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Lonley Eyes by Lauv - reminds me of all my favorite fictional lovers in the grand speech moment before the reluctant one finally sees what they’ve been missing all along

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Does anyone know where the black and white headshot style images of cardan greenbrier with what seemed like gold leaf went? It’s an image that is stuck in my head and I can’t find

#cardan greenbriar #the cruel prince #fota #fanart #jude duarte #jurdan

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I have no regrets in my life, but this.

What I knew the first time I kissed you.

There will be no one else.

🥹😍🔥🦇

I couldn’t help myself

#nessian #cassian #nesta acotar #nesta archeron #acosf #acowar

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My obsession got to be too much and I made something only for nessian! I hope you all get it and I love them, these tiny silver flames and bat wings for my favorite mates.

#nessian #nesta acotar #cassian #silver flames and bat boy wings

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I was just reading a fic that got me thinking about how Nesta went upstairs at the end of ACOMAF and that she had moved out by ACOFAS. She obviously was internally struggling with her trauma and couldn’t stand to be around people who were acting fine. But she HATED FIRE and would have had to say why, an act of vulnerability that she was incapable of at the time, once they started to be lit. What if she moved out because she needed a place where she didn’t have to worry about a fire roaring at any and all times? Imagine being so traumatized and afraid of admitting it that you decide to move away from the only family you have left, who doesn’t have your issues and because of this you feel like a burden, but that isolation plus the roaring dark power you don’t want forces you to make bad life choices because people you don’t know won’t ask you questions you don’t want to answer. It all snowballs to the Nesta we know and love in ACOSF.

She falls into a family that doesn’t hide their trauma but acknowledges and accepts it. Respects others who do the same.

Wow that spiraled quickly in my brain 😆

#nesta acotar #feyre acotar #elain acotar #cassian #acomaf #acofas #nesta archeron #archeron sisters #valkyrie #emerie #gwyneth berdara

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My favorite thing about Nessian is how much they love each other. Even when Nesta was actively trying not too she was head over heels. She has and always will be a simp for Cassian and Cassian has it just as bad. He literally could not take another woman to bed once he met her as a mortal. I mean:

IHNRIMLBTTWDNHTNIWFYITNWTNLAWWHTTIP

FTMIMYIWYMTRFTMISYIMHYWAICTAAITM

They are not enemy’s to lovers or unrequited, they are hands down fools denying love. I’m so happy these two idiots got together. Nessian fics are my favorite pastime. ❤️

#nessian #nesta acotar #acosf #acotar #cassian #nesta archeron #acowar

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I've been thinking about it and I actually think that the hike scene was necessary. I just don't appreciate how Cassian handled it or how Feyre just let him take her away.

My brain is fighting against having this be a thought and rewriting it, but I've never written a fic.

My thought is that it should have been more like:

Feyre: Please take care of her, Cassian. Don't "punish her", the only punishment needed is my mates, who promised he would never lie to me again. If I am not seeking retribution, neither should you or he.

Cassian: This is for Nesta. This hike, will be both a punishment and a reclaiming for her.

Feyre: heavy breath and pause, "I hope so. Take care and be safe."

Cassian: I will

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Cassian: "Nesta. Nesta, wake up. We have a long day ahead of us . We will be hiking from dawn to dusk, with only two stops throughout the day. You need to eat and then we will begin." Not in a loving way but in the way a coach who cares but knows you need to be pushed would.

Then during the hike he says things like "keep moving, We're not done yet, as part of your training you will carry the pack - so keep up your strength as it won't fit over my wings. When he realizes she's way to quiet he's like, "these mountains are old, shepards and fairies live here, not the high fae - like Mor and Rhys - but ordinary."

Nesta: scilence

Cassian: Fuck, did I make the right call. "We'll camp here for the night. Have you finished your water? Make sure to drink enough."

When Nesta passes out he double checks her canteen. Asks her about her water and food consumption, after he caught the look on her face, the one that said good I should die. Just to make sure that look wasn't a silent promise to herself and whatever gods she believed in. Some how the pack got lighter but if Nesta noticed she didn't say and neither would Cassian.

It was a silent two days, the only words passed we're from Cassian, making sure Nesta was drinking and eating and was continuing on with the hike. He was not gentle but not adding to her self hate spiral. Her intense drop to her knees at every break and at night had him worried she was not hydrated or fed enough.

I don't know if she needs to faint. Maybe she like slips on the rocks and instead of trying to break her fall and stop her self from rolling down the mountain, she just thinks I deserve to die. Cassian jumps to below her to stop her when it looks like she is about to go over a cliff and picks her up and brings her back to the trail. He demands, "What was that? You didn't even try to stop!"

we pick back up at She stared at the rocks around them.

All the food plates and fires happen the same, and everything after that. Just a better mate and friend. Thats all.

#nessian #nesta acotar #cassian #acosf #the sf hike fail #feyre acotar #acotar #fanfic

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Is there a fic where Aelin has a harem? Like I want Sam’s death to have been faked and he and Rowan are brother husbands to the Queen. Even Fenny can be there as a devoted lover.

#tog #the glass castle #aelin fireheart #aelin ashryver galathynius #rowan x aelin #aelinandrowan #celaena sardothien #sam x celaena #celin x sawan #aelin's court #fenrys moonbeam #rowan whitethorn #sam cortland

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Does anyone else ever think that Nesta probably just has resting b!tch face and everyone just assumes she’s mad/mean?

Except for Valkyrie’s, like they know it’s just her face and don’t assume anything. And Az, cause he too has it, but just in a smaller dose.

#nesta acotar #valkyrie #acosf #nesta archeron

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Nesta: What!?

Cassian: What?

Nesta: What!?!

Cassian: nothing, I’m just daydreaming about you

Nesta: you’re literally sitting across from me

Cassian: it’s not enough

#nessian #nesta acotar #cassian

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I want an alternate universe where at the beginning of SF Nesta is given an option to go stay with Helion as emissary to the NC. She’s surround by books, has a purpose, and doesn’t have to deal with all the hate from the IC. She obviously would still have to see them for her job and could slowly fall for the big bat as she finds herself post war.

Picture it, she’s reading about Valkyrie’s in Dawn and through her work with the NC finds out about Merrill’s work and meets Gwyn. Then she could meet Emerie when she goes to Illyria with Cassian as they’re building their bond and he wants to show her his home. Azriel could be the one to winnow her back and fourth and bond in their time together. They could all still work tighter to find the trove with out Dawn knowing because she would just be in her court on business.

She heals in a way that’s actually perfect for her, finally gets some space to allow for her to find herself independent of being Feyres crappy older sister. They can slowly rebuild their sisterly bonds, but on their own terms and not just because of family or obligation. Still gets her found family and Valkyrie’s and a mate who doesn’t act so dumb.

#nesta acotar #nessian #valkyrie #acosf #gwyneth berdara #nesta archeron #emerie #helion

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Can someone please explain to me why Feyre would wear a tiara to see her sisters in ACOMAF. Is it just Rhys way of low key saying she’s his queen before saying she’s his queen? Cause like it feels like a real weird statement to me…

#feyre acotar #acomaf #why does she wear the tiaras

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You know, the only way that I can think of a Nessian mating ceremony is if I think of Cassian bursting in the room where Nesta’s getting ready, she’s already in her dress. He pauses, out of breath and speechless from how beautiful she is, and Nesta just stops in her place and asks him what’s wrong. For some reason she thinks he means to tell her that it’s off, that he doesn’t want to be mated with her, that it was a mistake after all. But Cassian only grabs her hands and just goes, “I’m an idiot. I didn’t know what you meant and I stupidly thought it meant you didn’t want me, but I want you, Nesta.” And at this point, Nesta’s like… “I’m not understanding.” But then Cassian gets on a knee, and he holds out a box like, “This is how you do it right? Marry me, Nesta. Marry and mate me. I’d be honored to be your husband.”