can be an immigrant. When Maye knowingly said this to Dalia, not only was she using a derogatory term used to berate those who spent years trying to find a way towards a better life against her, but she was also grouping her in a category that is not her own. Dalia is NOT Mexican-American. She is puerto rican and dominican. So not only does this term not apply to her, it groups the entire Latino community in a giant umbrella of ignorance that erases her culture, and throws it under one title that is not her own.
To put this into perspective, lets use a hypothetical example.
Jen is Mexican-American. Her culture has deep roots that contributed to everyday history. While some components of her history may be similar to other Latino heritage, they are not the same and differ in many ways.
Gabriella is Puerto-Rican. She too has some similarites to other Latino/spanish speaking cultures, but there is an entirely different story to how her people came to be.
Grouping Jen and Gabriella together is ignorant. Doing this overlooks and dismisses their difference in history and boils their culture down to one small similarity; Spanish. You wouldn't call Gabriella a deragotory term that doesn't apply to her, because not only is it racist, but it also takes a massive eraser to her culture and roots. To put these two under the same roof and unite them under one thing is essentially telling them "you're all the same."
Cultural erasure is already a big problem in non-white communities. Anything that differs from European american history is already not talked about, but to do this is just a slap in the face.
And to put the icing on the cake, this was her apology. Which took her 3 tries...
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#1, which was already an issue in itself...an emoji for racism is crazy.
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#2, which still wasn't sufficient for racism...
And #3, in which she attempt to deflect the situation by saying we use "problematic language". Which, is only the n-word amongst each other. Because we're all black!
She even got defensive when Dalia assumed she was Latino due to how quickly the word was sent like it was normal. This was not a PROPER apology, regardless of how lengthy it was.
And to make matters worse, this isn't the first time she's been caught saying some racist/problematic shit.
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This post is lengthy, and for that, I apologize. But I would like to address one last component of this post before I sign things off.
As you can see in one image, Maye cracked a joke about 'curry' when talking about Pakistani women's education activist Malala.
Let's take a moment to explain why this is problematic, and how cracking jokes about curry when on the topic of Pakistan is an issue.
Pakistan is a country in South Asia that neighbors India. This country has a beautiful and unique history of its own that very rarely is taught in classroom settings, just like I said earlier with any sort of history that is not European. One of the racial stereotypes of its South Asia is their 'abundance of curry', and all of their meals being some type of 'curry'
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This is again an ignorant and narrow-minded ideology regarding the topic of race and its similarities to other countries that are similar in certain aspects. It pushes people into a marginalized box, and labels them as 'all the same'.
I ask that you do research before spreading a harmful narrative about peoples culture, and don't be ignorant. Thank you for taking time to read this post.
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laaailuh · 7 months
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i’m in your walls
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oh ash🤭🤭
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laaailuh · 7 months
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HIIII LAILAAAAA HRUU
OMGGGG MANIIII HEYYY IM GOODDD, HOW R U 😽😽
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laaailuh · 7 months
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i complain ab getting no play but when the play comes i run 💯
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laaailuh · 7 months
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laaailuh · 8 months
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made a lil somethin idk
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laaailuh · 8 months
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-TROPHY WIFE PT.2🏀
╰┈➤PART 1
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-pairing: basketball player!e42 miles x fem!black!reader
-genre: fluff
-summary: What it’s like to date Visions Academy’s most prominent basketball player.
a/n: I am obsessed with making these.
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MILES MORALES who always needs you by his side to help him choose out of his D1 offers.
“What about this one? Their program seems pretty nice.” “Yeah but baby, it's in Texas.” “So?” “Im not tryin’ to be 1000 miles away from you so another nigga can think he has a chance, fuck no.”
MILES MORALES who continuously reminds the cheerleaders that flirt with him that he's taken whatsoever and not interested.
“That crossover trick you did was so good.” “You should totally teach us some time.” “Nah. My girl can teach you how to get your ass beat though? She crazy.”
MILES MORALES who will give you private basketball lessons. Even though you weren't the best at playing, you still wanted to learn it because it was something that he loved deeply.
MILES MORALES who needs reassurance/ comfort when he gets injured during his basketball season.
“I cant rest Ma, scouts dont look for the player who sits out the most.” “You’re injured though, you need to lay off your ankle.” “Nah I have to-” “Basketball will still be there for you when you heal, so please just rest baby.”
MILES MORALES who tries not to let a fight escalate on the court if another player trash talks or purposely trips him. He wanted to show you that he was bigger than that. 
MILES MORALES who will try and convince you to get him the new 2k game that comes out every year.
“Please mami, they added more moves and everything.” “Miles, you play the actual game in real life, you don't need it.” “But I wanna create a sexy ass basketball player.”
MILES MORALES who will leave his jerseys at your house intentionally because he knows you like to wear it to bed or to his games.
MILES MORALES who lifts his shirt up to dry his face when he's sweating. This makes you go absolutely feral and he knows it too.
MILES MORALES who will take you out to eat after school before one of his games, he wants you to have enough energy to cheer for him.
MILES MORALES who loves when you get your nails done with his jersey number on it.
“You like my new set?” “Mhmmm….I love them baby.” “Now we have to do that tik tok trend where I show my nails on your pants.” “You stay wanting to do that huh?”
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laaailuh · 8 months
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first day of school tmr….. bouta shit my pants 🙋🏽‍♀️
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laaailuh · 8 months
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bro what the fuck
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i mean it when i say i really hate the weird ass niggas that be on this app man
when are you gonna write about miles getting raped
what?
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laaailuh · 8 months
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OUUUUU NEW THEME?? ATE DOWN BOOOO
THANK YOU BABE🤗🤗🤗
(im patiently waiting for jersey luv 3)
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laaailuh · 8 months
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I am loving the new theme 💜💜💜
THANKYOUTHANKUOU🤗🤗🤗🤗
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laaailuh · 8 months
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THEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEMETHEME-
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i love u and i love the theme basically 😊
THANK YOU WIFEY
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laaailuh · 8 months
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"I want you"🕸️🕷️
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pairing: earth 42!miles x black!reader
warnings: light swearing, possessive Miles, toxic (cheating)
Summary: Despite your relationship with his friend, Miles is determined to get you in anyway possible.
a/n: Im back finally! I wanted to post something before I get caught up with school and stuff.
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“Yonna’s been passed around the whole school, i'm not tryna be one of them.”
“You can still try and get to know her?”
“Nah man, I'm good.”
“Homecoming is around the corner Miles, you need a date.
"I aint going."
Kaison shook his head in disappointment. "What do you mean your not going? What about the three girls who asked you earlier?”
Miles laughed at his response, “Not my type.”
He scoffed at him. “So who is nigga?”
Before Miles said another word, you walked up to them and embraced Kaison with a tight hug.
“Hey baby, I didn't see you in third period?”
“Shit my bad, I skipped.”
Miles couldn't help but feel a searing pang of resentment deep within as he watched his friend bask in the attention of the girl he's been wanting for months. It should’ve been him taking you out on those dates, kissing you, holding you and comforting you during your most vulnerable times. Kaison didn't deserve it, he did.
During the conversation, Miles found himself recounting every endearing detail about you that had captivated his heart in the first place. The way you styled your knotless braids, your vanilla scent that filled the hallway and the lip gloss that was always applied on your lips. He loved everything about you, all of it.
“We still hanging out after school?”
Kaison widened his eyes, as he forgot about their arrangement, “Fuck.”
“Nigga, are you serious right now?” You said with an angry tone.
“Babe, It wasn't on purpose, it slipped my mind.”
You waved your hand in annoyance. “Yeah whatever, Kaison.”
He kissed your cheek. “Don't be upset please, I’ll text you after practice okay?”
You didn't say anything to him and avoided his gaze.
Kaison then dapped up Miles and began walking to the field.
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You and Miles decided to sit on a bench outside of the school.
“You good?”
You shook your head “This is the second time he’s bailed on me this week. Fucking irritating."
“Shit I mean, have you spoken to him about how you feel?”
“Nah, haven't had the chance.”
You turned your face towards Miles and realised he was already looking at you.
It was a different type of look, one you noticed he would give you often. Kaison never looked at you like that, never. 
“Stop it Morales.”
“Stop what y/n?”
You bit the inside of your cheek “You know what you're doing.”
He smirked a little, “Nah, I dont.”
You turned your face away, breaking eye contact.
“I'm with Kaison.”
“Who said anything about him?”
You sighed, he was right. Why were you bringing him up?
“Can I ask you something?”
You shrugged, "I guess."
“If you weren't with him, would things have been different between us?”
“I….I don’t know.” You hesitated to answer his question.
“Mhm but you thought about it before, haven't you?”
“No.”
Miles scoffed at your response, “Why you tryna put on a front right now? It’s just us.”
You shook your head, ���I love Kaison.”
“You dont y/n. You know he doesn't appreciate you the way you should be.”
Miles paused for a second and then spoke again “I could treat you way better and you know that I would. 
He scooted closer to you. “Look at me Ma.”
You turned your head to face him. “It's too late Miles, you were too late…”
“It ain’t though.”
You looked down at your uniform skirt, trying to wrap up what was just said to you. You did like him before Kaison but he never showed it enough for something to form.
“I can't be talking about this with you Miles.”
“Cause you feel the same way about me, right?”
“Like I said, it's too late.”
Miles then put his hand on your chin softly and kissed you. You knew you should've pulled away but you didn't. There was a yearning feeling inside of you that wanted it just as much as he did.
He gently broke the kiss and wiped off a smudge of your lipgloss from his own lips. “I want you y/n, so fucking much.”
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laaailuh · 9 months
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IM NOT GON FADEEEEW these white women wanna be us so bad they gettin a luh stupid 😪 like girllll don’t make me get my play cousin that work at apple to find yo ass
ANYWAYS keep up the good work sis these racist white women jus mad we up in this bitch black women are always 🔛🔝
Nothing but luv 🫶🏾
like i took a lil break and come back to that? the fuck 💀
weird ass hoes fr, and thank you girl! much luv 🫶🏽
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