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Lost enough to travel across

Only up from beyond

[human-notbeing-blog]

[Unedited: same as when written,, ] Seeking out search out for that heavnly realm That unseen That unknown That unseen, yet ever-present Everlasting , Lasting after last thing stuck in this circle Cypher rewind the minors Flow from the water Life from the evil in backwards Hit my duality with some shit Not to fight But to bea a mothafucka and let the helix twist and split The sky's the direction Relax Nothing to worry on being worthy The gift and the 8 above my head Is that love That love That otha water born creation Money for grabs all that cool , but I found myself circling this earth That realm Like thats all what of where im at And thats all im going to Crab walk across the park Paranoud cause theyre making a noise Cave to myself, no entry things and sinister dreams Avail a circle with nothing cause it aint open Finally find what time to understand What is And what the fuck isnt Drink from a different river , The golden halo Head so far from , inner isnt Splitting my own atoms Nah none more of that Control of Earthly habits To achieve more of the Earth? Give up all that shit to recieve it all In the ending Cause on that alpha shiy I wouldnt be shit Wouldnt be shit Wouldnt exist So what makes me think 3 snakes Instead of 2 Wanting more So more on repeat But I wasnt the mothafucka that brought me into this world and I'm that brotherfucker that tried to bring myself out of it 6times On count on repeat dracula Breathing ivacuated Incasipated Cant write or speak as fast as these thoughts What is this Something I dont know Something I dont want Now its unfamiliar Yet its been the same face ive been starin at for 4 years straight Straight jacket eight ball kickin a window in Made of a million pieces All decieved in decease Come to rest at best at peace Mothafucka I need more than these Days of dark sand In my hand Recieve it all in the downfall My own downfall, where I draw the bottom, where I let go of it all Jump into the loop That halo realm beyond you Beyond everything as purpose cant be nothing , only on something on this direction, thesw worries, this stance of endeavor Going out the same way I came in , hoping to be Starring into its gold to see Beginning where it starts, of that (The things he put , the fire , the heat, the elements , the alchemy) That pure shit of what I was really lookin for Molly hit my temple damn pure Take enough until you find that answrr im talking about The enptiness Took another 3 and some to look up after from the aftermath of that empty hands earthly trends going in circles around Finding the answer keeping that shit for me Thats the key So I thiught so i think therefore i am To everything to udneratand On my own my shit my own Have evrrything Entreprise to stay alive Keepin me breathin maybe But it created the things of this life outta fear Circled more for a vulture such as me Eat ate Kill to mistake Forgive never forget Holding onto something That ill never forget Cause thats where I was stancing when I wanted to ge5 ahead And its been there every since Past particle living listening more ceaseless than my tweakin car livin days Throwin seeds like atta fat bitch from a weddin for fun Cause I got nothin but this gun And somethin for my head now . maybe Mothafucka just tryna spread Like the one million of the sperm That made a brothalova like you And if i aint the same lava pour over me Cause ive been a mothafucka since the pompeii days Before prehistoric before the sage Yeah twitchclenchin fool Thats what im really looking for Thats what ive really been searching for Thats what time is To me alreast My dude , my dawg In that trust that it rains In the name of myself . in the name of going the distance in a consistence A direction thats directed by your realm heavenly . only . of . possibility . doors i dont know . havent heard . havent seen . Release that fuckin devil . that sin . Keep me in your bed . finally in between . Floating from it Like the polarity i want most . why twist my own helix like my nips This I want living more Like this I want this gold given . spread gifted . lifted . nothing to repeat of self as its no longer a race Its an assembly to stack up the lift up more Induldge in your beauty Damn youre a fuckin beauty No paranoia Wont annoy yah No more breathing heevin heavy worrying about my mindset steady no more . Somwthing of yours Nothibg of mine thats im used to Adjusted to control perfect Rash on my foreskin tryna craft a flow Something theyd appreciate Ill get it once I let get off all of it All of that All of caring Hit the bottom so i hit the heavens Yeah . mothalova . peace man fuzz . something thats worth to keep consistent Thats worth to live Cause ill only appreciate what i find when im not really that into lookin at how it would be to get and what leprocauhn bitch inside look like Heaven point of vision seeing down Like i got my 12 from 6 complete Kundalini a devil on my way up No fear on me days these slut please Find my worries on consewuences on that river you tryna find me dead Twisted my nips for hours too long . no food no sleep . Hit that g spot . my g spot . her g cavity never felt gravity till now spot sweet . From faith . from wanting it more . to making it that vision . that layer overall . overees of me make my ovaries overeasy please . Dont worry about how keep that outco e consistent As its something thats His. And I know at Any time Any Time At Any I can have it Just bathe in the things he placed here Just like you Dont gotta worry gotta bitch bout nothin Cause I know deep down From that beginning Innocent as its ever been . infant freedom set free . gave me a taste . For this plane earthly . Placed maybe for the grow i dunno Not suppose to 2 sheets 2 weeks deep tryna figure that out Edge of insanity brink of death 9pm park bench Found it Found it as its been in that The very thing ive been blocking off Thats been missing Ive been on my own mission Make that shit happen Now harder faster Fuck myself in the ass in that order That pattern that pace Ste face when in asking for more Mothafuck . ive been here to explore As ive ever been And its been the same shit 24 Cause ive been wanying what im having what im doing on the 7 Slip me the drug hidden . cause im fuckin spittin out this poison . shit. This is it . The mother the father the son and your holy spirit . hope to be within me . As you once were always were in my youth . always have been . waiting for me to see what the path is . standing at the end . like a true parent that i wish i could say i had . that i have . accept them . as human as me . as i am . Human being lookin for nothing but the all you are Fuck all the answers I wanna wake to you in the morning time Reborn spirits of me something i never planned to be . Dont give a shit if im gum on a seat stumbled As long as im living a life granted from yours . Life given from your purpose Passed given handed off Fuck . im getting off Quit to sput but quicker to spill off Pretend im something nothing but a ghost Hope for you to see Something bigger better be better be than i be So I can be Fuckdickdogshit Walkin head down Grown from the devil Because I never knew my 6 to grew To grow from Motherfuck this airplane semi lsedupsychedalic automatic trip to drift off to space outer and its that shit Simulation White box nothing blinded by appeal Fuck a bitch , we all know it aint real But big dick sexy camel golden shine waxed as the bills to be Blood on his teeth Cause mothafucka thats the test Thats the faith i gotta have Not in but against Fuckin bitch thats the test . Thats the test . Thats the test . Fucking wake up before I do . Before I fuckin did . Dont be dead as I ever was . Or you know the next best man to be unseen . yet on the surface, only on the surface , as it stops at to co-exis-be. Respect and love you cause we just met my b . Smell some heaven on this earth from endowed doused in the middle thing The middle man named grace Hit my face on some ecstacy Better than All those reasons All those reasons Ive ever been Cause its the consistent . Its in it . and its that . Gifted as tourettes already lifted . Part of rhe ground . part of the earth . part of the test . alwats knew . Break into the sky . last peace . Hear this shit before i die . Please . cause im you in another life somehow . And all this sound . all this drought . all these clouds . Knowing . wanting . breathing . living . existing . to the shining light Wanting more Seems to be absolute right? No wrong . not fooling me. I know that shit . thats i want . get off my back. I know my realty . nothing else dont . as angle makes my own . me too . 2 of me . Some of them . want something . want something to be to be something . Could be Only could be Look at the want of more . the fear of its piece . Thats what it was. Always was . Carefully step my friend . I kmow youre not paving this path for paun . At all . simple to breathe but deeper to feel defeated Dont wait for these days of my broken . hopeless . homeless . paranoia . going nowhere. to see it . 8:13pm - 8:37pm - 9:03pm 05-06-2019

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