and sometimes I can tell where it comes from because I feel so unbelievably insecure about my every aspect like I'm holding myself to this standard that I made for myself. WHY???? my eyes are too big but they're also too small and my lips could be bigger and softer and pinker and not downturned and I could be thinner and smarter and funnier and more social and a better friend when there is no one in my life ACTIVELY holding these standards to me, but me. what the motherfucking shit. it feels like I have just way too many flaws to ever even be worth someones time platonically but especially romantically. I could be thinner and prettier and smarted because who wants a dumb ugly, unenjoyable girlfriend like me? WHO IS MAKING ME THINK THAT IS WHAT I AM??? WHY DO I THINK THAT ABOUT MYSELF???
my self worth has never really been there I'm realizing. like I always assumed if I were to be in a relationship, if something happened to me or if I broke up with them they would not care. and whenever I make friends I think the same thing to? girl what the fuck why do you think that? why do you think you are unlovable wtf are you on I'm not that bad
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my self worth has never really been there I'm realizing. like I always assumed if I were to be in a relationship, if something happened to me or if I broke up with them they would not care. and whenever I make friends I think the same thing to? girl what the fuck why do you think that? why do you think you are unlovable wtf are you on I'm not that bad
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me after i tell my grandfather that im rich and famous when i actually live in a shit apartment in california with my 3 gay friends
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i made a character uquiz. i 100% promise you that you will get a character you know AND like
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can u tell which monkees ep is one of my favourites (also YES i fixed mickys wig i couldnt do him dirty like that)
(likes < reblogs)
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so i've been catfishing all of you I'm actually micky dolenz thank you for the birthday messages please get off my lawn now
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