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[itsfennix]

fourth fun fact lol

Remember this??

Got an email last night…

YA BITCH GOT IN!!!!!

just slapped together my application for the art program at my university!! let’s hope I get accepted lol cause if I don’t, I’ll be delaying my graduation even more

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If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog!

(Love ur fic btw)

First off, thank you!! I’m glad you’re enjoying it!

Ooof uhhh 3 random facts??

1) In high school, I had a book-related YouTube account (BookTube) and my most viewed video had like 1.5K views lol

2) I worked as a barista for almost three years and even though the working conditions were ass, my teams were great and I loved drink-making!

3) I have a heart condition that required two open-heart surgeries within my first 9 months of life. It’s “fixed” but also not lol and I’ve got a giant scar down the middle of chest, among about half a dozen others. (I actually gave Fennorian and Eilíse the same scars! Fenn has the smaller ones: inner thigh, above my navel, and two on either side of my chest. And Eilíse has the large, long one in the center of their chest. This is actually part of the next chapter *wink wink*)

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just finished my last assignment of the semester!! still waiting on grades to be finalized, but I'm super relieved to be done lol

(also excited to be writing again hehe)

been slowly working on the next chapter of Underneath Your Mask, but the chronic pain in my arms and hands is overwhelming rn…

I’ve been finishing up my four online classes, so I’ve been using my keyboard and mouse more often than usual, which makes the pain worse.

I really wish I could write for fun, but my god it just hurts so fucking badly

[itsfennix]

been slowly working on the next chapter of Underneath Your Mask, but the chronic pain in my arms and hands is overwhelming rn…

I’ve been finishing up my four online classes, so I’ve been using my keyboard and mouse more often than usual, which makes the pain worse.

I really wish I could write for fun, but my god it just hurts so fucking badly

#fennix underneath your mask

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I’m kinda tempted to redownload the PTS so I can play Gold Road already…

No…

I shouldn’t…

Okay, well maybe just to practice scribing………….

#eso #the elder scolls online #elder scrolls online gold road

[itsfennix]

OHHHHHH 🥺🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜

Another banger from Mo 😭😭

The List

It was in the middle of Rivenspire’s rainy season when Fennorian found the list. They had been spending so much more time in the castle.

At first, he wasn’t sure what to think. The Vestige’s words scrawled across the page. They made him feel as though his mind and body were two separate entities. It had stunned him into silence. The next thing he felt was an overwhelming sense of wonder.

Quickly though, those feelings faded and were replaced with great shame. He shouldn’t have been snooping. He really hadn't meant to snoop either, honest! But when he’d opened the door to the Vestige’s room looking for them, the paper had fluttered off their desk and onto the floor. Fennorian picked it up, meaning to place it back where it had come from. 

Then he saw his name. The Vestige had been filling out journal prompts for the better part of a year now. An idea the local bookmaker had given them. It seemed to be worth it. Fennorian couldn't help but noticed how much of a better mood the Vestige was in lately. Curiosity got the better of him and he had glanced at the completed list. 

Five Things That Bring Me Comfort:

1 Fennorian

2 Sweet rolls

3 Sleeping in my own bed

4 Watering my plants

5 Playing with the baby bats living in the cellar

What could he possibly have done to earn a place on this list? Not only that, but at the very top! As though he had been the first thing to cross the Vestige’s mind when they heard the prompt. He wasn’t haphazardly thrown in at the end, a last second thought to fill a space on the paper. No, Fennorian’s name had been written first.

The only person to be written on the list.

[itsfennix]

I have a very soft spot for characters who were punished simply for existing/for things they could potentially do.

“You have a power/characteristic that I think could threaten the rest of us because it’s so different. You threaten our perception of balance, so we have to get rid of you.”

“Villains” who only became dark and twisted because they were shunned or were bullied into believing that they could only ever be a villain.

“I am what you made me” type characters.

Hits me hard in the feels. Hits close to home.

I am beyond eager to meet Ithelia for this reason

Ithelia did nothing wrong.

Fuck Hermaeus Mora.

[itsfennix]

just slapped together my application for the art program at my university!! let’s hope I get accepted lol cause if I don’t, I’ll be delaying my graduation even more

[itsfennix]

i am once again on my "dunmer should canonically at least accept, and likely revere, nonbinary and intersex people and bethesda robbed us by not including it" hill

all of their pantheons contain at least one nonbinary/intersex individual, and they are highly religious, it makes no sense for them not to have a cultural concept of being nonbinary.

where are the genderfluid priest(esses) of boethiah? where are the intersex disciples of vivec? the androgyne mephela acolytes?

these are concepts that exist explicitly in canon within religious and mythological texts and its honestly a plot hole not to have it represented via cultural gender perceptions in game

[itsfennix]

okay y’all I have a confession to make…

when I first played through Greymoor oh *checks watch* one or two years ago? I didn’t ship Eilíse with Fenn… Hell, I didn’t think to ship my pcs with any npcs lol

I actually shipped Fenn with Lyris… (and somewhat still do)

LOOK, I’M A SUCKER FOR SMALL AWKWARD GUY + BIG INTIMIDATING GIRL

#eso #the elder scolls online #fennorian #lyris titanborn

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Who’s up feeling #sickly and #frail 🥳🎉

#lmao was literally thinking I should take another covid test #I feel sick but it could just be a combo of shit #maybe just allergies + malnutrition + period??? #tested negative for covid a few days ago tho… #but the flu exists and I’ve been slacking on my boosters lmao

[itsfennix]

Lyris Titanborn and Fennorian Ravenwatch have matching bracelets that say best friends forever <3 they told me themselves

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Chapter 13: The Three Golden Rules

It's heeerrrreeeeee!!!

Underneath Your Mask - Chapter 13 - fenn_ix - Elder Scrolls Online [Archive of Our Own]

cw: very explicit lmao

I also went back and edited every single chapter lol so all 12 have been updated! I also.... made memes for all of them......... because....... why not.....

Excerpt:

When he leaned down to kiss their lips gently, he whispered, “I want to. Do you?” She merely nodded, so he gave her a more serious look.

“Eilíse…”

“Yes,” she corrected quickly, “I want this… please. I just— Like I said, I don’t know what to do.”

“Neither do I. Though, I do know the basics,” Fennorian said with a chuckle and shrugged. Eilíse propped themselves up on their elbows to stare at him with a playfully suspicious gaze.

“Oh? ‘The basics,’ he says. He knows ‘the basics’ but also has never done this before,” they taunted, “How curious!”

Fenn laughed and rolled his eyes. He leaned down to kiss them deeply on their lips then softly on their cheek.

#eso #the elder scolls online #elder scrolls fanfiction #vestige eilise #oc/canon #vestige oc #fennix underneath your mask #fennorian #the vestige

[itsfennix]

These are $30 for one but stitches at the hospital are more expensive so this is pretty damn great

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the inflection is exactly the same. I have been thinking about this for an hour. was this on purpose or is this just how people are naturally compelled to say these words in this order (via @biderverse on X/Twitter)