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[judestclare]

starter for   ...   maggie  (   @maggiefm​   )

       &.       entering  the  coffee  shop  with  all  the  grace  of  a  bull  in  a  china  shop  and  all  the  secrecy  of  someone  who  didn't  just  get  off  of  a  world  tour,  jude  heaves  a  sigh  of  relief  when  she  spots  a  familiar,  friendly  face  and  realises  she  is  finally  at  the  right  place.  huge  coffee  from  another  location  in  her  hand      (      a  little  rude  to  this  perfectly  fine  establishment,  jude,  she  chastises  herself      ),  jude  collapses  at  the  table  that  maggie  is  stationed  at,  out  of  breath  and  voice  already  prepped  for  her  melodramatics.      ❛      i  am  so  sorry,      ❜      she  says.      ❛      i  thought  you  stood  me  up  for  our  coffee  date.      ❜      a  pout  forms  on  her  face  at  the  imagined  transgression,  of  course,  for  theatrical  effect.      ❛      but  then  i  realised  you  wouldn't  do  that  to  me,  and  i  was  in  entirely  the  wrong  place,  like  the  dumbass  that  i  am.  very  interesting  conversation  with  the  uber  driver,  by  the  way.  i  think  he's  involved  in  a  pyramid  scheme.  anyway,  i  was  so  worried  you  would  leave,  and  i  would  be  standing  you  up,  which  i  kind  of  already  did  on  accident  ...      ❜      she's  out  of  breath  again  now  from  speaking  her  entire  story  in  a  jumble,  which  she  punctuates  with  a  long  sip  of  her  coffee  and  then  a  beaming  smile,  holding  a  hand  out  across  the  table  for  maggie  to  put  hers  in.      ❛      but  now  i  didn't.  so.  how's  my  favorite  fellow  american   ?      ❜

#i am ALREADY so sorry to maggie for this #but here you go!!! lmk if anything needs a change #* conversations / thread. #* conversations / maggie.

[judestclare]

starter  for   ...   kai  (  @kaihq​  )

       &.       there  weren't  many  people  that  jude  was  completely  honest  with.  she's  not  a  liar  by  habit  or  by  choice      —      but  serious  matters,  matters  of  the  heart,  were  often  trivialized  before  she  spoke  them.  frustrations  ballooned  to  silly  dramatics,  actual  thoughts  and  feelings  locked  deep  inside  or  made  into  jokes,  hidden  by  a  smile  and  the  constant  bounce  to  her  frame  and  cheery  lilt  to  her  tone.  talking  to  kai  was  different      —      he  was  signed  a  year  after  she  was,  with  jude  originally  pushed  together  to  make  nice  by  shared  management.  when  given  the  task  of  being  kai's  personally  assigned  pal,  naturally  friendly,  she  expected  to  make  a  friend      ...      but  perhaps  not  such  a  good  one.  but  learning  to  expect  the  unexpected  had  landed  her  her  entire  career,  and  now,  someone  she  can  actually  talk  to.  sharing  might  have  been  difficult  for  her,  much  more  of  a  giver  than  a  taker  and  a  shower  than  a  teller,  but  even  jude  had  to  admit  that  having  a  listening  ear  made  things  easier.  especially  when  she  wanted  to  complain.  with  face  muffled  by  the  pillow  on  her  couch  her  face  was  pressed  into,  and  deadlines  approaching,  her  frustration  was  evident.      ❛       what  if  i'm  just  a  one  hit  wonder   ?   like  those  guys  who  wrote  come  on  eileen.  see   ?!   i  don’t  even  know  their  names.  or  the  hey  mickey  girl  and  her  weird  cheerleading  costume.      ❜      she  sits  up  now,  hugging  the  pillow  to  her  chest  and  grimacing  at  the  thought.   what  if  this  album  isn’t  good  enough   ?      ❛      what  if  my  first  success  is  also  my  last  success   ?      ❜

#hopefully this is alright even if jude is being a little whiny but #what is the only friend you tell your insecurities to for? #* conversations / thread. #* conversations / kai.

[judestclare]

starter  for   ...   naya   (   @fmnaya​​   )

       &.       the  day  had  been  long,  if  not  entirely  exhausting.  she  was  no  longer  on  the  tail  end  of  coming  back  from  her  tour,  which  essentially  meant  one  thing:    alright,  jude,  stop  slacking  off  and  get  another  album  out.  it  wasn't  that  she  had  no  work  ethic      —      in  fact,  the  opposite.  jude  was  incredibly  dedicated,  committed,  and  every  single  other  positive  synonym  of  hard  working.  sans,  of  course,  the  requirement  that  she  was  not  easily  distracted.  somehow,  she'd  managed  to  make  it  through  the  entire  day  without  once  desperately  clamoring  for  something  else  to  do  but  record.  and  rerecord.  and  rerecord.  a  changed  chorus  here,  a  stanza  flip  there.  an  entire  scrapping  of  the  bridge.    were  all  her  fits  of  creativity  supposed  to  require  this  much  reworking      ?      pushing  aside  any  feelings  of  inadequacy,  the  back  of  a  familiar  artist's  head  was  spotted  down  the  hallway  once  jude  was  finally  released.  her  stomach  does  a  flip  at  recognizing  the  figure  of  course,  naya  being  the  most  recent  object  of  jude's  very  flighty  infatuations.      ❛      fancy  seeing  you  here,      ❜      she  called  cherrily  from  down  the  hall,  even  though  it  perhaps  made  the  most  sense  in  the  world  that  they  would  both  be  here,   coinciding.  jude  decided  she  was  best  off  booking  down  the  hall  and  nearly  trampling  over  a  water  cooler      —      which  she  then  rested  her  hands  and  chin  on,  leaning  forward  casually.   or,   as  casually  as  she  can  muster  while  still  trying  to  look  good.      ❛      some  might  say  it's  fate.      ❜

#hopefully this is okay!!! lmk if it isn't or if u want something changed or whatever!!! #* conversations / thread. #* conversations / naya.

[judestclare]

12. Grudges and vendettas

❛     holding grudges isn’t good for the soul. too much room reserved for love in my heart to bother with that. honestly   ?   i think i’d forgive just about anybody for whatever they did or said. people change, you know   ?   i guess the future will decide if that’s my blessing or my curse   !      ❜

#Anonymous

[judestclare]

rain or snow

❛     i never had to shovel rain as a kid, so there’s your answer. plus, it happens year round   —   and it’s relaxing. sitting and writing and listening to the rain on your roof   ...   come on, don’t act like that isn’t the best thing EVER. other than a sunny day, of course.     ❜

#frankiegreen #* answered / memes.

[judestclare]

★ + ♦ + ✿ !!

★   ...   a wish my muse has 

     ❛     i want to succeed more in music   —   not even like, get more streams or more money or anything, which would be sick. but i wanna be fulfilled, you know   ?   right now i’m happy, but    ...   i know i can do more. i know it   !      ❜ 

♦   ...   a quirks / hobbies headcanon

    ❛     i mean, obviously i love songwriting, but i’m also REALLY good at baking. i guess you could call me   ...   a master baker. just kidding, i’m a professional. no immature jokes in jude’s bakery   !    cupcakes, cakes, cookies, brownies   ...   you name it, i’d mastered it. ha. or, well, mostly. i still need some work in the decorating department. my icing flowers are always lopsided.     ❜

✿   ...   a sex headcanon

   ❛     oooh, scandalous   !   i guess it’s not all that special to say i like it, huh   ?   i figure a lot of people do. i guess   ...   i don’t really attribute it to romance. dating’s not really my scene at the moment   —   or, it never really was   —   so it’s not like this, attachment filled, love-dovey romance fest like you see on movies. though i do have a soft spot for the notebook. but, like i said   —   FICTION   !     ❜

#kieranfm #* answered / memes.

[judestclare]

do you believe in yourself? + I wish … + sweet or savory !!

❛     of course. i’m like, the coolest person i know. i can do anything if i set my mind to it. except a backflip. believe me, i’ve been trying for years.      ❜      real answer: absolutely not.

❛     i wish   ...   hm. i wish i had a million dollars   ?   no. i wish for   ...   world peace   !    yeah. world peace. that is, if this is like, magic genie rules and not something someone could get me. if that were the case, i’d ask for an iced coffee or a stiff drink. that or, the whole backflip thing.       ❜      real answer: i wish i was less reliant on other people for happiness. 

❛     sweet. one hundo percent. fries and stuff are good if you’re drunk or high or whatever, but i don’t have an entire bag of lollipops in my nightstand drawer and the world’s best chocolate chip cookie under my belt for no reason   ...   wait, are there sweet fries   ?      ❜

#kieranfm #* answered / memes.

[judestclare]

☁︎

☁︎    ...    something my muse is afraid of

❛     uh — i’m not afraid of ANYTHING. that comes with the whole territory of being fun and cool and a great time, if i do say so myself. seriously. i’ve seen enough horror movies to know i’d survive just about any of those crazy scenarios   ...   like, killer sharks or being buried alive or   ...   being chased through the woods with a guy that has a hook hand   !   so why would anything real life throws at me spook me   ?      ❜      real answer: being hated, and spiders. 

#jodiefound #* answered / memes.

[judestclare]

what’s your biggest pet peeve? & an ambition for the future?

❛     my biggest pet peeve ?   i try not to get too annoyed at the little things. it fucks with my vibe — it’s not fun. but i guess stick in the muds. people who don’t want to do anything. like, it’s okay if you don’t like something    ...   but to not even want to   ?   instant side eye. you can’t beat the fun out of the situation. so you know what, stick in the muds   ?   if you can’t beat ‘em, join them. i’m pretty sure, like, fucking ghandi said that.     ❜

❛     does being a mega famous superstar count ?  like, maybe not pop royalty    ...    but i’d like those song royalties, you know   ?   i thought that was a good one. i might use it again   ...   i’d like to record and release another album — expand my tours, too   !    i want to visit every continent and perform. even antarctica, but that’s more of like a bucket list, not gonna happen pipe dream. maybe i’ll visit and just sing to myself. and the penguins. how do you think penguins feel about me   ?    ❜

#fmnaya #* answered / memes.

[judestclare]

Send me a character + a number and I’ll tell you my headcanons for:

Their physical weak spots

Their emotional/moral weak spots

Scars or painful spots

Best places to kiss on their body

Guilty pleasures

Their vices (physical or emotional)

Their tickle spots

Bad memories/experiences

Humiliating memories

Fears/phobias

Bad or petty habits

Grudges and vendettas

What gets them flustered

Ingrained habits/forces of habit

What it takes to make them cry

Dark secrets/’skeletons in the closet’

Regrets

Things they’ll never admit

People they’ve hurt or indirectly killed, and how it affected them

What-ifs/Alternate Timelines

Turning points in their life

People who’ve influenced them greatly

[judestclare]

Put ☎ in my ask for your muses info in my muses phone:

NAME:

RINGTONE: 

PICTURE: 

LAST TEXT RECEIVED: 

LAST TEXT SENT: 

[judestclare]

𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒸𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓈 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑒

♫ – three of my muse’s favorite songs

★ – a wish my muse has

✝ – any religious beliefs my muse has

☾ – sleep headcanon

☹ – sad headcanon

☁︎ – something my muse is afraid of

☺ – happy headcanon

♘ – physical headcanon

♢ – angry/violent headcanon

✿ – sex headcanon

☃ – what my muse thinks of the holidays

■ – bedroom/house/living quarters headcanon

♡ – romantic headcanon

♥ – family headcanon

✧ – my muse’s biggest secret

☍ – friendship headcanon

♦ – quirks/hobbies headcanon

☓ – the most daring thing my muse has ever done

☯ – likes/dislikes headcanon

▼ – childhood headcanon

☉ – cooking/food 

ൠ – random headcanon

✚ – one of my muse’s prized possessions

✿ – a happy memory

➷ – a sports headcanon

♆ – something my muse hates

ღ – a crush my muse had/has

✄ – a favourite movie of my muse’s

✎ – for a school headcanon

[judestclare]

vindctvewrites​:

- ̗̀   —-  𝖍𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖞  𝖉𝖆𝖞  ask  ideas  !

character  development .

what is your best physical feature?

what are some things you fear?

what are some of your guilty pleasures?

what’s your biggest pet peeve?

an ambition for the future?

what is usually your first thought when you wake up?

what do you think about the most?

what do you think your best quality is?

what is your favorite color?

what’s your favorite animal?

what age did you lose your virginity?

do you prefer to be loved or respected?

do you prefer beauty or intelligence?

do you lie?

do you believe in love?

do you believe in yourself?

do you want someone?

do you ever think about leaving … (your home/town/family/significant other)?

have you ever … ?

have you ever lost someone close to you?

have you ever traveled out of your hometown?

have you ever hosted a party?

have you ever lied to someone you love?

have you ever been trapped in a tough situation?

have you ever gotten arrested?

have you ever cheated in a relationship?

have you ever broken a bone?

finish the sentence .

I love …

I feel …

I hide …

I miss …

I wish …

I hate …

I want …

I can’t …

would you rather .

be admired by all or loved by few?

have power or money?

never get angry or never be envious?

be poor but help people or become incredibly rich by hurting people?

die young with no regrets or die old with many regrets?

this or that .

fame or fortune

love or power

cats or dogs

tea or coffee

music or poetry

parties or chill nights

fruits or vegetables

sweet or savory

day or night

summer or winter

rain or snow

reading or writing

singing or dancing

true or false . * tweak these as necessary

you love  ____  .

you hate  ____ .

you want _____ .

you can’t live without ____ .

you wish ____ .

[judestclare]

。· . ˙ ♪  ⌈ kristine froseth + cis female + she / her + solo g + clairo ⌋  have you heard ?  judith “jude” st. clare got signed by disclosure records two years ago ? they’re talented don’t get me wrong but i can’t believe it , they’re only twenty-two years old & some people go all their lives without making it , what makes them special ?  it’ll be interesting to see if the fame & success go to their head because i hear they can be quite careless , pliant & disloyal . but that could only be the rumours because i’ve also heard they’re gregarious , free-spirited & warm hearted . i guess only time will tell .  

     &.     hiii everyone !    i’m meredith, i’m nineteen, i use they/them and she/her pronouns. some more fun facts: i’m a libra, i’m from the est timezone, and really excited to be here !   under the cut you’ll find some #funfacts about the woman , the myth , the legend herself, jude st. clare !  

quick facts:

name: judith victoria st. clare

nicknames: jude — do not call her judith, she hates it

age: twenty-two

date of birth: january 20th, 1998

zodiac: aquarius sun, libra moon ( read here )

gender: cis female ( she/her )

sexuality: bisexual 

positive traits: open-minded, caring, fun-loving, free-spirited, warm-hearted, creative, adventurous, friendly, gentle, gregarious, bubbly

neutral traits: talkative, party animal, reticent, extroverted

negative traits: flighty, careless, disloyal, lazy, dishonest, flippant, easily manipulated/pliant, loud, facetious, unconfident, silly

tv tropes: plucky girl, hard-drinking party girl, the face, good bad girl

mbti: esfp, the campaigner ( curious, energetic, enthusiastic, good communicators, know how to relax, popular and friendly / overthinks things, too emotional, too independent, unfocused, little practical skills  ) 

background: 

jude was born and raised under the ever biblical name of judith in a tiny town in the midwestern united states to a religious family. growing up, her highest aspirations were winning a prize for best chocolate chip cookies at her church’s potluck. matching mary janes with her sisters and dresses with carefully picked cardigans took up the majority of her her wardrobe, and she could recite bible verses along with her times tables.

as teenage years hit, however, the spirit of rebellion was lit in jude. forcing friends and family to call her the much shorter, and in her opinion, much better jude. sneaking makeup in and herself out of picturesque suburban home, many nights were spent at house parties, doing beer pong inside, or smoking cigarettes or a joint outside. style never went full alternative — but baggy sweatshirts and ripped jeans replaced the uniform of sundresses.

two things that never suffered: her bubbly personality, and her affinity for bubblegum lipgloss. even as she tore away from weekly church attendance and skipped school more and more, jude still greeted all former churchgoers, classmates, and teachers in the grocery store with a beaming smile and a knack for remembering details — hi, ms. dawson. how’s little johnny? he’s two now, right? or i heard you were thinking about starting your own bait and tackle shop by the lake, mr. smith. i think you should do it. remember that bass you caught? you’re a natural! she had very little common sense, and didn’t do too well in school — but she always knew what to say and how to say it. she charming and friendly and fun to be around.

thus, jude’s rebellion was more so of the wannabe variety: in such a small town, everyone knew everyone, and everyone knew what she was doing. her parents mostly just waited for her to tire herself out — only it never happened. she dialed back on thick eyeliner, and still sometimes would show up to church on holidays to sing in the choir, but mostly, small town convention and religion were abandoned by the time she was in her mid-teens. 

eventually, she came out to her parents as bisexual, and it was a non-issue — despite religious background, her parents supported her 100%, no matter what clothes she wore, who she hung out with, or who she loved.

jude never graduated high school. by her sixteenth birthday, her attendance record was so spotty that they stopped calling home to let her parents know she hadn’t shown up to school that day — and a few weeks before she turned seventeen, after many screaming matches with her parents and sessions with the school counselor and principal, jude officially dropped out. 

she wasn’t going to sit around the house all day, however, instead driving her clunky car across town to the movie theatre every day, where she worked part time. she remained friends with all the people her age in town still, and made new ones at the theatre. however happy she was, jude was aimless. she knew she had to do something. finally, she turned a passion into a full time hobby, something she never thought would be lucrative. 

by seventeen, that knack for singing in the choir had been translated to covers posted with the gentle strumming of a guitar and manufactured beats. by nineteen, she was writing her own songs and gaining traction on youtube and soundcloud, and two weeks before her twentieth birthday, jude was signed to disclosure records and being flown to manchester. it was hard work, and it took years, but it still feels like a whirlwind to her — one moment she’s in her bedroom, playing bars in her local areas at open mic nights and upaid gigs, and the next she’s signed to the disclosure records. it’s a dream. 

tl;dr — jude is a flighty, fun high school dropout raised in small town middle america by a religious family. she grew into herself and was able to “rebel” despite her sheltered upbringing, and that unique sense of self + her musical talent got her a youtube following from the covers and songs she posted. that youtube following turned into a contract with disclosure two years ago, and she’s been in manchester ever since. 

career: 

a successful album and a successful tour behind her, the not-so-indie anymore lofi pop starlet is on the brink of even bigger fame, though she has a loyal following as she stands. she’s nowhere near super-fame — but she gets recognized in public, and that’s enough to give her the flutters in her stomach that she’s going to make it even bigger.

a regular social butterfly, jude regularly interacts with fans: instagram lives of acoustic covers from her apartment, constant posts to her stories. while her image isn’t exactly not genuine, it’s very curated: she’s careful what she reveals about herself, and the image she’s trying to maintain.

personality: 

image is not a thing, however, in jude’s personal life. still a party girl at heart, she’s down for anything once ... or twice ... or maybe a third time. she’ll say yes to almost anything, and a distinct — though never malicious — lack of loyalty keeps her unbound by romantic relationships or extremely close friendships. she’s friends with everyone, as she’ll tell you, and she has no problem at all with hookups, consistent or one night only.

in spite of this, she develops crushes at the drop of a hat, and will always be there to help someone else out ...  but don’t expect her to keep the same enemies, or to lose her forgiving heart.

jude isn’t dumb, and is pretty much a memorizing machine ( though not eidetic ), can be a little silly or ditzy, especially with sheltered upbringing and big heart. she’s not against being a shoulder to cry on, but when it comes to matters of her own heart, she’s as recticent as can be, never taking much seriously. as a mean youtube comment about her once said: that girl’s got about much depth as a kiddy pool. it wasn’t true, but it’s how she can come off.

drug tw / she drinks pretty consistently, and smokes weed even more so, though she’s not been known to deny any trying harder party drugs, however less consistent she is with it. she hasn’t a problem yet, but she doesn’t seem to be straying from the path that leads her there. if she ever encroaches in on one, jude wouldn’t be able to tell: she’s too busy having fun.

she’s a genuinely kind, caring person ... but jude is a little gullible, and trusts very easily. in spite of her affinity for friendship and relationship hopping, it’d be easy to convince her just about anything is true, or to do whatever bidding was necessary. say the right things at the right time, and jude will be wrapped around your finger. she doesn’t follow directions from authority terribly well, but friends ... that’s a different story.

above all : jude wants to be cool, fun, and liked. she’s a little desperate for attention and affection, and has inconsistent ideals about what’s good for her and the people around her. her self esteem is a lot lower than she makes it seem. 

wanted connections: 

party friends / drinking buddies: if anyone is as into getting drunk and dancing as she is, then call her up and get ready to go. she promises she can beat you in shots.

smoke buddies: a more chill version of the former, if anyone wants to sit around and have a songwriting session or just vibe.

friends: any kind of squad. she’s not the type to have besties, but if you consider her a friend, she’ll latch onto you whenever she gets the chance. 

hookups / fwbs: what it says on the tin, jude is down for anything and anyone (1/?)

crush: jude is very flighty and tends to have feelings come in like a hurricane, with the potential for them to leave just as quickly — this person would have jude wrapped around their finger.

unrequited: basically the opposite — someone likes jude, she’s a #dummy who doesn’t realize it and leads them on because she’s flirty with everyone and would probably also make out with anyone

enemies: jude doesn’t make many of these, but if someone is annoyed by her and lets her know it ... well, she’ll do everything in her power to make them even more annoyed. if you can’t make them like you, make them hate you even more.

tentative friend: on the opposite end of things, this person doesn’t vibe with jude but she’s half-oblivious to it, and is desperately trying to make them like her 

manipulator: jude LOVES attention, so if anyone needs any evil bidding or shit stirring done, just pay her some. she’d make an excellent lackey. 

anything else! seriously! just let me know what you want and we can brainstorm <3

#disclosure.intro #* musings / introduction.

[judestclare]

shouts out to my fellow nonsense ladies rambling aimlessly about who knows what

#* musings / jude st. clare.

[judestclare]

Eve being iconic af 1/??

#* musings / jude st. clare.

[judestclare]

#* musings / jude st. clare.