histrionicparanoidhell

[histrionicparanoidhell]

I need help with a small summary of stuff a new person would need to know about HPD for my communication cards

I would summarize the 8 core symptoms and how they might negatively manifest. So like “I have shallow emotions due to HPD, so it may seem like I don’t care.” Or “I’m provocative due to my HPD so I may flirt with you, I’m sorry if that makes you uncomfortable.” Also any needs like how to deal with a histrionic crash

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[histrionicparanoidhell]

what exactly does "vague + impressionistic speech" mean? it's (ironically) a really vague description

Vague speech = speech that doesn’t get to the point/ isn’t saying anything

Impressionistic = over-exaggerated and fantabulous. This can include lying if it’s severe

Basically you say a whole lot of fluff and in some cases lie a whole lot.

#cluster b #personality disorder #hpd #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder #actually hpd #actually histrionic #honestly histrionic

[histrionicparanoidhell]

I wanna ask something about certain symptoms of HPD! I'm trying to gauge what the criteria is meant to mean because when I go to a mental health professional I wanna know what I'm talking about.

How would you describe the "shallow emotions" of HPD?? Would you say you genuinely just don't feel it that deeply but overreact? Or is it that you "perform" emotions?

What does provocative mean by the way? Does it just mean stuff that makes people angry or that attempts to seduce them or that provokes reactions? Does the provocative language happen on purpose?

Sorry for taking so long to answer this.

I’d say for me the shallow emotions is that I don’t feel anything very deeply. Sure I think things that should align with emotions but I don’t actually feel anything, and I don’t even think emotionally that much.

Provocative behavior is basically you rile people up in a sabotaging or destructive way. It can be sexual or antagonistic.

#cluster b #personality disorder #hpd #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder #actually hpd #actually histrionic #honestly histrionic

[histrionicparanoidhell]

What does AP mean in the context of hpd/ppd? I've never seen the abbreviation and I am curious

AP is for HPD and it means attention person. It’s a person a pwHPD will prioritize attention from above other people.

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[histrionicparanoidhell]

People with Cluster B disorders are not a burden and deserve good relationships. Not me though, I am somehow different from other Cluster B people and deserve the worst.

[histrionicparanoidhell]

I’m bored sooo…

People who are anti-narc or just anti-cluster b in general ask me anything. Anon, RB, replies, etc. are open. I’m a histrionic with paranoid personality, more details below cut

HPD is cluster B, PPD is cluster A. You can find the symptoms via a Google search. I’ve been told I’m an energy vampire, a narcissist (not a bad thing, not to mention untrue) and a pathological liar. Be as anti-cluster b and ableist as you want to me idc

#cluster b #cluster a #personality disorder #tags are for reach #narcissistic abuse #narc abuse #empath #again not narcissistic but close #I don’t believe in narcissistic abuse btw

[histrionicparanoidhell]

I really wanna make posts about fucked up shit I’ve done for attention and/or perceived safety (HPD and PPD) but others will hate me for it 🤠

#cluster b #cluster a #personality disorder #hpd #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder #ppd #paranoid pd #paranoid personality disorder #actually hpd #actually histrionic #honestly histrionic #actually ppd #paranoia #actually paranoid

[histrionicparanoidhell]

Hey y’all I’m back from the peak of my episode

I’m sorry if I triggered anyone with my posts but at the time I didn’t believe they were in any way false so I felt no need to do so. I’m still experiencing the episode but with the help of others as well as time I’m no longer experiencing as heavy of psychosis as I was these past 24 hours. Sorry again!

#cluster a #personality disorder #ppd #paranoid pd #paranoid personality disorder #actually ppd #paranoia #actually paranoid

[histrionicparanoidhell]

Watcher presence is strong where I am. He needs to scare them away so that they never speak to me again. It’s so good so I don’t have to be a bitch all the time

#actually cluster a #ppd #paranoia #psychosis #<- according the others #I think they’re being coercive

[histrionicparanoidhell]

They fucking hate me why I dunno but they’re for sure hating and I’m about to go berserk mode on them like I’m gonna fuck them up and anyways I can’t be missing more shit though even if it’s because of the watcher so I’ll have to break them someway

#posting

[histrionicparanoidhell]

Prepare for crazy bitch who doesn’t deserve anything because nobody is as good as her posting. Str8 up unfollow me for 24-48 hours if you’re not fucking with that because I’m kinda realizing right now.

[histrionicparanoidhell]

Suicide warning but All my friends hate me and they’re trying to make me kill myself. They want me to self harm and when I finally break they’ll tell everyone our “good times” were just lovebombing stages and I’m actually awful, abusive. I’m not evil. I’m gonna make them regret it. I’ll never talk to them again

Am I going through psychotic? Maybe. Maybe though I’m just right. Tell me if I am I like the attention

#actually cluster a #cluster a #personality disorder #ppd #paranoid pd #actually ppd #paranoid personality disorder #I don’t think I’m paranoid this time but others say no

[histrionicparanoidhell]

Feeling an episode coming along. Felt it last night and it’s coming back :/ we’ll see what happens

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[histrionicparanoidhell]

DBT save me

Save me

Save me DBT

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[histrionicparanoidhell]

Shout out to my “energy vampires” y’all (me) are the best

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[histrionicparanoidhell]

born to be vague and mysterious for attention, cursed to overshare and have zero boundaries. also for attention

[histrionicparanoidhell]

I’m my favorite pathological liar

#cluster b #personality disorder #hpd #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder #actually hpd #actually histrionic #honestly histrionic