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send me weird texts pls

#mcl #mcl new gen #mcl new gen jason #mcl ng jason #mcl jason

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New Gen, ep 1 y 2

Finally I had time for a "little" review! I'm late but better late than never. Like many, I had my expectations and I can say that, apart from 1 point that concerns me and that I will mention later. I am pleasantly surprised with the final product.

Let's start at the beginning and I want to say that I really like that they give us a full context about Ysaline's life and her family from the very first moment, it helps me to connect with her, unlike Candy who in ep 20 I think we just meet her parents. And like Ysaline, I'm ready to make the same mistakes again and even worse (Why go for 1 boss? if you can go for 2 😏)

The animations, I don't want to leave out the animations, from the changes of expression of our character in each dialogue, to the, at first weird but then not so weird, "camera close-ups", I loved them. Thomas peeking out from the side of the screen or when a route approaches us in the moments of the dates, are an extra touch that helped me to get more into the story.

Regarding the routes and characters in general I want to say that I find them nice, it is a varied group in personalities which is what interests me the most and I want to discover who have their own groups and who are besties (the scene where they all run into Devon's office is awesome). Now with the routes, from second 1 I declared myself Jason and Thomas route, which I tried to follow but to my surprise, just following my instinct I ended up on Devon and Jason's routes…. (by the way the new Cassy/Nath) The personalities of the routes are well defined and, at least in my experience with Devon and Jason I felt "chemistry" that with the others I didn't (and that's ok, I'm not looking to fall in love with everyone).

Now talking about plots, I feel they have a lot to draw from, and although I know that showing the Cosy Bear Cafe event would be very difficult due to the personalization of each player, I don't deny that I would like to see it in NG. I don't mind that some arcs may be cliche, as long as they take risks as they have been doing in MCLLL, I want to see controversial and/or sensitive topics!

And finally… my ONLY complaint, and more than a complaint is a concern, is the issue of the points and not the PA's, no, not at all, I made a very quick calculation and it's fine. But the gems is another thing, 2 per day + 7 on the last day of the month gives us between 65 and 67, if they release 1 episode every 2 months, well that's perfect, you have 130-134 gems for the episode. What's the "but" then? I'm a sl@t and I like to have special moments with more than one route… in this case 2, if it is 1 additional scene per route and each one costs 120 gems, in an episode I would have 240… so I would have to wait DOUBLE to play an episode my way, to my taste… Is it unforgivable? Not at all, it's a detail in fact, but if someone would read this, they could lower it a little… just a little, maybe to 100 and I wouldn't feel so devastated ☹️

Other than that, and to close. New Gen was a positive surprise, you can see the love that is in the game, in terms of gameplay, graphics, animations, etc, etc. 100/10 nothing to say, excellent work. I TRUST that this quality that reflects the growth of Beemoov as a company and MCL as a franchise, will be seen in the plot, in the arcs and in the development of the routes, which after all, is the most important thing for the players.

So thanks for reading ❤️ and see you early tomorrow morning at the office…

#beemoov #mcl #mcl new gen #mcl ng #mclng #my candy love new gen #my candy love

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¿Por qué no ambos?

My candy in Jason's route be like: I can't make the same mistake if I fuck the rival boss instead of my own boss

#my candy love #mcl new gen #mcl new gen jason #mcl new gen devon

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What a thrill. The crossover episode was spectacular!!!! I'll give my opinion later together with the SS I took from my favorite moments.

Now I just wanted to mention something that caught my attention deeply, and is that I am Eric route, my husband and I are very happy and well I was pleasantly surprised to see that Nath is still in town, after the last episode of MCL Nath told us that he had asked for a transfer to a very dangerous city and well, after this episode where he looks good, I want to think that Candy, Eric and Nath came to some kind of arrangement.

This episode closed many cycles and Nath's destiny was something that weighed on me after choosing Eric, now I am much calmer knowing that Nath is still by my side even though we are no longer together.

#mcl #beemoov #mcl eric #my candy love #mcl nath #mcl nathaniel

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thank you, thank you so much seriously, you have no idea how much I needed this to close a cycle with eldarya, leiftan was very important to me to the point that it was painful how the game ended, with this I feel a little bit at peace.

pd i love that the forgetting potion thing was leiftan's idea, it's the kind of heart breaking twist i love

HIIII CHINO HOW U ARE?!! 💗💗🫂💗 I also want the interesting things for Leiftan or any thing/fact about Leiftan I’m dying I need content of him 😭😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🫂 mabeibi ma beibi please I beg you sweetie, xoxooo love you sweetie!!

Heya ! I am fine thank you I guess the easiest for me to tell about Leiftan is his all backstory who was actually and unfortunately never correctly exploited and explained in game. Leiftan was a toddler during the time of the Blue Sacrifice. The aengels didn’t want to sacrifice as planned, and for this reason they ended up being persecuted by the other faes. Leiftan’s parents were killed, but before they died they put him in a stasis spell to hide and protect him.

An aengel survivor, Verom, ended up finding him. (Mowgli style XD ) Verom was weak after the persecution and he decided to establish himself at the Fountain of Youth in company of the Naiade nymphe who guarded the fountain. (She is linked to her fountain as hamadryades are with their tree.) She was a good soul and offered her help. They cared for Leiftan, still in stasis at this point.

After some centuries, Leiftan’s soulmate was born and Leiftan not destined to be alone anymore, the freezing spell broke. Toddler Leiftan slowly awoke and started living again.

So he grew up with his adoptive parents. As soon as he could, Verom trained Leiftan into using aengel powers, and taught him about the Blue Sacrifice etc.

When he was still very young, a group of exploring humans found the fountain’s place by pure luck. They ended up trying to steal its water but in the fight they killed the Naiade. The fountain dried immediately and she turned to stone. There was just a little bit of water left, she could rejuvenate with a lot of time and patience, and hope.

And then we arrive when Leiftan was a young teen, some humans found the fountain again, but this time they knew what they were looking for. And these humans happened to be... leaded by Erika's father. He was looking for that youth fountain discovered years ago, Erika was sick and dying from some unknown disease (certainly related to her Fae genes), and that was the only way he knew that could save her. He wanted the remaining water. They fought for it, of course. Charles kills Verom (he is an old man by now) and by taking the last drops of the fountain he also kills the Naiade.

With that bit of magical water with him, he and the soldiers left as he came. Thinking everyone dead.

But Leiftan was not, and he is left as a young daemon, partially trained and able to hide his nature. Full of anger and hate. Hate for both faeries and humans and this is his villain origin story.

(And so, Charles is the person who killed his parents, but also the one who saved his soulmate in doing so. How so tragic hehe.) ———————

Another thing is the potion they make Erika drink later in the story so they would forget about her on Earth.

It was Leiftan’s idea all along, he suggested it to Miiko. With this solution, he was sure Erika would have to stay by their side and he would do anything to keep her close to him. He then acted innocent around her.

And for those who might be mad at this revelation, sorry but don’t forget Leiftan has always been a villain and a good two faced one at this. (Especially in the earlier story)

#eldarya #I can't believe I'm talking about eldarya again #but it's leiftan

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Didn't even play the last epi (still on 15 'cause i've lost the will to play) but i'm happy it's over, it was so hard to play this game since ep 30 of TO.

Please don't do anything about eldarya anymore, leave this game alone

I'm not even used to write things like this, but you have no idea how much i loved this game cwc

#mood

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You're so hypnotizing...

Could you be the devil?

Could you be an angel?

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he's so hot!!!!!!

My drawing warm-ups are just about him t__t

#i'm so screwed

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hii! i had a question and since youre an eric lover I'll ask you, what do you think about eric haters? Nah because I was on tiktok yesterday and people were literally saying shit like "if you like eric i hope youre miserable" and i was like ???? also someone burned picture of him? i mean i understand why some people dislike him but its agame character, they act as if he was real and players were really cheating on someone 🙄 anyway, wanted to hear your thoughts about this

hi anoni! i'm glad to be identified as an eric lover because i am jajaja, regarding the haters, i've had to deal with some here, who seem to look for posts about eric just to get angry and criticize, which i think is a tremendous nonsense, i try not to judge anyone, I just wish all those people who spew hate, never face real life scenarios where things like falling in love with your boyfriend's best friend can happen, I am an eternal romantic and I want love to always triumph and hopefully no one gets hurt along the way, that's the best we can aspire to

And of course mcl it's a game, you're not really hurting anyone so, I don't know what else to say other than those persons are hating something that doesn't exist.

#mcl eric #eric #ask #pregunta

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Hi! I wonder if there are any interesting things about Nevra that you could tell us, I mean maybe something you wanted to show in the game but didn't have a chance?

Hi !

I’m not sure what has been shown or changed in game at this point so…I don’t know if this was tackled in the story, or if it’s become irrelevant.

But here we go, for vampires in Eldarya, blood will taste different depending of the feelings of the person being bitten at that moment. And usually vampires have a preferred taste/feeling for blood.

For Nevra, he prefers the blood of persons feeling love and pleasure. This partially explains his womanizer attitude :) (which does not mean he had feelings for whoever was bitten, don’t get it mixed up !)

(Karenn used to prefer fear. )

Hope this little snippet was interesting !

#i love him

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Hi Tetra I saw you posted a creation by Chino a few hours ago but I can't see the post anymore Was it banned? :[

It was banned the MOMENT I posted it 😭😭

Chino drew canon penises for the MCL crushes and I wanted to share, but Tumblr is a killjoy.

Wait wait let's try with an external upload, hopefully with a link the post won't be banned. Beware nsfw.

And please no one goes ranting in her DMs, she drew them for fun and to practice anatomy. I won't share anything else extra if she gets harassed.

Can you guess which one belongs to whom?

#I don't want to lose this

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😍😍😍

I am glad the LIs' honeymoon outfits were added to the summer shop ^^

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Irreversible

I have a pending request, but I had to get this out of my head fast or I was going to die... anyway, Amy and Eric's first kiss.

The hustle and bustle in the police station was like being in the center of a big city, officers and inspectors were coming and going and I felt a bit lost, afraid to ask for help and to bother...

Amy? Hi!

Armin how are you?

Great, great, kind of busy. Looking for Nath?

Yes.

Uh... Give me a sec, I'll tell him you're here.

Hey Amy!

He puts his hand on the back of my neck to give me a quick kiss on my forehead.

Hi Nath... I think I came at a bad time.

I commented with full awareness of how this conversation would end.

Yeah, look, I can't take you to the art show.... I'm stuck here.

I understand, don't worry, I can take a cab.

It's dangerous... you know it's not a good neighborhood.

I know, that's why I asked you if you could give me a ride... look it doesn't matter, it's not too important, I'll go home.

Before I knew it, we were whispering in a corner of the police station.

No... No, just... let me think for a moment.

He looks around impatiently and nervously, looking for a solution to the problem I am for him at the moment, I almost feel it's my fault for coming, he told me he wouldn't make it home tonight because they had to prepare "something big" but I thought... never mind....

Listen Nath, you're busy, I don't want to interrupt you, okay? I'll go home, it's fine.

Well, let me at least walk you out.

Maybe it's time for me to learn how to drive.

I'm sorry, really. It's my fault, I should have warned you earlier.

Don't worry, really, it's not important.

The night feels cool and pleasant, at least my bitter return home will be a little less bitter, Nath kisses me and caresses my cheek, I know he's really sorry... I wish that would make me feel better... At the side of the entrance Eric puts off a cigarette, I hadn't noticed he was there.

Hi Eric.

Hey.

He returns a discreet greeting as he heads back inside, when he passes Nath he puts his hand on his shoulder in a friendly manner. Nath stops him.

Eric Could you do me a favor?

N-no Nath, it's not necessary, Eric is working just like you.

It's ok, we are fixing technical details, for the moment Eric is free, right?

He affirms me and concludes by asking his partner.

Uh… What are we talking about?

Amy needed-

Nothing, it's nothing.

Uhm okey…

I need a ride, if you don't mind… I gotta go to this art show in this… alternative… neighborhood and so uh-

Please, I'll owe you a huge favor.

Another one? Well, sure, I have time… Where do I take you?

Thanks buddy, you're the best.

Nath kisses me again and says goodbye to Eric before heading back inside the police station at a run.

Now I understand why you needed a ride… this is not a neighborhood for art expositions…

I know… he's new in the business, I guess he thinks this will give him a certain reputation…

Reputation of a nut, for sure.

You say it like it's an insult but in the art world, it's the highest compliment.

He laughs and shakes his head but somehow maintains his eternal expression of seriousness.

Would you like to join me?

I can tell how my question takes him by surprise, he gives me a surprised look out of the corner of his eyes.

What?

Yeah, I mean… You went to all the trouble to bring me here, I'm not leaving you in the car… It's no big deal but at least there will be snacks.

I don't know… I suppose if my options are to stay here or to go with you…

This pause was getting longer and longer to the point where I felt kind of silly for inviting him.

You know I don't understand anything about art?

It doesn't matter, I can say that you are my bodyguard, that would give me an air of mystery, don't you think?

He smiled without looking me as he ran his left hand through his hair.

Ok, c'mon.

How was it? Was it that bad?

I don't know what to say, I'm still processing what I just saw.

You're exaggerating, it's actually less daring and revolutionary than I thought it would be.

How so?

The staging was interesting, the potential was there, but if you're going to take a risk like that, you have to commit with the idea. It felt restrained… I'm sorry, I'm talking too much.

No, no, I get what you're saying.

Hey, you don't need to take me home, you can drop me off at the police station, I'm a big girl and I don't want to abuse your good will.

Don't worry, after all I'll bill Nath for the favor when I need it.

Who had thought there would be such traffic here… and at this hour.

Yeah… it's odd, let me see…

He rolled down the window to see what was holding up the transit.

Shit… Amy, could you move to the back seat?

What is the problem, officer?

There's a cop car ahead, supposedly I'm on duty and I can't take civilians…

Eh don't worry, I'm good hiding.

I confidently affirmed as I slid as gracefully as possible into the back, just behind Eric's seat I made myself as small as possible, the darkness of the night playing to my favor.

Inspector Ward, I imagined you at the police station sir.

Yeah, well… Someone has to go get food… this is going to be an all-nighter.

And they sent you? Keenan and Carello are overdoing it, sir…

The day when that happens will come, but not today…. I just needed to clear my head.

Have a good night, Inspector.

See you…

Such respect, Inspector Ward.

Shut up.

He whispered smiling while starting the car again.

You can move to the front seat now

Ehhh I think we have a problem, officer…

What?

I… I saw these handcuffs hanging down here and I wanted to see if they works… and I think I handcuffed myself to the seat.

He stretched his hand right behind the back of his seat, fumbled the metal and my trapped wrists, with my fingers brushing the floor, then let out a loud chuckle that made me blush.

What were you thinking?

He asked still laughing.

I don't know… I didn't think, Nath never lets me play with his stuff.

Play? Amy, I'm not a magician, I'm a cop, of course the handcuffs work, they're there so I can carry suspects in my car, without having to worry of being attacked as I drive.

Ohhh, that's very clever.

He sighed to calm his chuckles, I've never heard him laugh like that before.

But seriously… we're in trouble, 'cause I don't have the key for those handcuffs.

What?! What do you mean you don't have the keys?!

They're at the police station… I've never had to carry them with me, you arrest someone, you handcuff them and take them to the police station... There's no alternative… I have to go for the keys.

Nath is going to kill me.

My boss is going to kill me.

Well, then we won't say anything, you'll go get those keys discreetly and nothing happened, right?

Yeah, sounds like a plan.

Finally! I thought you got caught.

Sorry, my boss intercepted me, I almost didn't make it out.

Could you hurry up? This posture is awful and my back is killing me.

Right, sorry.

Why don't you open the door?

There are cameras here in the parking, don't worry, it can't be too complicated.

He turned around through the space between the seats with difficulty, put his arm through mine with the vision completely obstructed.

Ouch… ouch careful, it's-it's my wrist.

Yeah, wait…I can't reach, let me, ugh… stay.

Ah! My hair! Careful!

OK OK!

He ended up moving completely to the back seat, practically on the floor we made the last effort.

Almost there… Just a little bit…

Finally!

Try to stay out of trouble, miss.

Ugh… you don't have to say it, my back is enough punishment Ahh! My wrist.

I lay back on the back seat, stretching my sore back, Eric curled over the 2/3 of the space that for him was still too small, I brought my wrists to my chest to rub them, it really hurt.

Let me see.

He wraps his large hands around my slender wrist and gently rubs the skin where the metal was, quickly erasing the cold. I look at him and his golden eyes are fixed on my hands and his fingers, slowly turn towards me and suddenly time slows down, he comes a little closer to caress my cheek, frozen, prisoner of those eyes, he makes the final approach and kisses me.

My body vibrates and responds, my fingers tangle in his hair and pull him closer to me, our kiss becomes slow, it burns slowly, like a flaming ember, I breathe and his scent fills my senses sending an electric shock down my spine and I can't stop a giggle of satisfaction from escaping my lips before being caught again by his, it feels so…. good, so natural… so… fuck, Nathaniel.

I force myself to move away from his lips and I can avoid taste mine indiscreetly, breathless. Eric turns his face away, avoiding looking at me. Fuck…

I… I have to take you home.

#mcl #beemoov #mcl eric #my candy love #mclll #my candy love love life #mycandylove #mcl oc #mcl fanfic #my candy love eric

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Inconceivable

I wrote this as the "first approach" between Eric and my Candy, Amy. The idea is to write some more moments that I have in mind, but it could still remain just as an One-Shot. It's a very short EricxCandy, Nath’s route, lots of angst, etc, etc.

Yes Nath, I know, do you think I don't know that the fucking cafe is about to go bankrupt? I don't need you to lecture me

I'm not lecturing you, I just don't think it makes any sense for you to keep that girl who is no contribution at all

I just don't feel it's too much to give her a second chance

It's unnecessary

You know what I think you're right, I shouldn't give second chances

I nailed my eyes on his defiantly, he knew exactly the double intention in my words and couldn't do more than give me a sarcastic half smile.

You seem a bit regretful with some of your decisions, maybe you should take my advice

Enough... I'm not in the mood for this shit, not even to pretend I am, I shake my head and walk to the door, it's late, quite late. I grab my coat and leave the house without any opposition, it's getting to be a habit. I go downstairs thinking about who to write to. Rosa? no of course not, Castiel? It would be ideal if he would actually answer the damn cell phone sometime... Chani? no, I don't want to bother her... Alexy?

And I don't know how it all turned into a discussion about how I don't respect his principles...

Alex listens without an opinion while pouring a couple of drinks, not because he doesn't care, but because my constant nightly visits to complain about my relationship problems have exhausted all his advice, he has already said it all, he has opined on everything and here I am, on his couch at 2 a.m., upset with my cute and stupid boyfriend.

Sometimes I feel that... it doesn't matter...

No, no, say it, you're already here, you woke me up, the least you can do is get it all out.

I shake my head low, watching my fingers run along the rim of my glass.

Sometimes I feel like I made a mistake.... That Nath and I, we should never have been more than friends

I confess in a low voice, I don't dare to look Alexy, I feel like shit, but finally releasing those words gives me a strange feeling of freedom, lightness, of having taken a small weight off my shoulders.

You know there's no solution for that, right?

I nod my head silently... Damn it, why do I feel so trapped?

I love him you know, I really love him.

Tears well up in my eyes and I take long heavy breaths in an attempt to hold them back.

Ever since I met him, I've only wanted to protect him, I want him to be happy... but....

You are not happy with him...

Alex finishes a sentence that was more than implied, my body feels tense, so tense it hurts, I raise my arm and empty the alcohol in my glass at once. As soon as I set it down on the table, Alexy begins to prepare another.

3.30 am and I can no longer continue to abuse the hospitality and good availability of my friend... Alex calls me a cab and I get in, praying that Nath will be asleep when I get home... The alcohol and the confessions leave me drained of my strength to face those amber eyes. I get to the door and before I put the key in I clearly hear a conversation on the other side, male voices... great.... I turn on my phone's camera to assess my expression and practice my best "everything is fine" smile before entering.

Oh, hi Eric, how are you?

Eric greets me with a half smile and a nod, I approach Nathaniel to kiss him like the happy couple we are, he smiles at me until my body covers his view of Eric, in that brief moment I see clearly how his expression is disfigured, he turns his face at the last moment and I plant my kiss on his cheek Really Nath? Really?

How did it go?

He asks to cut the awkward silence that hopefully only the two of us notice, as I walk around the apartment spreading out my things.

Fine, fine, Alex was telling me about his life, his new job and stuff

Wasn't Armin there?

No, but from what he let me know, they may be considering moving in together

Sounds complicated

Well, it's only complicated with the wrong person

Shit, Amy what the fuck are you saying? I glance quickly at Eric who didn't seem to be affected by the second hidden conversation Nath and I were having.

Would you like to stay with us for a while? I can make you a drink

No... No thank you, don't bother, I'm fainting. You don't mind if I go to sleep?

I disappear backstage, locked in the room I feel an urgent impulse to tear everything apart, I strip naked on my way to the shower and let the water wash away everything it can, but it doesn't work, I want to punch the wall, throw my things around the apartment, bang my head against the tiles. I breathe, again and again and again, in and out, I throw myself on the bed to half dry, I feel so tired, so exhausted, my head is spinning and I don't know anymore if it's because of my life, because of the problems or if it's just because of the alcohol.

I blink a couple of times immobile, I can't move, as if a huge weight is crushing my body, in front of me Nath's face, a couple of strands on his slightly frowning brow, still asleep he looks like he's upset, but still he looks so.... Angelic and peaceful, I move a blond lock away from his eyes and let my hand caress his cheek, he looks so cute like this, I would like to freeze this moment forever, between dreams he slides his hand over mine in a sweet gesture, I can't help but smile, until reality hits me again and I feel like I can't hold back the urge to burst into tears.

I get up without making a sound, my chest hurts and squeezes my throat tightly forcing me to gasp for breath, I leave the room pressing my hands against my eyes as tears slip through my fingers, an involuntary sob escapes my lips breaking the silence, suddenly I bump into something that shouldn't be there.

I look up and thanks to the dim first light of the morning I run into Eric's back who looks as surprised as I do, if not more.

A-Amy

He said in a barely perceptible whisper, at the same time my meager defenses were collapsing like a house of cards.... Come on Amy, not here, not like this, not in front of him. Unable to fight any longer I broke into a thousand pieces, unconsciously clinging to his jacket, overflowing with all the anger, sadness and frustration I had been accumulating. Crying inconsolably with my face pressed to his chest, I felt one of his hands encircling my shoulders and the other resting on my head causing my crying to intensify, I can't stop myself, I can't control myself, I feel so bad, so alone in my predicaments.... Then I inhale the intense scent of leather, cigarettes, coffee and alcohol that fills my senses, after a few seconds of breathing him in, I calm down, until I can finally separate from him, covering my mouth with my hand and turning my face in the opposite direction, embarrassed...

Uh- I'm sorry, I... Drinking makes me a little sensitive...

My voice was weak and strange, I try to sound normal... like fine, but I know it's not credible...

Don't worry kid, I was just leaving.

I'll walk you to the door...

I mumbled walking after him to the exit, he left without adding anything else, alone again I carried my weight at the door, my heart was beating a thousand per hour... it could be-

My phone rings and I answer it quickly and without looking before the noise wakes Nathaniel.

Hello? Hyun? Yes... No, don't worry, I've been up for a while. Yes, of course, of course, I'll get ready and go. It's nothing.

#mcl #mclll #mcl fanfic #mcl eric #mcl oc #beemoov #my candy love #mycandylove #my candy love eric #my candy love love life

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I was writing something about Eric and I completely forgot about the Eldarya event... now I'm not sure I really want to play it... the illu is nice but I don't think it's enough... I don't even remember the last event I played.

#beemoov #eldarya #mcl #my candy love #mcl eric #I love eldarya but I don't like eldarya anymore

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Heyyy, how are you doing? I don't know if you still write fanfictions nor if you take request at all but here i am lmao, anyway. If your requests are open because if they're not just ignore this, could you pleeeease write something with eric, my man needs more content because beemov clearly doesn't want to give us what we want, like something where we see how he proposed to candy? Have a nice day, kiss kiss <3

Duality

I really want to thank you, I haven't written for a long time and I had an idea in my head about this moment since I played the wedding episode, it seemed very rushed. I just couldn't bring myself to publish it. Besides, there will never be enough of Eric...

Hey Eric…

Nathaniel… I wasn't expecting your call.

Yeah well… it's not a social call, tell me are you busy?

No, I'm just finishing a stakeout.

It's Amy, she's at the hospital.

A shiver runs up my spine, my muscles tense until I'm completely immobilized, I can't speak.

She's fine, she was mugged, and apparently she hit her head, but she's not at ris-

My hand drops the phone and I step on the accelerator so hard that the car jerks violently forward, in the blink of an eye and I don't know how I get to the hospital, I walk nervously to the counter, my hands are sweating, shit I left the phone in the car… never mind. I ask for her and my voice sounds strange.

Are you Mr. Carello?

N-no…

Are you a relative?

No…

I'm sorry sir… but if you are not the emergency contact or a direct relative I can't give you any information.

I can't reply, I'm in shock, the words don't come out, my instincts are completely off, I don't know what to do. Suddenly a hand lands on my shoulder, some manicured nails belonging to a young woman with short platinum hair.

I'm Rosa, Amy's relative, I want to know how my sister is.

The young woman's voice is firm and determined, I believe her. I step aside helpless and useless, while she is accompanied by the nurse towards one of the corridors.

Eric?

A tall black-haired man with a serene expression approaches me.

Hi, I'm Leigh, Rosalya's boyfriend, why don't we go for a coffee? Rosa will join us as soon as she finishes.

My hands tremble and everything feels… distant, blurry, unreal, I'm completely disconnected from this situation, I don't know what to do, what should I do? The minutes pass and the young girl doesn't come back…

Honey, can you get me a cupcake, please?

We're alone… I clench my fists to control my trembling.

Hi Eric, I'm sorry I didn't greet you earlier, it all happened so fast…. Nathaniel called me and we… we ran…

I look up to stare at her, her eyes are slightly red, puffy, she was crying. Shit…

Amy is fine… She arrived here conscious, but a little confused, she was robbed, her cell phone was taken, she was beaten on the head and thrown against a dumpster….

I couldn't help but visualize every word of her narrative, the tremor in her voice and every gesture that accompanied them.

The doctor wants to leave her in observation tonight, I told them that when someone could come in to see her they should let you know.

I raise my eyes to her abruptly.

Thank you, Rosalya.

It's nothing… Tell me, did you call Lucia and Phillip?

N-no… I, I don't even have my phone here…

And I don't have her parents' number either, what a useless piece of shit you are…

Don't worry, it's nothing, I'll call them, okay?

She smiles warmly and puts her hand on mine before going to her boyfriend, I squeeze my hands together, my elbows on the table and lean my head on my fingers… Shit… Minutes pass and become hours, and the lack of answers pushes my sanity every second a little more….

Eric? We are leaving… Anything please call me, no matter what time it is, okay?

I nod and thank her for everything she did for Amy today, but there's no way to do it justice… Now alone, the minutes pass and become hours again, sometimes fast and sometimes eternal.

Hey…

Na-Nathaniel?

How is she?

I don't know… I mean, she's fine, but I haven't been able to see her yet…. She's in the middle of some exams or so I was told about 3 hours ago.

It's normal…

He sits next to me in silence, not looking at anything special, shit…

Do you want to go outside for a cigarette?

Do you?

Yeah… Why not.

But…

I'll let the nurse know we'll be by the door.

The hustle and bustle of the outside shakes me, I still feel… dazed… I take out and light a cigarette mimicking Nath.

And you… How are you?

I sigh at his question and we both watch the cloud of smoke I let out.

Fine, fine… I'll be better when I can see her…

Ok…

So he doesn't intend to cut himself, I'm almost sorry I taught him how to smell bullshit…

Well… the truth is that I've been standing here for five hours like a complete good-for-nothing.

It's not your fault… You can't do anything right now…

Ok…

She is strong and stubborn…

I know…

So?

I can't answer, it's not… fair to talk about this with him, shit…

What? Now you're going to respect the codes? It's a little late now buddy, don't you think?

It's not necessary…

I still… care for her, that's not going to change, I'm not going to get close to her, but I owe her, a lot. Is the only reason I'm here. And you?

What do you want me to say Nathaniel?

The truth is, for once, I think I fucking deserve it.

Of course you do, but do you really want to do it?

The damage is already done Eric… Nothing you can say will be worse than what Amy already told me.

I love her…

I exclaimed firmly, we were still standing next to each other and I didn't dare to turn in his direction, to look him in the eyes.

Yeah… Me too… What else?

I couldn't do anything for her… And I'm not talking about being her superhero and saving her from the thugs…. I couldn't even call her parents or sign a fucking medical release…. I'm nobody.

Then do something…

His answer made me turn to look at him, he put out his cigarette without looking at me and said goodbye after making me promise to let him know of any news.

The silence in the hospital room is so noisy, she calls me, she talks to me, she tells me that she is not well, her voice is missing, her laughter, her songs, her joy, I can't turn to see her wounded face without wondering if I could have done something to avoid this situation.

What is the problem, officer?

Her weak and tired voice gives me a slight start, I squeeze her hand and I give her a smile. I feel so beat…

Come on… Don't make that face, you should have seen how the guy looked.

I couldn't help but let out a sly snort.

I'm sorry for worrying you…

What? Me, worried? What are you talking about… I wasn't going to come, I told the nurse you could get home on your own, but she insisted… and here I am.

I commented casually without letting go of her hand, her exhausted eyes look at me, I feel her strength drained through the fragile grip of her fingers on mine.

Oh well, if you want… See you at home…

I shook my head smiling, I wish I could tell you that there is nothing in the world that can take me away from your side right now.

How are you feeling?

Mmmm, my head hurts… other than that, I am feeling fine.

She sighed and tried to sit up, I help her, carefully, without rushing.

Do you remember what happened?

It was already dark… I had forgotten to take out the garbage, I came out of the café and saw a huge pile of boxes… I wanted to sort them a little, I heard some guys in the alley, I didn't want to pay attention to them but when they passed by me one of them grabbed my arm, he told me that if I gave him my things they wouldn't do anything to me, I told him to let go and he pulled me hard, the other one took my phone and when I tried to get free… I think he hit me in the face, I fell down… head first against the corner of the counter, I touched my left eyebrow and there was blood on it, after that… I was very dazed, I don't remember how I got to the hospital…

What about those guys? What do you remember about them?

Not much… one was tall, dark-haired and had the right side of his head shaved… the other one… had tattoos all over his neck, I don't remember anything else, he wore a hood… You're not going to catch them, are you? Are you?

No, no… At this moment you are my only concern, but, we have to make the charges.

H-hey sweetie…

Hi, doll.

H-how are you?

Good, good, just finishing a patrol. How about you? Are you home already?

N-no… I… I didn't want to bother you but… I'm at the cafe… I tried to go out to take some boxes out and… I can't, I-I can't do it…

Don't move, I'll come and get you right away, okay? Don't worry, make yourself a cup of tea, I'm on my way, I'll take care of everything… you just try to relax.

I-I didn't mean to bother you… I really tried to get out b-but I can't…

Hey hey… it's okay… I'll be there in a moment, don't worry…

Thanks for coming for me…

It's nothing… Will you stay with me or shall I take you to Alex's?

Can I stay with you?

Sure, you know you don't have to ask.

Thank you…

She answered muffled, cornered in the passenger seat, looking small and delicate…

Here.

Curled up on my bed, she held motionless the cup of tea I prepared for her, her distracted eyes staring into nothingness, reflective, it wasn't hard to guess what thoughts roamed her mind.

Amy… Would you like to go on a trip… with me?

A trip? What kind of trip?

Her face lit up.

Nothing too big… I was just thinking that it's been a long time since I've made use of my vacation and I think we could both use a weekend getaway.

I am honored.

Walking hand in hand along a path surrounded by nothing but nature, I felt like I was in a dream, trying unsuccessfully to remember another moment in my life that was so peaceful… so perfect, her smile illuminated the whole landscape and the energy she gives off, contagious and joyful, drew a smile impossible to erase on my lips… Is this… all this real?

My free hand fumbles in my pocket, trembling, hesitant, anxious, and the secret it hides reaffirms to me that this is not a dream.

I definitely needed this, thank you for inviting me.

It's nothing… It wouldn't be the same without you, you're the best part of the trip….

What do you say, aren't you absolutely amazed by this?

She steps forward and I watch her breathe the nature, explore, contemplate, simply enjoy and her figure melted in the greenery that surrounds us seems to complete the landscape.

Amy…

What's the problem, officer?

She turns to me carefree, bathed by the petals falling from the trees around us. Shit, it's time, I take her hands in mine and notice the suspicion in her eyes, expectant.

You know I love you, right?

I think I've heard you say it a couple of times.

She says with a playful tone, smiling.

I have to ask you a question and I need you to be completely honest with me….

Ok… You have my entire attention.

Our way here has not been easy, but without a doubt you are the best decision I have made in my life, I know I love you forever, I know we have all our lives and I feel this duality…. I am not in a hurry but I want you to count on me, I don't care if we don't live together, I just want you to talk to me when you need to, without thinking that you are bothering me or interrupting me… I want you to know that I am here for you, unconditionally… I want to be your emergency contact, I want to meet your parents… I want to be "us" forever…

Mute, with her eyes locked on me shining with what I hope is excitement, I slide my hand into my pocket where I hope, is the moment my life… our life… begins. I swallow and open the small box revealing the ring inside.

If you want…

Her silence stops my breathing, my heart and time itself, I can't take my eyes off hers in this eternal instant.

Yes Yes I do! Of course I do.

You really do?

Yes! I mean… I love you Eric, and I know that being with you is what I want, I have no doubts about it.

Don't you think that's a bit rash?

Maybe, I don't know. Who cares?

Anxiously I put the ring on her trembling finger as tears escape her eyes.

You still have time to repent.

What? Are you mad? You're stuck with me forever.

Good…

Her arms wrap around my neck, with a soft and gentle touch, just as she can, I grip her waist sealing this unforgettable moment with a kiss that steals my breath away.

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Here are the aesthetics and faceclaim of:

Eric Ward

(Jensen Ackles)

The choice of the face claim are my opinion, that’s how I see him for the purpose of my Ao3 / Wattpad stories.

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