justlikethatwehaveatomorrow

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Need to fall asleep in a boy’s lap while he plays with my hair, gently kisses me and tells me how much he loves me.

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kinda want a girlfriend kinda want a boyfriend kinda wanna run away and live in a tree and never talk to anyone ever again

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I wanna contribute to the chaos

I don't wanna watch and then complain

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Midwestern emo songs are fucking insane cause it'll be this sad mid boy who can't sing for the life of him and then suddenly they say the most profound lyrics that would make shakespeare, edgar allen poe, and fiztgerald all simultaniously go into a coma and you sit there like hell yeah. anyways.

#'maybe im not the person i never wanted to be' #'keep me quiet keep me honest keep me true keep me in love keep me believing it's with you' #'but you were high school and i was just more like real life and you were okay as a girlfriend but i was just more like his wife' #tfb my beloved

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-on leaving home

graceland too- phoebe bridgers/ shameless/ strangers- ethel cain/ lady bird/ maps- the front bottoms

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First self portrait since I got the big chop

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bluetooth isn’t working for me anymore i need this song injected into my spinal fluid

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KEEP ME QUIET, KEEP ME HONEST, KEEP ME TRUE, KEEP ME IN LOVE KEEP ME BELIEVING IT'S WITH YOU

#tfb #the front bottoms #ough #this one #is just ouch

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a little nostalgia for today

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"It's reached the point of the night where I need to decide if I'm going to fall asleep or watch the sunrise"

"let's keep it quiet, keep me honest, keep me true, keep me in love keep me believing it's with you"

"just try to appreciate what you got while you got it so if it ever goes away you can say you enjoyed it while it lasted"

"You say I deserve it, all that is coming the good and the bad, bad, bad, bad, I don't regret it, how could I? you were the best I ever had."

hey actually I'm still thinking about everything I own by the front bottoms

#ough #tfb #the front bottoms #oughhh

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hey actually I'm still thinking about everything I own by the front bottoms

#tfb #the front bottoms

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No offense man but like I heard you spent two whole semesters drinkin wine while I was stuck in Jersey trying to save some money

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‘im a girl’ ’im a boy’ okay well ive got boulders on my shoulders collarbones begin to crack there is very little left of me and it’s never coming back

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trans friends, things have been pretty awful lately.

take what you need. (color change indicates separate links)

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crisis support | a reason to stay alive | and the strength to do it | hope | a connection to our elders | and our ancestors | an ode to trans joy | some quiet | love | mom love | dad love | sister love | sibling love | brother love | someone to hold space for me | rest | to know there's nothing wrong with me | to say fuck the haters | to know we'll always be here

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a reminder to dance in the rain | a gentle pep talk | a reminder that it's okay to be angry | a fucking break | a change of scenery | pain relief | a hug for those in the closet | a hand for those coming out of it | a car ride with the windows down | to sing at the top of my lungs | a little magic | to twirl in a pretty dress

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to hug my younger self | and my body | cat cuddles | dog kisses | stability | sunlight | to remember the cyclical nature of life | an invitation to join us in loving you | to see others will too | a little pampering | a serenade | a warm cup of tea before bed | a moment of peace | a reminder you don't have to save the world alone | and that you surviving is enough

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a gift | a reason for existing | to feel a sense of awe | to realize my place in the universe | a trip to the aquarium | and to go camping | a cold drink | self-compassion | a netflix recommendation | a hulu recommendation | an hbo max recommendation

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a way to help | information on what's happening in my state | a risk map of all states | a free flight to access healthcare | courage to stay and fight | help to get out

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i love you. i'll see you tomorrow.

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brian sella was right this is not the way I plan on living for the rest of my life but for now it gets me by

#ough #peter rambles #tfb #the front bottoms #brian sella #pop punk #music

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thinking about all the “small” art that’s ever existed. songs that were only ever sung in one village. stories written by children that got lost in the shuffle. personal paintings that didn’t survive the test of time. how they affected the lives of just a few, but still existed, still mattered to someone.