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We looked inside some of the posts by housemarcellus and here's what we found interesting.
okay so I have a hefty chunk of chapter 28 written now, and I'm editing what I have so far, and I just realized... Hadvar has a lot of guilt. and I don't just mean guilt about Ariana and Lubomir, I mean guilt over being an Imperial soldier, fighting against fellow Nords in his homeland. though he doesn't agree with the Stormcloaks, he understands them, and every time he's forced to put one down he has this quiet, (somewhat irrational), gnawing sensation that he's a traitor to his home, to his culture. he doesn't want to think about it, but there's always the possibility of fighting against a cousin or an old friend. Ralof was already a friend growing up, and he almost had a hand in executing him.
anyway, this isn't really pertaining to canon Haddy, but is strictly fic related, so this is not an invitation to like... argue if you disagree. I'm just thinking out loud.
anyway... dream chemicals still very active in my brain again. not as distressing this time, bc whatever I was dreaming about I don't remember, but I don't think it was a nightmare. kinda wish this would stop tho so I can like... do things.