27yo queer transmasc. he/they. call me bo or bug. charmac fucker, rotten to the core and a sucker for lore. safe zone for insects/slugs/moths and the likes. currently watching house md cause i'm my own worst enemy
🏳️⚧️ Please please please don't scroll past this, I'm still severely struggling and I'm desperate. Sorry for my lack of activity lately but I'm now unemployed, I haven't gotten a single call back from any of the jobs I've applied for, and my partner and I are still homeless. I haven't been able to afford my meds or any groceries to supplement what we get from the food pantry and soup kitchen in months, now. 🏳️⚧️
Help a trans lesbian and her trans disabled partner survive. $asheramalcha is my c.a., @itscosmo444 is my partner's v.m.
⚠ please do not tag this post, I don't have access to a computer except using public ones at the library because I haven't even been able to charge my phone in weeks. I don't want to have to keep remaking these posts, but I'm scared and I'm no longer optimistic about our situation ⚠
"Today marks one year since the death of the People’s Bubbie Shatzi Weisberger. Before she passed, she said, “I’ll fight like hell for a free Palestine until the day I die. Then I’ll keep fighting. Your queer ancestor is with you.”
If you’ve been rising up in solidarity with Palestine these past two months, your queer ancestor is indeed with you, along with countless other antizionist Jewish ancestors. For many, family and community rifts may be especially painful right now. No matter what, you are not alone. Remember that you have a long lineage of elders and ancestors at your back.
Last night, Israel resumed its brutal bombing of Gaza and has already killed dozens of people. Shatzi would encourage all of us to do everything we can right now for a permanent, lasting ceasefire. To mourn the dead and fight like hell for the living.
Shatzi died on World AIDS Day, which was b’sheret ("destined”) because in addition to being a lifelong organizer, she was a nurse for 47 years who cared for people living and dying with AIDS.
From ACT UP’s organizing to end AIDS to the movement for Palestinian freedom, we honor the ancestors and movements who made us possible."
We will be forever grateful to the ancestors who paved the path before us. May their memories fuel us to work towards freedom for all people — no exceptions."
i feel like one of the weirdest realizations you (or at least i) eventually have a few years into transitioning and being mostly around other trans people, is that moment where u notice that like ur brains mapping of like specific voices to specific genders is just kinda gone. like it rly is just all social constructs programmed into u by society, and living outside societies idea of gender just kinda melts that shit away, and it's not just voices, like other traditionally gendered attributes also suddenly don't matter anymore*
*except for myself of course, i am obviously totally failing at being a girl but everyone is doing it perfectly, dysphoria is so awesome lmao
needing lots of alone time to recover (but also geniunely enjoying hanging out by yourself) vs having a vast history of isolating urself as a form of self-destruction is like. the final boss of irony. slapstick from hell. the graceful angel of mercy and the vicious demon of doom on ur shoulders have the exact same shape and there u are with ur absolute fucked sense of perception like hmmm so will this alone time save me or make me worse than ever. there's no way to know? oh ok cheers to that and then u chug down the big jug labeled ANTIDOTE knowing full well it might be gasoline and hope for the best