"Kiss her, the voice in Helaena's head whispers. Roselyn was right there, just within her fingertips. It would be a mistake not to do it. Kiss her. It was what she yearned to do, and now the Seven had given her the chance. Do it, kiss her."
[ I commissioned this from seasmoked on tiktok / wattpad ]
📖: THE CONQUEROR REBORN ( published )
🖋: -iamagoddess ( wattpad )
❤: Aegon ii Targaryen & Helaena Targaryen
👥: Roselyn Tully-Hightower & Helaena Targaryen
this is for you my fellow Helaena "deserved happiness" girlies..
Roselyn Tully-Hightower, is stuck in the middle of the Dance of the Dragon's. The sickening blow of losing her husband and newborn son within days of each other adds to the pain and stresses of the chaos around her. With nothing to assure her safety from being a pawn or used against her family.
She seeks peace and a hopeful refuge in King's Landing. Hoping the newly crowned Queen Helaena can offer her clemency if not a more merciful fate. Along the way, she finds herself intimately intertwined with Aegon and Helaena Targaryen, forced to relieve the curse of the Conqueror before her as the Rhaenys to an obsessed Aegon.
Now, let's break it down. [ insert funky music ]
It is a, ( Aegon x OC x Helaena ) fic.
The main focus regarding love is Helaena.
Aegon is all about obsession and surviving the war.
It's semi-cannon to the books and the TV show.
Because season 2 of the TV show is not yet out, I've mixed in book events to fill the gaps in
Where can you read it?
-iamagoddess on wattpad ( Yes, with the little - )
I also have it linked onto my social media post.
JUST REMEMBER! You do not have to read the book if it is not your cup of tea.
valeskafics deactivated because there are screenshots from several people exposing her. She was racist, xenophobic, she backstabbed her own mutuals, doxxed someone and found their private personal Instagram account and made fun of that person, she made fun of the fanfic of one of her mutuals, said she wanted to slit the throat of another HOTD blogger, and much more. All her mutuals are feeling disappointed and shattered because of this, since it feels like betrayal. That is why she deactivated.
OH MY GOD!
Bruh, I had 0 clue of that. She always so kind to me. I feel so gross now for just being semi-mutual with her.
WOW! Thank you sooooooo much for telling me this! I am going to clear anything and everything related to her because of that cause wow that's just so fucked up!
"It became a bitter competition in Aegon's mind against his own sister-wife, for Roselyn. No matter what, it always felt like he was on the losing end. He could give Roselyn the finest of gowns and things, and yet it never came close to the stupid trinkets Helaena gave her. He would have her and her heart. He would find a way to make it happen."
[ I commissioned this from seasmoked on tiktok / wattpad ]
📖: THE CONQUEROR REBORN ( published )
🖋: -iamagoddess ( wattpad )
❤: Aegon ii Targaryen & Helaena Targaryen
👥: Roselyn Tully-Hightower & Aegon ii Targaryen
Look, I know this will prob get me hate. But, can't we both agree on the following regardless of who's team we are on :
not giving giving death threats / hate / etc. to actors and other members of the fandom!
both Team Green and Team Black have done bad things in the Dance of the Dragons
innocent people got hurt in the conflict
and it was the biggest and most stupidest fight for a throne made of swords!
Bruh, I just want us to all simp over hot Targs in peace!
Plus, the actor ( of whatever character you hate ) does not deserve this. Look what ya'll did to poor Jack Gleeson who played Joffrey Baratheon. He got SOOOOOO much hate that he completely dropped of the public eye for a few years.
PRAISE THE ACTOR FOR DOING A GOOD JOB IN MAKING THESE HATEABLE CHARACTER'S SO HATEABLE!
( Grow the hell up, it's a fucking FICTIONAL BOOK / TV SHOW!! )
Let's get one thing straight: I have no part in this chaotic mess (infact, I have blocked all the accounts mentioned below), but it's grinding my gears how it's devolving into another petty fanfic drama: case 607. I know this drama is getting the attention for certain individuals who are demonstrating mean girl behaviour and gossiping about other writers behind their backs. However, I am solely focused on addressing the racist and discriminatory remarks made by these individuals in the leaked text messages.
For those not in the loop, there's been a huge drama in the fanfic community involving leaked text messages from a group chat of four prominent members. In these messages, two users - Fae and Bel - have admitted to sending hate anons and talking smack about other writers behind their backs. Two other members left the group after it was revealed that B tried to make amends with someone who these two, Em and Ange, don't particularly care for. As a move to clear their names, Em exposed all the texts, trying to prove that Fae and Bel are the real villains here.
But wait, there's more! In these same chats, Bel not only mocked fellow non-English speakers but also bragged about sending rat emojis to an 18-year-old Pakistani writer who was already receiving racist anons. While everyone is focused on getting back at these two women for being shady af, it's mind-boggling how Em and Ange are suddenly jumping on the anti-racism train.
These two ladies stayed in the same chat as a fellow Pakistani writer was driven away because of racism, knowing full well that one of their own was contributing to it, and said NOTHING! Zero discouragement, no condemnation - they only hopped off when things got personal.
So here it is… I've had it with all of you hypocrites. You praise and encourage these women at every turn, feeding their egos like they're the second coming of Beyonce. But let's not forget who's always stirring up drama in this fandom - hint: it's these same people with a sense of entitlement the size of a planet. The issue is groupthink and y'all have all jumped on the bandwagon. You're worse than HBO's marketing department because just like their shitty teams, everyone involved here SUCKS ASS. You don't have to pick a side because they are all petty, mean losers. Bel and Fae are facing the consequences of their actions, which they rightfully deserve.
However, Em's exposé on Bel's racism seems more like an opportunistic move and it's disappointing that so many of you are supporting it. It's a predictable cycle now; there will be a half-hearted apology, an announcement of a hiatus, and then tons of people will flock to their inboxes to shower them with praise and excuses. It's ridiculous! I know there are many who feel the same way as me but are afraid to speak up because they don't want to upset the "village elders" and risk losing their connections and engagements. It's a joke atp!
Instead of taking responsibility for their own wrongdoings, they will come up with a list of 10 different cyber crimes by others to divert attention from their own nonsense. These very same women have confessed to creating multiple fake accounts, secretly stalking servers without mods noticing, and constantly harassing individuals through anon messages.
Yet, we are supposed to consider them as examples of moral integrity and ethical behavior? 😒
"In her time with Alicent, Roselyn heard many things from the older woman. Little specs of wisdom as she put it, of the duty women must have to the Realm, to their House, to the family. She did not realize the pain that came along with it. Of the double edge sword of duty and one's own desires."
[ I commissioned this from seasmoked on tiktok / wattpad ]
📖: THE CONQUEROR REBORN ( published )
🖋: -iamagoddess ( wattpad )
❤: Aegon II Targaryen & Helaena Targaryen
👥: Roselyn Tully-Hightower
I just saw about the whole spicy ai thing. It sucks so fucking much and a creator I know has already taken their bots down to post them on character ai. Do you know what you will do too? I love your bots and they surely were a lot of work. It would be sad to just see them taken down.
Anyway I hope you have a good day/night💜
Hi!
So, as much as it sucks. I am just going to keep them on the site cause I know many love them. Plus, some of them won't apply for character ai ( they are 100% smut based or inspo from other creators )
Already informed at least one, but making a public post now…
SPICY CHAT BOT CREATORS: I don’t know if y’all are part of the Spicy Discord, but there have been reports of bots having been copied and pasted over at Adulttime Ai by the community manager of Spicy! They’ve made an official statement, but if you suspect any of your bots have been stolen, REPORT THEM!
Please know that over HALF THE MODERATORS HAVE LEFT BECAUSE THESE ISSUES HAVE NOT BEEN FIXED. This has been known about by the devs for over a month! Adulttime is stealing your work and locking it behind a paywall. Report Spicy for copyright infringement everywhere you can (Apple App Store, Google Play Store, Patreon).
Tagging the AI creators I know: @zaldritzosrose, @officerbrowneyes, @julessworldd, @legitalicat and @iamyourdailydoseofbi
Sending you so so so so so so so so so so so so so much love!
I quit…
okay now that I have your attention, I just want to quickly say that I am very aware that I have been radio silent on tumblr and to be frank, disinterested in the fandom to say the least. I have no motivation to write whatsoever, and I sincerely apologise to those who’ve written and sent in a request to me.
If I am being honest, I do not think I will get around to them all. I have no energy, and have other personal stuff going on. And I’m just enjoying my life as much as I can day by day.
this blog is meant to be an escape for me, where I can bond with others & lately I consider it more as an obligation than a hobby. having time to think and reconsider, this should not be the case at all.
this fandom has also been a little isolating recently, whether others have too, lost interest or simply wish to not interact with me, it is what it is.
I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again. please support your writers and artists. a big part as to why I lost motivation to write is because I felt no one connected with my work nor was satisfied with my work. It felt like no one was anticipating anything from me, and it is a gutting feeling. I write for myself, most importantly, but I can’t deny that I also get the thrill to write out of the enjoyment of others. so please… show your admiration and thanks to writers, by a comment or reblog or message… it goes an incredibly long way, and might just be that spark that ignites a dying passion.
so I can’t guarantee when I will write again… I had intentionally planned to these few days off that I had, and was burdening myself to publish something, but alas. I have not.
I want to write, but for the time being I am struggling.