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sybcritics‌:

the  invitation  to  the  charity  event  was  SLIGHTLY  surprising  when  it  turned  up  in  the  mail  –  but  one  look  at  the  guest  list  was  all  it  took  for  jungwoo  to  understand  why  he’d  been  sent  one  as  well.  arden  and  her  parents  were  attending,  as  well  as  baekhyun,  all  three  happened  to  be  the  factors  in  which  jun  decided  to  show  up  as  well.  not  only  that,  he  then  decides  that  he’s  going  to  turn  heads,  brand  new  &  heavily  tailored  suit  adorning  his  body  as  he  makes  his  rounds  around  the  room,  never  once  stopping  at  the  table  that  arden  happens  to  be  sitting  at  –  giving  that  group  space  though  his  eyes  do  happen  to  wander  towards  her  figure  here  &  there,  making  sure  that  she  saw  it  every  time  he  did,  the  smirk  on  his  lips  never  leaving  his  features  in  the  process.  god,  the  game  they  played  was  so  beyond  dangerous  but  that’s   EXACTLY  why  jungwoo  was  addicted  to  it,  addicted  to  her..  &  the  jealousy  that  grows  in  the  pit  of  his  stomach  whenever  he  sees  her  and  baekhyun  sitting  together  is  fueling  the  flame  even  more.

all  it  takes  is  an  hour  for  arden  to  cave,  his  eyes  following  her  frame  as  she  excuses  herself  from  the  table  &  pushes  through  the  crowd.  he  waits  for  a  few  minutes  afterwards,  pulling  himself  off  the  bar stool  he’d  been  sitting  on  this  whole  time,  body  traveling  in  the  same  direction  she’d  gone  in.  two  minutes  &  he’s  locked  in  the  coat  closet  with  her,  lips  crashing  against  hers  the  SECOND  the  door  closes  behind  them.  he  isn’t  sure  how  long  it  takes  after  that  for  her  legs  to  be  wrapped  around  his  waist,  arden’s  back  pressed  against  the  door,  his  lips  finding  her  neck  in  order  to  leave  a  mark  that  he  knows  the  other  male  would  see.  he’s  about  to  take  things  further  when  there’s  a  pounding  from  the  other  side  of  the  door.  "well,  well,  well…“  jungwoo  starts  with  a  slight  smirk  on  his  lips,  pulling  his  head  back  in  order  to  give  arden  a  mischievous  look.  "is  that  your  little  boy-toy  i  hear  on  the  other  side  of  the  door?”  he  asks,  brow  raising  as  his  arms  wrap  around  her  waist  in  order  to  pull  them  both  away  from  the  door.  "why  would  i  ignore  him,  hm?“  the  male  asks,  setting  arden  down  &  back  onto  her  feet  with  an  almost  evil  chuckle.  "he  apparently  wants  a  show  –  so  why  not  give  it  to  him?”  the  janitor  continues  to  ask,  walking  over  to  the  door  to  pull  it  open  with  a  grin,  leaning  against  the  frame.  "well  hello,  baek.  surprised  to  see  you  here.  what  brings  you  here?  come  to  watch?“

    BAEKHYUN FUCKING HATED THIS, this was not what he wanted nor what he thought he would be getting into. because, baekhyun didn’t sign up for feelings or for falling for someone and then a few months later have to put on a show when it all came cashing down behind the scenes. he couldn’t believe what he was hearing behind the door, rolling his eyes as arden’s voice speaks, only to hear jun’s deep one following hers. if they didn’t open again in another moment or so he was going to bang on it again, and again. he would continue knocking on it all night if he had to, just to piss them both off. although he’s pretty confident that jungwoo could kill him in a moment, he’s not really worried about it.

he’s surprised when the door swings open, the man he was just thinking about opening up. you know what sucked ?? finding the guy who your ex girlfriend cheated on you with attractive. and guess what — baek was in that boat, and it didn’t help that arden was extremely hot, and that he still wanted to be with her. it didn’t help the mornings that they woke up next to each other only to turn into morning sex that he could never get enough of. but, it was jun she was always going back to at night, never baekhyun. he wanted to spit some sort of ‘fuck off’ at him, but he doesn’t want a black eye and also — his offer is a little enticing. “ let me in. ” he says take a step forward, although he’s not trying to be intimidating, just trying to make his way in. his eyes move pass jun to see arden, and suddenly he’s struck with a faint heart again — she was just so beautiful. his eyes move back to the other and he frowns. “ i’m not being subjected to this boring event alone, so let me in. i’ll close my eyes i don’t care, i just can’t sit out there. ”

#oculvs #sybcritics #〭〮〬 ❝ – jungwoo 001. #〭〮〬 ❝ – arden 001.

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helhcim‌:

akira  noticed  the  blush  that  flushed  over  baekhyun’s  cheeks.  it  did  boost  his  pride  enough  for  him  to  SMIRK  at  the  younger  male.  soon  after  a  chuckle  left  his  lips.  the  older  gentleman  reached  for  his  own  CERAMIC  cup  and  lifted  the  rim  of  it  to  his  lower  lip.  blowing  over  the  steam  he  took  a  small  but  GENEROUS  sip  of  the  smooth  coffee.  ❝  you’re  not.  don’t  worry  about  it.  ❞  akira  assured  him  with  a  FURROW  of  his  brow.  he  leaned  into  his  seat  comfortably  and  his  legs  underneath  the  table  slightly  stretched.   ❝  frankly,  i  needed  an  EXCUSE  to  procrastinate  so  i  thank  you  for  that.  but  i  don’t  think  the  art  museum  would  be  too  pleased.  ❞  he  admitted  scrunching  his  nose  a  bit.

    THE OTHER WAS DEFINITELY charismatic, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that out, spending even a few minutes with him made him all flustered and nervous. he took another sip of the coffee the same time that akira did, giving him a soft, shy smile afterwards. “ if you’re interested into listening to me ramble on as procrastination i’d be more than happy to offer that. ” he shrugs a bit. “ what do you do at the museum ?? ” baek was truly curious, and also maybe because listening to the other speak calmed him down, made him not think too much into his own shitty mindset.

#hellhcim #〭〮〬 ❝ – akira 001.

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shcnebrights‌:

“Nah, you’re good, just a little shy that’s all.” She replied, dismissing his apology before taking another sip of her alcoholic beverage. “Plus you’re the perfect eye candy to have! Though, I feel sorry since that girl has been checking you out for the last ten minutes.” The blonde laughed.

    BAEKHYUN APPRECIATES THE other and how care free she was, never batting an eye at how shy he was or what he was coping with. it made him sigh a deep breath. “ don’t boost my ego, i’ll have a huge head you won’t be able to get me out of here. ” he teases as he moves to stand next to her, looking around at who she could have been talking about before finally realizing. “ her ?? you think so ?? she’s way out of my league. ”

#shcnebrights #〭〮〬 ❝ – sasha 001.

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flametm‌:

            when   nixon   participated   in   conversation   it   was   either   tension   or   nerves   he   earned   from   his   companion.   he   sniffed   out   the   younger   gentleman’s   nervousness   the   minute   nixon   met   his   eyes   with   baekhyun’s.   at   attempt   to   bring   some   comfort   into   the   situation   nixon   eased   into   his   seat.   his   casual   demeanor   suggested   that   there   was   no   need   for   honorifics   nor   over   the   top   table   manners.   his   finger   traced   the   rim   of   his   wine   glass   but   he   was   hesitant   to   drink   it.    ❝   –   you’re   trying   to   stay   sober   ,   aren’t   you   ?   ❞   nixon   offered   him   a   weak   smile.   his   eyes   genuine   just   as   his   question.   he   took   a   sip   of   water   instead   and   informed   the   waiters   to   rid   the   table   of   the   alcohol.      ❝   how   about   some   dessert   instead   ?   it’s   on   the   house.   we   can   celebrate   how   you’re   following   your   therapists   orders.   or   we   can   pretend   it’s   your   birthday.   i’ll   have   the   waiters   sing   to   you.   ❞   nixon   teased   with   a   smirk   lingering   on   his   features.

    HE COULDN’T HELP but tense up slightly from the other bringing up being sober, there would come a point where it wouldn’t bother him as much, make him twitch — today was not that day. “ i am, but alcohol wasn’t my main vice. ” although he appreciates the others sentiment of discarding the table of any and all alcohol and tosses the other a thankful smile. “ if it’s on the house then i’ll take it, surprise me. ” although at the mention of singing or really any kind of attention on him he shakes his head. “ not necessary, but i hope you’ll have some with me ?? ” he asks, hoping the other would say yes mostly because he enjoyed the company and he didn’t want the other to just leave yet.

#flametm #〭〮〬 ❝ – nixon 001.

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debcnairs‌:

*: ･ﾟ∙ * ⁕ haeil  has  been  in  baekhyun’s  shoes  FAR  too  many  times  before  —  in  fact  he  hasn’t  fully  escaped  the  addiction  that  still  lingers  behind  him  like  a  never-ending  nightmare.  though  he  doesn’t  DARE  to  talk  about  that  with  baek,  doesn’t  let  the  other  see  him  in  a  high  state  because  he  doesn’t  want  to  &  he’s  a  little  scared  that  the  other  would  run  in  the  other  direction if  he  found  out.  "that’s  all  you  need?“  haeil  asks,  brows  knitting  together  though  he’s  instantly  nodding  his  head  at  the  request.  he  didn’t  know  what  baek  was  going  to  ask,  but  that  was  easy  enough.  "of  course  i  can,  love.  it’s  not  stupid,  not  at  all.”  he  breathes  out  gently  with  a  tiny  giggle,  pressing  a  small  and  fleeting  kiss  to  baek’s  lips.  he  knows  WHY  the  other  asked  —  knows  that  even  such  a  small  request  has  a  huge  meaning  behind  it,  though  he  doesn’t  press  baek  to  talk  about  it  in  the  slightest.  the  second  baek  reaches  out  haeil’s  hands  grab  his  &  squeeze  lightly.  "babe…  please.“  the  silver-haired  male  starts,  bringing  baek’s  hand  to  his  lips  to  press  a  kiss  to  the  top  of it.  "it’s  okay,  i’m  here  —  you’re  here,  you’re  safe.”  the  dancer  tells  the  other  with  a  slight  sigh,  a  sympathetic  smile  starting  to  pull  on  his  lips.  "you  better  not  take  my  favorite  spot.“  he  teases  before  taking  the  other’s  phone,  waiting  for  him  to  walk  out  of  the  room  before  hiding  it  &  making  his  way  towards  the  living  room.  "are  you  hungry?  i  can  make  something  before  we  watch  a  movie?”

    HE’S GRATEFUL FOR haeil, someone who cares so much about him — it makes him want to block out the other two in his life, the idea of how he was falling so hard for them and he understood the impending doom behind it. but, instead he focuses on the sound of the smaller boys giggle, or the quick kiss he presses to his lips. god, those lips he could kiss them for hours. maybe he’d do that instead, take his mind off of it. “ thank you. ” it’s soft when he says it, be he knows the other would realize the weight of its meaning. “ i can’t promise anything. ” he teases with a small wink as he makes his way into the living room, sitting down and getting himself comfortable as he waits for the other, looking at the spot right next to him where he knows the other is going to curl up. and he thinks about it, thinks about how even now, baekhyun is just sinking in the middle of people he cares about, no one seemingly able to give him all of what he needs, and he can’t seem to get out. the sound of haeil’s voice snaps him back for what seems like the hundredth time that day and he gives the other a warm smile. “ no, not yet, thank you. ” his voice is soft as he’s staring at the other. “ i kind of just want to hold you right now. ”

#debcnairs #〭〮〬 ❝ – haeil 001.

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debcnairs‌:

*: ･ﾟ∙ * ⁕ there’s  NO  part  of  haeil  that  didn’t  wish  he  couldn’t  take  the  stress  &  worry  away  from  baekhyun  in  anyway  he  could.  he  hates  seeing  the  other  like  this,  his  heart  breaking  every  time  the  other  comes  to  haeil  in  this  state.  "love,  breathe.“  the  dancer  tells  baek,  nails  gently  scraping  at  the  others  scalp  in  hopes  to  calm  him.  he  doesn’t  know  if  it’ll  help  or  not  but  he  HOPES  like  hell  it  does.  all  haeil  wants  is  for  the  other  to  be  okay,  to  feel  better.  "just  you  and  me,  the  couch,  a  blanket  and  some  snacks..  for  the  rest  of  the  night.”  haeil  continues,  placing  a  line  of  kisses  across the  other’s  forehead  &  cheek,  pulling  the  other  even  closer.  "of  course  babe.“  the  sliver-haired  male  breathes  out,  pulling  away  in  order  to  pull  them  both  in  the  direction  of  the  couch.  "what  do  you  need,  love.  anything  at  all,  you  know  i’ll  do  my  best.”  he  tells  the  other,  getting  on  his  tip-toes  to  press  a  kiss  to  the  tip  of  baek’s  nose.  

    BAEK WASN’T SURE what haeil was saying, most of it sounded like ringing in his ears because he was just so out of focus, like the world was spinning too fast and he couldn’t stop it. everything comes back to him when he feels the other kiss his forehead and cheek, like all of a sudden he had found his weight to reality. “ can you just hide my phone ?? ” it’s a simple request — stupid at that, but he knows he has too much power at the tip of his fingers. dealers he can call in a second, mistakes that could be made in a moment — it was easier just to hide it until the feelings passed. he pulls away from the embrace, eyes red as an indicator of the tears that were starting to form but he wouldn’t let break. his hands shake as they pull out his phone from his pocket, handing it to haeil as he uses the back of his sleeve to wipe his eyes. “ sorry, it’s stupid, it’s just easier for me. i’ll meet you on the couch, okay ?? ”

#debcnairs #〭〮〬 ❝ – haeil 001.

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debcnairs‌:

*: ･ﾟ∙ * ⁕ the  dancer’s  heart  begins  to  break  just  watching  the  other  have  a  hard  time,  haeil’s  eyes  catching  the  fact  that  baekhyun  was  SHAKING  —  a  soft  frown  forming  on  his  lips  as  he  tries  to  assess  the  situation,  thinking  of  ways  he  could  make  it  better  for  the  other  before  baek  even  begins  to  speak.  "i’m  here.“  it’s  all  haeil  starts  with,  gently  carding  his  hands  through  the  other’s  hair  with  a  soothing  hum,  making  sure  to  be  as  close  to  baek  as  possible  so  that  he  hopefully  felt  SAFE.  "stop.”  haeil  starts  with  a  small  giggle,  placing  a  few  kisses  to  baek’s  forehead.  "you  don’t  need  to  apologize  to  me…  for  anything.“  he  continues,  pulling  the  other  even  closer  with  a  small  nod  of  his  head.  "we  all  have  those,  love.  it’s  alright..  i’m  here.  we’ll  get  through  it  together,  okay?”  the  dancer  continues,  a  small  smile  starting  to  pull  on  his  lips  as  his  hands  cup  the  other’s  cheeks.  "how  about  this  —  a  movie  and  popcorn..  maybe  some  ice  cream.  a  relaxing  night.  how  does  that  sound  ?“

    HOW PATHETIC COULD he be ?? truly, he was standing in haeil’s apartment freaking out about things he couldn’t control, with someone who probably didn’t want that burden on his shoulder. someone who was kissing his forehead and baek was sure his heart was going to beat out of his chest. when he pulls him closer, baek takes a moment to breathe in his scent, to remember to calm himself down because he was in the moment and nothing bad was happening. “ y-yeah, that sounds nice. ” truthfully though, he wasn’t sure if he was ever going to get these thoughts out of his head. they were screaming at him, telling him that he was a fuck up and didn’t deserve any of this. he leans into the others touch and shuts his eyes for a moment. “ c-can you just do me a favor first? ”

#debcnairs #〭〮〬 ❝ – haeil 001.

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wonwoo ✰ 190809 hit

#〭〮〬 ❝ – visuals.

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debcnairs‌:

*: ･ﾟ∙ * ⁕ there’s  an  instant  feeling  of  WORRY  that  settles  in  the  pit  of  haeil’s  chest,  said  worry  adorning  his  features  as  he  slides  closer  to  baekhyun.  the  dancer  doesn’t  speak  at  first,  though  —  he  lets  the  silence  wash  over  the  two  of  them,  fingers  gently  brushing  over  the  skin  of  baek’s  arm.  "sh,  hey..  nothing  to  apologize  for,  love.“  the  silver-haired  male  breathes  out,  a  small  smile  pulling  on  his  lips  in  an  attempt  to  calm  the  other  down  even  if  it  was  just  the  tiniest  bit.  "you  don’t  have  to  explain  anything  to  me,  baek..  it’s  fine,  i  promise.”  haeil  tells  him  —  wrapping  his  arms  around  the  other’s  frame  in  a  hug.  "you  don’t  have  to  talk  about  it  if  you  don’t  want,  but  i’m  always  here  if  you  need  to  get  stuff  off  your  chest,  you  know  that…  right?“

    IT WAS MOMENTS LIKE these that makes baek wish that he smoked, but needing his lungs for more important things ( those olympic sized swimming pools ) kind of put a damper on that dream. he could use a cigarette, especially with how badly he’s shaking. but when haeil puts his hand on his arm, it’s like the rush that he needs to help him even out his breathing. it’s the moment that haeil wraps his arms around him that he feels small like he could just crawl into a ball and lay his head in haeil’s lap for hours. his arms wrap around him and he nuzzles his face into his neck, not sure how he got so lucky to have someone who cared about him. “ r-right. ” he whimpers, nodding his head a bit. “ sorry, i didn’t ... mean to be so weird, it’s just been a shit day. ”

#debcnairs #〭〮〬 ❝ – haeil 001.

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sweetviicious‌:

━━━ the first thing mal notices is his somewhat d a z e d appearance, and she’s a little taken aback, given the normally light, humorous demeanor she’s been so accustomed to around the base. while she doesn’t point this out, for fear of drawing attention to it, her first emotional response after that is a c o n c e r n. is he okay? more importantly, will she be good for him in this particular instance? she can’t bring herself to ask, a f r a i d  of the possible answers. she notes his words and feels a pang in her stomach, almost certain she had experienced similar rough mornings. if she has to f a k e a smile just so as to not worsen his state, whatever it even is at the moment, then try she will. 〝it’s alright. i’ve had my fair share. coffee usually helps ease me through them.〞 she says, mustering a smile as she hands him a fresh brew.

    BAEK WASN’T SO USED to people being so genuinely nice to him, he had been so accustomed to people either wanting something from him or absolutely hating him. it was getting a little bit harder to wake up in the mornings though, to know that your life was pretty much meaningless, to wake up to some girl who didn’t care about you anymore. but, he did it and it was painful every single day. her kindness was shocking and he found himself giving her a little bit of a nod, watching as she slides over a cup of coffee, his hands shaking as he picks it up. “ thank you. ” he gives her a small smile before he takes a sip, letting the warmth take over him. “ sorry, again. how are you doing this morning ?? ” he asks, wanting to change the subject.

#sweetviicious #〭〮〬 ❝ – mal 001.

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helhcim‌:

preoccupied  by  his  work  akira  paid  little  attention  to  his  surroundings.  he  submerged  himself  entirely  into  one  half  of  his  DUAL  life.  as  time  past  he  felt  a  bit  DISCOMFORT  with  a  pair  of  eyes  burning  into  him.  ignoring  the  pestering  feeling  he  eventually  gave  in  and  stared  back  at  the  face  who  was  so  KEEN  on  him.  akira  cleared  his  throat,  brows  furrowing  a  bit.  ❝  i  was  beginning  to  think  you  were  SECRETLY  falling  in  love  with  me.  ❞  he  teased  while  clicking  his  pen.  akira  lifted  an  untouched  cup  of  coffee  from  his  end  of  the  table.  he  offered  it  to  the  younger  male,   ❝  sounds  like  you  need  this  more  than  i  do.  ❞

    A SOFT BLUSH scatters on his features as the other speaks, he didn’t mean to stare. he was mostly zoning out, thinking about the millions of things that were going on inside his brain. he’s pretty sure he would have sat like that for hours had the other not said anything. if baekhyun wasn’t in a weird head space he would have teased back, something along the lines if maybe if you’re lucky enough i will. he didn’t have the mind for it, and all he wanted to do was be alone. but when the other offers him his coffee he smiles softly. “ thanks, it’s just been a long morning. ” his hands shake as they move to pick up the ceramic cup, letting his body warm up from the hot contents as he sips it, a soft moan escaping his lips. “ sorry if i disturbed you or anything. ” he’s not sure how else to carry on the conversation, finger tips tapping the wood table. 

#hellhcim #〭〮〬 ❝ – akira 001. #its perfect and ur icons are as beautiful as u uwu

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shcnebrights‌:

He’s such a wall flower, one that Sasha wants to pull off and toss into the crowd, allow him to live a little. “Ok, babe, you stay right next to me and we’ll have a good time.” The dj compromised, hoping to liven things up.

    BAEK NODS HIS head, not really saying much else as the other continues to work, making him look out at the crowd in front of them. he used to be them, drunk and high out of his mind, now he just had to watch — to stop the cravings. “ thanks, sorry. you probably should have brought someone a little bit more fun to these things. ”

#shcnebrights #〭〮〬 ❝ – sasha 001.

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    BAEK WASN’T SURE WHAT he was doing, the other was looking at him like he had three heads, while his actual head just wasn’t working straight. since the accident, since he got sober, everything has been kind of messed up — fucked up, actually. “ s-sorry. ” he says as he tries to snap out of it, feeling his hands shake and his breathing become uneven. “ i just, i’m fine. just a rough morning that’s all. ” yeah a rough morning, where he’s reminded that he’s lucky to be alive, where all he wants to do is to get so high he can’t even remember his name. he’s itching for it now.

#kumiho.start #〭〮〬 ❝ – starter. #tw mentions of death #tw mentions of drug abuse

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angelsighs‌:

eyes  widen  at  the  accusation    —–    though  the  other  isn’t  too  far  off  track   ,   the  medic  does  tend  to  prefer  to  be  in  a  state  of  influence  rather  than   not   .   but  he  tries  his   best   to  maintain  sobriety  when  he’s  on  duty    —-    though  sometimes   ,   during  an  emergency   ,   it’s  impossible  to  shake  off  the  high  fast  enough   .   he  knows  that  might  not  bode  well  for  him  if  the  higher  -  ups  were  to  ever  find  out   ,   but  his  secret  has  been   safely   kept  thus  far   .    jaehwan  clears  his  throat   ,   gaze  momentarily  shifting  in  the  other’s  direction  before  he’s  shaking  his  head   :   deny   ,   deny   ,   deny   .    ‘    no   ,   i’m  not   high     —-    ’     not  right  now  at  least   .   he  does  plan  on  lighting  up  as  soon  as  gets  home   ,   though   ,    assuming  no  other  calls  come  his  way   .    ‘    i  just   …   you  know   ,   my  job’s   done   .   i  didn’t  think  we  had  anything  to  really   …   talk  about   .    ’     back  to  staring  at  the  ground  again   ,   creature  of   bad   habit   .

    “ OH. ” the other finds himself mumbling, his legs kicking off the seat as he finds himself overcome with bouts of anxiety. god, he was craving something more, something to get his mind away from these terrible thoughts. ever since the accident he’s found it hard to let people walk out of his life, even in simple interactions such as this. “ sorry, i just ...” he shakes his head, taking a deep breath. “ thanks for coming by, sorry if i made you feel awkward or something. ” his voice softening as he stares down at the floor, not sure what else to say.

#angelsighs #〭〮〬 ❝ – jaehwan 001.

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biggest fear?

“ probably being in another accident like that, or losing more people i care about. ”

#〭〮〬 ❝ – answered. #Anonymous

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what was the best and worst thing about dating arden?

“ arden never looked at me as some fuck up, which i always appreciated. but, you know, i hated when she fucking with other people while we were dating. ”

#〭〮〬 ❝ – answered. #Anonymous