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Commission for shokohellwound on discord

#blorbo #twitter #medieval #commisions open #commision info #commission #artist #dnd character #draw your ocs #what is blorbo #dream diary

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My best friend decided I’m a bad person and vomited on me everything she actually think about me since I am no use to her anymore. Get hit by a train 🚂 choo choo lesbophobic bitch, all the men you like are gross like you

#and everything you made me go through #you are fucking selfish ahole and i will never let you enter my life again

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Yesterday I put a Lock and key on my room door. I feel safer. I sit in silence for the fist time without fear of not being alone and I realized how bad my self esteem is.

Mfw the only character I have ever related to in media is this one

How much therapy do I need lmao

#dream diary #life diary #vueroeruko #blorbo #vueko #made in abyss #im an adult baby #my daughter turned into a village #that’s rough buddy

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I feel like I’m becoming madotsuki. I discovered the game (yume Nikki) in 2014 but I started liking liminal space stuff on itself on 2019.

With the comfort of the feeling liminal spaces and and the desire to disappear, everything becomes liminal, you stop having contact with people and immediate things, the eerie dull shade of the world becomes white noise and your brain starts giving you more vivid and weird dreams to compensate the tedium.

Also internet, now that in learning programming stuff I feel like my computer is a bigger world, on top of having an alter identity persona online for my art… it’s like I am here but I am also not here, the way I consume information is extremely liminal, it’s like my reality is Walt Disney green

#yume nikki #liminal spaces #dream_diary #liminal_diary_bc_im_awake

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Today I had a dream. I was a girl (not myself) and I was friends with another girl and we were in another version of reality. I was completely burned out because of people and situations in my life. She too, but she said “I’ll get to the uterus” she went to a house and inside all her favorite things were in every corner, it was like a video game with stats just for her, and the uterus was the Earth or something, a motherly goddess who provides for her and her self improvement. She was protected by the earth and only had to stop relying on others.

I had my doubts about leaving what I was used to but wanted to do the same, I entered a random house and I found everything I (girl from the dream) ever wanted in a room, and the clothes I wanted and the things I wanted and I wanted to join the earth, be protected by the uterus and evolve with it. The only problem was that the windows were open and there was a gardener/janitor looking at me, I had to close every curtain because he was stalking me while working outside the house.

When I was free of his eyes I connected myself to the uterus and I woke up. I ran this dream through chatgtp plus and said it could be that I need changes in my life and my fear of how others perceive me, the need to break bonds and stuff. Maybe I should enter the uterus irl and face my fears without relying on others and start being a bit selfish. Maybe I’m a daughter of the Earth

#dream diary

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Catradora toxic?

You know, some people might find it toxic, even the shera fandom itself recognizes how jarring the portal episode is. But you know what? If there is someone, specially a sapphic, who likes catradora, it’s because it might resonate with them and their relationship with sapphic love on an intimate level and finds some light in it that you do not find because you cannot relate to some forms sapphic experience.

For me it was a way to cope with trauma and vindicate the sapphic love l always desired. I was in a catholic only girls school and I was bullied on hardcore mode. Like, I don’t wanna get into details about it, but imagine the worst scenarios korean webtoon wise. Up until season 4 I hated hated hated Catra, she represented all the pain I received from women all my life and the trauma that made me hate women and be an “im not like the other girls” insufferable teenager in the past

But then with her redemption… and her love for Adora… I don’t know it made me look at things under a new light in restrospective

There is a switch, there is something extremely odd about female bullies, it’s like the chains of comphet make you hate what you cannot understand why it tickles you.

It’s a way for them to protect themselves from what you do to them. I wish there was a way to pull the switch in them and say “I'm here to love and cherish you, not to harm you” so they could embrace it and feel safe enough to be vulnerable

Thanks to Catradora I can say I am sapphic and I can learn to receive the love from girls I deprived myself from and to heal an important fragment of my inner child

#catradora #catra #sapphic experience #antis #random rant #spop

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Commission for @/celestial_faye on instagram Double trouble princess prom

#double trouble #shera and the princesses of power

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Commissions Open! Comisiones abiertas !

#commissions open #fanart #hire an artist #artists on tumblr

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Genuinely 2022 has been an amazing year for tumblr memes

I mean we had so many good ones:

#girl ban

Lennon Asscrack

Horse Plinko

Blorbo from my shows

The variations upon blorbo(glup shitto, skrungly, poor little meow meow)

Eeby Deeby

It's me boy, the PS5 inside your brain

Live Slug reaction

Crabs

Eurovision Pussy

Tumblr Blaze Launch ft. Catholic evangelism and My immortal

Twitterpocalypse

Dracula Daily

Thank goodness he's straight actually

Pikaman

July(Shinso Abe's death, British gov collapse)

Gougar

September 8th(Queen dead, sansweep)

They unbanned tits- wait no they didn't

The Lettuce is Pm now

Twitterpocalyspe 2 he actually bought it this time

Tits are legal for real this time

2nd Anniversary of Nov 5th ft. Ryan Reynolds

And Now

Goncharov

In general something has definitely been in the water this year when we look back at the memes.

#reblogging to read later

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"Not everything is about your blorbos" to you maybe. To me every other song and probably that car commercial is about them

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Omg I know what a blorbo is now

#blorbo #what is blorbo #i’m gonna lose it

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Void speaking to Plato’s cave Void

#speaking to the void #void cat #tiny panther #so tiny

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#this morning #whimsical

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2022-08-22