Song that reminds me of Serge and Gilbert again (*I look up the lyrics and it's so accurate... Just gonna imagining Serge mourning over Gilbert after his death
And him singing this for Gilbert. )
Lyrics translation:
Please, don't turn around
When I shed the last tear
It's hard for both of us
But will the time where we understand each other come?
You started walking towards a future different from mine
Yet here I am chasing the you of that day with my fingertips
Within these overflowing feelings for you
Our breathing entangles
We wished too much for those transient days
But no one knows, it's a secret between us
We cannot talk things through with our backs
But we want to indulge, in the wet love between us
I look up the sky in the incessant rain
And see your shadow blending with the azure memories...
The night questions me
But my heart cannot betray
My own thoughts
Is there a point in time where I could start over?
I close my ears as the world prays
The me of that day keeps repeating the same things
Though this wish is a shattered fragment
I've always held it dear
This transient sin will never make its way
No matter where we go, our hearts always waver
Standing side by side, we communicate with our eyes
We want to sink in the indefinite love between us
But I cannot remember that word from that day
It blends together with the azure memories...
We wished too much for those transient days
But no one knows, it's a secret between us
We cannot talk things through with our backs
But we want to indulge, in the wet love between us
I look up the sky in the incessant rain
And see your shadow blending with the azure memories...
Thanks to Kazeki, I can't never listen to Angel Baby without imagining Serge and Gilbert laughing, hugging, and laying on the grass just the two of them, watching the blue sky.
And Serge running his hand through Gil's hair with love eyes while Gil staring into his eyes receiving the affection that Serge give to Him
(fck I'm having a great time, thank you Kazeki..........
I'M HAPPY GILBERT GET TO FEEL A REAL LOVE WITH SERGE EVEN JUST A WHILE)
writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.