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[houseofhyde]

MATT SMITH as DAEMON TARGARYEN House of the Dragon (2022-)

#purr u tell em bestie

[houseofhyde]

Hi Hyde! Just checking in! Hope you’re doing okay

this is really sweet and i'm sorry for not posting it sooner. i am doing okay, i've just no motivation to complete any of my wips on this blog currently (which sucks but it is what it is) + there's been a few recent things that have come across my dashboard that make me a little hesitant to post. i'm not naming names, as i don't want to cause unnecessary issues considering the fact i'm a nobody in this space.

i do want to try find my motivation for this blog once more, so i'm currently rewatching hotd season 1 to hopefully spark that same flame i felt the first time i watched it.

sorry for the fact i've not been posting fics, i appreciate anyone that's still around waiting paitiently. i've no intention of abandoning any fics !

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #anon asks

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dusting the cobwebs off my keyboard and returning with this, october 31st <3

#𐀔𓂃 〝 hyde speaks ! #aemond targaryen smut #daemon targaryen smut #if i post announce it i have to hold myself accountable if i don’t post it #this fic’s gonna be dark btw like heavy on the dubcon

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Hyde, you can’t give me the most perfect eloquently written another man’s series and just leave me high and dry for p3 :’(

I understand not everything is written in a day and please take the time you need, but i hope all is well and i will be patiently waiting for the masterpiece.

first of all, thank you so much for your kind ask. another man's is a fic i hold a lot of care and love towards, and to have it be praised just fills me with so much pride.

secondly, thank you ( and everyone else reading another man's ) for the immense patience and understanding you give towards me and my slow writing capabilities. as mentioned, i have a lot of love for this series and this makes me very nitpicky about how i write it. if i'm not feeling it, i phyisically can't write in a way that i deem up to my own personal standards and i wound up hating both my writing and the fic. part 3 is coming, and trust me even i'm sick and tired of me saying that and it never actually coming. but it is, i swear. all is well, and that honestly makes me feel a little guiltier about still not having posted ( ok, so everything is not technically well, work has sucked ass for about a month, i've dealt with very serious workplace harrasment and i've also had a lot to deal with when it comes to my educational life but things are mostly fine !! )

the things is i feel bad that i've not posted on this blog in so long ( even worse that i'm managing to post on another fic blog ) , and i feel the need to explain myself a little to ease my own negative feelings towards this fact. as a certified neurodivergent girlie and a proud member of the 'tism gang, i deal with intense hyper-fixation. these hyper-fixations dictate where my attention and motivation lies. house of the dragon was my main hyper-fixation... until the last of us came along and i got reminded how much i love both joel miller and pedro pascal. my hyper-fixation very quickly switched to the tlou, i made a sideblog to post fics and, well, it stole all my attention and motivation away from writing for hotd. i'm slowly trying to get that motivation back, as there's so much i want and have planned to write for hotd. there are so many fics i want to share. but, my brain won't let me without being a bitch about it.

please note that this is an oversimplified, and quite stereotypical, representation of this ASD trait, and the feelings i experience involving hyper-fixations are a lot more intense than just ooh i wanna write for you now.

okay, i'm done rambling and explaining myself.

tldr; thank you for enjoying another man's, pt 3 is coming eventually, i love joel miller and i'm autistic asf <3

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #⏤ fic/wip comments #nothing makes me happier than to see people praise another man's #i promise that part 3 will be posted as soon as i physically can finish it #thank you again 10 million times over for the patience #anon asks

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Hydeeeeeeee😩😩😩 im still checking your blog twice a day, do you know when the next chapter will be up? 🥺

stop that's cute asffff,, i wish i could say a specific day but i suck at keeping those promises so all i'm gonna say is that it should be done and posted within the next few weeks x

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #⏤ fic/wip comments #wish it could be sooner but i don't wanna lie to you

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ahh just read both parts of your another man’s series and can’t wait for part three

thank you for enjoying the series ! sorry that the wait for part three is so long, i've just not really had the time or motivation to write it but i swear i'm working on it 😭✋🏻

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #⏤ fic/wip comments #istg part three is coming i just have a lot going on rn </3

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE CORPSE TO MY BRIDE NEVER STOP BEING FRUITY AND COOL AND AMAZING AND TALENT AND WHY DO I KEEP TURNING ON ANON HELP ILY 💗💗💗 - mona

being in anon is a whole vibe.

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #thank you so much bride to my corpse !! <33

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not me being born during pride month & expected to not be fruity 🫨

#𐀔𓂃 〝 hyde speaks ! #n e wayz its my bday today ! #queue 22 by miss swift

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#⏱ ─ in love w queue ! #no one has less patience for my writing than me

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i don’t trust real men affection- however my ex (who’s genuinely a great guy except he isn’t attractive) wants me so bad and i know he’d treat me amazing and spoil me but like… he isn’t cute.

i actually needed to text him bc i need to borrow his speaker for my party which is another part of me being toxic. he’s been on delivered for 2 weeks but now that i need something, i’ll hit him up 🚩

walk him like a dog, bestie.

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #( 🎐 ) precious mutuals.

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i’m terribly unhinged in a bad way, bro. i should not be in relationships you’re good dw 💀💀

me neither- which is why i'm chronically single and writing smut about fictionally whorish men instead of giving attention to the real men who are trying to show me affection. slay pussy pop we can be terribly unhinged together.

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #( 🎐 ) precious mutuals. #but like... they ain't packing like my fictional dilfs so 🧍 #smut it is

[houseofhyde]

Hi! just saw your last post and wanted to send you some encouraging words! It's sad to see such a talented writer as yourself being plagued by so much self doubt. I'm still checking your blog twice a day to see if the next part is out and i would definitely wait another few weeks if it means that you'd be happy enough with what you've written to post it. And even if it took another 3 weeks or 3 months- i wouldn't be any less excited! Another man's is easily one of my favourite stories on here and i would DIE for stark!reader and your Aemond. Sending you a big hug (if you're into that ofc, if you don't like being touched, then i'm sending you a big warm and comforting bowl of your favourite soup!)

thank you anon, for this entire ask! i hate posting my self-doubt on here, since i know most people following me are just here to read my fics and that's completely fine, but humour is how i cope and i couldn't help making a little joke out of how crippling my inability to chapter three is becoming.

i know people understand and won't be disappointed by having to wait (or at least i hope), but i guess i'm just scared people may think i don't care or intend to continue writing the another man's series (i 100% do, i have the whole fic plotted out in a google doc). the most frustrating part is that i'm closer to finishing part four of another man than i am to finishing part three, and i can't even post what i'm nearly finished with because it relies on several plot points in part three.

enough with my ranting (i just wanted to say that to let people know i am still invested in writing about lady stark and aemond), let me give you the biggest hug and a nice bowl of comforting soup too because you're honestly so sweet and patient to put up with my silly ass. i promise you won't need to wait 3 months- or even, hopefully, one month- till i post part three. thank you for loving another man's series, it's truly asks like this that keep me (and so many other writers on this site) motivated to keep posting. muah! <33

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #⏤ fic/wip comments #accidentally went on a little rant that had nothing to do with the ask slay girlie pop #sorry for dumping that on you anon- and anyone else who reads this #tldr; part three and me are currently in the enemies faze of an enemies to lovers slow burn fic #i just need to write it to the best to my ability because it's so crucial to the future development of lady stark and aemond #anon asks

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Send this to ten other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile!!! <3

hey sweet anon, this is so kind of you! i'll def pass this on. for the record, you're wonderful too <3

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #catch me also doing it in anon because i'm shy and all the writers in the hotd fandom are a) cool b) intimidating or c) cool & intimidating #anon asks

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i promise it’s good enough to justify the wait even tho i have never read it. i know it’s good. i just know it’s great and awesome and lovely and i know you put your hydeussy into it so it’s impossible to be bad

the concept of a hydeussy is equally intriguing as it is frightening, but thank u bestie <3

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #( 🎐 ) precious mutuals. #hades ur unhinged and i mean that as a compliment #while i'm unhinged in a derogatory way #love that for us <3

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⏤ the never ending cycle of feeling shit at work about not writing and then feeling too tired from work to write.

#𐀔𓂃 〝 hyde speaks ! #the dichotomy of my life #spent all day writing out amazing scenes in my head #only to get home and stare at a blank screen as the proverbial tumbleweed rolls through the empty landscape of my mind #so mad about it frfr #need life to give me a break so i can write everything i want to

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This tweet totally describes me

#⏱ ─ in love w queue ! #me rn trying to finish another man part 3 and fight off the demons that tell me it's not good enough to justify the wait

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I FOUND YOUR NEW BLOG FINALLY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH BABE YOU DONT UNDERTSAND

now why would anyone miss silly old me ?? 🤨 no but fr i’ve missed you so much too, i hope life’s been treating you well <3

#( 💌 ) you’ve got mail ? #( 🎐 ) precious mutuals. #tohokuu asks