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sounds like you are dissociating my pal. im not sure if you already have preferred methods for dealing with that, but if so it may be time to use them or find some you like.

i usually eat something really spicy or try to do something physically active (like play just dance lol) to try to reconnect to my body, but my dissociation doesnt usually involve forgetting what ive been doing so idk of that will help you.

maybe try doing something where you have to really focus on each step? like um cooking or knitting. thats supposed to help with forming longer memories and could maybe help pull you out of it?

m not rlly in the mood to do any cooking and idk how to knit but like. im currently omw to the mall to get a mom a present cause her bday is tomorrow so

#ask

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ive decided to make fern absolutely love caterpillars like an abnormal amount

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totally get it, that's how most of my days go lately

see i dont remember having posted that and i dont remember having gone to bed to sleep whaddahell

#ask

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hi guys ive been on autopilot since 10 am yesterday and i have no idea wtf ive been doing since then

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i hate it SO MUCH when people compare my ocs to canon fictional characters but the ONLY exception that ill allow is when they compare Fern to Jonathan Sims because

1. Hes my friends blorbo (you know who you are)

2. Ive always wanted to get into TMA

3. Jonathan Sims is, in fact, Fern's voiceclaim

4. Ok fine i see it

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oh, vee campfire....

oh vee campfire!!!

#ask

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LOOK.

ive never had the need to have a plushie of one of my own characters but i NEED one of Fern i need it desperately im even making a ref sheet if i manage to find someone who makes custom plushies and i have the money for it

#fern cookie

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ive never had the need to have a plushie of one of my own characters but i NEED one of Fern i need it desperately im even making a ref sheet if i manage to find someone who makes custom plushies and i have the money for it

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1/4

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Vee campfire is that you?

No its NOT Vee Campfire bc Vee Campfire CAN go out for a little walk in the woods, whereas i cannot 😔

#ask

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i think most of my temporary problems would be solved if i lived in a place w lots of nature. id just go "i am feeling sad. i will take a walk" and the trees would make me happy and id go "i am better now. thank you trees, i love you"

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him taking this position when talking to Fern specifically has a meaning

#licorice cookie #fern cookie #cookie run oc #oc x canon

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fern test drawing made to learn the basics of krita 💥

#fern cookie

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fern lore goes crazy

#fern cookie

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all sorts of echoes in these caverns

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i kinda wanna try krita but im so confused on how literally everything works does anyone have like. a good video tutorial or smth

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redesigned this creature from 2021 :]

#i love u creature #creature will u be my friend