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Life after

Toast and Jam

waterfall without granite

or maybe its granite without a waterfall

maybe all the weathering to be done

has been done

Intimacy without being intimate

is a death-knell to anything permanent

but permanence was never on any table

intentions are just that

peaceful mornings

and weird dreams

are the legacy of union

and dissolution

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"Life is a crazy, wonderful journey. There is chaos, then comes peace, and then it all starts again. The secret is to enjoy the ride."

~ Regina Brett࿐⭑꙳⭑

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#just listening to Seether whilst coding #something comforting about this song #i know it's weird #Youtube

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Lost in Translation

One evening

when I was very young

I watched an SR71 plow through the sky over Naples,Texas

that in itself was mind expanding

yet what happened after

is what puzzled me

I saw what I thought were helicopters flying in a linear formation

along the same line as the Blackbird

it was as if

to my young mind

my perception rose up and outward to meet them

and I saw our world

our solar system

it was majestic

we are so small

perhaps

we just need to recognize that

sometimes...

#were they UFOs? #fuckifiknow

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Perception and Reality

Loving, genuine, empathetic, engaging

empty, lonely, erased, stranger

sometimes

competing thoughts

generate a kind of cognitive dissonance

with the ongoing experience

so it is enough

to let it play out

and hydrate

to concentrate

and move

#living in reality

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I feel rejuvenated in a certain way

it isn't jumpy

or filled with energy

more filled with purpose than anything else

there is a reason these were often seen as harbingers of doom

or omens

there is power here

and now

I feel it within

#mood

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The Three Body Problem

Orbiting never felt so dangerous

as now

tidal forces seek to rip the crust apart

showing the weak mantle to the universe

the fiery nature not yet evident

but the angry rage building

can still be felt

eventually

orbits will decay

and will die in the destruction

the impact ripping it apart

or coldly flinging one unfortunate body

across the universe

#read between the lines #dig deep #mood

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#afraid of your gifts #but using them all the same #you taught me well #Youtube

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Cubik

solving premises

already proposed

and found wanting

something off in three-dimensional space

twist spinors

in just such a way

to show congruence with the physical world

resolutions passed

and acceptance had

everything that must be

is

and everything that was to be

is but ash

everything else

is just another turn of the puzzle

made to look whole upon inspection

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“Do not wait for the healing to arrive. It will never come. The holes will never leave or be filled with anything at all. But holes are interesting things.”

— Augusten Burroughs, This Is How

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Illusion/Delusion

The Universe

in all its splendor

is confusing my heart with hope

sending it second chance

messages

and tangling its strings with

anecdotal lifelines

when all I really need

is a good night's sleep

and maybe a passionate

hug...

Perhaps when all hope has been exhausted

and all despair has likewise been drained

then will my heart look at its garden

and be at peace

#memories of hope and despair

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#Youtube

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Take a break and grieve whatever it is you need to grieve. Grieve the fucking shit out of it. Cry and scream. Let it move through you and make your eyes black and red and go back to whatever color they were. Let the blood pour and the bones break. Rage and pound. Let it explode from you until you’re hoarse and exhausted. Stay down, eyes closed for a bit. Then let resignation fill the emptiness of whatever was there. Acceptance that shit will never fucking be the same again. Then you get up. You view the world through that black lace shroud. Seeing the bleached bones the living will become. The worn skin, the tired faces that will melt to bone and dust. And move in the only direction that is acceptable, forward until the grave.

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Echoes

Choices

Leave a shadow

A lingering darkness

Worlds reside within

Voices speak in a silent rhyme

A great chorus

Rising to meet you

As each wave breaks

So do you.

#brokenness #separation #connection #healing

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I can't exactly describe how I feel, but it's not quite right. And it leaves me cold.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

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Inverse exponential curve part 2

What part of this statistical result

Sings best of empiricism

Is it just an anecdotal representation

Of a singular heart?

Is the reality

That a connection caught feelings

Or that feelings sought a connection.

#miss you #beloved