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in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

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in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

[idsmiile]

in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

[idsmiile]

in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

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in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

#one last time for the day.

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in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

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in the process of remaking slowly. tiredly. if u want my new blog, like this post and ill follow u on it.

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actually, i do have one more thing to say. a lot of you are horribly anti-black. no, not in the sense of going around slinging slurs, but how in general, you treat your black peers. treating them as your little "resources," treating them like your "attack dogs," treating them as anything other than people. you claim up and down that you all love and care for your black friends, but make it unsafe for them to talk about antiblackness, especially when you exhibit this behavior, even if its in the smallest of ways. you get angry, you get defensive, you deflect, you blame them. and then when its all said and done, you will make them into that stereotype that you claim that you would never do to another black person. the "angry black person." because in the end, you know you can weaponize antiblackness and you continue to do so because you refuse to give up that privilege you have over black people. you continue to see posts about black people and speak over them. you continue to see posts about black people and somehow make it about yourself as a nonblack person when the topic at hand would be about black experiences. you can't claim to love someone and then treat them lesser than you. i hope in the future, that your black peers stay clear from you people so that they can protect their peace and find peace in themselves before you take their humanity and attack it like the rabid animals you evil creature are. because you know, you could get away with it.

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once i finish things up. i might just leave this community. i dont have a desire to really self ship anymore. it seems this community just drained the life out of me. combined with other factors from non-self shippers getting jealous over me even having friends within the community. it makes me feel upset to even think about self shipping. will i say my time was amazing? no. i wont lie. i did meet really good people who i cherish. so it was nice.

im going to be scrapping all my s/is, my lore, everything that had to do with self shipping. maybe i might come back when i find joy in it again. but the constant reminder that self shipping gives me makes me nothing more than miserable and sad.

#i was gonna add my discord to this post but i think i just want to leave my past behind me for now

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im like a little tempted to just ditch this blog, remake, and like. not tell anyone but like two people. (dont trust me on this because i am also the type to want to just block everyone and pretend i never existed)

#.txt #.mine #.personal #i mean no one really follows this blog so it could be possible..

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selfshippers with their f/o merch

#why do u have this saved. #.yw #anyway me with kaira

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my roommate told me to clip this sgt frog bit that we were losing it over so here you go

#.sgt frog #im godalksjdjlfaskfsdamfasf

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i have to dedicate 13 hours a day for classes

#blood tw

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NOMOREDEPRESSION (ill try) i am actually going to talk about my f/os for once. this is my new f/o. this is nights. i like them. (or him) (or her!) (depends on nights mood :) ) they were my first exposure to nonbinary characters and i was like "woahh..." and got hooked for over 10+ years lol. i dont think im gonna make my s/i some nightmaren or smth. ill probably bullshit a species for funsies.

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just like me fr

#i was going to write some emo post but it doesnt matter anymore

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April 3, 2024. Journalist Zuher Dahlan was passing out candy and saw a little girl start crying. He asked her why she was crying and found out that he resembles her father, who has been missing since they left the north of Gaza.

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a few Palestinian families have reached out to me on twitter to help them share their fundraisers, so I decided to make a post here and boost them. I will also add any other campaigns I come across with. Please reblog and donate if you are able to!

(these are all already checked to be real / not scams!)

Help Zinh and her Family to be safe in Gaza! (32% of goal reached) (originally meant to rebuild their home, now they're fundraising to evacuate to Egypt)

Help the Daoud family to evacuate from Gaza (8.75% of goal reached)

Save the Shaqura family and help them to get out from Gaza (12.75% of goal reached)

Support Zack Family Leave from Gaza and Revive (28.5% of goal reached)

Emergency: "Evacuate Sohad's Family out of Gaza" (5.85% of goal reached)

Rebuild Lives: Support the Herzallah family After Tragedy (3.35% of goal reached)

Help Yasmeen Ouda bring her family from Gaza to Canada safely (5.8% of goal reached)

Help Abdullah Omar Evacuate Gaza for a Decent & Peaceful Life (56.35% of goal reached)