kyxworld

[kyxworld]

i’ll brb after a week ig. i’m sorry for just going mia whenever, without announcing it.

#i use tumblr web so u see the struggle is real #i don’t use social media at all #being free of social media is addictive 🧔🏻‍♀️🤞🏻 #i’ll brb after a week 😞👍 #kay’s rambles 🤦🏻‍♀️

[kyxworld]

ok sorry for this but I think ppl need to understand thats ok to be sad, anxious, in fear or in a bad situation. telling ppl to just be or telling them to realize they are" " or whatever is not going to be helpful to all ppl. i can realize that im nothingness or whatever but i still wake up with headaches and anxiety and i cant just nothingness that away. i personally like the devotional path bc it makes this dual experience meaningful to me. follow your intuition and do your best to take of your health. stop being so hard on yourself and read things that makes sense to you instead of worrying abt other ppls realizations. these bloggers are following their own path so take what they say with a grain of salt bc u cannot dissolve ego entirely. honor your own path. i love all of you and you deserve to recognize that you are the source of joy and love.

okay okay, woah. this has so many tangents to this, but you do you.

first, i can realize that im nothingness or whatever but i still wake up with headaches and anxiety and i cant just nothingness that away. ??

that’s not realizing you’re nothingness. if you’re actually no-thing, is there someone who experiences an headache? is there someone at all?

second, stop being so hard on yourself and read things that makes sense to you instead of worrying abt other ppls realizations

agree, with the first line, even with the second line except there’s no “realization” of any sort. but yeah, don’t put anyone’s experiences, whatever on a pedestal please. like so and so did this so effortlessly, why can’t i? you can, you ‘think’ ‘assume’ you can’t.

lastly, so take what they say with a grain of salt bc u cannot dissolve ego entirely.

i agree with the first part and orange part? no, bc is there an ego? is there anything to dissolve? that’s creating duality, that’s not what non dualism means, it’s all one, oneness is all there is. you put such heavy meaning and focus on the so called “ego” and put it on a pedestal, when it’s just so illusory and not real.

Ultimately, it’s your opinion, and thank for you sharing it, even though i don’t agree with it fully.

i love all of you and you deserve to recognize that you are the source of joy and love.

^^ although this is smth i very much agree with.

#asks! #awareness #consciousness #non dualism

[kyxworld]

https://www.tumblr.com/kyxworld/746806358488301568/httpswwwtumblrcomkyxworld746805826010955776

I tried to just be! At one point I didn't care about having desires, I just wanted to be at peace, but it seems that what you guys are saying isn't true and that even if we realize who we are, we'll continue to live the same life, grow old and it'll end when we die, so we have to put up with everything but tell ourselves that it doesn't matter because it's not happening to the "real" us (I’m not attacking you, just stating what I think)

hi, hello, i’ve been there myself, with that same thought process. but i’ve nothing to say other than seeing it all for yourself, yes what me and others say would be like is this even true?, it is but you’ll know it if you, see it for yourself. you can read, read but how much more longer? what are you waiting for? there’s no big revelation one day, its always “ ” experiencing itself. see through this seeming differences, what’s always common? rest in that knowing. just be as in don’t struggle, search, give up on trying to understand “ ”/that/ self etc.

#asks! #awareness #consciousness

[kyxworld]

HI KY, HOW ARE YOU? 🍓 anon btw ;))

I didn't access Tumblr for a while and when I came back I saw chaos with Jhon Cena, Boop, etc. Anyway, it was good to stay away from tumblr, the fanfics I read updated too hehehe

I hope you're doing well Ky, love you ❤️🍓

hiiii 🍓 anon!! missed you, i myself wasn’t here for a good two weeks ig? or a week idk. i hope you’re doing well too. oh yeah that happened as well ☠️☠️. ahaha thank u for reading themmm

love you too 🍓❣️

#k’s 📩 #my 🍓

[kyxworld]

Will my illusionary life be better (for lack of better words)) if I only notice everything without labeling?

Kinda like a plant 🌱

They grow beautiful and healthy without forcing things. They just are. At least that what a plant told me 🧘‍♀️jk

This ask may seem limited and whatnot but...🙂💖

hiii, you put the word ‘illusionary’ next to life which is illusionary itself. anyway, is there someone who ‘lives’ this ‘life’? you’re labeling things as “suffering” “bad” etc when you don’t put such labels and look at it from a neutral pov, i.e observe you’ll see how nothing is neither good or bad, we just put on labels. no matter, rn it’s all perfect, you’re okay. i promise you, it’s all right. don’t worry.

also just observe, not with the thinking that things might get better but just observe, really, take a step back and see, for yourself.

#asks! #non dualism #consciousness

[kyxworld]

https://www.tumblr.com/iamthat-iam/747419238433783808/ppl-think-that-once-they-reach-a-point-of

Okay so what about the anons who tells you now they know and they’re living what they wanted ?

I don’t get what the anon is saying so if we know who we are we’ll continue with the illusion but like a robot ????

I think you misunderstood what they were trying to say.

To sum up their point, this is a philosophy pointing you to your true nature. You have to look within and see for yourself.

Whatever is said is meant to be taken literally. These are not things you experience "after" you know yourself. For example, time is not real. You don't have to see clocks acting weird in order for this to be true, because it's already not real.

Many folks read this and expect some grandiose experience because for them, whatever they are experiencing in the present isn't enough "proof" they are the ultimate authority, that this is all a dream, that there's no past, etc. They take the appearances as proof they aren't living what they want.

We're trying to get you guys out of the cycle of constantly seeking and seeking, looking for a new experience, and looking for change. What is there to change if there is nothing and no one here at all?

No, there has never been a "me" here, but that doesn't make you a robot. You're the only reason why anything appears to exist... how cool is that?? The only reason why you don't take the initiative to 'experience whatever you want' is because you take yourself to be a person with a fixed story, with a solid past, solid circumstances. You take all these things to be factual, and you think you have to take action to "fix" it. You don't understand that nothing is separate from you.

Would an omnipotent being need to do a technique to experience whatever it chooses? Does it need step by step instructions on how to fix something? Of course not.

[kyxworld]

Hello, darling! How are you doing? I found out about non-dualism through msperfect777 and honestly I loved it, but it seems like now all the "new" bloggers are talking about the new non-dualism, I'm confused how to understand it again, after all everything is just awareness

hiiiiiii! i hope you’re doing well! and you?

i found it through vesora 🧎🏻‍♀️. there’s new non dualism? 😭. i think you’re meaning to talk abt loa + nd blogs? yeah there’s a lot of ppl, talking a weird mix of it. it’s like oil and water, regardless.

i’ll attach my moot’s post. the only one you’ll need.

and yes, it’s all “ ”/ awareness. no matter what at the end, you’ll always end up with “ ”. i don’t want to confuse you, so just this post is enough.

#asks! #non dualism

[kyxworld]

i’m on X/twitter only bc aurie told me so 😭💀. there’s nothing more to say, i just repost posts there, if i’ve smth to say, i’ll say over there ig. (username is @kxyworld)

#ミ★ kay rambles

[kyxworld]

https://www.tumblr.com/kyxworld/746805826010955776/yall-should-stop-lying-you-are-giving-people

Even if it's just to realize who you are, that's all. We'll be detached from everything but we'll still be living the same shitty illusion so what's the point!

i mean isn’t that just you being aware of a “shitty” illusion?

#asks!

[kyxworld]

Y’all should stop lying, You are giving people hope and playing with their mental health.

by all means what i’ve pointed out time and again, even other bloggers is; if you treat this as a method? it’ll just backfire. this is to realize self, and not get anything. bc is there anything to get? when you’re all there is? it’ll surely affect you, if you keep thinking there something to get -> disappointment you didn’t get -> search for better things, changes -> back to square one.

#asks!

[kyxworld]

Do we all have different worlds/dreams ?

are there any others? isn’t everything illusory? a mere mirage, just a seeming appearance. it only seems like there are other ppl, who have diff dreams, have a complicated life just like ours. it’s all seeming. but don’t complicate it, by thinking too much like this.

#asks!

[kyxworld]

haha u r so funny for thinking a limited lil human being is all that u r babe

#so goofy! #jokes aside #you're limitless 😍 #how great is that #reminder ^^

[kyxworld]

Wait ARE YOU ITALIAN??????!!!!!

that’s the most random guess ever, how did u get into such a conclusion 😭😭😭. i’m not 🧔🏻‍♀️

(psst! i’m from asia)

#asks! #seriously how #i never mentioned italy anywhere 😭💀 #i’m laughing so hard (i giggled a lot in my head but irl i’ve a straight face)

[kyxworld]

I wanted to ask why do we have desire to change? I mean this desperation to change this illusion even after knowing it can't since it is an illusion also we can't experience anything with this illusion.

It's always " " experiencing " " .

Desire exists because we don't know the truth and when we know the truth it disappears like what more should I desire of I just experienced having my dream life? Also things about permanency is related to illusion since nothing exists so what is supposed to be permanent

Many ( me as well ) have this seeming issue that they imagined and when they opened the eyes it didn't change isn't it because it isn't supposed to be even changed and they are just torturing themselves? Also because of trying to experience illusion through another illusion..?

Because you think you don't have it already

I'm not sure what you're talking about but yes trying while thinking you're limited and stuck in a life is torture

Doesn't mean you can't experience what you want, just stop gping through unnessecary suffering and waiting

And when you know who you are , you directly experience it, you'll see how you were already free all this time

[kyxworld]

HI :)

Illuminated Mystic Here :

Let’s get this straight

Ego: illusion

Illusion = It does not exist

Yeah it’s that simple to understand

( This Blog and other blogs that talks about

“NON DUALITY” is a not a source of “Teachings” of Advaita Vedanta THEY ARE NOT

“GURUS OR TEACHERS” don’t look at us as

We are simply repeating what IS it’s just a POINTER

Advaita Vedanta -> YOU.

You don’t need to listen or read any Source or books or videos to BE YOU

THERE ARE RULES OR REGULATIONS TO THIS

There is no PHYSICAL reality or imagination or 3D or 4D They all the same thing ONE

O N E N E S S

You still “ suffer” because you think you are a person with desires, fears , doubts, senses, circumstances.

AND YOU STILL SEEKING for more information

Some of you came from LOA to AV (like ME)

And you still searching for more

Aren’t you tired of seeking ?

Let go of EVERYTHING UNTIL YOU ARE LEFT WITH NOTHING

This “process” is not about adding this is about reducing, it is not about gaining more knowledge, reading more and more and more than reading some more, it is about reducing and deconstructing everything until when? UNTIL you are left with nothing. DO NOT ADD, REDUCE

So in a sense Awakening is not about “Advancing ahead it’s about going backwards” Backwards, backwards, backwards and backwards until go at point 0 because Zero is infinity because you are 0

You are able to appear as a 7. For if you were 7 you would not able to be anything other than 7 because you be limited in nature so you must unimagine what you have imagined.

DECONSTRUCT what you have CONSTRUCTED

Until you realize that you are nothing appearing as Something ( FULL CREDIT BY Realitywarpingg on instagram)

You are Nothingness

I can say you are Infinite, nothing, something, God, one. all I want but you must experience it

Because words are fucking meaningless

No one can help you but yourself

YOU HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING INSTEAD OF NOTHING

Words can never ever describe the experience

This has been Illuminated mystic BYE FOREVER

:)

#just how many bye’s forever did you say mystic 😭 #rb bc i like this 😔

[kyxworld]

WAITT THE BOOP THING IS GONE? 😟😟 whyyy

#i loved it sm #WHYYY

[kyxworld]

https://www.tumblr.com/kyxworld/746713152877690880/hii-about-you-deactivating-dont-pls-i-love-you

who cares about people getting annoyed they are just an illusion (hehe got this one from you)

but don’t worry i’ll defend you, they are annoying me too

love you x

hahaha, yess they’re an illusion too 😭💀.

aww, thank you. you’re my knight in a shining armor ig 🤧🤍.

love you too 🪼

#asks! #why do i add jellyfish randomly at the end of things 💀 #it sounds like love you too jellyfish #but it’s pretty 😓 #i bet you’re pretty as hell anon