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i know it’s the postmortem and i love the boys and all

but i can’t do live shows of most anything

too much secondhand embarrassment

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#that’s something a human being says #shane

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#don’t show me that scruff shane #shane

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this week on “one ghoul boy said some dumb shit and the other one tweeted it” starbucks edition

#that’s real friendship right there #shane #ryan

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in light of recent events, i think i should explain my gut reaction to the episode a little better

i’m not shaming anyone for being scared

it’s just not what i was expecting, based on the buildup, and i wrote before i thought about my tone

i personally adore bats and don’t find them the least bit frightening, which led to the confusion

ryan’s a brave man, much braver than a fair few of us

he faces his fear for entertainment, for us, and is willing to be vulnerable in the spotlight, fully admitting when he’s been so shaken as to bow out or cry

he is not afraid to be scared

i understand being terrified to tears of being in a space populated by something you hate (i’ve lived in spider-infested rooms for years)

so though i may not entirely get why it was so terrifying for him (and shane), i admire the courage and dedication

#terrors of yuma territorial prison #shay talks

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“I’m emotional too. I cried in a bat cave!”

—Ryan, comforting a girl who got choked up asking her question and apologized for being emotional, Buzzfeed Unsolved Live Postmortem, Washington, DC

#a good man #ryan

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Ryan Bergara and Shane Madej at Death Becomes Us - A True Crime Festival on November 3, 2018. Photographed by UnsolvedUpdates on Twitter, posted and edited with permission. Please DO NOT repost.

#what the fuck #shane #ryan

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When someone asks me why i’m still single

#no one asks me that bc it’s so obvious #but yeah #shane

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Shane, honey, what are you doing with your hair here?

#he’s doing exactly what i do with mine #i don’t know if his is intentional #but mine sure as hell isn’t #shane

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Spirit Box: Fuck you

Shane: wHAT You sAY to mE

#get them shane #you tell those radio waves #terrors of yuma territorial prison

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wait

that’s it?

the thing that made shane the most rattle he’s ever been on this show

the thing that made ryan (kinda) cry

was a bunch of wonderful little bats in their roost?

did i miss something?

#terrors of yuma territorial prison #i adore bats y’see #maybe they can be scary to some sure #but not THAT scary

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“I’m strange! And offputting! I should not feel confident in the face of any man!”

— Shane

#relatable tbh #terrors of yuma territorial prison #shane

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my 5 ft 3 ass when ryan is called short: 🤔🔍❓

#my 5 ft 1 ass like #he’s not short #shane’s just tall

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So there’s this chinese phrase: 那些年 which roughly translate to “Those Years” - which I think this picture captures. The phrase encapsulates the idea of a memorable period of time in your life which you will look back on and remember. They are the photos that capture an unplanned, and almost intimate snapshot of your life. You might not be doing anything particularly memorable in the picture - you could just be hanging out with your best friend on a couch, your hair’s messy, your posture’s probably terrible and he’s not even looking at the camera - but it is also kinda beautiful in its own understated way. 

#that’s..... too sweet i can’t

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Transparent Demon!Boy™

I had so much fun drawing that. Doing something digtial after inktober is great. I’m planing on slightly animating that, but unfortunately open toonz isn’t working anymore

#very good op #art

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Shane Madej please explain.

#what the fuck #shane

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I know everyone hates their costumes, but dressing up as an inside joke is big  Best Friend Energy and I appreciate that.

#oh for sure #i’m pissed but i’m not #if that makes sense