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[hatman]

Tumblr won't let me download my data for some fuckass reason, further justifying the fact that this is a shit platform.

But this will be my last post. Tomorrow, I'm logging out, and I will not log back in. I'm deleting the app, and finally walking away from this hellsite.

I want an archive of the things I said and the person I used to be, so I'll leave this blog up for that purpose. Sometimes you wanna see how far you've come, y'know?

Just a parting word: Tumblr has been horrible for my mental health. It's made me so irrationally angry so often, I can just feel my blood boiling whenever I log in. Venting on here has never helped me. I've never felt like this was a safe place, or even really a personal space for me. It's just another stage for me to perform on, and another parasite that feeds on negativity. If Tumblr is the opposite for you, that's fine, and I'm glad you've found positivity here. But for anyone else that might feel like me, please do yourself a favor, and escape from here. Even on days where I don't feel compelled to scroll through my dash, I can feel a difference. Tumblr has been toxic for me, and I'm finally going to cut it away. I really should have done this a long time ago.

Thanks for following me if you did, and I'm sorry if I wasn't funny enough for y'all. If you want to keep up beyond this, you'll know where to find me.

See you on the other side.

#finalement

[hatman]

I’m either deleting this blog or logging out permanently in three days.

Say what you need to say, ask me for ways to keep in touch if you don’t already know them. After Monday, you’ll be too late.

[hatman]

Going full '90s puritan "for the children!" and then using [current year] wokeness to justify it is the ultimate out-of-touch statement.

Go fuck yourself with a cheese grater.

A better, more positive Tumblr

Since its founding in 2007, Tumblr has always been a place for wide open, creative self-expression at the heart of community and culture. To borrow from our founder David Karp, we’re proud to have inspired a generation of artists, writers, creators, curators, and crusaders to redefine our culture and to help empower individuality.

Over the past several months, and inspired by our storied past, we’ve given serious thought to who we want to be to our community moving forward and have been hard at work laying the foundation for a better Tumblr. We’ve realized that in order to continue to fulfill our promise and place in culture, especially as it evolves, we must change. Some of that change began with fostering more constructive dialogue among our community members. Today, we’re taking another step by no longer allowing adult content, including explicit sexual content and nudity (with some exceptions).  

Let’s first be unequivocal about something that should not be confused with today’s policy change: posting anything that is harmful to minors, including child pornography, is abhorrent and has no place in our community. We’ve always had and always will have a zero tolerance policy for this type of content. To this end, we continuously invest in the enforcement of this policy, including industry-standard machine monitoring, a growing team of human moderators, and user tools that make it easy to report abuse. We also closely partner with the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children and the Internet Watch Foundation, two invaluable organizations at the forefront of protecting our children from abuse, and through these partnerships we report violations of this policy to law enforcement authorities. We can never prevent all bad actors from attempting to abuse our platform, but we make it our highest priority to keep the community as safe as possible.

So what is changing?

Posts that contain adult content will no longer be allowed on Tumblr, and we’ve updated our Community Guidelines to reflect this policy change. We recognize Tumblr is also a place to speak freely about topics like art, sex positivity, your relationships, your sexuality, and your personal journey. We want to make sure that we continue to foster this type of diversity of expression in the community, so our new policy strives to strike a balance.

Why are we doing this?

It is our continued, humble aspiration that Tumblr be a safe place for creative expression, self-discovery, and a deep sense of community. As Tumblr continues to grow and evolve, and our understanding of our impact on our world becomes clearer, we have a responsibility to consider that impact across different age groups, demographics, cultures, and mindsets. We spent considerable time weighing the pros and cons of expression in the community that includes adult content. In doing so, it became clear that without this content we have the opportunity to create a place where more people feel comfortable expressing themselves.

Bottom line: There are no shortage of sites on the internet that feature adult content. We will leave it to them and focus our efforts on creating the most welcoming environment possible for our community.

So what’s next?

Starting December 17, 2018, we will begin enforcing this new policy. Community members with content that is no longer permitted on Tumblr will get a heads up from us in advance and steps they can take to appeal or preserve their content outside the community if they so choose. All changes won’t happen overnight as something of this complexity takes time.

Another thing, filtering this type of content versus say, a political protest with nudity or the statue of David, is not simple at scale. We’re relying on automated tools to identify adult content and humans to help train and keep our systems in check. We know there will be mistakes, but we’ve done our best to create and enforce a policy that acknowledges the breadth of expression we see in the community.

Most importantly, we’re going to be as transparent as possible with you about the decisions we’re making and resources available to you, including more detailed information, product enhancements, and more content moderators to interface directly with the community and content.

Like you, we love Tumblr and what it’s come to mean for millions of people around the world. Our actions are out of love and hope for our community. We won’t always get this right, especially in the beginning, but we are determined to make your experience a positive one.

Jeff D’Onofrio CEO

[hatman]

𝕌ℕ𝕋𝕀𝕃 𝕋ℍ𝔼ℝ𝔼'𝕊 ℕ𝕆𝕋ℍ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕃𝔼𝔽𝕋 𝕋𝕆 𝔹𝕌ℝℕ 𝔸𝔹𝕆𝕌𝕋

[hatman]

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd

#And yet I can never forget.

[hatman]

SAMUS ARAN.

Croquis+Cintiq+Photoshop. TUMBLR: http://oliviersilven.tumblr.com/ All Artwork Copyright Olivier SILVEN

[hatman]

Happy birthday.

#you are missed

[hatman]

I had a water leak today. So a lot of my stuff got damaged. A lot of stuff that's irreplaceable.

The letters got the worst of it. Yes, those letters.

So I guess you finally got what you wanted. They've been destroyed. Not by my hand, but by the fates.

They still want to keep old wounds from healing, I suppose.

#personal #relevant #I felt like this was something worth saying

[hatman]

Well, this weekend broke me.

Haven't exactly felt like this in... years.

[hatman]

Remind me to do this because every time I do, I struggle with believing those people ever truly cared, and weren't just out to hurt me the entire time.

Remind me to never read old conversations again. Ever.

[hatman]

Remind me to never read old conversations again. Ever.

[hatman]

Don’t worry. I’m not dead. Just not here anymore.

You know where else to find me.

[hatman]

You rang? I’ve been on skype for a while.

I don’t Skype much anymore. Same username?

You know how to get in touch with me. I, on the other hand, never know.

#Anonymous

[hatman]

I need IV ASAP

[hatman]

[hatman]

>when you get a call that you can’t answer because you’re too busy panicking

>when you finally get the nerve to call back and it’s not the voice you expected to hear

Literally fuck today and everything about it, I’m fucking going to make a sea of alcohol so I can drown in it.

[hatman]

22.04.2017 

Happy ever after doesn’t mean forever.